Chapter 38 15 (2)

In fact, the doctor in charge of Daoying said that it is unimaginable to be able to stand up and walk around with such an injury, but the monster Zhang Daoying did it.He persevered through surgery after surgery and suffered from treatment after treatment.He finally threw away his crutches and stood up and walked on his own two feet.Not just walking, but when in good condition, you can also run or even climb mountains.But now the steps to go to the dating place are so heavy, and the sound of chirping and creaking when stepping on the wooden steps is so harsh.Together with this voice, Liu Xizhen's voice echoed in his mind again.

—Although two years have passed.But now seeing you I still have an urge to hug you.In my body has always been full of a hormone.It's all because of you. —Now you can live.thank goodness ——"Why can't I fly with the wind"? I also have the right to make my life more exciting. ——I will definitely come back in five years. —— Daoying.It's me.Liu Xizhen.do you remember? Do you still remember? The question she asked was very funny, of course he still remembered.It's better to bang your head against a telephone pole and forget everything, than to remember her clearly now.

"Of course I still remember, you are so cute, but also so cruel." The strange thing is that except for her final departure, all the time between him and her was so happy, but what remained in his mind was no longer happy memories, but what Xizhen left brought to him. Come despair.But now even this—that despair, pain, anger has gradually disappeared with the passage of time.It is a good thing to become numb to the pain, but while he can't feel the pain, he can't feel the joy either, and he has become insensitive to anything.Until he bumped into his car, poured wine by herself, went crazy, got locked in the door of the cash machine, and made the so-called love cake. That strange fat-faced woman.

Both Jin Sanshun and Zhang Daoying have experienced the pain of love ending, but Jin Sanshun did not hate life because of it. Jin Sanshun with twinkling eyes and a very rustic name encouraged Daoying in this way: ——You always talk about hormones and stuff and want to end our relationship, but I don't.me.Find someone better after the annoying contract expires, a good man who I like, who likes me.I want to live a happy life! Thinking of Sanshun's appearance when he spoke, the melancholy Daoying's straight-lined mouth slightly curled up.I also want to be more vital like you. When I am lonely, I speak out and strongly advocate the right to happiness and the right to fall in love.But now I'm about to see her from before.

The name is so rustic. Now she once asked him: "Why do you want to live like this?" "Why did you wait five years for her?" At that time he replied: --I do not know either.It is because of infatuation.Still arrogant.Even I don't know. The only thing I can remember is waiting, maybe what is left in my love is only self-esteem.Although Liu Xizhen may not be, but I have truly loved, and I should keep the promise, even though this date is a really ordinary announcement by Liu Xi, but I have no other choice. Ending love in this way, with a mood that no one can understand.According to my mother's instructions, I must choose another type of girl. I can't blindly imitate my previous life. The end should be completely over and start again.Because of this, even though Kim Sam Soon is cute, he always felt that she was Yoo Hee Jin's shadow, and there was no way to start over with her.Seemingly seeing Zhang Daoying's thoughts, Jin Sanshun summed it up in one sentence:

——Daoying originally wanted to know whether Liu Xizhen was a turquoise sea or a gray sea. Whether this girl I'm going to meet now is a sea of ​​turquoise or a sea of ​​gray, I really don't know.I don't know if the love I feel is the love between me and Yoo Hee Jin or the love between me and San Shun.Whether what I am facing is an end or a beginning I don't know. In order to find out the answer, Daoying walked step by step to the coffee shop that he had made an appointment with in advance. Pushing open the door of the coffee shop, the crisp wind chime rang.Dao Ying, who was looking around, finally settled his sights on one place.They met at the age of twenty-two, broke up one day when they were twenty-seven, and Dao Ying, who is now thirty-two, met her again.I saw her again today, five years after being together and five years after we separated.

"how have you been?" Liu Xizhen stretched out her fair little hand and said like a friend who hadn't seen each other for a week instead of five years away.The hands were as pale as in memory, and a faint smile appeared on the face as beautiful as flowers. Evaporation—a metaphor for the sudden disappearance of people or things without knowing their whereabouts. According to the meaning of the dictionary, the owner of Rivera restaurant, which is famous for its expensive prices, evaporated for three consecutive days from the second day after returning from the amusement park.The boss Zhang Daoying is not around, the earth will continue to rotate, and the sun will continue to rise from the east.It can be seen from what the manager said to each employee that he is responsible for the things he is responsible for to the end, he is not dead, he is still alive, but Sanshun is not satisfied because he is not dead.

"If you are not dead, if you are still alive, it should appear now. This person is really, what is he doing now?" For those who are in love, the face of the other party is like chocolate or nutrient solution when they are hungry, but now the chocolate and nutrient solution are gone.Without a word, he just disappeared.So now Sanshun, who has no chocolate and nutrient solution, is so uneasy. It is understandable to evaporate for a day or two, but on the third day, the secret worry made her unable to hold back any longer. She picked up the phone, but the phone However, the electronic sound of "I'm not at home now, please leave a message" came out repeatedly like a parrot.Sanshun didn't leave an electronic sound like Daoying did, because she repeatedly tried to speak to such a machine but couldn't speak, as if she was speaking to a wall.

In the end, she still sent a text message to his unreachable mobile phone: "Where are you?" "Why don't you go to work, where is it uncomfortable?" "What the hell happened...?? Ah!!" She finally used a very special symbol at the end of the sentence "?? Ah!!" Sending text messages mechanically is also a very difficult thing for Sanshun. After struggling to type a few words, he suddenly found that he had entered a wrong word and deleted the text message he just typed.I don't know why Sanshun felt that his body had no strength at all. After barely typing a few words and sending them out, these words disappeared suddenly like Taoism.The man who had kissed me and loved me suddenly disappeared, and the girl who felt inexplicable murmured to herself: "You said you loved me, but you evaporated like this, don't you know it shouldn't be like this?" Is it something that people in love do?"

"Okay, no matter what happens, you will contact me, you big liar." Sanshun mistook the silent phone for him and muttered to himself in a resentful voice.I used to keep silent with my boyfriend for a long time, and finally broke up helplessly.Now he doesn't want to go through this kind of pain anymore, so Sanshun presses the phone's key again to send a text message. "How are you doing, are you sick?" Finally, press the send button, and the screen of the mail being sent is displayed on the LCD screen.At least I can let him know that I am looking for him now and want to see him.

Suddenly, Sanshun picked up the phone again, put it in front of him, and said to the phone angrily and silently: "Hey, cell phone, can you say something? Can you ring a few times, please?!" At this moment, the phone seemed to understand the owner's thoughts, and the text message rang.Sanshun opened the screen in disbelief and saw that it was his text message. "Sorry, I'm in the hospital now, I can't go back, but I'll be fine soon." Seeing his answer in the hospital, Sanshun was both happy and worried. She just wanted to make a call, but she thought about it carefully. Since he sent a text message, it meant that his current situation did not allow him to answer the phone, so she hesitated. After a while, I finally chose to send a text message. "Is it very ill? Where is the hospital? Can I see you?" Another text message. "It hurts, but it's okay." They are all in the hospital, and they still say that they are fine, so why not let me go? Sanshun was in a fit of anger, and text messages came again. "See you later, sorry." In this case, of course he should apologize to her, but the three words "sorry" on the phone made her feel even more scared, and he said sorry to her suddenly disappeared before her eyes, what does it mean? The first half of the sentence "see you later" made her feel at ease, but the second half of the sentence "sorry" made her very scared.This complicated mood made her stay in the kitchen after get off work.After midnight, she stood up from the chair she was sitting on and went back to work. "I'm sorry? I like to say sorry every day, and I won't let you go easily this time!" Two days later in the early morning, Sanshun, who was determined not to forgive Daoying, still stood downstairs in Daoying's apartment.She looked very nervous, muttering and practicing what she would say when she saw Dao Ying: "I heard that you are sick. Since we have worked together in the past few months, it would be embarrassing not to see you, so I chose to come here. It is very close to the hotel, and I just go to work after a glance." Sanshun looked cold, she muttered for a while, suddenly something seemed to be boiling in her heart, then her tone changed completely: "I said you, you were talking about sex with me, why did you suddenly disappear in the world so irresponsibly? Don't you think this is too much? Although I said these words not because of the period when you were not here I miss you so much." But three seconds later, her menacing look immediately turned into a face full of melancholy: "Where did something go wrong? Is it still hurting?" This may be what she wants to say most in her heart, and everything else is just an excuse.She misses him very much now, and those few text messages from Daoying made her miss him even more. Sanshun kept looking down at the bag in his hand in embarrassment. The thermos cup in the bag contained the thousand leaves and sushi that Daoying liked very much. It can be seen how well-intentioned Sanshun is. She kneaded the dough with a dough stick and made Qianzhangye's pies. The heart of the man who left without leaving a word seemed to be hidden under Qianzhangye. "I'm sick now, why don't you say I'm sorry, Daoying, do you know? Those few text messages you sent made me suffer? "I've never been so afraid as I am now. Your silent disappearance is really worrying. It makes me doubt whether your feelings for me are true. She who left you before returns now When I arrived in Korea, I was so afraid to hear you say that she is not a gray ocean, but still your turquoise ocean. It’s just that I haven’t seen you for a few days, but I’m so afraid that the deadline is not a few days, but forever. Sister After hearing these words, you must ask me why I took this difficult road, but I am really afraid that the relationship between me and you has ended before it started..." In the end, Sanshun mustered up the courage and walked into the apartment with the bag, but when she stepped on the second step, she was stunned by the scene in front of her. The him that she misses day and night is standing in front of her now, but at this moment, there is another girl standing beside him. In this dry morning full of vitality.The girl who appeared with him was as beautiful as a flower, her fair face was only half the size of San Shun's, and her shoulder-length black hair reached her shoulders. She looked thinner and more beautiful than San Shun.Sanshun instinctively guessed that she was Liu Xizhen who Daoying had never forgotten. "She looks a lot like me? Daoying is such a liar."