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27 I dragged my tired body into the house, threw my shoes at the door indiscriminately, opened the door and walked into my room.When I stepped into the door, I met my dad who was standing in front of my desk flipping through things. "Dad, what are you doing here?" I wasn't surprised by Dad's presence, I knew he was going to do it. "No, it's nothing, I just tidy up the table for you." Dad looked embarrassed. "Looking at my diary?" "No, how could it be? I'm really just clearing the table." Dad's mouth is really hard. "Which part did you see?" As if this matter had nothing to do with me.

Because this was already within my expectation, there was no anger in my tone.But Dad was intimidated by my abnormal calmness, he let go and told the truth. "Your mother ordered me to do this, and it has nothing to do with me!" Dad's eyes flickered. "Go on, there's nothing anyway." I said calmly. "Huh? Huh??" Dad opened his mouth wide and looked at me with round eyes. I really didn't want to entangle with my father any longer, so when he was in a daze, I turned around and walked into my sister's room.Alas, although I don't want to face the crazy woman, I have no choice but to take refuge with her first.I don't know if my sister, who has not eaten or drank for three consecutive days and is bored in her room from morning to night, has returned to normal now.

"Sister, are you feeling better?" I carefully opened the door, walked to the bed, and whispered to my sister who was lying on the bed with disheveled hair. "You! Who are you?!" My sister heard the voice suddenly raised her head and shouted at me, her eyes filled with fear. "I'm Jiang Chun, what's wrong with you, please wake up!" I patted my chest and let out a long breath.It scared me to death, I just thought she was going to pounce on me and bite me. "Get out! Get out of my room! You vixen! You won't let me go even when I'm sleeping!" My sister kept waving her hands over her chest as if she had seen a ghost.

"Sister! Calm down! It's me, it's me! I'm Jiang Chun, not sister Shi Lian!" I held her hands distressedly, hoping to calm her down. "Don't! Don't touch me! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh then my sister jumped out of bed and hit her head on the bookcase next to her. Seeing my sister who was completely in a state of madness, I hurriedly withdrew from her room sensibly.When I came to the door of my room in a dull mood, I happened to meet my dad who was walking out.

"Is your sister still so crazy?" Dad asked worriedly when he saw me coming out of my sister's room. "Well, what can I do..." I looked at my father's cloudy face and asked in a choked voice. "Why don't you send him to a mental hospital." Dad seemed to be talking to himself. "Dad!" I protested loudly in dissatisfaction. "What are you doing, you bloody girl!" Dad, who was concentrating on thinking about whether this method is feasible, was startled by my voice. "Why do you have such terrible thoughts! My sister is just suffering from lovesickness, why should she be sent to a psychiatric hospital?!" Dad has such thoughts, which is really chilling.

"Then what do you think we should do? If this continues, she will torture herself to death one day!" Dad was so anxious that the veins on his forehead burst out. "It seems that the culprit must be brought before my sister!" A flash of inspiration suddenly appeared in my mind. "Can this method work?" Dad looked at me suspiciously. "Now I can only try it out." Up to now, I can only take one step at a time. "Okay! I'll listen to you! Find the brat who caused my daughter such misery first!" Dad clenched his fists and gritted his teeth, it was terrifying.It seems that Dad is going to have a showdown with his sister.

Then, Dad took a deep breath, made up his mind, and walked into his sister's room recklessly.After a while, my father's screams and my sister's screams came out of the door with overwhelming force.I ran back to my room as if fleeing for my life, covered my ears and sat down at the desk feebly.With such a family on the stall, it is really hard to live a long life.Ugh…… Forget it, let's think about our own affairs first.On Yin Shang's side...or just try hard for a month, don't think about anything, just try hard with him wholeheartedly.Thinking back, I have been dating Yin Shang for three years.Just like what Guangmin said, based on this alone, Yin Shang should have the right to get this opportunity.

After making up his mind, he barely sorted out his messy thoughts, raised his hand and turned on the power of the computer.Glancing at his watch, it has been two hours since he got home, Yin Shang should be home too, right?Just as I was staring at the screen in a daze, a pleasant music ringtone brought my thoughts back. "You have a new email, please check it!" Could it be that guy sent it? "I let you escape today. It seems that you are quite lucky. But next time you will not be so lucky. You'd better be careful!" what is this? !The thoughts I had just organized collapsed like building blocks in an instant, and my mood became even more chaotic.The recipient's address is indeed mine, but what's the matter with this hostile sentence?I hurriedly checked the other party's information with anxiety.Female, 18 years old, living in Gyeonggi-do, no self-introduction, unknown name, unknown email address... Seeing this, a sense of fear swept from the bottom of my feet.But the nightmare didn't stop there, and other emails followed one after another with overwhelming momentum.

"Hey, I didn't expect you to be quite bold. Would you like me to help you print out the photos and post them in other schools?" "Don't you know that you have a boyfriend? Shameless! Stepping on two boats! Shameless!!" "I've never seen a woman as promiscuous as you!" don't want! !I screamed and cut off the power.help!Who did this prank? !Could it be the person who posted the photos that Guangmin mentioned today?No, no matter what, it's impossible to be a girl.Wait, what girl would hate me so much?Could it be the photo taken by Lix? Could it be... a flash of inspiration suddenly appeared in my head, and I quickly turned on the power of the computer again. If I guessed correctly... Just at the critical moment when I got the inspiration and was about to find the murderer, the mobile phone was annoyingly stuck in the bag. It rang.I hurriedly grabbed my schoolbag, fumbled for a long time, and finally found my mobile phone from the corner of the schoolbag before the ringing ended.

"Hello?" Looking at the unfamiliar phone number, I got on the phone impatiently. "It's me, I'm downstairs at your house." A magnetic male voice came. "Ah?" Such rambling words made me completely confused. I searched for the owner of this voice in my mind, and I always felt very familiar.Damn, those emails just blew me away. "Come out quickly! Hurry up, hurry up, hurry up!!" The person on the other end of the phone urged anxiously. "Ah? You are...you are Chengxian?" Fortunately, he said a few more words, allowing me to identify the owner of the voice.

"I've seen your head from the window of your house!" Cheng Xian said excitedly, with unconcealable joy in his voice. "Okay, okay, I'll go down now, wait a minute!" I covered my hot face, looked in the mirror, and my cheeks were flushed. Really, what happened to this lovely angel, why did you catch me by surprise?scared me.I threw my phone on the bed, and before I could change my clothes, I ran towards the side of the road near the window of my room, still wearing my school uniform. "Cheng Xian!" As soon as I reached the corner, I saw that familiar figure. "You're here!" As soon as he saw me, he walked over with a smile, it was terrible, that smile, like a rose blooming in the dark night, was enchanting with its unique fragrance. "Why are you here? It's so late. Isn't it cold?" Looking at his thin clothes, I couldn't help feeling distressed. "It's not cold, but the forty-five-degree slope in front of your house is really exhausting to climb. But it's nothing, why do I want to see you so much. Ah! My legs are so sore! I can't move I can't move anymore." Cheng Xian's star-like eyes seemed to be foggy. The scent of alcohol emanated from him.Cheng Xian obviously drank too much, while rubbing his face vigorously with his hands, he was talking nonsense, and his voice was much higher than usual. As I spoke, my angel seemed to lose her center of gravity, her legs softened, and she slowly sat down against the wall.It was the same scene when I saw him drunk last time. It seems that this is his signature action after drunk.He looked painfully vulnerable, and I went over and put a gentle grip on his shoulder. "Chengxian, you'll catch a cold if you sit here. Why are you drinking so much wine? Is there anything bothering you?" I asked softly. "My ears are so uncomfortable, they keep buzzing." The angel Chengxian looked at me ecstatically. It seems that Cheng Xian really drank too much, seeing him in a trance, I guess he must be very uncomfortable now.Alas, my poor angel.My heart hurts like a needle prick. "Why didn't you come to school today?" I suddenly remembered the empty seat next to me today. "Because my mother, she said that she will announce the sentence against me in a week. At that time, I may be arranged to study abroad or change schools. What should I do..." He said helplessly, staring The pupils were also closed, and there seemed to be a crystal tear slowly flowing from the corner of the eye.Did he, who has always been stern and rational, cry? The night is getting dark, and my eyes are blurred in the darkness. "No, how could it be possible to arrange for you to transfer schools suddenly? The procedures are so troublesome and not so fast." Although I have no idea in my heart, in order to comfort Cheng Xian, I had to try my best to say it lightly. "I'm not afraid of transferring schools, but you're not there." Cheng Xian suddenly looked at me affectionately and said.The gentleness that is as clear as a stream ripples in my heart like ripples. "...?" I was at a loss for a moment, lowered my head, didn't know where to put my hands, but kept clutching the corners of my clothes.I prayed silently in my heart, hoping that he didn't see my embarrassment. "When I can't see you, I really want to see you. Knowing that you are with other boys, I will feel very unhappy and depressed, as if the whole world has collapsed. If I dream of you, I will wake up the next morning like Dizzy like drunk... I'm sorry, it seems that I really fell in love with you. I told myself many times to hold back, but I still came here like a fool. I'm sorry..." Chengxian confided affectionately . Chengxian's murmured words, like the warm sunshine brought by the spring breeze, made my heart feel numb, and I was immersed in the beautiful dream Chengxian wove for us.His voice lowered slowly, and the hands that were originally clasped fell weakly to the sides of his body. Suddenly, I woke up and looked at this angelic boy with teary eyes. Another figure kept appearing in my mind, and my heart ached.Although I was right beside Chengxian, I couldn't catch him.Although I know what he just said is called a sincere confession, but I have no way to respond.In this way, the two of us watched each other silently with the same sad eyes, and the silence slowly spread around us like the night. "Come to my side, I will definitely treat you well." After a while, Chengxian broke the silence and said softly but firmly. "..." The moment I heard these words, a deep bitterness filled my chest, and I couldn't even make a sound. "I will never let you cry, I will make you laugh every day. I will only tell you those touching words. Until you hate me...before you leave me, I will make you the happiest person in the world "He looked me in the eyes, and said every word with affection and earnestness. Looking at his eyes full of melancholy, my heart hurts so much.But I still held back my tears, collected my mind, pretended to be calm and said to him: "I've decided to work hard and try again. To be precise, I have to do that. Yin Shang and I can't just end this way, no matter how hard it is, at least we have to work hard for another month. If one If my efforts fail after a month, I will walk towards you without distraction. At that time, even if you don’t like me anymore, no matter how many times you push me away, I will follow you willingly. Is that okay?” I Choked up and said.Although the words are a bit incoherent, I know that they are as clever as strings, so they must be understandable. "Okay!" After hearing my words, Chengxian's tear-filled eyes suddenly lit up. Looking at his bright smiling face, I temporarily put aside Yin Shang who had been circling in my mind all the time, and smirked along with him.It turns out that angels are also so fragile. They were so lonely and helpless before, but when they heard my promise, they smiled so innocently like an innocent child. At this moment, I suddenly found that a window behind Cheng Xian was slowly opened a crack, and after a while, a person poked his head out quietly.There is no doubt that that person is my father.But now I'm not in the mood to worry about what my dad will think, but I turn around and hold Chengxian's hand and walk towards the bus stop.Dad's thunderous shout came from behind, but at this time, I just ignored it because of my firm belief. "But... What if you find out that you're in love with that guy again in a month's time?" While standing at the station waiting for the bus, Cheng Xian looked at me solemnly as if he had suddenly sobered up. My heart seemed like a small stone was thrown into the lake, and I lost a moment of peace.Why did he ask such a difficult question?I looked at him blankly for a long time, and finally opened my mouth with difficulty: "Well... Maybe..." As soon as I opened my mouth, my thoughts became confused, and I faltered to explain. "Perhaps something like that won't happen! Right?" Before I could finish speaking, Cheng Xian rushed to say the answer he wanted to hear. "..." I stared blankly at Cheng Xian's soft and beautiful face like water. "Also, I won't take this month as you are working hard for another man, I will take it as your preparation time to come to me!" Looking at his confident look, I don't know if it's because he really understands what I'm thinking, or if he's overconfident.Anyway, let's get through this moment first. "Yeah, our Cheng Xian is smarter." I made up my mind to make him happy first. "But I only give you one month of preparation time! At that time, we can hold hands and go to school together in a fair manner! In order not to make you feel hard, I will pretend that there is no such thing before then. When he arrives, he will pretend not to know each other. Okay?" He had a clear smile on his face, like the soft fluttering catkins in spring. "Yeah." I agreed without hesitation. "However, we still need to make eye contact! Do you know?" He caught me firmly with his eyes, and I didn't allow me to avoid it in the slightest. "Oh!" Although I felt very happy, the smile on my face couldn't be brighter. "I'll work hard this month too!" After finishing speaking, Cheng Xian blew me a kiss freely, turned around and ran towards the bus that just appeared. Looking at Cheng Xian's brilliant and messy smiling face, I stood there in the dark, the only thing I could do was to watch him leave while standing on the car and trying to wave his hands.The bus took my angel and disappeared out of my sight at a worrying speed. The dominoes of fate are about to leave their hands, and this game that no one can quit halfway has officially begun.Although I still don't know what will happen in the future, I finally heard Cheng Xian's heartfelt words today, which convinced me that I have such an important place in his heart, which made me both happy and worried. Even Guangmin knows about Chengxian and me, so he will definitely not sit idly by for his brother in the future.What kind of trouble will I be in from tomorrow?Alas... what a bumpy road ahead.On May 10th, what kind of expression will my face be on that day?Or, at that time, who will I stand beside and smile? It's over, it seems that my nightmare tonight is settled.help!