Chapter 11 Summer is Collapsing - Chapter 11: The Girl Tied to a Rope (Part 1)

Summer is Collapsing - Chapter 11: The Girl Tied to a Rope (Part 1) Ke Ke went to find Shen Han several times later, but she never had the chance to ask him about his mother. She looked at the black notebook these days and had a lot of questions, trying to find out, this matter is actually related to her It has nothing to do with it, it's just that she can't forget the elegant and hasty figure of the man who jumped on the subway, and the person related to it is Shen Han, who she once loved so much in the past.But Ke Ke didn't dare to knock on the door, for fear of disturbing Shen Han's grandmother, he just sat and waited in front of the rusted iron door. Going back on the north road, passing the school where she, Xiaoqiao and Shen Han used to go, the wisteria at the gate was still growing densely with green leaves, and the whole playground was empty, she grabbed the iron fence and looked inside for a while, Those green and rusty horizontal bars are still there, but the cinder track has been replaced with orange plastic.

And Ding Chengcheng appeared again and again. When Keke happened to be bored, he spent the whole afternoon with him. They sat on the floor of Ding Chengcheng's small attic, listening to music. When Ke Ke fell asleep on his mat, he slept for the whole evening, and then woke up drenched in sweat, as if he had slept for a whole summer.But Keke doesn't like Ding Chengcheng, she doesn't like him at all, but he is full of contradictions and lies, he is kind and likes to deceive, brave and hesitant, these contradictions make Keke obsessed, and Ding Cheng The appearance of the city is indeed legendary. He insisted that he had seen Coco appearing in that lake green dress many times in his dreams. Coco felt that even when he lied to his face, his expression was kind and serious.

Because of a half-truth and half-fake boyfriend, Dawei's face became farther and farther away, and finally became a distant and unreachable dream. The music she listened to when they were together, she wanted to erase the past year, everything that happened from the last summer to this summer. Ke Ke had never heard Ding Chengcheng talk about his father, so she occasionally asked him casually.Ding Chengcheng said that his father was a sailor, and he only went home a few days throughout the year. His father sent him postcards from various places, but when Ke Ke asked to see them, his expression changed immediately. He would like others to ask about his father, but he couldn't hide his low self-esteem in front of Ke Ke, all his childhood low self-esteem poured out in front of this girl without reservation, he roared and walked around in the attic , the wound on his forehead that was not completely healed began to ooze blood again, and he suddenly covered his right arm, and there began to hurt again, the pain seemed to be a hidden nerve suddenly exposed to the sun, three Years ago, the wind on the playground in the evening poured all over him.

"Why do you lie and say that your father is a sailor." Coco asked softly. Ding Chengcheng jumped up excitedly, and he shouted: "Get out, I don't want to see you again." He pushed her, so Ke Ke stumbled downstairs, and she walked out alone. Not far away, the damp smell of Suzhou Creek surrounds her. She is extremely depressed, not because she was kicked out by Ding Chengcheng for no reason, but because she finds that she is slowly becoming When you become disabled, you can no longer fall in love, you can no longer love anyone, you can no longer like anyone, you are afraid of being abandoned, afraid of loneliness, afraid of being alone, but you gradually close yourself in contradiction, this kind of cowardly thinking is called cocoa Very frustrated.She bought a bag of boiled water chestnuts on the bank of Suzhou Creek, and sat on the bank absorbing the heat of the sun, warm, and peeled the water chestnuts alone, crispy.I remembered that when I was young, I often sat here with Xiaoqiao, looking at the boats on the Suzhou Creek, couples from other places, the dog on the bow and the children playing in the water, chatting, until it was dark, each pushing their bicycles, carrying Go home with a heavy schoolbag.At that time, they couldn't finish talking, what they were talking about, over and over again, but Ke Ke couldn't remember it all at once.