Chapter 105 give peace

peaceful: This morning I went to the hospital again, because I suspected that I was going to have a blood transfusion, so I brought a bag of spiritual supplies when I set off, including "The Complete Works of Oscar Wilde", a movie CD, and a laptop, and prepared to enjoy it while waiting for the blood transfusion to prevent boredom.As a result, the test results came out, and the platelet count was reasonable, 13,000.Now I have lower and lower requirements on myself. I originally hoped to get 70,000 to 80,000, but now I am satisfied as long as I can get to 10,000.I think my handwriting is really ugly. I wrote you a page of a letter just now, and I felt so ugly that every word seemed to stare at me fiercely. It's even uglier. After researching it, it has something to do with the pen I use, and I want to change it! But that's okay, through correspondence with you, I realize my shortcomings, and writing letters often may help to get rid of this shortcoming.

Very surprised to receive the letter, your letter is so warm and well written.When we came back from the hospital, we opened the mailbox and found a letter forwarded by Aunt Danyun.Holding it in your hand is like holding a bomb, and you are very careful every step of the way, for fear that a happy flower will explode.After returning home, bathe and burn incense, pay homage to heaven and earth, go to bed to find a stable and comfortable position, and then start reading and work.You have written me so well, so many excellent and advanced deeds and comments are added to me, and I am still a little uncomfortable. These words are okay for Gandhi, I do not have such a noble character.

After several months of treatment, I really didn't feel that I was strong all the way down.Of course the process was painful, but in order to be able to publicize and show off these glorious histories to others in the future, I endured it.I like to laugh and play at any time. I am like this when I am normal. In the most difficult stage, I still write, read books, watch movies, and do what I want, because I already have my own way of life, code of conduct, Wherever I go, I want to build my life well.But because of the background of illness, it seems to outsiders to feel tragic.I was very comfortable lying there, and they would hold my hand with tears in their eyes and say, "Son, can you hold on? What a good boy! God is not fair!" I think God is very fair, almost Over the past few months, I have gained so much knowledge! How many horizons have been opened! How many things I have done! How many people I have met! How many good memories I have left! For example, I got to know you and your friends.It is so rare and meaningful to know you! The most important point is that you let me know that people can be very capable even when they study well. Seeing so many people with both good character and learning, both moral and ability, I feel ashamed.You introduced me to a new world, a group of people I had no contact with before, which will affect me a lot.thanks.Keep the correspondence going! What a correspondence, what a friendship! I am thrilled to have friends like you.Come to my Peking University home sometime, there will be beautiful decorations, colorful furniture and me to welcome you.My mother put together my free poems and put them out in a little booklet, which really does seem to be the case.I have never looked at the poems I have written since I was 9 years old in such a systematic way. There are quite a few of them, and they are all available. I have this confidence, because I have never read many free poems written by others.Only two copies of this booklet of poems have been printed, and I will give you one copy when the time comes.

Ziyou