Chapter 3 Prologue (2)

In addition, I write whatever I read. Recently, I read Li Ao's book, so I wrote a lot of "Li Ao"-style good words, thinking about problems and pointing out problems. When I was 13 to 14 years old, I was more influenced by Hu Lancheng and Zhang Ailing. You can see their shadows from the articles I wrote about Xiaoyun.The list goes on.It happened that I had such a serious illness again. This is really the best gift God gave me! There are many writers, but few writers who get sick and write about them;I have experienced illness and have written countless words in the process. Today I dedicate to

reader.I will show you my life, my death, my love, my pain, and share that feeling, because everyone will experience my life, death, love, and pain, and I can record and share this experience What a rare opportunity! Today, my blood test shows that my platelet count is only 2,000, and the normal value is 100,000 to 300,000. Spontaneous bleeding may occur if it is below 20,000.I am a person who has touched the temperature of death. I have even experienced death. What am I afraid of? The journey is long, and I still have a long way to go.Hemingway seems to have expressed this meaning when he won the Nobel Prize. A writer expresses his meaning by writing, not by speaking.I often write such words to my friends, and now I also want to say to the readers: Please look at my magnificence!

The reason why I have been able to persist in writing until the book is published is that I need the support of many kind people.They can forgive me for my insensitivity to the real world, and they can capture the flashes of inspiration in my mind, affirm and encourage them.Because there are so many good people, I can't thank them one by one, I can only work hard and repay them.Ziyou June 28, 2005