Chapter 42 Forty-two

Chapter 42 "Yin Zhenyuan!" "..." ... I heard his footsteps approaching... I don't want to see his face... I don't want to face him again... "Are you here to see Xi Yuan...?" "……right." "He's not seriously injured. I have something to tell you. Don't go, just listen to me." "...I also have something to tell you. You go ahead." ... "Okay, I'll go first. Do you remember what I said to you yesterday? About letting go of you or something. Well, last night... I had a terrible headache and couldn't sleep... because I Knowing that I will be sad when I see you again in the morning..."

I looked up at Eun Kyu.... ...he is smiling today too... Stupid...how can you laugh every day... "Really? And then...?" "You know I get offended easily!" "Then…?" "But quickly forgot... O_O..." "…go on……" "...My personality is really good, right? I won't be angry for a long time, huh?" "Yes, very well. But what does that have to do with me?" "I mean I forgive you, idiot!" I hold back a smile. How do you want me to give up such a good boy... How do you want me to erase his image from the bottom of my heart...

but…… Shin Eun Kyu... Jiang Xiyuan is still more important than me...huh? I'm not strong enough to defeat Jiang Xiyuan... I can no longer hurt the people around me because of my feelings for you... "...Shin Eun Kyu, now it's my turn. ^-^" "Okay, you say." "...We haven't known each other for a long time, even shorter...so I can forget you soon...maybe even started to forget you." "..." "You know...yesterday, we...we didn't feel very good about each other..." "Now I like you beyond singing. ^0^" "No, we can't be together anymore...that dinosaur head you hate...that's me."

"...Huh? Huh?! No, how is that possible!!! >0<" "I have a photo at home to prove it. I never thought I'd like a boy like you, always so unique and popular... Now I'm leaving!" I brushed past the stupefied Eun Kyu... With the calmest expression I can show right now... "...Yin Zhenyuan...answer me one more question..." "…what?" "The person you hate the most, but you don't tell me because I am very close to him... is Jiang Xiyuan... right..." ………… ………… "...No, I checked his back. That person has nothing to do with you. I think it might be more like someone you know. Anyway, it's not Jiang Xiyuan. You won't believe how close I was to him when we were in junior high school Okay. He's worried about you, you guys should continue to be friends, okay? I'm leaving."

... "Oh, yes! The necklace...it's really beautiful so I've been wearing it all the time. I should give it back to you." I took off the necklace and put it in Eun Kyu's hand... ...Eun Kyu held my hand tightly... "Dinosaur head, I still like you. What should I do?" "...Don't be stupid. I don't like you, you can't beat Zheng Bin..." "...Then you will no longer be my girlfriend and I will no longer be your boyfriend...?" "...Yes, I will be Zheng Bin's girlfriend." Eun Kyu sighed sadly and let go of my hand.At the same time, the necklace I put in his palm also fell to the ground...

Seeing the necklace around his neck makes me feel kind of ridiculous... I quickly walked forward again... I think I'm going to have a meltdown, I'm really going to. But not in front of Eun Kyu, not in front of Eun Kyu, Jeong Won. The end has to end in a free and easy way... I reach into my pocket and hold my pocket knife tightly... My little pig <3  … I'm laughing again... I can't stop smiling... I don't know... Me and Ben don't know Shin Eun Kyu likes me so much... I'm such an idiot that I didn't see it at all... +that night+ I didn't get a drop of water...

Just desperately playing computer games... Zaiguang on one side kept thinking about it... "Are you crazy? You've been playing for so long! What if the keyboard breaks!" ... ……………… "Hey, piggy!!!" "Don't call me 'piggy'!!" "... -0-..." Heck, I can't get him out of my mind... What the hell is wrong with me... TT_TT... "Sister, are you crying...?" "Are you crazy?! Get out! Get out of here and don't bother me anymore!" "You stupid pig! This is my room!!!" "I said don't call me 'pig'!!!"

"I'm the one who won first place! Don't mess with me!" "Shut up, if you dare to say another word, I will throw you out of the window." Zaiguang stood up and kept blocking my eyes with his hands. "...I warned you..." "Play with me, sister. I'm so bored." "...I'm not in the mood to talk to you right now." "...Why? Because you are a pig?" "…No, because I'm scared." "..." *jingle jingle~* "Little pig, your phone is ringing!" "Don't answer." "Hello? Who? My sister is next to me, wait a minute."

……………… ... "…Hey?" "Hey! Wife! Your husband is back, poof!" "...Oh, Zheng Bin, you're back." "Ahahahaha! That bastard asked the police to release me!! I really don't know what that bastard is thinking, poof." "...That's good, so I can rest assured." "Come out! I'll buy you something delicious, poof!" "...Zheng Bin, why on earth did you beat up that bastard and get arrested again?" "Ahahahaha! Are you so worried about me?!" ... ... "Because of you, I have to leave the person I love the most and face everything alone..."

*Boom! * I dropped the phone on the ground... Zheng Bin's blunt roar kept coming from the phone... "...Miss, I'm sorry..." Zaiguang picked up my phone and closed it... "...It's okay, I'm fine." "...Uh, do you want me to go out...?" "Yes, can it be... -_－..." In silence, Zaiguang left his room. I watched him go out, got up and opened the window. With a racing heart, he looked towards Engui's room. Total darkness…… I don't think he's home yet... He won't be drinking again...? Damn, I'm worried. I think I can only peek at him alone like this from now on...

I really shouldn't have told him about the dinosaur head... I'm really crazy... in retrospect... Our parting scene would have been cooler if I hadn't told him...