Chapter 15 Chapter fifteen

I really wanted to move forward, but I found that my feet were shaking. It must have been a tense and exciting relationship because I could hear my own heart beating. But the senior sister just stood there, didn't speak, and didn't make unnecessary movements. I secretly took a few deep breaths, and after my heartbeat stabilized, I wanted to move forward again. But the feet seemed to have been tapped, so I had to use all my strength to break through the tapped acupuncture points. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the two seniors approaching the senior sister. At the critical moment, I finally broke through the acupoints,

He staggered and ran to the senior sister. The senior probably thought it was funny, so she covered her mouth frequently. Keep your chest up and your stomach in, smile on your face, salute with a straight body, and don't bend your knees. I have memorized these dance-inviting movements silently many times. "Senior, can I ask you to dance?" Stretch your right hand flat, and then draw a perfect arc to the lower left side of your body. After I finished speaking and doing the dance invitation, I fixed my eyes on the calf of the senior sister. If the senior sister agrees to the invitation, her right hand will lightly pull the hem of the skirt and bend her knees.

I had no choice but to wait for the senior sister's knee to bend for me. "Really. The waist is not straight, and the knees are a little bent. The movements are really not standard." My senior's voice sounded next to my ears: "The smile is too stiff, it doesn't look like asking for a dance, it looks like asking someone to collect debts." I couldn't help but blush, and my heart began to beat faster again. "However, I want to dance the Night Rose with you." After the senior sister finished speaking, I finally saw her bent knees. I raised my head, and the senior sister smiled and said, "Next time if the movements are not standard, I will punish you to do it a few more times."

Then he pulled up my right hand: "Let's dance together." We walked into the two circles of men's inner and women's outer, and positioned ourselves before the senior sister let go. Before the crowd took their positions in turn, the senior sister approached my ear and whispered, "This is the dance that lovers dance, so Be gentle with any stomping dance" Before the senior could finish speaking, I immediately continued: "Don't disturb the roses that bloom alone in the middle of the night." "Your memory is really good." Senior sister smiled and gave me a look of approval.

"The outer foot crosses in front of the inner foot, the inner foot steps on the spot, and the outer foot steps sideways" I muttered to myself in a low voice about the basic movements of the dance steps. It was very similar to the time when I was about to walk into the examination room when I was taking the entrance examination. Minutes, hurry up and do the final review. "Student." Seeing that I didn't respond, the senior sister called again: "Student." "Ah?" I suddenly came back to my senses and turned to look at her. "Imagine you are in the suburbs, there is a bright moon in the sky, and you find a rose quietly

bloom.You approach this rose slowly, approaching slowly. It's getting bigger and bigger in your eyes, and you can even see the drops of water on the petals. " "Student." Senior sister smiled slightly: "Do you want to secretly pick this rose?" "Of course not." "Then, why are you nervous? Night Rose is blooming so beautifully, you should relax and appreciate it carefully. isn't it? " My body blocked the light projected from behind, and the senior in front of me was completely surrounded by night. Yes, senior sister is like a night rose, I just need to appreciate it quietly without being nervous.

Ye Meigui hummed the song Ye Meigui and danced the dance of Ye Meigui. Night roses are constantly magnified in my eyes, and finally in my eyes, only under the moonlight, in the dark night the red one. I stayed beside Ye Rose, surrounded, staggered, and rubbed shoulders. Rose petals are unconsciously painted under the feet, one piece after another. Until the end of the music: "Who is entrusted with the flower dream". After the dance was over, I still watched the charming Night Rose quietly. It wasn't until everyone's applause sounded that Ye Meigui and me were disturbed.

"Student, you danced well." "Really?" "Yeah." Senior sister smiled and nodded. That night, after leaving the square, the senior sister said to me: "Student brother, you have dared to invite a dance partner. very happy. " "Thank you, senpai." "We should try to invite other girls to dance in the future, you know?" "it is good." Senior sister smiled, stepped on the bicycle, and left. In the days to come, I followed my senior's instructions and tried to invite other girls to dance. mpanel(1); My dance moves are always very standard, even too standard, which often makes the girls laugh.

Occasionally, I would invite my seniors to dance, but at that time my dancing movements became very deformed. "You need to straighten your back. I've said it many times. Come on, do it again." "Where's the smile? Smile. Let me see if you smile again." "Don't bend your knees. An invitation to dance is an invitation, not begging." When the senior sister pulled me into the circle, she would always correct my movements. Then punish me to do it a few more times. I was very happy to be punished, because as long as I could dance with my senior sister, I would be satisfied.

I am looking forward to the reappearance of the dance of Ye Rose, and I am more eager than before. But this time the waiting time was longer, more than one year and three months. When the night rose dance finally appeared again, my junior year was almost over. On Saturday, I got up earlier than Ye Meigui and sat in the living room alone, watching TV. After waiting for a long time, she still hadn't walked out of the room. I looked at the time and thought it was time to go out, so I knocked on her phone. Door: "Hey! Wake up!" "Stop knocking, I'm already up."

Ye Meigui's voice came from the closed door. "It's almost time for us to go out." "But I'm tired and want to sleep again." "Come back to sleep, okay?" "not good." "Stop messing around and open the door." "Please." "Hey!" "Hey what, I don't have a name?" "Ye Meigui, come out quickly." "It's not right, so I don't want to come out." "Rose, please open the door." "It's the right call, but it's a pity that it's not sincere enough." "Rose, you are so beautiful. Please let me admire your face in the morning." "Well, sincerity is good. But you can be more sincere." "Bastard." I glanced at my watch and cursed in a low voice. "What did you say?" Ye Meigui opened the door forcefully and asked me loudly. "I said" I was taken aback, I didn't expect her ears to be so good. "pardon." "I said you are so beautiful." "That's not what you said." "I just said you are so beautiful." "I mean the last sentence." "The last sentence?" I tilted my head, pretending to think hard, "I forgot." "you're lying." "Don't embarrass me, don't scare me with your beauty." "You" she pointed at me, seeming annoyed. "Okay, stop playing." I pointed to my watch: "It's time to go out." Ye Meigui glared at me, turned around and entered the room, and came out after taking the purse. "Let's go," she said. When I arrived at the airport, I searched a bit and found Ye Meigui's father. I took Ye Meigui and walked over. When he saw us, he stood up in surprise: "Mei Meigui." She nodded, her movements a little stiff. He said to me again: "Xiao Ke, I'm sorry. I'll trouble you to come here." "Uncle is too polite, as it should be." I turned my head and pointed at her: "Gose wants to come by herself, I just accompany her." "Oh." He looked at Ye Meigui and asked with concern: "Isn't the company going to work overtime? Will it be sleepy?" disturb? " Ye Meigui didn't reply, so I had no choice but to continue: "The boss of the company begged Rose to work overtime, but Rose insisted on working overtime. Stand still.I guess without Rose, the company would probably be paralyzed, and there would be no need to work overtime. " After she finished listening, she glared at me: "Stop talking nonsense." "I'm there" I smiled and pointed to the public phone in the distance: "If there is anything, just take a look at me That's it. " I nodded to him again and turned to leave. She pulled my sleeve, and I patted her on the shoulder: "It's okay, you two talk slowly." I walked to the public phone and watched them from a distance. Ye Meigui sat on her father's right hand, with her head bowed most of the time. After about 20 minutes, she looked up at me. I walked towards them, and when I was almost there, they also stood up almost at the same time. "Xiao Ke, I'm about to board the plane. You are welcome to come to Canada often in the future." "Okay. I'll try to save money." He smiled, and said to Ye Meigui, "Gao Mei, Dad is leaving." "Yeah." She nodded. He opened his arms, as if he wanted to hug Ye Meigui.But then he put down his hand and only patted her on the shoulder: "I'm leaving. You need to take care of yourself. " After lifting the luggage, he smiled, waved his hand again, and turned to leave. After watching his father's back for a while, Ye Meigui said, "Let's go too." On the way back by car, once Ye Meigui sat down, she leaned back in the chair and closed her eyes. "Go to sleep, I'll call you when I get there." "I don't want to sleep, I'm just tired." "Feeling tired again?" "Don't worry." She opened her eyes, "Although the body is tired, the mood is very relaxed." "Ah, very good." "Just now, my father and I talked more in 20 minutes than in the past ten years combined." "Well, that's good too." "the time passes so fast." "Yeah. It's a good thing that time passes quickly." "Some things that I don't want to remember suddenly become very clear now." "Well, clarity is good." "Hey!" She sat up straight, turned her head and glared at me: "Can't you say something else? Don't keep talking Say very good very good. " "Do you know Li Bing?" I thought about it and asked her. But she didn't respond and turned her head back. "Do you know Li Bing's Dujiangyan?" She simply closed her eyes and didn't want to talk to me. "Did you know that Li Bing's Dujiangyan is a famous water conservancy project in China?" "I know!" She turned her head to me again, "Don't keep saying it all at once." "Then do you know that your voice is loud?" She seemed to suddenly remember that someone was in the car, so she gave me a look, and said in a low voice: "What are you trying to say, hurry up Say. " "Dujiangyan can be divided into three major projects: Yuzui water and sand separation, Feishayan discharge sand and flood discharge, Baopingkou diversion access to water sources and control flooding.Due to the existence of Dujiangyan, the Chengdu Plain has been flooded and droughted for more than two thousand years. Without knowing famine, Sichuan has become a land of abundance. " "and then?" "Dujiangyan is indeed a great water conservancy project, but don't you think it's a bit exaggerated? It has been used for more than two thousand years, and it still plays the role of water diversion and flood control. " "Okay, it's insanely great. And then?" "Then I got tired and wanted to sleep." "Are you going to tell me?" Ye Meigui sat up straight and looked at me sideways. I coughed twice, and continued: "The engineering principle of Dujiangyan is to divert water from the front and discharge sand from the side. The fish mouth will The Minjiang River is divided into the Inner River and the Outer River. The Inner River for water diversion is located on the concave bank of the bend, so more sediment will flow to the Outer River. Then the mouth of the treasure bottle was carved out of the hard mountain wall to introduce water from the Neijiang River.So you can go from "Oh, so Woolen cloth? " "In order to prevent the sediment from entering the treasure bottle mouth, a flying sand weir was built upstream of the treasure bottle mouth. Excessive flood and mud The sand can be discharged back to the outer river through Feishayan, but a small amount of sand still enters Baopingkou. Also due to the backwater effect of Baopingkou, sediment will accumulate in the backwater section. " "Where is your focus?" "If you let the silt accumulate, do you think Dujiangyan can last for more than 2,000 years?" After finishing speaking, I leaned on the back of the chair.Then take a deep, breath out. "Hey, why didn't you say it again?" she asked. "Li Bing is really great and smart, and I am remembering him." "Don't be bored." She glared at me, "You haven't said, what about the accumulated sand?" During the dry season at the end of winter every year, dredging and silting work will be carried out to remove these sediments. " I turned my head to look at her, and continued, "This is the reason why Dujiangyan has been able to survive for more than two thousand years." "Why are you looking at me like that?" "You have accumulated silt in your heart for ten years, and now you start to clear it, of course I will always say that it is very good, very good, Because I am very happy for you. " "Ok." After a while, Ye Meigui smiled slightly, then lowered her head. "In fact, everyone is like Dujiangyan. Although excessive sediment can be discharged by Feishayan, the remaining mud The sand still has to be removed by yourself. " "Ok." "Rose." I looked at her again and patted her on the shoulder: "I'd love to be your Feishayan, but you still It is necessary to remove the remaining sediment by yourself. " Ye Meigui looked up at me, and I realized that she was becoming more and more like Ye Meigui. No, or it should be said that she was originally a night rose, only blooming more charmingly. "If you regularly remove the silt accumulated in your heart, maybe you can live for more than two thousand years." After finishing speaking, I laughed happily. "You are sick. How can a person live for more than two thousand years?" "In short, don't let the sand and sand accumulate in your heart for too long, remember to clean it often." "There is a big pile of sand in my heart right now." "what is that?" "That bastard you called me in the morning." Her eyes were wide open, as if flashing a sword, or rather the thorns of a night rose. "Rose roses are the most beautiful, roses are the most beautiful" I sang. "Hey!" "I'm singing, don't change the subject." "You are the one who changed the subject!" "Go to sleep first, we are all tired." After I finished speaking, I closed my eyes. "Hey!" "Rose." I opened my eyes and called her.Instead, she turned away. "I just told you to go out in a hurry, not scolding you. I'm sorry to say sorry to you now." "Hmph." She turned to look at me again and snorted. "Sorry." "It's all right. The mud and sand have been cleared away." She couldn't help laughing. After getting off the bus, we took a taxi home together.It was about 2:30 p.m. when we got back to Seven C. We were all a little tired, so we went back to our rooms to rest. I lay down on the bed for a while, but couldn't fall asleep, so I got up and sat down at the desk. When I was about to turn on the computer, Ye Meigui knocked on my half-closed door, poked her head in and said, "Did you Are you sleeping? " "As you can see, I'm sitting now." "I want to go out for a walk. You can accompany me." "Aren't you used to going out alone?" "I'm used to being with you now, can't I?" "Of course you can." "Then why are you still sitting?" "You can't sit down." "Can't!" I glanced at her, stood up, took two steps, and lay down on the bed. "You can't even lie down!" "Haha, I'm just kidding." I immediately stood up, "I'll pack my things and leave." Ye Meigui walked into my room, looked around, and said, "Your room is so dirty." "Because no one cleans for me. Do you want to help me?" "Ke Zhihong." She came over and patted me on the shoulder: "I'd be happy to be your Feishayan, but the mud in your room The sand still has to be cleaned up by you. " After finishing speaking, Ye Meigui was very proud and giggled non-stop. I observed Ye Meigui very carefully, and I found that she became very bright. The night rose is getting bigger and bigger in my eyes, and I can already see every petal of her clearly. It must have been because I was so close to her. I suddenly remembered the scene when I danced Night Rose with my senior sister for the first time in the square. At that time, the figure of the senior sister was continuously enlarged in my eyes, and finally in my eyes, only under the moonlight, The red flower in the dark night. But it's daytime now, how could I vaguely see the face of senior sister? "Hello!" Ye Meigui called out, waking me up: "Let's go." Ye Meigui didn't wander around aimlessly, she probably had a specific place she wanted to go. She drove me on the road for a while, stopped the car, and then motioned for me to follow her into a coffee shop. "Huh?" I pointed to the intersection in the distance: "Turn a corner from there, and you will arrive at our company." "Well. I used to be a teacher in this neighborhood too." After finishing speaking, she walked into the coffee shop. "Really?" I also walked into the coffee shop: "What a coincidence." She went straight to a table by the window, which looked out on to an alley. The alley is quite green, and the afternoon sun passes through the leaves and sprinkles a few points on the tablecloth. The lady who came over with the MENU seemed a little surprised when she saw Ye Meigui, then she smiled and said, "Miss Ye, I haven't been here for a long time. " "Yes." Ye Meigui returned with a gentle smile. The lady also smiled at me who was sitting opposite Ye Meigui, and then asked Ye Meigui: "What does this gentleman call you?" call? " "Hi Miss, my surname is Ke." I immediately stood up and stretched out my right hand: "I am Rose's boyfriend, you Just call me Xiao Ke.Please advise. " The lady smiled happily, then extended her right hand to give me a symbolic shake. "Don't listen to his nonsense, he is not my boyfriend." "Rose." I looked at Ye Meigui carefully: "Why are you blushing?" "I didn't!" Ye Meigui gave me a hard look. The lady smiled and asked Ye Meigui: "Or order the same thing?" Ye Meigui nodded: "Yeah. But I need two copies." The lady puts the MENU away with both hands, and turns the MENU 360 degrees counterclockwise from inside to outside. After she left, I asked Ye Meigui, "Don't you have to play your boyfriend today?" "Of course not." Ye Meigui gave me another look. "Then why are you blushing?" "I said I didn't!" Ye Meigui raised her voice, and the lady at the counter looked back when she heard the sound, and then smiled. "You owe me a lot of scolding." Ye Meigui said in a low voice. "Oh." I changed the subject, "What can you do for me?" "The specialty coffee and handmade cakes from their store." "Do you come to this store often?" "Yeah. I used to come here to sit around after class." "No wonder that lady knows you." "The owner of this store is a pair of sisters. The one who came here just now is the younger sister. I know them fairly well." Ye Meigui paused, and then said, "I'll test you with a question." "Oh? What's the problem?" "Who do you think they are?" "Woman. You can tell just by looking at it. Could it be a shemale?" "Bullshit. I mean, what country are they from?" "Yeah." I carefully recalled the appearance of the lady just now, and then said, "They are Japanese." "How do you know?" Ye Meigui was surprised. "As an engineer, you must have sharp eyes and a keen intuition." "Stop talking nonsense. Tell me, how did you guess that?" "Do you want to know?" "Ok." "You treat me today, I just told you." "Forget it." After Ye Meigui finished speaking, she picked up a magazine by the window and read it with her head down. "Okay, I say." "You treat me today, so I want to hear it." Her gaze was still on the magazine. "Okay, please. Is that all right?" "Hmm." She put down the magazine, smiled slightly, and looked up at me. "Recall carefully what she did when she closed the menu just now." "Nothing special." Ye Meigui thought for a while. "I'll show you an action, you have to see clearly." I put the five fingers of both hands together, the little finger and the little finger sticking to each other, so that the palms of the hands are facing the face, about ten centimeters away from the eyes. Then turn your hands 360 degrees counterclockwise from the inside out. In the end, the thumb sticks to the thumb, with the palm facing outward. "See clearly?" "Yeah." Ye Meigui followed me to do it again. "This is a Japanese dance move. When she just put away the MENU, she did this move." "Oh." Ye Meigui said with a smile: "No wonder I used to always think that when they received the menu, they seemed to turn the menu lap. " "Yeah. But her movements are still flawed, not standard." "Where is it not standard?" "Miss Ye, here is your coffee and cake, please take it slowly." The lady took the coffee and the cake out of the tray, put them on the table, and said with a smile: "Also, this These are our new biscuits, which are also handmade. My sister would like to invite you to try them. " She takes another plate of cookies from the tray, nods at us, and puts the tray away. I did another Japanese dance move. "Thank you." Ye Meigui and I thanked at the same time. "Really." After the lady left, Ye Meigui said with a smile. "Well. Her movements are very smooth, and the time is exactly three beats, and she is very accurate." "Then what is not standard?" "Yeah. Let's talk after we finish our coffee." "I'm going to listen now." "Hey, don't worry. I'll tell you when my brother finishes his coffee." "Hey!" "Ahem." I coughed twice, put down my coffee cup, and continued, "The key is in the eyes." "Eyes?" "Yeah." I nodded, "This is a Japanese woman's dance, not a man's dance." "so what?" "That's why you can't look directly at the palm of your hand. You should turn your head slightly and squint at the palm of your hand." "Why do you want to do this?" "Japanese women are more shy, so you can express a shy look in a moderate way." "Oh." Ye Meigui responded and nodded. "Your blushing just now is also a kind of shyness." "I'm not blushing!" Ye Meigui patted the table in desperation. After Ye Meigui finished taking pictures of the table, she seemed to feel a little embarrassed, and hurriedly flipped through the magazine as if nothing had happened. After turning two pages, he raised his head and glared at me again: "I won't talk to you anymore." Then read the magazine quietly, occasionally stretch out the right hand to pick up the coffee cup, or pick up a biscuit. I saw that she hadn't raised her head, as if she was determined not to talk to me. So I surreptitiously moved her coffee cup and biscuit saucer. After she stretched out her right hand and couldn't reach it, she raised her head in surprise, and then glared at me again. "Boring," she said. Except for the rendezvous before going to work every morning, I rarely look at Ye Meigui during the day. There are even fewer opportunities to watch her in the sun like this. But now, I can see the afternoon sun shining through the leaves outside the window, and finally stop on her left face, Leave some white dots. The leaves outside the window swayed gently with the wind. As a result, the white spots on her left face also moved, sometimes scattered into many ellipses, and sometimes connected into one piece. In a trance, I seem to see a rose, swaying with the wind in the sun. After looking at her for a while, I suddenly remembered that I rarely see seniors under the sun. At that time, the club's routine activities were all at night. Except for the routine activities in the square, I rarely see senior sister at other times. If there is, it is usually at night. What would a senior under the sun look like?Will it be like the current Ye Meigui? I watched Ye Meigui, and gradually, her face began to change. I seem to see the face of the senior sister, and the face of the senior sister is getting clearer and clearer. It was a fair face, it should be fair. Although it is usually at night when I see the face of my senior sister, under the illumination of the white mercury light, it is necessary to distinguish the skin Color appears easier. And near the cheekbone on the right cheek, there is a brown mole, which is very light brown. That's right, senior sister's face looks like this, I finally remembered it again. The image of the night rose on the square overlaps with the image of the night rose in front of you, and the light of day and night also changes alternately. I seem to be in an environment where the light is distorted, the colors of the light merge and rotate continuously, causing the image Change quickly. Sometimes clear due to magnification; sometimes blurred due to overlapping. I opened my eyes wide, trying to see the real image clearly. It's like trying to walk on tiptoe in a swimming pool so your nose can come out of the water to breathe. Once the soles of my feet touch the ground, I'm flooded with memories. My toes were gradually unable to support the weight of my whole body, and I was almost unable to hold on. "Hello!" Ye Meigui called me suddenly, "Why do you keep looking at me?" Her face seemed to be slightly red, and the redness of her cheeks made the night rose in front of her more like a night rose. So I went back to the coffee shop, back to the sunshine outside the window, and back to the night rose in front of me. I let go of my feet and landed on the soles of my feet.The water level in the swimming pool also dropped rapidly. "Nothing." I took a few breaths. "What's wrong?" She closed the magazine and looked at me, "Are you uncomfortable?" "It's okay." I resumed my normal breathing: "Today's sunshine is very comfortable." "Yes." She smiled, "I used to like to sit here in the evening." "Really?" "Well. The sun is the best at this time, not too hot, but very bright." She pointed out the window: "Then a A group of children came home from get out of class, frolicking along the way, and that kind of laughter can easily infect you. " "Yes." I finally smiled: "It's a pity that today is a holiday, and the children don't have classes." "Yeah. I really want to hear the children's laughter again." "Then go back and be a teacher." "Go back to be a teacher again?" Ye Meigui seemed to be in a state of contemplation. "You were originally a teacher, of course you should go back and be a teacher." "Of course?" "Ok." "is this okay?" "Why not?" I asked her back. "Do you know why I stopped being a kindergarten teacher?" "If you don't tell me, I won't know." Ye Meigui drank the last sip of cold coffee, and then said slowly: "I was in a kindergarten near here. Teacher for two years.This time of day is my happiest time. "She smiled, and then said: "At that time My friends call me Teacher Rose. " "Ms. Rose?" I also smiled, "I knew it must be a very cute teacher once I heard it." "You know again." She glared at me. "Of course, children will not lie, if they are not as beautiful as a delicate rose, they will not It will be called Teacher Rose.The world of children is black and white, but the world of adults has many colors.” "Are you finished? Do you still want to listen to me?" "I'm done. Please continue." "Among my students, I like a little girl named Xiaoying the most. Her eyes are round and big, and her cheeks are always Fluffy red, so cute when she smiles.As soon as I hear her call me Teacher Rose, I want to hug her.after class, I often stay with her until her mother picks her up. " Ye Meigui turned her head to look out the window, and said, "One day, it was her father who came to pick her up." "why?" "Because Xiaoying's mother is sick." "Oh." "He chatted with me a lot that day. Anyway, I was fine after class, so I chatted with him for a while." "and then?" "Since then, her father has often come to pick her up." "Oh." "Every time Xiaoying comes to pick me up, he always talks to me. Sometimes he says he will take me home by the way, but I always agree Declined because it was inappropriate. " "Ok." "One day, he suddenly told me that he liked me very much" "Ah?" My heart seemed to be stabbed by a needle suddenly, so I exclaimed in a low voice. "what?" "It's nothing. It's just that it suddenly feels a little jarring." "What's the ear? I don't like him." "fine." "What's okay?" "It's a good thing you don't like him." I breathed a sigh of relief. "What if I like him?" "Of course not." "why not?" "Because it would destroy someone's family." "What if Xiaoying's uncle likes me?" "That still won't work." "What if Xiaoying's uncle likes me?" "no." "What if it's Xiaoying's brother?" "No, no, no. As long as it's a man." "why?" "Stop rambling." "Hey!" "Okay, go ahead and leave me alone. Then?" I asked. "After I heard him say that he liked me, I was very flustered and stopped being with Xiaoying after class." "Ok." "As a result, he came to the kindergarten before get out of class ended and waited outside the classroom." "Is he so cruel?" Ye Meigui glared at me, and then said: "I always try to keep a distance, and I hope to keep the parents and teachers of the students Simple relationship between teachers. " "Well, you are right to do so." "Gradually, other students' parents and colleagues felt strange, so rumors began." "You're doing the right thing, you shouldn't care about rumors." "But these rumors spread to Xiaoying's mother later." "Then what should I do?" "I couldn't think of a solution, and I didn't want to face other people's strange eyes, so I wanted to leave this kindergarten." "Is this how you stop being a kindergarten teacher?" "If it's just like this, I will still be a teacher, but it's just in another kindergarten." "Did something happen again?" "Before I planned to leave, I heard that Xiaoying's parents divorced." "Ah? How do you know?" "One day Xiaoying's mother ran into the classroom, took Xiaoying away, and took a look at me before leaving." Ye Meigui also took a look at me, and then said: "I will always remember her resentful eyes. Although only a few Seconds, but I feel very long. " Ye Meigui turned the coffee cup in her hand, sighed and said, "She whispered a few more words in Xiaoying's ear, and then Back finger pointing at me.Xiaoying's eyes were panicked, as if she wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry, she just looked at me with wide eyes.Say It's strange, I seem to see my 18-year-old self in Xiaoying's eyes.I didn't expect that I would become the one I hate the most the kind of person.The next day someone told me that Xiaoying's parents had divorced. " "It's not your fault." "Having said that, I couldn't forgive myself. I immediately quit my job and left this kindergarten." "I originally wanted to go to another kindergarten, but I will always think of Xiaoying and her mother's eyes." She picked up the coffee cup and found that the coffee was gone.Helplessly smiled, took a sip of water instead, and said, "Later I moved house and moved to my current residence.Reluctantly found a job, which can be regarded as a settlement. " "You don't like your current job, do you?" "Not really. But I have to have a job, don't I?" She smiled instead. "I don't want my father My mother thinks I can't support myself. " "Oh." I didn't know what to say, so I just responded. "When I come home from get off work every day, I always feel empty and lonely, often sitting alone in the living room in a daze. Getting along with colleagues is also separated by a layer.I love hearing kids laugh and they love designer clothes And perfume, pocket is not together.Then I found Xiaopi "Is that Xiaopi with the noble bloodline of famous dogs?" "Don't be boring." She glared at me and continued, "It's always lying in front of the convenience store at the alley. When I was shopping, he would stand up and look at me, wagging his tail.When I want to go, it will follow me for a while, and then Go back again. " "Well, it really is a famous dog." I nodded. "One night when it was raining, I was surprised that I didn't see it when I went shopping. Etc. After a while, when he was about to open his umbrella and walk back, he saw Xiaopi standing across the street. " "Oh?" "When it saw me, it crossed the road alone and wanted to run towards me. But there were many cars on the road, and the look in its eyes I was very panicked, and ran over in a hurry, so I stopped and ran.I remember there was a screeching car brakes, and The driver's curse sound made me very nervous and scared. When it was about to come here, I immediately dropped the umbrella in my hand and ran out to hold it tightly. " "why?" "I don't know why, but I feel like Xiaopi and I. I just know that the rain kept hitting me on, and my tears kept falling. " She seemed to recall the situation that day, and her eyes couldn't help turning red. She quickly took a deep breath, and then said slowly: "I took it home that night, and it has been up to now." She looked out the window again, the light was gradually turning red, the sun should be going down soon. "The eyes of Xiaoying and her mother are also the silt accumulated in your heart, which should be cleared away." "I know. But after all, it's because of me that I became like this." "Did you do anything?" "No." "Then how could it have anything to do with you?" "But" "Let me give you an example, okay?" Ye Meigui looked at me and nodded. "A child accidentally kicked over a flowerpot on the balcony, and the flowerpot fell to the ground, scaring the cat. The cat ran away in fright, and the dog chased after it. A young man on a motorcycle rode to the fast lane to avoid the dog. The woman driving behind immediately braked suddenly and hit the side of the road telegraph pole and died instantly.Who do you think should be responsible for the death of the driving woman?Child?flowerpot?Cat?dog? youth?Or a telephone pole? " "What nonsense are you talking about?" "Do you think that the divorce was just because Xiaoying's father knew you and liked you?" "Is it not?" "Then you should blame the principal of the kindergarten." "why?" "If he doesn't open a kindergarten, you won't go to work, and Xiaoying won't go to class, so Xiaoying's father I will not know you, so Xiaoying's parents will not divorce. " "This..." Ye Meigui opened her mouth, hesitated to speak. "If you play this kind of game of solitaire, you will never finish it in your life." She glanced at me and bowed her head in silence. "Let me tell you, who do you think we know each other because of?" "It's because of Xiaopi." Ye Meigui smiled slightly: "If Xiaopi hadn't angered my college classmates away, you will not move in. " "Why don't you say it's because of you? If you don't take Xiaopi back, she won't move away." "Exactly." "Then I can also say that we met because of the boss of the Tainan company." "why?" "If the boss didn't run away, I wouldn't go to Taipei, and of course I wouldn't know you." "Oh." She replied. "So, don't play this game of solitaire. You should go back to being a teacher." "is this okay?" "I just want to ask you, do you like being a teacher?" "like." "Are you qualified to be a teacher?" "Can." "Then go back and be a teacher." Ye Meigui calmed down, and the outside of the window gradually became dark as the sun went down.