Chapter 24 Chapter 7 Panic Wang Haiyan (5)

Chapter 7 Panic Wang Haiyan (5) The fact that the car breaks down - I take that as an opportunity.Maybe I can think of a way to bring Qin Yu back, right? All the people in our car got out of the car and stood on the side of the road, waiting sadly.Can't tell what we're waiting for - maybe the driver fixes the car, maybe the next car comes and takes us away.I'm among the waiting crowd, but I can't tell which is better: is it better to go right away, or to just stand here? It was already dark.I don't know where this is, I don't know how far it is from home, and I don't know what to do now.I finally found out that it is almost impossible to bring Qin Yu back, because standing here, I am a small and ignorant person like everyone else, and all I can do is wait or wait.

I watched a few lights dancing far, far away—there were people living there.People live here with peace of mind. They know where they are, where they are going, and when the sun will rise tomorrow.And I don't.I'm not used to this kind of ignorance, especially now, it makes me despair from hope.I stood in the dark night, listening to the singing of bugs in the fields by the roadside, and saw Qin Yu in a daze a few meters away from me, with the pleasant evening wind blowing my hair——I really hope he can Standing so close in front of my eyes again, but I know he will go far away and disappear - I am getting more and more desperate, more and more desperate, more and more desperate.

I found my life was a mess.My deskmate died, my sister was scolded by me, and Qin Yu was about to leave—I thought life would be very happy after being admitted to university, why is it like this?Am I being too naive?Do naive people make a mess of their lives?Now I am standing in this place with no beginning and no end, facing the whole vast and boundless lonely night, I feel that my life is hard to recover, and it is difficult for me to recover.I really don't know what will happen in the future, I am very confused. I dare not admit the fact that I have to say goodbye to the past, I have to say goodbye to my whole life.I don't know of any other way of living other than the way I used to live, I don't know.When I entered high school, I was so smug, but when I entered university, all I had was confusion, confusion, confusion—I can’t go anymore, I want to lose Qin Yu and throw away my whole past life Lost!However, I had to go.

I have to go. I don't know if anyone else has walked out of their life as hopelessly as I have.All I know is that something has to be done now, if not to get rid of despair, at least to make myself appear less desperate.I straightened the hem of my clothes and walked towards Qin Yu.I went up to him—the man, the one I knew, the one I thought I knew well, standing there, so strange, and I was going to go over to him. "Qin Yu—" He didn't move, didn't express his expression - he didn't seem to hear me. "Qin Yu, listen to me—I want to talk to you." He raised his head slowly and glanced at me, then lowered his head slowly and said:

"What on earth do you want?" "I want to talk to you, I must." "What on earth do you want?" I stared at him, wondering how he could be like this.I used to think he needed help, but now he is so tough, so tough that he is invulnerable.What am I going to do?I do not know either.I don't think about it yet, I just want to talk to him, and, tonight, at this moment, I must talk to him.I looked at him, turned my head and looked at the endless road—— I turn around and leave. I abandoned the car and walked forward alone.If I didn't know him completely, he would definitely follow.

I must have a talk with him. I know, I am getting farther and farther away from my life.