Chapter 18 Chapter 7 Panic Wang Haiyan (2)

Chapter 7 Panic Wang Haiyan (2) "Qin Yu!" I stood in front of him and called him again.I don't know why I called his name one after another, I just hope to call him once, and call him again-I don't know if this is the last few times, I can stand in front of him and call him.I stared at his empty face—have he and I become strangers?Will everything from the past, the little bits and pieces, have to be written off?But now, here, looking at him, I still feel so dear, so moved, I can't think of any reason that should make me leave him, I can't think of any reason that can explain his indifference-his indifference to me The word "disgusting" was literally written on his face.I looked at him, my heart was half cold.A strong intuition of failure usurped my courage, and I couldn't figure out what prompted me to come here alone by car—do I have the strength to take such a Qin Yu back to the exam?After all this time, what on earth am I in his mind?

The sun is hot and bright.I stared at him obstinately with a sense of despair swollen by the sun.I was frustrated, so frustrated that I wanted to sit down on the spot and cry.Tired, I'm really tired. "Qin Yu!" He straightened up lazily from the bamboo couch, even his posture was full of disgust, as if he was extremely angry at the fact that his body was so close to me, and wanted to struggle to get out of the body as soon as possible, and run as far away from me as possible the better. "What?" His voice was so far away that I was surprised, it was like broadcasting from a speaker hanging high on a telephone pole, with deep distance, separation and hiding, and a vague high climb.

"Qin Yu—" I restrained my increasingly uncontrollable panic and replied, "You forgot that you should take the exam today." He turned his head away, looked at the dark door opening, and muttered something. "What, you say?" He suddenly turned over and jumped off the bamboo couch, and took a few quick steps outside, staring at the quietly flowing river without making a sound.I didn't have the courage to follow him and stand by his side - how much I wanted to do that, how much I wanted to walk beside him as I used to, enjoying a pleasant afternoon walk... But I didn't have the courage, I was afraid I can't help but tremble when I move; I can feel the cold blood flowing in my veins, and the heat in my heart is slowly evaporating into the air, never to return.I was clammy from head to toe.

The river is also flowing away.Quietly, my time with him was gone forever.