Chapter 8 Summer is Collapsing - Section 8: Died many times and woke up again (Part 2)

Summer is Collapsing - Section 8: Died many times and woke up again (Part 2) In the early morning after the exam, Ke Ke was lying on David's bed. While he was asleep, she still couldn't help picking up his mobile phone and looking through the short messages inside, and saw the short message signed by v: " I miss you, I'm waiting for you." The date was the night when she went to deliver small wontons, but Dawei didn't come back all night, Keke only felt her fingers tingling, she turned her back to Dawei, sternly He bit his lower lip with his teeth to stop the sobbing.At five o'clock in the morning, she said to David: "Let's go." Hearing David say "Oh", she turned over and fell asleep on her own.

Walking on the road in the early morning, tears fell like this, but no one saw it until the sun came out, the bus honked and drove over, and the oncoming person bumped into her shoulder.When I got home, my mother was already sitting in the living room, the curtains were tightly closed, and the TV was off. The room was very quiet, but there was an overnight smell, as if my mother hadn't slept all night.Ke Ke just wanted to go to the bathroom to wash and sleep, but her mother slapped her head and face. Ke Ke fell on the sofa while protecting her face, but her mother slapped her on the back non-stop.

"You went to Xiaoqiao's house, you went to Xiaoqiao's house, Xiaoqiao is living in her grandmother's house these days, you have learned to lie, don't go home, you are like your father, you are so dead Where did it go?" Mom was going crazy, all the slaps fell heavily on Coco's curled up back, making a crisp sound.At the beginning, Ke Ke was still dodging and blocking with her hands, but soon she felt that the physical pain could relieve her pain and guilt in her heart. She let her mother's slap fall on her body, and the pain was burning.The mother couldn't move anymore, she sat on the ground with her arms in her arms and cried loudly. Suddenly, her eyes went dark and she fainted on the ground. When she woke up a few seconds later, Ke Ke was holding her up in horror. Why can’t I see anything?” Coco cried and called to book a taxi, and rushed her to the hospital for an examination.

Mom had a series of checks to do, Ke Ke ran up and down the corridors of the hospital that smelled of disinfectant, paid all kinds of fees, and led her mother from one room to another, and finally she was sitting on a chair in the corridor waiting , finally felt tired, closed her eyes heavily and fell asleep, and Dawei's face rushed towards her again, and then she saw Xiaoqiao leaning on the railing by the side of the road across the road, with the inside of her mouth Been humming: you don't remember, you don't remember, why you don't remember my name?Ke Ke saw Xiao Qiao's lips moving, but couldn't hear the sound. She wanted to approach, but was blocked by crowds of earth-moving trucks, and Da Wei suddenly appeared again, holding her arm.

Ke Ke woke up suddenly, and Dawei's face disappeared in the air instantly. She was disappointed to find that she had fallen asleep leaning on a boy's shoulder, and there were tears in the corners of her eyes.The boy's forehead was bandaged with gauze, and he was still holding a plastic bag of medicine in his hand. Ke Ke hurriedly sat upright and said, "I'm sorry, but can you tell me what time it is?" "Ten ten." The boy said, but Coco realized that he had only slept for ten minutes. "Have we met? My name is Ding Chengcheng, how about you?" "We haven't seen each other before. I don't remember you, but you can call me Keke." Keke laughed, got up and went to the bathroom to wash his face with cold water, and when he came out, he saw Ding Chengcheng in the corridor again. Standing there waiting for her, asking her for her cell phone number, Keke regarded him as a common little rogue on the road, but he didn't look like that kind of person, his eyelashes were long and softly covered his eyes, and he was wearing a small baggy Although there is still a ridiculous gauze wrapped around his forehead, his whole body is still shining.Ke Ke suddenly remembered where she had seen Ding Chengcheng. That day when she accompanied Shen Han in the hospital for stitches, she was lying on a stretcher. The boy who was bleeding from his forehead and comatose should be him. She gave the phone number to over him.

At this time, mother came out, Ke Ke said goodbye to Ding Chengcheng, and quickly went up to help her mother. The doctor said that she had a heart problem, and she often stopped beating suddenly for a second or two. If it took a long time, she would faint , and there are no symptoms, it is a very serious problem, you should go to the hospital immediately for a more comprehensive examination.Coco took her mother home and immediately dialed her father's cell phone. Dad rushed home half an hour after receiving the phone. He had already connected all the beds in the hospital by phone. Only then did Keke remember that she hadn't seen him for a while. The two of them silently took care of their mother Packing things, Ke Ke carefully folded her mother's underwear and put them in the bag, then went to pack the washbasin towels and toothbrushes, and finally saw her father carrying two big bags, and her mother walked out the door with his arm. Before going out, her mother turned her head and said to Ke Ke: "Can you stay at home alone?" Ke Ke nodded heavily and said, "I will come to see you every day and bring you something to eat."

Keke wanted to close her eyes to rest, but she didn't dare to close them. As soon as she closed her eyes, the short message from v in the morning was biting her, and David's face appeared again.She suddenly realized that she had to go to Dawei, she could no longer hide like this, she had to ask everything from three months ago to now.She has to go to David, at the moment her mind is full of David, she can, why not, she is so strong and brave, nothing can stop her love. The road is burning, the city is burning, and Coco is burning. She is a girl whose hair was burned. Calling a taxi, Keke has never felt that Dawei’s home is so far away. The car seems to be speeding on the elevated road forever and never arrives. Her face is very itchy. The sound of the tide was so deafening that she couldn't hear anything else.

After getting out of the car, Ke Ke wanted to take the stairs a few steps at a time, but her legs and feet were weakening, and she fell to the ground before taking a few steps. When she pushed her hands forward, both wrists were worn out, and her knees suddenly burned with pain , blood flowed from her knees, she shed another tear, and ran up the wall with her hands, a voice shouted to her, hurry up, hurry up, it's too late, you're going to be too late, Coco ran up in the sound, panting, and rang the doorbell with tears in her eyes. Hearing the sound of footsteps coming from the inner room, and the moment the door opened, her heart sank to the bottom. The radiant footsteps did not belong to David, not David at all. She wanted to escape in panic, The body instinctively took a step back, but V had already opened the door and stood in front of Coco.

V was wearing a white satin top with a large collar, showing thin and pretty shoulder blades, a khaki miniskirt, and a pair of pink slippers under purple opaque stockings. His freshly washed hair still smelled of cool mint. Holding a towel in her left hand, she asked Ke Ke suspiciously: "Who are you looking for?" But she quickly realized: "You are David's girlfriend, right? He went down to buy food and will be back soon. You come in What?" V's eyes turned out to be light brown, and her afro hair was cut short and curled around her ears wetly.She showed a kind of indifference all over her body, and she didn't care about Ke Ke's sudden appearance, as if she was not the shameful third party, so who is the third party?

At this moment, Ke Ke has not even put on makeup. She is wearing a sweater, hot pants, and a pair of brightly colored running shoes. There is probably a big bruise on her knees. She is like an old doll that has been broken. , no look.She was tired, she was so tired that she couldn't speak, she only left this room early in the morning, and everything changed in just one day. When Ke Ke walked out of the corridor, her body was empty. The fire that burned her just now was all extinguished. Ke Ke only felt despair at this time. This kind of despair is a kind of disaster. Appearing in front of V, she despises her worn out burning knees and despises herself for living so hopelessly in this world. She feels hopeless, and something that has been supporting her in the past has finally fallen away. What is this thing? , it's David, it's David's music, it's David's love, it's David's life, she's living hopelessly in David's life, and now that life is gone, and now she's become A gecko trapped in a corner.

No more calling for a car, Ke Ke put her arms around her arms in this summer evening, an empty shell-like little person walked on the road empty, no one could see that she was empty, her body was an empty shell , heavy traffic, why is summer so long, time can’t pass away, what to do, so long, how can we survive such a long time.Ke Ke started to run on the busy street. It was a weekend night, and people were rushing to the streets in the city center. It was so crowded, but Ke Ke, an empty shell, couldn't hit anyone when he was running. The people, they finally all disappeared, retreated quickly in this night, leaving an empty road for Ke Ke, let her run, run like a fire, she felt that she died and woke up, woke up like this It's hard to kill the emptiness of dying again without running to the point where you burn yourself out and hurt yourself. Finally, she finally sat down on the chair by the road with a breathless breath, took out the last cigarette in her pocket, lit it, took out the notepad from her bag, and wrote on it: "I hope there will be more Die once and wake up again." She just wanted to fall asleep here, unable to fall asleep, and when she woke up, everything had passed and everyone had disappeared. On the opposite side of the road, a small group of boys suddenly fought together. Finally, the three boys pushed one of them to the ground, kicked him with running shoes, stepped on his body, and licked his mouth. They were cursing, and in Coco's eyes, their movements became so slow, she rubbed her eyes, the wind blew around them, their hair spread out, their shirts bulged up.A few roads away, the pickets rushed towards us with sharp whistles, and the three standing boys dispersed in a rush, disappearing on the road at night. There was a boy on the opposite side lying on the top of the manhole cover, making a loud vomiting sound. His right wrist was tied with gauze, while his left hand was still tightly holding a pocket knife. The knife had been opened, as if It grew vigorously on his hand and would not leave. It's Shen Han, I didn't expect to see Shen Han at this time, Keke watched him get up from the manhole cover, and after standing up, he bent down and retched twice, he pulled his clothes and put the knife away He got up and put it in the back pocket of his jeans, sat on the edge of the sidewalk again, and lit a cigarette. There was a wide road between him and Coco, the traffic lights were flickering, and some earth-moving vehicles were unscrupulously in the middle of them Speeding past, making a huge noise.Ke Ke put out the cigarette butt, waved to him, and called: "Shen Han!" Shen Han also stood up, waved his hand, and walked towards her. His left hand was in the pocket of his pants, and his right hand was still tied with gauze. On his chest, his clothes were stained with ashes. He crossed the road and sat beside Ke Ke. There was blood under his nose and the corners of his eyes were scratched. Coco found the Band-Aids from the bag, and she was also surprised that this habit lasted for so long.Shen Han took it over and said, "It's okay, I'm used to it, my good brother was interrupted by someone from them two days ago." "How is your hand, is it better?" Ke Ke helped him stick a Band-Aid on his forehead, and then they sat on a chair by the side of the road chatting, smoking, and a police car patrolling at night slowly drove past them, Looking at the two of them suspiciously, as the sky was getting brighter, they smoked a whole two packs of cigarettes, and the cigarette butts piled up around their feet. In the early morning, Ke Ke stretched her waist and said to Shen Han, "What date is it today?" "It's dawn, it's July 19th." "Today is my birthday, but yesterday I was cheated by another person." Shen Han said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "I can stab him for you. "No!" Coco said sharply, and the reaction surprised even herself.Shen Han smiled, took out the pocket knife stuck in the back pocket of his jeans, handed it to Ke Ke and said, "Then this knife is for you, a birthday present, I have to go too, I have to go to work in the morning " Shen Han left, Ke Ke also stood up from the chair, put the jackknife in the back pocket of the denim skirt, revealing half of the dark red handle, the sky was already bright, and the sun came out from behind the clouds again, This summer, when Ke Ke was eighteen years old, she bought and drank Guangming brand frozen milk in a convenience store, and sucked it slowly, not knowing where she could go. After dawn, Ke Ke went back and took away the cosmetics and some clothes she put there when there was no one in David's house, and packed a whole schoolbag in her hand.In Dawei's home, she found a photo from a year ago. In the photo, she was curled up in the corner of the sofa, lighting a cigarette, looking silly, with her eyes open. She remembered that it was her first time smoking.Ke Ke sat on David's sofa for a while, the outside was very quiet, the creeper slowly climbed on the gray wall outside, she rang the speaker of the stereo, and the song started again: you don't remember, you don't remember, why you don't remember my name?When closing the door with her bag in her hand, Ke Ke put the key that David had given her under the cushion by the door.Then she deleted David's number.In the open-air clothing market on Xiangyang Road, I bought translucent colored stockings and denim miniskirts, both of which V wore. Then I went to the barber shop to make my hair look like V’s afro. In the mirror, she saw that her hair stood up more and more stubbornly, and the shadow of V flashed in front of her eyes. The hair stylist praised her temperament as very suitable for this kind of alternative hair, but Ke Ke just thought, such a woman Is the child the kind David likes? Back home, she lay exhausted on the bed and fell asleep. Halfway through her sleep, she was suddenly awakened by the pain in her waist. It turned out that Shen Han's jackknife had bitten her waist.