Chapter 18 Summer is Collapsing - Chapter 18: No one else but the two of them (Part 2)

Summer is Collapsing - Chapter 18: No one else but the two of them (Part 2) When Xiaoqiao returned home, she called Ding Chengcheng to ask him about his situation. The secret love that ended without a cause has now been completely forgotten. Said that Coco has not been home for four days, and the mobile phone has been turned off, and there is no news.Xiao Qiao felt sad in her heart. For four days, she missed the two of them. The girl even chose to leave home on the same day. Xiaoqiao got on the slow train to Taocheng that day, but where did Keke go?She just discovered these days They were really estranged, she couldn't feel Ke Ke all of a sudden, she was at a loss, had no direction, and didn't know what kind of thing she was sad about.

When did they get so far apart, a distance of one summer, Xiaoqiao felt extremely sad. Xiaoqiao is anxious, but Keke has no money, so she won't go out of the city.So Xiaoqiao searched along the places the two of them used to go to, cold drink shops, shopping malls, At the subway station, she walked on the big and small roads in Shanghai for a whole day, hoping to meet Ke Ke who was also walking and tired.walking, she Walking to the playground of the elementary school in the past, the school has been closed during the summer vacation, and there is no one on the playground.At this moment, Xiaoqiao is tired, very tired

Now, she was scared, she couldn't see Coco everywhere, she couldn't see Coco in the whole Shanghai, she felt scared.She asked for it at the bubble tea shop next door Drinking a glass of red bean ice, she and Ke Ke used to come here after school, talking intimately with their heads together, and now Xiao Qiao felt a kind of There was no need before, and this need pulled Xiaoqiao from Taocheng back to the front of this small school in Shanghai, and back to Keke's side.she sucks ice Frozen ice cubes and condensed milk poured on top, she thought, everything she did was enough. When night fell, the residents around the elementary school came out to enjoy the cool air, although the road at the entrance had been rectified and paved with orange

The floor tiles, the smell of the summer evening has not changed, and there is even a little rain in the sky, just like the one with Coco and Shen Han. From the summer when I went home under the raincoat, how secretive and happy I grew up at that time. Xiaoqiao came out of the milk tea shop, across the railing of the school, suddenly saw a small figure on the drill platform of the playground, she crossed excitedly She was hit hard on her elbow by the road and a passing bicycle, she screamed muffledly, lying on the railing, yes, that's Coco, that's It was Coco, wearing a lake green printed round skirt, sitting on a collar and smoking a cigarette, shaking her feet.Xiaoqiao wanted to call her name, but felt her throat was choked

She couldn't make a sound, so she took off her red shoes and threw them over the railing, and then lifted her skirt over the railing. When she was young, she often went over the school with Ke Ke. In order to chat on the playground at night, but now her skills are negligent, when she jumped off, a pointed railing stuck on her. There was a huge hole in the white skirt, but Xiaoqiao didn't care about it anymore. She picked up the red shoes and ran towards Keke barefoot. "Why did you find me so late, why did you ignore me, you all ignored me." Coco snuffed out the cigarette butt, and jumped off the leading exercise platform

, she looked at Xiaoqiao with grievances, she was completely different from the usual proud Coco who was dictating to boys.In fact, I came back from Taocheng On the long-distance bus, Xiaoqiao completely forgave Ke Ke. The two of them grew up together, and they couldn't do without each other, just like true love.and What can't be forgiven is my narrow-mindedness and jealousy, which put me in such a situation. Ke Ke squatted down and began to cry, making a whining sound, so wronged and helpless, the whole playground was empty and deserted, only the pigeons fluttered. Fly over their heads.Immediately, all Xiaoqiao's resentment towards Keke disappeared, and she also squatted down, feeling peaceful.Here, just the two of them

A girl, Xiao Qiao patted Ke Ke's hair and said: "It's okay, idiot, there is no one else here, just the two of us, this place is very safe." When she heard these words, she finally cried loudly in Xiaoqiao's chest. She wanted to shed all the tears of a summer here, drowning this place. a playground. Keke ran away from home on the morning when her father asked her mother for divorce again. In fact, she lived with Shen Han every day after that. She had no money and no money. There was no other place to go, so she stayed at Shen Han's house. Shen Han's grandmother happened to go back to the countryside to attend a relative's funeral.

Bai just came back. In the evening, he climbed over the railing of the primary school and sat on the playground for a while. Dad must have gone crazy, but she wanted to drive him crazy. This time it wasn't when she asked for a doll when she was a child and cried on the ground, her father would go out and buy a doll for her.This time she can't do anything, she just She can avoid them, if they want to divorce, she doesn't want to see it, she doesn't want to see her father's back when he leaves home, and she doesn't want to smell the heavier and heavier smell on him. of smoke.

These days, Shen Han is still looking for news about Cheng Jianguo, but he has no clue.In three years, the changes in Shanghai have The book was too big, and the addresses and house numbers recorded in many notebooks could no longer be found, and the roads were changing almost every day. He found it very difficult. Toiled, rejected by everyone, always coming home very depressed. One night, Ke Ke asked him: "He is dead, why are you still looking for him?" "Because I want to know what kind of person he is." Shen Han leaned on the pillow, smoking a cigarette. "What was your mother like?"

"She has always been a very strong woman, she must have always loved Dad, she used to be very beautiful." "Sometimes, I wonder, our father also has their world, just like us, do we have to stay in it?" Ke Ke closed She closed her eyes, but she couldn't sleep all night, she was thinking about such a problem, she was only worried about being lonely, she was worried about sitting on the sofa like her mother Post it, watch TV series, and then age quickly, she is not strong enough, she may have lost her courage. Xiaoqiao hugged Keke's waist and said, "Let's go home together."

So Keke remembered that in winter, she was dumped by Dawei, drunk, vomited like crazy on Xiaoqiao’s toilet, and burned her calf with a cigarette butt until she was drunk. When she screamed out, Xiaoqiao knocked on the door lightly, but Keke opened the door after a long time, Xiaoqiao knelt down and hugged her head and said, "It's all right, everything is fine." Alright, it's just the two of us here. "Now if everything is over, the smoke scars have faded, and no one can sting her so forcefully again, she must Need, grow up alone, even if it is difficult, you have to be pushed there. Dad was waiting for Ke Ke at the entrance of the corridor, and his hair suddenly became gray a lot. When he saw Ke Ke coming back, he stood on the stairs and greeted him with open arms. Picking her up, he hugged the dirty little daughter who smelled of sweat and disheveled hair in his arms, and he said, "Dad won't leave, he will stay with you all the time." around. "They haven't hugged like this for many years. Dad didn't know where to put his arms around her shoulders after Coco grew up. , Now they are embracing, and hear the ending song of a TV series coming from the mother's TV in the room. "No, I have nothing to do with it. It really doesn't matter this time. Don't worry, let's go." It's ridiculous, "I know you will come back to see me, you If you don't want to part with me, if you don't come to see me, I will come to you too.I will take good care of my mother. " "How can you reassure me like this?" "You are so old, I can't be in your life anymore." Coco stroked her father's white hair, it turned out that aging really comes so lightly Easy to do and only takes a few days. So Dad left the house the next morning. At that time, Coco hadn't gotten up, but she was awakened by the sound of Dad closing the door.dad Dad gave Coco a very detailed form, which listed the medicines that mother needed to take, the time she needed to work and rest, and her favorite food.Can But I just still don't understand why two people who once loved each other so intimately separated completely. Ding Chengcheng was also driven crazy by Cocoa, this time the love for him was different from any previous one, he never told anyone I have told the truth about my father, but this time it is actually a girl, Ke Ke is wearing a lake green printed skirt, with jet-black hair, stubbornly pushing him Pulled out of childhood nightmares, pushed abruptly to the front of reality.However, Ke Ke disappeared again and again, she stopped answering his cell phone, Refusing any chance to meet, Ding Chengcheng couldn't see her, and he was farther and farther away from his beloved skateboard. He couldn't fly, not only because of His promise to his mother, because he was trapped here, he felt that he was slowly losing a kind of ability, like a little trapped animal, he sat in front of the small attic Facing, masturbating against the window, the clouds outside are always clear, and thin clouds float in the dark night.Why Cocoa is different, and it involves him Endless memories of his boyhood, those exaggerated and far-fetched lies, those nights full of fear for the parent meeting, he was always worried about his lies If the rumor is exposed, it will be a disaster for a child. But Coco's appearance gave him an inexplicable courage. He wanted to find his father, know his news, and hear his voice again. Put your hand in his palm.He also wants to ride a locomotive on the Nanpu Bridge, with Coco behind him, straight forward, without obstacles, until the city the end. He fell in love with Coco crazily, but couldn't find a way out. It's like now, Ding Chengcheng doesn't know how to find his father in such a big city, where is he, and if he meets him on the road, do he still recognize him? draw his face.