Chapter 28 Summer is Collapsing - Section 28: Collapsing, collapsing, collapsing (Part 2)

Summer is Collapsing - Section 28: Collapsing, collapsing, collapsing (Part 2) That night, Shen Han went to the bar to find David, but saw David and Ke Ke hugging in the corridor outside the bathroom.When David was singing the Radiohead song, in the middle of it, he suddenly lost his voice. He lost his composure and ran off the stage. He ran down the crowd and looked around in the crowd. His baby, Coco, was gone.So he ran out to look for it. He was going to sing this song to her and tell her to ask her to come back.He knew she would go to the stall next door to eat chai pan wonton, he walked through the dark alley to find her, find her, bring her back to him, sing to her again, in fact he never wanted to leave her , even if she never believed it again.

Dawei was attacked by Shen Han from behind when he walked through the dark alley. Shen Han originally just wanted to bleed him a little and then left. He didn't want to hurt David too much.But when he attacked Dawei, cornered him, and wanted to reach out to touch the dagger, he suddenly remembered that the dagger had been confiscated by the police a few days ago. After that, he was busy with his grandmother's funeral, so he forgot , Forgot that the dagger he was carrying was no longer with him.And Dawei just wanted to get rid of this inexplicable troublemaker, but he didn't want Shen Han to entangle him. He was anxious to find Keke, and he became anxious. His anxiety made him lose control, and he always lost Controlling, he hit Shen Han frantically, just to get rid of him quickly, and then go to find Ke Ke.As for Shen Han, the moment he was knocked down to the ground, he returned to the dark alley when he was a boy. He suddenly lost the strength to stand up, and he saw the young Ding Chengcheng standing on his side again. In front of him, he kicked him hard, and he couldn't fight back. He felt his body was restrained, and he was being held by the boyhood, and he couldn't fight back.In the end, everything suddenly became quiet and empty, but in pain, he saw that alley was gradually going away and disappeared, together with his boyhood, it would never come back to disturb him again.

After all, Ke Ke gave David two knives. Dawei never thought that Ke Ke would really stab him. He stabbed him twice relentlessly. He felt no pain. Later, he lay on the cold concrete floor, his face was soaked in the puddle and he could not move. He saw Coco ran towards him wearing a short flowery skirt, just like when he first saw her, she was smoking a cigarette clumsily, her hair was messed up stubbornly, he saw her holding a knife in her right hand, he You know, in fact, she has always been a little girl holding a knife. The weather was calm, and after that night, nothing happened again.

David did not die, he was lying on the cold concrete floor, until he was sent to the hospital by V who came to look for him, he was rescued, but since then no one saw him in the U2 bar, he suddenly came from The bar disappeared, and also disappeared from all the people who knew him well, and V also disappeared, all I know is that he walked with V, they got married at the end of that summer like lightning, and then disappeared from all circles of friends up. And in Coco's heart, she has killed him, personally killed him, together with this summer. And Xiaoqiao and Ke Ke went to say goodbye to Shen Han, because it is said that Shen Han will also leave Shanghai the next day. He sold the red house at No. 28 Urumqi North Road. When he sold the bonsai in the courtyard, he folded it Together, when he looked up, he saw a small piece of gray-blue sky above his head. The buyer was a middle-aged man. He wanted to open a shop selling pearl milk tea and fried chicken legs here, because there was a shop next door. He bid a lot for a small school, and the price of 300,000 front-facing houses was enough for Shen Han to go abroad. He had no nostalgia for this place, and he didn't know if he would come back again. He hung up the calls of Ke Ke and Xiao Qiao respectively. Saying goodbye, but said not to send him off, he said he didn't want to meet and say goodbye again.

But they still went to look for him. After school, it was almost evening. They carried their schoolbags, feeling as if they had returned to the playground three years ago. They carried their schoolbags through the long corridors of the teaching building, wanting to say goodbye to Shen Han.The iron gate of Urumqi No. 28 was tightly closed, and there was no light inside, but Xiaoqiao still knocked hard on the door, and then quietly put her ears to listen to the movement inside. I don't know why, the despair when I walked through the long and silent corridor three years ago came back again, and returned to them after countless summers. In fact, they knew that Shen Han was no longer there, but they still knocked on the door hard. Feeling that he is still inside, sitting with the blinds tightly closed, just waiting for the morning sun to penetrate through the gap again, Ke Ke thinks of his dirty single bed, the smell of his sweat, his mat, While Xiaoqiao was holding the doorknob in vain, they squatted down slowly and sat on the side of the street at the door, looking at the passing bicycles, the wheels rolled past them, the cross of the opposite church was silent in the dark sky , their schoolbags still contained the farewell gift they gave to Shen Han three years ago. They were exactly the same. This is also outdated.Three years ago, they sat in vain on the wooden stairs of the teaching building. The sky outside was completely dark, and a small lamp was lit at the end of the corridor far behind them. They sat shoulder to shoulder, and they all If they want to cry, they are all in the dark, and no one can see the sleeping face clearly, so they can shed tears with confidence.

Perhaps, at this moment, Shen Han is already sitting on the plane going to a certain city, high above the clouds, and will shine brightly when the sun rises. He moves forward slowly, can he see the sea, the real sea, just under the clouds, everything is unknown, he may sit in the window seat, watching the airplane wings meet the air current Shaking, he closed his eyes and fell asleep peacefully in flight. Ke Ke and Xiao Qiao went to a nearby restaurant to eat the beef rice noodles they used to eat. Each of them held a cup of bubble tea with ice cubes, and rolled the rice noodles in the bowl with chopsticks. Across the way, a huge plane tree swayed in the wind , has begun to drop leaves, and palm-sized leaves fall to the ground. In autumn, they will click when they step on them. People living nearby sit in small restaurants drinking rice wine and eating dishes cooked with pickles. Germinated beans, this summer finally wants to go, think about the days ahead, they don’t feel scared, just look at the past, those past, summer after summer, so many things happened, it’s also a hard way Come on, those old people, they have left, but they still have to move forward, they can't stay, they can't look back for too long, there will always be someone more important to meet, something more important will happen, they will all come , So they can't stop, they have to go forward again, go forward, speed up the pace, step across autumn, winter and spring, until the next summer comes.

In the subway station, they leaned against each other on the green chairs and fell asleep. When they woke up, the subway had gone far away, above the ground, and there were dots of lights in the low workshop in the distance. Turning my face out of the window, I saw the Ferris wheel of Jinjiang Paradise hidden in the night, still rotating slowly in a trance, the car was very empty, and I could see the next car and the next car.And inside the brown window glass, Coco and Xiaoqiao's faces were brushed by trees and telephone poles from time to time. Summer will pass, summer will come. the end

The first draft was written in the early hours of New Year's Eve, January 21, 2004 Reprinted in the early morning of March 10, 2004