Chapter 74 seventy four

Chapter 74 Four days passed and I saw Xi Yuan at least 5 times without seeing Eun Kyu once.Not even his voice was heard... His coat is still hanging on the hanger behind my room door... I still have the zebra hat... And the pictures we took together... And that dinosaur doll... I'm used to facing everything with a false face, like wearing a mask... Using this excuse... I didn't shower for the rest of the day... Wearing the same uniform shirt all the time... ...and the face rounded up too, from the fact that every time I think of Eun Kyu I numb myself with food... I may be used to hiding myself, but sometimes I still miss being neat and tidy...

If he meets Zaiguang outside, he will pass by pretending not to know him... +6 p.m.+ "Go away." As I said that, I was about to push away the carrying light blocking the stairs.Flutter with that damned female cat in her arms.He quickly dodged to the side, for fear that I would touch the corner of his clothes. "It's disgusting! It stinks! Pupu, don't go to that crazy woman, you will die. Do you understand?" "..." "Wash your hair, please! My friends say they're afraid to see you!" "...Then why are you pretending you don't know me on the way...? Bastard..."

"Goodbye, Brother Ngyu." You don't know anything, that's why you can say such things so easily... "...don't mention that name again. When you say that name I think of his face. When I think of his face, I want to see him more. Every time I think of him but can't see him, I think of him Crazy. If you still want to see me live well, don't mention that name again." "...Wow, what you said is so good!!! I'll tell Soo Hyun when I get a chance!!" I collapsed on the bed like a collapse, and when I was about to close my eyes, the phone rang...

...it should be Xiyuan... "Hey." "I'm in the park near your house, and I'll wait until you come." *beep beep beep...* Leaving home, I walked towards the park. ………… Step by step...I look like a puppet with no soul... Standing at the entrance of the park, I looked around for Nali. "…I'm here……" She said and stood up on the bench behind a bush with Sister Suxian... TT_TT...how come Miss So Hyun is here too... My nose was sour and tears almost fell out... so I hurried over and sat down next to it. With a calm expression, Su Xian patted my head.

………… "Sister, did you break up with brother Ngui?" Nali asked this question with a much higher voice than usual. "...don't mention his name...just use 'he' instead." "I heard sister Duoyi say that you left Brother Engui for Brother Xiyuan!" "...Shen Nali, shut up." Sister Suxian said in a deep voice. I didn't abandon him... no... Why are you talking as if I abandoned him... how could I abandon Eun Kyu... "Why do you think he's in that competition?! He's winning because he wants to take you to the beach with the prize money. Do you know how happy he was when he told us he'd booked the best restaurant there? You How could he tell him that you are going to break up with him in such a happy day! If you are going to give up on him in the end, why start with him again?!"

Tears welled up from Nali's big eyes. "...I'm sorry, Nellie, I'm sorry..." "Sorry? Sorry for what? If you feel sorry for me, go back to Ngyu brother. Make up with him, I don't like to see him cry, I don't want to see him cry for you again!!! Why do you always have to Complicating things so much!...I really...really hate you right now...you're so selfish...I hate you..." ... "Shin Nari, in your eyes you only see Eun Kyu crying, right? Don't you see that Jeong Won is also crying...?" So Hyun put her hand on mine and said to Na Li in a serious tone that I had never heard before.

"Do you have to keep saying such cruel things to Zhenyuan? Who are you calling selfish! If even you are so sad, think about how much it will hurt Zhenyuan. You called her out just to say these nonsense Is that it? Is that it?" Na Li wiped away her tears and stopped talking, stood up with her head down and ran out of the park. ………… Sister Suxian held my hand tightly again and gave me a reassuring hug.I don't know how long it took, but in the end I made an agreement with my sister to see each other often in the future, and then I watched her figure slowly disappear from my field of vision.

I went to a grocery store closest to my house.Because it was Saturday, the person on duty here was a different aunt than usual. Came out with a few bottles of wine, paid and walked back home until a sudden sound made me jerk my head up. that accent... that tone... "Damn it, puff!!! Can't you give me half price, puff!!!" "It's only 15 dollars, how can I give you half price, sir!! Then I won't make a penny!!! Go away! Go, go!" "You'll regret saying that, poof!" "...I-I have a brother of your size too!!! Don't try to mess with anything!!!"

"Are you fucking testing my patience, poof!!!" ... "Zheng Bin!" ... His face slowly turned around, his face at least rounded again... oh. You're the only person I know who can haggle at the grocery store in a suit, Bin Zheng! ! ! ! TT_TT "...damn...it's embarrassing for you to see me like this, pfft...TT_TT..." +on the way+ Zheng Bin and I each carried a plastic bag containing different things on the road.For a long time at first, he just put his head down and yelled that it was embarrassing for me to see him bargaining for a little meat. "Wife, you are disappointed, poof."

"...it's nice to see you. I can't believe I'm happy to see your face, but it's good that you look healthy." "Why do you even have a different way of speaking, poof! Talk to me like you used to, poof!" "..." "What happened to you!!" "...nothing happened...I just can't go back to the way I was...I can't force myself..." "..." It's weird... I haven't seen Zheng Bin for a long time, and I'm not the kind of person who can easily chat with others.And this time it's not to Yoona, nor to Zhiying, why do I say so much to Zheng Bin...?

...and finally I told him everything... I have always felt that it is shameful to cry in front of boys, so I kept biting my lip trying to ease my crying voice, and said it bit by bit... ...bit by bit...until I told him the whole thing... For a while, he just stared down at me, then pulled out the cigarette in his mouth and squeezed it out with two fingers. O_O "No...is it hot?" "Stupid wife!!! Have you lost your head! I thought you were smart, poof! You are simply stupider than me, poof!" "..." "Seeing how sad you are, apart from feeling guilty, do you really like Jiang Xiyuan that much!!! I'm so angry that the top of my head is going to smoke, puff." Zheng Bin's face turned red with anger as he spoke.I forgot that there really isn't much to admire about his personality... "Isn't that obvious, poof!! I can even guess what will happen in the future, poof! He'll snatch you back, poof!" How could I have forgotten his damn loud voice... "Because it's not like what you said at all, and that's why I'm going crazy. It's okay if it's true... But I think Xi Yuan is serious..." "How do you know!! What if he was just teasing you, poof!" "...?" "Come with me, poof." Zheng Bin grabbed my arm and pulled me forward and stuffed me into his car... ...then he started the car's engine... "What? What are you doing. Stop and don't test him." "Shut up, poof. Where's the dirtiest place in here, poof." "..."