Chapter 1 please help me~~ My brain is in a mess...~~ I can't do anything~~ Please...make me a fool~~~ Let me not know the meaning of tears~~ let me forget everything~~ "So you're saying... the guy who's singing now is the guy you wanted to kill a few months ago..." Now the only thing I can hear... It's the male voice from that band... Yoona put her hand in front of my eyes and waved... "What's wrong?!" "Is that him?!" "Yes! Can't you?!" Immediately, the audience around looked at us... Yoona lowered her voice...

"It's a given... Seeing him like this in this place... But there's no denying he sings well. What are we going to do? Are you going to wait until they're done and kidnap him?" "..." I didn't say anything, I just patted Yoona on the head and continued to listen to that boy singing... ~ ????? ~I'm not happy at all~~ Why do you give me such a brain~~ such a heart~~ I want to miss it endlessly~~~ ?????~ Take a deep breath... He finished the song... And walked backstage amid the applause of the audience... disappeared... Looks very happy... "Hey! He's running away! Go catch him!!!"

"Damn it... I didn't do anything good that day... What if he asks me to pay him for his dry cleaning..." Nothing to say... Yun'er took a bite of her bread. "Because he was in uniform that day so I didn't expect that ... but he really looked different." "Hey, Yoon Jung-won...it's been...five months...how can you still remember his face? Are you really sure it's him?" "I'm telling you it's him!! I recognize him in ashes...damn...I didn't know he could sing. Let's go...it looks like it's going to rain." Hearing my words... Yoona looked at the sky worriedly... thinking that her bread would get wet, she stuffed the dough into her mouth... then grabbed my hand and started walking back.

...how do I remember it was 4 months ago... －_－ Yes...it's been 4 months... for no reason... I wanted to start saving, so I went to work at an amusement park restaurant...   I'm going to wear a damn green dinosaur headgear and give out balloons to tourists at the park...   Until now, every time Yoona wants me to do something, she still threatens me with that picture of me wearing a hood. >_< Right in the playground restaurant... There's a group of students in uniform... And I'm standing nearby in that idiot dinosaur outfit. Because it was spring at that time, young people like to meet and come to the playground to play.

The ratio of four men and four women has doubled. ...so naive... I'm pretty sure they're no older than me... Holding 8 balloons and a few menus, I slapped them on their desktop. "Want something?" The girls with the same hairdo started staring at me... "I ask what do you want?" It could be seen that they were suppressing their anger in order to impress the boys who came with them.The tallest person at the end said... "When we think about it... then order..." "Oh... whatever you want~~" I turned around to find Yoona who was supposed to be washing the dishes. (She dumped me the job of dressing the idiot and went off to do the dishes herself.)

"Ahaha!! The tail is about to fall off." "... -_-" I immediately turned around to see the tail trailing behind me. After I found out that I had been cheated, I let out a sigh of hatred and continued walking towards the kitchen. "Hey~~ Ms. Dinosaur, can you breathe fire?? Dinosaur cutie~~ Come and breathe fire for us, someone wants to see..." I turned around and walked back to them... The person who spoke was the most conspicuous of the four boys. He held the small stick behind the balloon in his mouth, and looked at me with blinking eyes. "Were you talking to me just now?"

"right." "Do you know me?" "do not know." "Then why are you saying things like 'tail is going to fall' and 'breathing fire'? Why are you messing with me??" "Because I pity you, Ms. Dinosaur." "Why do you pity me?" "Because you're ugly..." "How do you know if I'm ugly?!" Just when I was about to lift the dinosaur headgear off my head... I see 7 other people staring at me... The bastard who made my rage rise took the balloon stem out of his mouth and stuck his tongue out at me.

At this time, I was already angry to a certain extent but calmed down... One of the guy's friends was looking at me in horror with a glass of coke. In the blink of an eye, I slapped that boy with that cup of Coke... *flash* Another friend of his suddenly snapped a picture of me... The bastard stared at his uniform in shock... The other friends immediately stood up against me. Immediately, Yoona rushed out of the washroom, and the waiter sister who stood up in front of the counter grabbed me by the arms and dragged me back to the staff lounge. The boss yelled at me to stop and fired me on the spot, kicking me out the back door.

It's been 4 months since now since that moment in history at the playground... I sighed and closed my eyes and got on the bus. ++that night++ Because of a party, Dad didn't come back for dinner. at dinner... "Yin Zaiguang...why don't you go to your father's class?" Mom asked angrily. "Daddy always asks me to demonstrate!!" (Note: Zaiguang has learned kendo.) "So... just because your father always pulls you to demonstrate, you are going to let all the achievements of 5 years go to waste, right?!" "You don't understand at all, Mom!! You're so annoying!!!"

My brother got up immediately and rushed upstairs to his room. "Zhenyuan, what happened to Zaiguang?" "Adolescent Mania..." "Adolescent at the age of 18?!... Go and see him." "I'm eating..." "Is eating more important than your brother?? Hurry up and see him!!!" "Damn...Yin Zaiguang, I'm going to kill you..." Cursing my stupid brother, I opened his door. "Hmm...? Where did he go...?" ...Could it be... I immediately opened the door to the top floor patio and guess what I saw? Behind a pile of debris, I see rising smoke...

"Tsk tsk tsk!!!" "... sister... T_T" He immediately threw the cigarette in his hand into the corner. I walked over and started pushing his head back and forth... "Come here... come here... you little rascal~~~" "Damn it~ what are you doing here?! Can't you just sit there and have a good meal?!" "...Do you think I'm willing to come up?! So you threw the cigarette butt in my flower pot, huh?! What?! How dare you say that the neighbor next door climbed onto the roof and threw it?!" (Note: Houses in Korea are all connected together, so the only separation between neighbors is a low wall of about 2 feet.) "Damn!! It's true!! I didn't throw it!! Let me go!! I said let go!!!" "No, you bastard!! Let's go~ to see mom!!!" "Sister... T_T I love you... T_T" I pushed my brother away from my lap with all my strength, and dragged him toward the door. >_< When did he become so powerful? "what!" All of a sudden, my brother shoved me into the pile of clotheslines, and my neck got tangled up in those red and green clotheslines, which made me face the house next door. …………………… On the terrace on the roof next door... Our neighbors and family are staring at me silently, and now our eyes meet. My brother quickly ran back to the house, embarrassed that he was only wearing a pair of boxer shorts. And it was the first time I greeted our neighbors. "Hi~~ I haven't seen you guys before, are you new here??" "Yeah... we moved in last week... are you okay...?" They asked worriedly... "Oh, yes... I'm fine..." I quickly freed myself from that pile of clotheslines. "I'm so excited to meet our new neighbors... see you soon... T_T" I quickly turned away from the shameful red face... Gritting my teeth... I'm also going to rush back into the house. Wait... Zhenyuan...? What did you just see...? I turned around suspiciously and looked at the next door again... A boy is looking at me with sympathetic eyes... it's that guy... It's the boy who made fun of me at the playground... Also the boy who sang in school... All three have the same face... His dad stared at me...his wife looked at me too, and whispered something in his ear. Another person who looked like his sister just looked at me without much expression. That guy is still staring at me with those damn eyes... Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah! ! ! ! ! "Mom~~ Zaiguang is smoking again!!!" ++day two++ She looked at his bruised head sympathetically... I don't even bother to wash my hair and go to school... "Honey...what an unfortunate pig girl..." "Yin Zaiguang... what did you just say?" "I'm going to tell my friends that you don't wash your hair~~~~" "Do you want to see blood, that's why you are so arrogant, my precious brother...?" After looking me up and down, my brother hailed a taxi and jumped on it. "I'm going to tell mom that you take a taxi to school! Your school is only 5 minutes away!!!" "That's my charm, you pig!!!" "When you come back, you will die!!" As if laughing at me...the taxi drove away in a hurry, and as if it was not enough, the taxi driver honked his horn a few times to demonstrate to me. Until his head slowly disappeared from my field of vision, Zaiguang stuck his head out of the window and grinned triumphantly at me...