Chapter 24 24. This time I want to say goodbye

Funny, funny, so funny...very, very funny...my relationship with him was a joke the whole time. I turned my head coldly and said these words to him: "Zhiyinsheng, I've had enough of your self-righteousness. Who do you think you are, why should I follow your Willing to act.I know you have love and cleanliness, and this lady is not pure enough, I can't climb up to you, so it's okay to say that!So, this time it's time for me to say goodbye. " I never thought that I, who is easy-going, could say such decisive words without even taking a breath.I know that I will definitely regret what I just said in the future, but now, emotions have overridden reason, and I must vent my emotions, otherwise I will go crazy.I didn't dare to look at Zhiyinsheng's expression, and walked straight past Xican and Zhengmin to the outside, step by step, each step accompanied by a drop of tear from me, it's nothing more than a death row prisoner going to the execution ground, I thought bitterly.

┬┬ Until Zhengmin and Xican accompanied me to the door of the house, my tears did not stop. Only today did I realize that I was such a fragile and helpless person, and I truly answered the saying "Women are made of water". "Han Qiansui, do you still remember that I once said that I have something very important to tell you? I will tell you now, and I solemnly ask you: forget him!" Before entering the door, Xican suddenly pulled my two arms shoulder, face to face, very carefully said to me. "I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen...┬┬" I covered my ears and shook my head desperately.

"No! Listen, I want you to forget about him." "I've already forgotten... ┬┬" "That night Zhi Yinsheng was in a bad mood because of your affairs, and drank a lot of wine. Later, he and Jin Xiaoguang went out, because they didn't come back after waiting for a long time, so Zhening and I went out to find them. We ended up finding them in the little garden behind the flat..." "Enough! I don't want to hear any more, enough...┬┬" I interrupted Xican, refusing to accept any more news that broke my heart. "Jin Xiaoguang put on his clothes as soon as he saw us." Xican said solemnly, she didn't want me to evade the truth any longer.

"Enough, I've said enough, Xican..." I almost cried and begged Xican. "You must listen! And Zhiyinsheng is not wearing a shirt." Xican seems to be determined this time, she must let me pull out of the whirlpool of feelings for Zhiyinsheng. "Don't talk any more! ┬┬" "Han Qiansui..." "I understand, I understand everything, I understand everything you say, I will forget him, so please don't talk about it again. Actually, we are not officially in a relationship, are we? Tomorrow! From tomorrow onwards, I will definitely cheer up Wake up, I’m still the same Han Qiansui who used to laugh a lot. But please let me vent a bit today, and let me stay alone for a while, okay... I’m sorry, Xican, I’m sorry, Zhengmin. ┬┬"

"Understood, I believe you, let's go, see you tomorrow." Zhengmin patted my shoulder understandingly. "Thank you. Zhengmin, I will contact you after school tomorrow." "Okay, take a good rest, I'll call you later." Xican also said softly to me. Hahahaha! ^^ I don't know what else to say other than laughing.Zhiyinsheng would even feel disgusted when he touched my hand, but he can treat Jin Xiaoguang... It seems that I am just a passer-by in his life, I am not his Snow White, and he is not my true destiny emperor.Only today, I only give myself one day to completely forget about him.Tomorrow, I can face him very frankly, and then tell him clearly that I don't love him, I have completely forgotten him, yes, that's it, who am I? Han Qiansui who loves and dares to hate!

But, what are these? What are those images that keep popping up in my mind? The rude and unreasonable guy who pulled my hair in the beauty parlor, the first kiss that was accidentally taken away when climbing the school wall, and the one who was kidnapped to save me. The goldfish’s eyes were bruised and swollen, the encounter in the alley, the dispute between the two of us in the restaurant, the unreasonableness in the group fight, the stubborn insistence on sending me to the door, the childish showing off his new mobile phone, and even thinking that he was The Big Dipper's... -- God, when did I have so many memories of him?

No, he is not special to me, I haven't fallen in love with him yet, those are just because he is the only boy I have met who has never held a girl's hand, so I am I will remember him a lot, I comfort myself this way, plus he has been appearing in my life recently, there will be no other reason.From now on, I must really forget him and try to forget him. -o-