Chapter 38 Chapter Ten I Love Sunshine Wang Haiyan

Chapter Ten I Love Sunshine Wang Haiyan I was standing in the middle of the room with a dictionary in my hand. I am alone again.My father, mother, and sister all go to work, and it's up to me to manage this seemingly endless day alone. I went to sort out my bookshelf, and as soon as I reached out, I habitually touched this dictionary—my 1984 Oxford double interpretation. My 1984 Oxford double - I took it out and went to the middle of the room.Holding it, I have a sense of obscurity like a world away—oh, how long has it been since I touched it?It seems like it was dropped many years ago, and it seems like it was only touched yesterday.How confused I am!How long have I been confused for a Qin Yu!

I didn't find the person I was looking for, but I always thought in a daze that I did. Have I found it? I'd better leave, I'm so tired.My sister said, it will be fine, everything will be fine.I'd better leave him and start my college life.I should cheer up. The dictionary is in my hand, heavy and very real.I understand that against Qin Yu, I have no chance of winning - no one wants me to wait, and no one wants to wait for me. I am alone, and my hands are indeed empty.I can only go back, back to my separate world, and be with my dictionary again.After putting this on hold for so long, I'm going to brush up on my once-simple and simple life - and it seems so difficult.I'm going through a really hard time, maybe the hardest time of my life - maybe growing up?I believe that I made the right choice: I chose to grow up—I don't regret losing Qin Yu, who I once cherished so much and still cherish, I never regret.

I was originally a person who was not used to regretting.Now I have to try my best to believe that the regret in my heart is like a pool of water, which will always fade away and evaporate. The sky is a little cloudy, and it may evaporate slowly, but there will be a day when it will evaporate completely.I hope this passes and I'm still the same person I was.I still have a very good university and a good major waiting to go, I still have my Oxford Dictionary, and I have a persistent belief: I believe that there must be someone in this world who will understand me and understand me , Do what I'm looking for - I never doubted it.I'm really going to let go of those stumbling feuds, and I'm really going to try to get out.

Holding my Oxford double solution, I walked into the patio.There was a small bench on the ground, I walked over, sat down, put the bilingual dictionary on my knees, and flipped through it casually—those thin and flexible papers, those exquisite and clear small English characters, those long, long words A note from me...everything is so strange yet so familiar—my double-interpretation dictionary life, my ordinary and fulfilling life, now I am sitting here, trying to face you; I once wanted to leave forever You are far away, but now I am in front of you again - one foot, I am only one foot away from you, or even closer.

I am no longer the original me, and my life is no longer the original life.But the life of my double-interpretation dictionary, can I ask you to accept me again?Perhaps, I will work hard to learn not to force and question too much, even if I have a reliable double-interpretation dictionary in my hand. I stared blankly at the dictionary in my hand, forgetting the time.Suddenly...a gust of wind came from nowhere—a gust of wind that was so transparent and cool, blowing my hair into the air and messing up the pages of the book in my hand...from a dictionary From the page, a piece of white paper flew out inexplicably, as if it was called by this crystal clear breeze, and suddenly flashed out from the dark corner of the hidden double interpretation dictionary, that gesture is really indescribable. The lightness and beauty of the watch... I stretched out my hand to grab it, but it seemed to have thoughts and feelings, and it slipped past my fingers lightly.With this gust of breeze, it was spinning and flying, and I couldn't wait to fly to a higher and higher sky... I stared at it blankly, and saw it flying into the sun in a ecstasy, completely soaked in the sun. Glittering in the golden sun - it's melting!

What is even more amazing is that when I looked at the white paper that flashed into the sunlight from my dictionary, I heard something singing! really singing!Over my head... no, in the air around me, in the sun, something sings!My eyes followed that happily flying piece of paper in a trance, watching it mischievously draw golden threads one after another in the passing air... Is this a dream?I have never seen such a golden world, nor have I heard such a golden song... I swayed again, because the huge phantom flapped its white and shiny wings again, and flew past After passing the top of my head, leaving behind a string of crystal clear ringtones...

I stood up abruptly, facing the golden air, I shouted loudly: "Jiji! Jiji, are you here?" No reply.But I really felt Gigi passing over my head just now, shining into the sun! There was silence all around.The light disappeared, and the music also disappeared, leaving only the "rustling" sound of the breeze stirring the treetops. I raised my head and looked at the boundless sky above my head——in the blue sky, a group of pigeons were walking leisurely there, without worries or entanglements. Haven't noticed this for a long time: a tree is just a tree, a bird is just a bird, the sky is the same sky.Standing on the cement floor that has just been washed in the patio and is still wet, I looked up to see the dense green trembling treetops; then watched the little sparrows fall from the treetops into the grass, and then flapped their wings. Get up and skim the courtyard wall.With the haze of love removed, everything appears more simple and real.I am also in this simplicity and truth, holding my beloved Oxford double solution.I took a big gulp of fresh air and slowly let out all the fear and despair I'd had in the past.

Well, I won't ask.I said that I will learn not to push and question too much.Let time go by, let Gigi go by, let the question mark melt in the sparkling sunlight. I stood in the courtyard, with the blue sky above my head and green eyes, breathing my world slowly.The pain accumulated for a long time evaporated "sizzling" in the sun, and the wound on my heart felt a hot constriction when it was just healed.