Chapter 126 Niu Niu and "Niu Niu" (6)

It's a pity that you didn't see their tenacity and self-improvement spirit when they fought against fate!Niu Niu was sick, and her parents went to the Xidan market. At this time, they saw "two male blind men supporting each other, each holding a bamboo pole, groping forward. They were talking and smiling." (85 pages) They I thought: "It's too bad, I will never let Niuniu do that." But how do you know how happy they are talking?Their world is no darker than that of the discerning. In your mind, cancer is a terminal illness and a synonym for death, but you don't know that we feel the real life in the process of fighting against death!You are a sound and healthy philosopher, your compassion for others is produced in the study room, and your life thinking is produced on the manuscript paper. The manuscript paper in the study room is one thing, and it is another thing to cure the sick and save the patient. In fact, we are in the ward The patients and family members of the patients I saw are real heroes, they are people who truly appreciate the greatness of life, they never give up, they strive for self-improvement, they cry, but tears are the clarion call for their next round , unlike you, who "felt deeply humiliated" when your child received radiation therapy and was stamped purple.You are trying to reject the words of disease and death, and you dare not imagine how such a fork in your healthy life will appear. Only when you are playing with poor Niuniu at home, you feel a little comfort and the joy of being a father. To know!Even if the body is not healthy or the world of the sick is unique!

From Li Ao's book, I came into contact with a writer in a wheelchair named Qiu Mingsheng.When he mentioned that he was not accepted by women because of his disability, he wrote such an extremely interesting and thought-worthy sentence: "I have never hated or regretted, but I will be 'unconvinced' and 'sentimental', 'feeling' women, women, they, they don't love me, it's not mine, what they love, they love, huh! It's actually my two feet!" Then I can say the same, we finally understand Yes, ah!It turned out that the reason why he gave up on Niu Niu was that he didn't love everything about Niu Niu, he only loved Niu Niu's healthy eyes!There is another sentence in the book, "Being kind and doing good are two different things. If you are not good, it is not good." From this we can also say that love without action is not love.So what are his actions?His reflection is the content of Chapter 4: If the Sichuan girl hadn’t called inappropriate phone calls and other incidents; the manifestation of his grief is the name of Chapter 4: Crying is not cowardly; he survived for Niu Niu, and finally got The answer is: "Is that a tumor? No, that's her karma." (page 246) This phrase comes from Master Li Qigong, who both philosophers and couples think he is a good person.I also learned about Niu Niu's identity from this good man, Master Li Qigong. She was demoted to the world because she made a mistake with Guanyin Bodhisattva.When Niuniu was completely blind in her left eye, Li Haoren said: "I used my celestial eye to look at the situation a year later, and saw that she tied two small brush handles and kowtowed to Guanyin. She will live well" (p. 250). ) What about Niuniu?Where is the cute girl with two small brush handles now?I want someone from you!

I often imagine that I visit this Niuniu who was born in the same year and the same month, she must be a beautiful girl.I had a long talk with her, and since she is a piano genius (page 275), I had to ask her to play a piece, and after the piece was over, I excitedly asked her to play another piece, and the sound of the piano had grown into me. Dreams grow into my heart.Niuniu!Niuniu makes my heart ache! ××× Try to be an upright person, love freedom above all else son especially 11 years old I am lying on the sickbed of my soul, I want the seemingly white potion to wash away my short-sightedness, the painful trials again and again,

Let me feel that the dream is so slim. 12 years old Ziyou is fourteen years old perfect, the most imperfect Incompleteness is the greatest glory ruins, be proud of yourself He waits for the extension of the ruined forest especially 13 years old Youth, I declare war on you believe in future because i believe in failure The moment that bursts out at the moment of awakening I still want to stay in the years with painful eyes Believe in the future is a genius and a beast It's more of a genius than a beast Snow/