Chapter 93 leisurely leisurely (15)

There are many boys who like you and are willing to approach you.But I'm not like them.I have my own thoughts, I hate some boring boys, my starting point is too different from them, I sincerely hope to become a "sacred" friend with you.Although I am not as quiet and introverted as Ma Bo, as nonsense as Xi Xi, and as arrogant and unruly as Wang Zhao, but as your friend among boys, I should be quite competent, right?Whether it is writing something to you, sending you flowers, or inviting you to my home, I express my special appreciation for you. I will not go to school, and travel the ocean of art at home (promise not to be lonely and boring).The busyness of the third grade of junior high school will make me seldom contact with you, which makes me a little sad.Maybe we will no longer talk, see each other again, and lose news of each other, but I will remember you, the articles I give you will not fade, and your image will remain in it—a big eye that always smiles and keeps silent bad girl.Do you understand the meaning of my poem?The reality has made us farther and farther apart, but when you are happy, I will stare from afar, and when you are sad, I hope you can tell me.My time at home is easy to schedule, so you are always welcome to call.Of course, if you like a boy, don't forget to tell me, I will be the first to applaud.Still the same sentence, I am sincere to you, hoping that you can be sincere to me.do you know?Because the operation was so difficult that doctors were afraid to do it, and the condition worsened, my mother and I believed that the meeting on the Wednesday before the operation might be a farewell.But God liked me better and wanted our friendship to last longer, so he kept me.

Xiaoyun, let us be friends for life, would you like to? They read it page by page without expressing their opinion.It's over after reading it, but it's easy.Afterwards we chatted about "Troy", Xiaoyun asked: "What Troy?" I said coldly: "Don't ask, it's just about yourself."It turned out that I was very angry when I heard the story that Troy was a confidante. What is a confidante?It's clearly a man who is lustful!But then I realized that if a girl doesn't respect a guy's genuine affection for her, it's her fault. I asked her how she planned to spend her birthday, and she laughed and said that even her mother had forgotten her birthday.From the diary of that day, it can be seen that I was very distressed all afternoon after they left.An article I wrote entitled "Forever" can more or less describe my mood at that time:

"Yesterday, Xiaoyun separated from me forever. I finally relaxed and felt relieved, but a kind of frustration lingered around me for a long time, and I couldn't get rid of it. I was fascinated by the novel I conceived, but I didn't have the thoughts to write it down. Frustration prompted me to decide to write an article to record this period of my life, but it was too complicated, and I didn't have the strength or patience to record it. Yesterday I gave Xiaoyun a birthday present that he had painstakingly made up by himself. This gift is the right one. A summary of our past 4 months. The gift was given, and the messy feeling I couldn't make sense of for her was completely over. I didn't miss it. They and their little group- ——Some girls and some boys are "magically" combined together. Xiaoyun, Huihui, Yanyan, me and Zhaozi. Just yesterday, I was surprised to find that I have become farther and farther away from them (omitted). "

Anyone who saw my birthday gift to Xiaoyun would be moved, and then asked me, didn't she have tears in her eyes? I thought, I was about to have tears in my eyes, but she didn't show it at all.I can only comfort myself by saying that she didn't express it on the surface because she was moved in her heart.I don't know if she was really moved.The next thing is to tell the story of the story. On the night of August 4th, the friend I mentioned earlier, Long Long, who was in the High School Affiliated to Peking University, was chatting with me, and then she and her father came.Her dad is my mom's friend, and he's in high school now.This girl is unusual. She has been traveling around since she was a child, and has traveled to many places.From Beijing to Wenzhou, then to the UK, and then to Hong Kong.Adhering to the idea of ​​"understanding the books", she went to school four times in the second grade alone, so she has been seen in schools in different places.

Zhiran's junior high school is also in Beida resources, plus Brother Longlong, the three of them can't help but get closer because of their similar study backgrounds, and they talked about many school things when they met.Her characteristic is that she loves to laugh, especially loves to laugh! Every time she enters a room to visit, she will say "wow".I like this move very much.Because I am a person full of surprises, I have to find friends to share.All kinds of exquisite arrangements make Zhiran linger, obsessed with it, and keep shouting, which is also the expression of love for life.If a person devotes himself to studying all day long, is depressed, has no popularity, and has no expression, how can he pay attention to the better surprises in life?