Chapter 32 32. Forget Zhiyinsheng

Jin Xiaoguang slowly said in a trembling voice: "Zhiyinsheng, you haven't forgotten what happened that day, have you? You're going to be responsible for me...and didn't we both make an oath?" If I'm not mistaken, Jin Xiaoguang should be referring to what happened on Zhiyinsheng's birthday. ——God, I have completely forgotten what Xican told me. If Jin Xiaoguang hadn’t brought it up now, I wouldn’t have remembered such a thing at all. Maybe it’s because I’m subconsciously repelled it. Zhiyinsheng's face was livid, his mouth was tight, he neither affirmed nor denied, as if he was holding back something, the only thing he was sure of was that he was very angry.Jin Xiaoguang went on to say:

"How could you do this to me? We were sworn to each other like that that night." "Don't say any more." Zhi Yinsheng squeezed out this sentence, it seemed that Jin Xiaoguang's words had already reached the limit of his patience, and if he continued, it would only break his cold mask.Jin Xiaoguang kept silent, not daring to speak any more, bowed his head and sobbed alone again.Thinking of Zhiyinsheng not even wanting to let me touch his hand, but willing to hug Jin Xiaoguang, my heart feels like a knife cuts, is it in his heart? I'm really so unbearable, I can't compare to Jin Xiaoguang's one finger, so what did he say just now, did he say that he wanted to see me just on a whim?

"The person who should be responsible for that matter is you, isn't it? You stop talking nonsense and humiliating yourself, especially don't talk nonsense in front of Chiho.—" Zhiyin Shengyong had no emotion said in a cold voice. "What, you say I'm talking nonsense and humiliating myself?" The situation was getting out of control, and Jin Xiaoguang even gave up her usual image of being a cute little bird, looking up at Zhiyinsheng resentfully. "How could you say such things to me? Han Qiansui, listen to me clearly, Zhiyinsheng has already slept with me, and he also promised me to take responsibility, do you understand?! "The hatred has made Jin Xiaoguang lose his mind, she shouted at me in an extremely high-pitched voice.

┬┬Tears have come to my eye sockets at some point, and I want to run out disobediently inside.Han Qiansui, just now you were still laughing at Jin Xiaoguang's weakness, why is it you now? No, you must not cry in front of Zhiyinsheng here, don't you hate this kind of crying woman who just begs a man to take a look? ... But, my heart hurts so badly that I can't say a word, ┬┬ just want to escape from this place, I really hate my stubbornness.At this moment, I am so envious of Jin Xiaoguang, how I wish I could be like her, like her, I can cry at any time without any scruples. Zhi Yinsheng, who has been watching Jin Xiaoguang without opening his mouth, said calmly:

"Jin Xiaoguang, you haven't tasted a man's fist yet, have you?" I believe that someone can do what they say, if it is Zhiyinsheng who speaks.No matter who the opponent is, he will definitely catch it.In order to avoid further deterioration of the situation, I decided to put down my mood for the time being and act as a peacemaker. "Zhiyinsheng, what are you talking about? I have to go, Jin Xiaoguang, do you want to go with me?" I really can't stay here to face Zhiyinsheng, and I don't trust Jin Xiaoguang to stay here, so I I chose to escape. ——How did things become like this?I obviously didn't come here to say these words.The development of things is completely out of my original intention, why there are always so many repeated misses between Zhiyinsheng and me!

"Don't go..." Zhiyinsheng looked at me with earnest eyes that he had never seen before, "I'll come again next time." "When is the next time?" "Next time is..." "Tell me, when is the next time? I've had enough of waiting in my life. When do you want me to wait?" "..." What's wrong with him, because of my words, he showed a painful expression, and cried out hysterically uncontrollably, as if it touched some unknown pain in him.What had he been through in the past!My heart tightened for a while, and my heart ached for him in those days when I wasn't by his side; the tears I had tried so hard to hold back just now flowed down unconsciously, the feeling of heartache is so sour.

"Don't cry, don't cry! If you cry again, I will get angry, don't cry anymore!" Zhi Yinsheng seemed to be in a panic when he saw me like this, but unfortunately his physical injury prevented him from coming forward to comfort me.In the end, my tears flowed even harder. How can there be such a comforter? It’s more of a threat than a comfort. ┬┬┬┬ woo woo woo, I cried even harder. How could I like this kind of ignorant tenderness? Why, a guy who doesn't know how to coax girls? boom!The door was knocked open by an unknown object, and the troublemaker came in with a paper tape in one hand and a cigarette in the other, "Hi! Chiho, you're here, where is Xican?! ^o^"

The belated troublemaker finally realized that something was wrong with the atmosphere, and asked slowly, "Ah! Jin Xiaoguang, Han Qiansui, why are you both crying? What happened?" "I'm sorry, I'm leaving...┬┬" Not having the courage to stay here any longer, I smiled reluctantly at Zhe Ning as a greeting, then turned and walked towards the door. "Han Qiansui!" I heard his anxious voice calling me, but I didn't dare to look back at him. The moment I opened the door and walked out, I paused, and then walked out without any hesitation. "Yinsheng, you're crazy, where do you want to run like this? I'll get Chiho back!" Zhe Ning screamed from behind, and I quickly ran sideways into another passage, where Zhe Ning escaped from the hospital before finding me, and now I can only calm down by going home.Along the way, my mind was full of entanglements about Jin Xiaoguang and Zhiyinsheng. If they were really what Jin Xiaoguang said, how should I face Zhiyinsheng in the future? Give up my relationship?No, maybe Zhi Yinsheng was just confused for a while, he didn't really fall in love with Jin Xiaoguang, didn't he just say that Jin Xiaoguang should be responsible?But if there is a relationship between them... God, I dare not think about it anymore, a feeling of being betrayed makes me tremble all over, and the tears are falling down like a broken thread. ┬┬┬┬┬┬

"Chiho, didn't you go to accompany Zhengmin today?" Mom said when she happened to be at home and saw me. "Well, I didn't go to see him today." I'm sorry, Zhengmin, I really don't have the mood to worry about other things right now. "Jongmin is going back to America in a few days. If you leave him like this and ignore him, what kind of friend are you?" Mom suddenly became concerned about my friendship. "Mom, I'm in a bad mood right now, let's talk about this later." "I'll talk about it later! Do you know that today Zhengmin came home drunk and kept calling your name and what is Zhiyinsheng? Who is Zhiyinsheng? Why does Zhengmin keep talking Calling this name? You should explain it to your mother!"

"..." "Chiho, why are you...why are you crying?" Mom asked cautiously, "Did Mom say something wrong?" "┬┬No, it's nothing, Mom, I'm really sorry for making you worry. Where is Jungmin now?" "It should be at home. I heard all this from his mother just now. It seems that you have a little conscience." My mother misunderstood the reason for my tears. I have never considered Jungmin's feelings.In the game hall that day, he was punched by Zhiyinsheng in order to stand out for me, and then he continued to help me, and he didn’t even bother with Zhiyinsheng for me; but I cried in front of him and said Wanting to see Zhiyinsheng must make him feel uncomfortable.I think I'm crazy to treat friends who are all about themselves, and if there's a bottle of pesticide in front of me, I'm going to drink it to death.

How can I comfort him and at the same time prove that I am not a friend of the opposite sex who has no humanity?Don't think too much, let's meet him first, he must be in the same depressed mood as me now.I imagined tens of thousands of Zhengmin's depressed mood with trepidation, I just didn't expect to run into him as soon as I went out. He and Xican were holding hands and running towards me happily. -;- I rolled my eyes at the sky, my uneasy conscience just now can be regarded as feeding the dog. "Qianho, are you back from the hospital? How is your talk with Yinsheng?" Xican said to me brightly, I don't know what I talked with Zhengmin just now, but the laughter like silver bells still lingered in my ears. In contrast, my face was covered with dark clouds, "Well, I just came back from there. Shouldn't you two separate your hands first." I kindly reminded. "Oh, by the way, I almost forgot. Is Zhening there too?" Xican immediately realized the problem, and his face turned from sunny to cloudy. "There." She still remembered Zhening, I thought she only had Zhengmin in her heart now. "Why is your face so ugly?" Xican asked me cautiously. "No way," I said stubbornly, "Did you two come to look for me?" "Yes!" The two of them replied in unison with a tacit understanding, even their expressions were the same. "Jungmin, did you drink this morning?" "Yeah! I drank and went home to sleep." He seemed to be blushing a little (actually it was just my illusion). "Zhengmin will be leaving in a few days, let's go somewhere to have fun today!" Xican interrupted suddenly, it seemed that she had already forgotten about Zhening. I wasn't in the mood to hang out with them at all right now, but seeing how excited they were, especially since Jungmin was leaving soon, I had to force myself to agree and hang out with them all night.In fact, only Zhengmin and Xichan played from beginning to end. I was restless all night, and I never forgot Zhiyinsheng. Just like this, I went back and forth between the school and the entertainment venue, and the four days passed quickly without knowing it. I mingled with Xican and Zhengmin every day to pass the boring days (I won’t describe them one by one here, Everyone also hopes that Zhiyinsheng will appear sooner).