Chapter 4 Summer is Collapsing - Section 4: The Crossroads Disappeared (Part 2)

Summer is Collapsing - Section 4: The Crossroads Disappeared (Part 2) The next evening, when I was halfway through the physics tutoring in the small class at the teacher's house, Ding Chengcheng was about to fall asleep again. The electric fan was spinning above his head, and the sound was unusually monotonous. He put his head on the notebook and drank. Drooling sleepily, the teacher holds a cup of black tea and sits on a nearby chair to read a magazine, and checks the time on the clock from time to time. It takes one and a half hours to do this set of physics problems, and now there are two more fifteen minutes.Xiaoqiao, who was sitting opposite Ding Chengcheng, stepped on him lightly with her foot, and he woke up suddenly like a rabbit. He glanced at Xiaoqiao, nodded, and continued to work on the test paper in front of him.Xiaoqiao had already finished. She didn't want to check the test paper, so she used three fingers to hold the ballpoint pen and turned it back and forth. Soon, her eyes fell on Ding Chengcheng who was sitting opposite her. At this moment, he was lazily lying on the table The above is absent-mindedly gesticulating, the posture of holding the pen is very vigorous, and the middle finger joint of the left hand is habitually tapping lightly on the table.He is beautiful, thin but with strong muscles in his arms, pointed chin and slender eyes, eyelashes covering his eyes docilely like a rabbit, yes, he is like a rabbit, with a kind of fear all over his body Feeling, tranced and restless, like watching him and his girlfriend cross the street and disappear in an instant, like two frightened weak rabbits in countless nights at the pizzeria.At this time Ding Chengcheng suddenly raised his head, Xiaoqiao and his eyes met for a second across the table in front of him, Xiaoqiao blushed, and moved her eyes under the table, staring at herself under the denim skirt At this moment, she suddenly thought that Ding Chengcheng was sitting opposite her, at such a narrow table, she would touch his legs too easily under the table, so she didn't dare to move, and kept her His legs were crossed together stiffly, lest he accidentally bump into him.

After class, Ding Chengcheng and Xiaoqiao walked in one direction together. In the evening at the end of spring, the flowers of the privet tree were all in bloom. The leaves and flowers were very small, and they radiated their sweet and fishy smell on the street. The roads are very crowded, bicycles savagely jingle and pass by them, and the small stalls outside sell fruits, key rings, and newspapers. The two of them are very close to each other, but they have nothing to say. After some trivial things in the school, an uncontrollable dullness slowly spread, and it became natural. "Did you see that someone died in the news two days ago? He committed suicide by jumping into the subway?" Xiaoqiao suddenly said something.

"Yeah, what's the matter?" Ding Chengcheng asked. "Oh, it's nothing, it's nothing." Xiaoqiao retracted her words again, and started a new topic, "I want to go out of the city to play, during the summer vacation, to a place where the sky can be covered by birds. "Xiaoqiao couldn't help being happy when she thought of this, "But I don't know where to go, I'm saving money too slowly." "Hehe, then go on, I'm going to turn left at the intersection ahead, goodbye." Ding Chengcheng waved to Xiaoqiao, and then took advantage of the green light to cross the road quickly, Xiaoqiao saw his figure disappear all of a sudden In the huge traffic flow during the day, water disappeared into the depths of the city like water. Standing where she was, Xiaoqiao suddenly heard the sound of her heart pounding. Thinking that Ding Chengcheng was holding his shoulders, the two of them disappeared together at the intersection in front of the pizzeria.

Xiaoqiao didn't know what her liking for Ding Chengcheng looked like. She searched Ding Chengcheng's back every day when she was doing radio exercises, stared at the back of his head, and saw his dark coffee-colored hair soft covered the head.She knew that Ding Chengcheng was riding an emerald green mountain bike, and every day when she passed by the garage, she would subconsciously look around.When she saw Ding Chengcheng walking from the second floor to the third floor of the east stairs of the teaching building, she would run to the west stairs and walk to the third floor, pretending to meet him in the corridor on the third floor Look, say hello, the heart is about to jump out.Xiaoqiao has never really been in love. She has liked some boys, but she only likes them silently in her heart.

Xiaoqiao is so different from Keke, and she doesn't know why Keke has so many boyfriends. They grew up together for six years, and Keke is always surrounded by boys. She doesn't have outstanding boys. Eyebrows, hair stubbornly curled in big curls, but full of indescribable charm, she will become the focus of attention wherever she goes, just like every morning on the playground where most of the boys used to secretly look at each other with their eyes He glanced at the two straight legs exposed under her over-short school uniform skirt.The first boys are all gone now. In fact, after Dawei appeared, the other boys around Keke disappeared automatically. Only Dawei was left, and Xiaoqiao could see that only Dawei was in her eyes. So radiant, so radiant.

And Dawei really came back after disappearing for three months.When walking out of the school gate after school that day, Ke Ke suddenly stopped. On the opposite side of the road, David stood leaning against the locomotive, wearing a white short-sleeved T-shirt, with a big red five-pointed star and a picture of Che Guevara on his shoulders. Carrying her bag across her shoulders, Ke Ke was stunned. When she passed through the traffic of bicycles and mopeds to Dawei, she seemed to return to the summer a year ago in a trance. It was Coco who saw David for the first time. At the door of the U2 bar, he didn't even change the undershirt with the big five-pointed star head.At that moment, Keke decided to forget all the scene she saw on the bus three months ago in the winter. She completely forgave David, she felt love, and she no longer had jealousy and resentment at that moment. , she felt the instant sweetness, and she walked towards David with a smile on her lips.

In a trance, Ke Ke became David's only girl again. Now that he came back, she had to forgive him, and she could not lose him again. "Come on, sit in the back of my car." David put his arms around Ke Ke's waist and put her on the motorcycle. The two soon came to David's small room, almost unchanged from the past. The orange-red walls and the green cloth-head sofa were made during the new renovation half a year ago. Cocoa painted it on the wall at that time. His baby face is still there, a shelf of CDs is not enough, the floor is still scattered everywhere, guitars and a lot of wires are placed on the wall, the huge ashtray is full of cigarette butts, and the furniture is placed in a compact place. At the same time, the little bits and pieces are also meticulously detailed. A picture of a half-naked woman is pasted on the ceiling, and he hesitates to speak.The bed was still tidy, with fresh dark blue IKEA sheets.Coco sat on the edge of the bed for a while, found a piece of "How am I driving" by Radiohead from the CD shelf and put it into the stereo, the smell outside the window was damp, Coco felt sleepy again, she lay on the bed on her back Next, she smelled a smell of clean washing powder on the quilt, which made her feel temporarily relaxed and comfortable.So soon she and David kissed and hugged together again, and everything was logical.

Ke Ke’s first time was in this room, and it seemed to be such a night. She desperately held back the pain, and used a very fearless attitude to cover up the extreme fear in her heart and the uncontrollable trembling of her body, and said to David: , come in and leave me alone.Now that I think about it, it was such a ridiculous and unsightly sentence, but it was the only sentence Coco could think of to say at that time. She didn't want David to see that she didn't understand anything about the relationship between men and women, and at that time she There was no blood at all, and after David fell asleep out of breath, Ke Ke hid in the toilet, and some warm blood flowed out vigorously, Ke Ke, who was already so nervous that he had no strength at all, sat on the toilet and cried. .

At this time, Coco kissed David skillfully and tenderly. She acted very excited, but the sadness and uneasiness in her heart suddenly surged up again. Sleeping with another girl or girls, she couldn't help imagining what they looked like, what they looked like without clothes, and these images made her tremble again, and she was afraid that David's kiss would lose her senses, and she would become a piece. Wood, listening to the sound on the stereo wholeheartedly, trying to expel her own imagination, she can't let David see that she cares about these things, she has to act like she doesn't care at all, kiss him, make love, pinch his back with her fingernails , These things are really unnecessary for girls to learn, just like makeup and ordering food.

It was only then that Coco realized how destructive it was to her when she saw David hugging that girl intimately three months ago, how much she was afraid of betrayal, so she could no longer fall in love with anyone with peace of mind. Afterwards, Dawei smoked on the bed, Ke Ke jumped up from the bed, dressed quickly, and said, "It's too late, I won't go back, and my mother will talk. You accompany me downstairs to buy contraceptive pills." She said quietly. They walked downstairs together, the dark corridor was lit up with the sound of footsteps, the night wind became cool, and the tiny leaves of the leaves rustled, they walked across the road to a 24-hour convenience store At the door of the store, Ke Ke stopped at the door and said to David: "Go in, and bring me a big jelly out." Then she saw David paying the bill through the glass at the door, and suddenly felt Well, the inside of the convenience store is so bright, they seem to be in a state of confusion as if separated by two worlds.David came out, gave Ke Ke a plastic bag, helped her get a taxi, and told her not to forget to take medicine before closing the car door.When Ke Ke was sitting in the carriage, her cell phone rang. It was her mother calling, telling her to go home for dinner. After she hung up the phone, she opened the plastic bag and saw that besides the contraceptive pill and jelly, there was also a small bottle of mineral water and A piece of chocolate hazelnut which she likes.

Sitting in the carriage, Keke opened the medicine box, took out a pill, swallowed it with mineral water, and reminded herself in every possible way not to forget to take the second pill after waking up. She didn’t want to be pregnant with David’s child, thinking of Child, she was full of fear again, insecure, and felt that her body was thin, as thin as a piece of paper.She picked up the phone, hesitating whether to call David, but the phone suddenly vibrated in her hand, a slightly familiar number. "Hey, are you looking for my mother?" A boy's muddy voice came from the receiver, "Oh, my mother's name is Shen Yi." Yi, Ke Ke was so surprised that he almost cried out, and quickly said yes. "It was my grandmother who answered the phone that day. She didn't want you to mention Cheng Jianguo's name again, but I thought, maybe you have something to do." "Yes, I think I have something to show her." "Well, come to my house. Tomorrow at five o'clock in the afternoon, you come to No. 28, Urumqi North Road. Don't be late, lest my grandma meet you." The boy hung up the phone after finishing speaking.Ke Ke was sitting in the carriage holding her mobile phone, watching the vehicles and people on the street outside quickly receding inside the brown glass, and the back of the middle-aged man hurriedly stepping into the subway flashed in front of her, and her heart skipped a beat again. Why is it always lingering, like a cloud of shadows appearing in her eyes again and again out of thin air.