Chapter 58 fifty eight

Chapter 58 We both finished our dinner in a dull atmosphere.As soon as he finished eating, he got up first and went out, and I followed immediately.It was already dark. "...It's time to go home..." Xi Yuan walked to a park near my house in a dull mood.I still don't know what his purpose is... Finally sat down on a bench, Xiyuan looked up at me who kept his head down, then took my hand and let me sit next to him. "We used to come here a lot, didn't we... Every time you cry because of some unsatisfactory things around you..." Xiyuan looked at me sadly and smiled while talking...

"...Yes, I remember. And you always come to comfort me, don't you? You buy me ice cream every time." "Chocolate flavor." "...If I buy strawberry flavor, I will lose my temper...hehe..." "Do you remember the time we lit matches and were taken to the police station?" "Haha, I was terrified. It's your birthday, isn't it...?" There was no answer, Xi Yuan smiled very happily, that kind of brilliance beyond your imagination, as if recalling our old memories... At this moment, Xiyuan and I try our best to use our countless happy memories to cover up our pain over the years...

Finally, Xi Yuan rested her head on my shoulder... "...But Xiyuan..." "……what……" "...I really still don't understand all of this...I really want to believe that your intentions are good now, but I mean...I still can't accept your sudden change..." Xi Yuan remained silent. "...and even if I could accept you again, it would be as a friend...not a man..." "I know you know the implications of this better than I do, Yoon Jung-won...but you should also know that I hate that." "...Yes, of course I know..." ... "If you can't come back to me...Yin Zhenyuan, I will die."

... At this moment, it felt as if something was stuck in my throat, and I had to look away. "I really want to be able to smile as happily as before..." ... Hearing Xiyuan say that makes me really want to go... to go through all the pain he has gone through for him... 'I really want to be able to smile as happily as before...' ... "...then...why did you treat me like that again...? Jiang Xiyuan, that's not the first time, it's not as simple as just smiling once..." "...because I hate you, like how much I believe in you..." Xi Yuan took out another cigarette and put it in his mouth...

"...But, you are really too much... You know I even learned kung fu because of you...?" "I think so. That slap you slapped me really hurt..." "...Then what about you...? You hit me hard too. I can't forget that time I was almost strangled to death by you." "...Okay... This is the first time in the past few years that I feel so sleepy, so sleepy that I can fall asleep as soon as I close my eyes...I'm going to sleep." "Hey! Don't sleep! Don't be kidding, I said don't sleep! I'm about to stand up...!" He ignored me and closed his eyes...

And as he said, he fell asleep as soon as he closed his eyes, and I took the unfinished cigarette between his fingers and threw it on the floor.Then he kept staring at his watch in a daze. ………… ... It's been like this for about 50 minutes, I think it's time to wake him up now, right...? "Hey, wake up. Jiang Xiyuan, my shoulders are about to collapse. It's past 11 o'clock." I frowned and shook my shoulders back and forth, and he finally woke up.Just as we stood up from the bench, I saw a boy and a girl walking towards us. Xi Yuan shook his head to wipe off the sleepiness on his face and greeted him.

"Oh, who did we think it was, senior Xiyuan. Why are you here? ^o^" the boy asked happily. "Oh, I'm on a date with my girlfriend, ^_^ What are you two up to so late? Oh, wait, don't tell me it's that...I'll be jealous. ^o^" When he introduced me, he took it for granted that I was his girlfriend, and it took me a while to digest his words.I waved my hands desperately in denial, but those two people ignored me at all. This time, the girl spoke. "Brother, you just woke up, right? There are still marks on your face from sleeping..." "...Eh? Yes, I just woke up. ^_^"

Jiang Xiyuan laughed and rubbed his cheeks. "Hey! I'm not your girlfriend, my boyfriend is much more handsome than him! I'm not him-" "Then let's go, see you later, senior. Good night. ^0^" The couple bowed to Jiang Xiyuan and walked away. I shouted to their backs. "It's true! I'm not his girlfriend!" "...shut up..." "...What is this! Don't say such things again, I said that I can only accept you as a friend!" "Ah, I slept so well~! Let's go, I'll take you home!" Jiang Xiyuan interrupted me by yawning loudly, and then walked forward first.

"Send me home? If Zaiguang sees you and me, we will both die, do you know that?!" Leaving him behind, I started running towards home.After running for a certain distance, I turned my head and looked back and found that he was still standing there waving to me.I had no choice but to extend my middle finger to him and then waved and ran away... ...it's not because I don't like how it ended.I am very happy that he can come back to me, and I am also very happy that he really wants to come back to me... But I still can't accept what he said coming back as a 'boy' instead of a 'friend'.I'm really bothered by this.I ran back to the door of the house, thinking that when I entered, it would be the time of my death.Just as I slowly reached out to push the door open...

"...dinosaurs... TT_TT..." Eun-kyu said in a half-dead voice... "You have been practicing until now??" "Yeah, listen to my voice... TT_TT..." "...Idiot, you should have expected such consequences. Well, there is nothing wrong with this. But how long are you going to practice like this?" "……have no idea……" With the guitar on his arm the whole time, Eun Kyu hugged me tightly and started playing with my hair with his fingers. "Oops! Don't touch my hair, I haven't washed it!" "...It's okay, as long as I can hug you, I will be very happy."

"Hey, go back and rest. Go to bed early and dream about me, and you'll have a good night's sleep." "Dreaming about you? Hehe, if that's the case, I'll have to buy a lottery ticket." As soon as he finished speaking, he quickly ran to the door of his house and rang the doorbell. "You!! What does that mean, huh?!" "Bye-Bye!" Shaking his flowing hair, he ran home.Hey, can you finish your sentence every time? ! ! Sighing, but still with a smile on my face, I went back and rang my doorbell... (Annotation: As for why Eun Kyu said that he would buy a lottery ticket if he dreamed of Jeongwon, it was because Eunkyu called Jeongwon a dinosaur, and there is a saying in Korea that - if you can dream of a dinosaur or a pig, it means there will be good sign.)