Chapter 82 leisurely leisurely (4)

On the morning of April 28, I had a whim and was about to start writing lyrics.I have written a lot of free verse, and writing lyrics is like playing.Influenced by Li Ao, it is only a few words.Autumn rain falls, fall on my heart. what were you doing last night The shadow of the moonlight is confused. The place of confusion is blurred, and the confusion is lonely. You smile and wave your hands to the distance, I dreamed that I was beside the pillow. the phone doesn't ring anymore, Pour on lips. You smile and wave your hands to the distance, far away. I saw you in my dream, The silhouette is bright and bright.what were you doing last night

Make me so busy. After I finished writing, I revised it several times to make the unnecessary sadness fade away, and it became what it is today.I always feel like I have heard the phrase "you smile and wave your hands and go to the distance" somewhere, but I can't remember it.On that day, just after the midterm exam, Lulu and Xiaoyun came to see me in the morning, and there were two other boys who came after me. Ah Feng was going wherever Lulu was going.As for Ma Bo, the memory of the three of us chatting and having fun together when Xiaoyun first transferred in the first half of the second year of junior high school has not been erased.After more than half a year, puffball is still sitting with her now, which is really strange.Every time Wang Zhao and I call each other, we always ask: "Is Ma Bo still conjoined twins with her?" Maybe the teacher thinks that the two of them are very honest together, and they don't want to make trouble like others! They sit together It is indeed very quiet, but everyone knows things other than quiet.Puff likes Xiaoyun, everyone is making fun of him, but they can't figure out Xiaoyun's mind.

The six of us were talking and laughing together, and Lulu gave me a diary, hoping that I could make good use of it.I did so, and in the months that followed my various writings and thoughts remained on it.When Lulu entered the hospital just now, she didn't know what frightening things she saw, and she was paralyzed for a while. She was really worried about her body.It was noon in the blink of an eye between talking and laughing. They should go back to school. My mother asked me who I wanted to stay, so I naturally nodded.It's time to fulfill what I said in advance. I and other people who should go have all hugged and took pictures.

She was sitting on the sofa with a smile. The scene was a bit like when I wrote her article a week before the onset of the disease. , the way I read the article with my waist sideways is very moving, very serious, but the most serious is sometimes the most mischievous. Although I sat upright on purpose, as if I was not interested in Xiaoyun, I wanted to stare at Xiaoyun’s expression in my heart. . Xiaoyun rarely expresses his opinion when interacting with people, but being able to read my articles carefully is the greatest affirmation for me.In the first math class, I only felt that Xiaoyun was reading the article there, quietly, but the shocking power was far better than the thunderbolt.The teacher's lectures are like flowing water to me. I listened quietly, and secretly looked back from time to time, and found that Xiaoyun started watching again after finishing it.This situation reminds me of Lin Daiyu, who was provoked by Baoyu, and began to read it. I think the description in it is the most emotional. "Mom bought pot stickers for us to eat, and we ate while watching "I Love My Family" on CCTV 8. After that, it was a long time without words. Mom saw that we had nothing to say and went out for a long time to provide opportunities. Come back and watch We were still silent. She sat on the sofa and I sat on the bed. The only thing I said was that I kept asking: "When are you leaving?" Because I really wanted this silence to last forever. I showed her the letter I wrote this morning She sat on the sofa obediently, with a calm look, she laughed when there were funny things, she answered when asked her, and she read the article when she was given. Time flies, Xiaoyun is not allowed to Stay, the moment I've been looking forward to for a long time has come. It's time to hug her and take a picture. Dad took a picture of the process, which vividly recorded how I pretended to be calm, my face didn't change color and my heart was still beating, and I was nervous with my little one. Yun hugged each other, but as soon as the photo was taken, he immediately took his hand away like an electric shock. In comparison, Xiaoyun is much more natural than me. I am not satisfied every time I finish the photo, so I ask for more photos, and more photos are enough. hug more.

When Xiaoyun left, I felt that I got another meaningful look, probably only I could see this look.All the people who came to see me this time were sick for no reason, and Xiaoyun sent me a text message, saying that he seemed unable to go to school tomorrow.I hurriedly called her home, only to find out later that I had written her phone number backwards, so I couldn't get through. On April 30, two days after they came, Huihui, Wang Zhao and the teacher came to see me, and Xiaoyun sent me another text message: I wanted to come, but the bus was too crowded and I couldn't get in.She wasted so much energy on me.