Chapter 35 14.Can I share happiness with you?

My dad said this: Because I am Papa's daughter, So I want to live well and marry a good man; My sisters also have a responsibility to live well. After sitting and chatting for a long time, I started to feel tired. I didn't think so at first, but at some point, they were lying side by side on the bed in the bedroom.I only took off my leather shoes and jacket, but I still put on my clothes completely, just like when I went to the video studio. For this woman whom he likes more and more and is more and more interested in, suddenly, a question that he didn't have the courage to ask before - why do you need money so much recently?

"In my house, I don't have a separate room, but I have my garden. But because my father gave a guarantee to someone else, something happened to the guarantor in the middle, and my house with a garden will be auctioned off." Said this old-fashioned Her face turned red with embarrassment.Girls look like flowers when they smile.The girl with the face like a flower has been chattering about her family. "The father who provided us with the garden, the mother who scolded me all day why I didn't go on a blind date recently, the clever and beautiful second sister who is occasionally annoying but very kind, the younger brother who is the pillar of the family, and went to the countryside to take care of his sick brother-in-law. The elder sister of the herb, and the nephew left by the elder sister."

"How nice, you, to be with your family all the time, not to be separated." Daoying said.At this time, Daoying thought of the last golden sunny afternoon spent with his lost family members.About that afternoon, Daoying thought over and over many times.When the sun went down and I went home, I took the key from my brother who looked tired... If I hadn't driven the car at that time, what would have happened? Five years have passed, and he smiled self-deprecatingly at Sanshun, who was listening to his life experience, and continued: "In that case, brother and sister-in-law are still alive; seven-year-old Meizhu will not be unable to speak like now, but Will sing to me while I play the piano; my dick won't sting when it rains like it does now."

"On the day of parting, my face must have looked extremely pale. If she hadn't left, I wouldn't have waited for her in such a daze. Although my body is still alive, my heart is already dead. If that day If I didn't drive out, the prime of my life wouldn't be like a funeral." Sanshun who quietly listened to the encounter in Daoying stared blankly at the man in front of him, and said softly: "But what if?" Daoying nodded as if agreeing with Sanshun who had just hiccupped.It’s really useless, but because he was in the car accident, even though I knew Sanshun was right, I still couldn’t let go of the assumption in my heart: If I don’t go that day, if I don’t take the key from my brother , if I don't take the short cut I think, probably nothing will happen.

Daoying's contemplation was interrupted by Sanshun's soft hand lying next to him. It was Daoying who stroked Sanshun's face many times before, but now it was Sanshun who was touching Daoying's face.Gently, as if to tell him not to be sad about it anymore. "Shouldn't we be happy now? You and me." Her unhurried voice and gentle hands made the corners of his eyes moist.He didn't want the girl to see him crying, so he buried his face in the girl's arms, put his hands on her body and said softly: "You should live happily, but I don't have the right to live happily gone."

At that moment, Sanshun panicked, she panicked extremely.The first is because I have never been so close to a man in bed, so tightly hugged.If my mother or sister Erying saw it, it would be... and why Daoying buried her head in the most fleshy part of her. This posture made her feel very panicked, and then there was the question of whether Daoying had the right to happiness.Sanshun felt that answering this question was a very difficult one for himself.How should she answer at this time? Dao Ying, who likes to laugh at others, might laugh at herself again if she accidentally said the wrong thing.

After thinking for a long time, Sanshun finally replied hesitantly: "By the way, my father said that because I am my father's daughter, I must live a good life and marry a good family; my sisters also have the responsibility to live well." Sanshun's very serious answer was not as rigid as the constitution says that everyone has the right to pursue happiness. Just explaining why she wants to live a happy life like this still made her nervous and sweating profusely. "Daoying, if you have been worrying about whether you should pursue happiness all day long, and the pressure is heavy, and you become like an old bachelor in the end, your mother will not let you go like this, will she?"

At this moment, at this moment, Sanshun clearly felt that Daoying, who buried his head in his stomach, smiled "poof".At the same time, Sanshun also felt Daoying's even breathing.Dao Ying, who told me not to laugh like this all day, is now laughing non-stop on his stomach. No matter how much Sanshun tried to remove Daoying's head from his stomach, Daoying still buried his head deeply in it, and at the end of the laugh, Daoying whispered to Sanshun: "I really like you, I want to laugh when I see you." Does he mean I'm funny? Is it a good thing to hear a guy say to himself that he wants to laugh, or is it a bad thing?

Daoying seemed to see that Sanshun was thinking about the meaning of this sentence, and said with a smile: "It's a good idea." Sanshun was relieved until after a while his low voice rang in her ears. "Now I can imagine what it would be like if I hugged you." To be honest, Sanshun was very scared, she remembered what he said to the girl who came to the blind date during the blind date. --correct.Can you imagine you kissing and hugging me.End up lingering in a bed? ——I can't imagine not knowing anything about you.Kiss and make love with you, and finally have children and continue the family line.

It was so sudden that I came to this hotel with him, and now, the light from the desk lamp was rendered into one piece, and the big bed where I was lying together, all of this began to become so creepy.When we were in Paris and Min Hyun Jae had a time like this, at that time no matter what, we escaped, but now? Daoying's face, which was buried in Sanshun's arms unconsciously, began to slowly approach Sanshun's face. This is not allowed! Although Sanshun likes this person, she does not want to have physical contact with Daoying who is waiting for other girls.She was so nervous, she wanted to tell him no.Daoying stared at her with a very serious expression, kissed Sanshun suddenly, then lay beside Sanshun and looked at the ceiling and said, "Let's do it next time!"

I have experienced a lot of incredible things today.In the seconds before he said those words, the darkness of the night had made her extremely nervous.Sanshun, who was lying in Daoying's arms, thought so. Unknowingly, Sanshun fell asleep in his embrace mixed with the smell of face cream and cigarettes, as if his embrace was hers from the beginning, even though her sister Erying would be dizzy when she saw the current scene. I spent the night like this in the hotel room with this man, and the next morning, I opened the door and went out.This was the first time this happened to Jin Sanshun in her twenty-nine years of life. Although she spent the morning light together in the apartment building in Daoying before, she remembered that when she woke up, she was shocked, and the only thing in her mind was from that The idea of ​​escaping from a ghost place.But it's different now, Sanshun spent the night in the same bed with this man voluntarily without drinking a drop of alcohol and sober.What's different from last time is that Sanshun's face now has a faint red tide. How lucky not to have my mom see the current scene.If Mom saw me the way I am now, she would shave all my hair off on the spot.Fortunately, this is the moon country inside the earth. In front of San Shun who was waiting for Dao Ying to pay the bill, there was that familiar face, but he didn't want to see it. "I heard you put chili flakes in my engagement cake?" In any case, Sanshun had a romantic night, so when she faced this girl whose fiancé had a change of heart, and heard the girl ask such a question in a surprisingly quiet voice, her heart snapped down.Although Min Hyun Woo is a person who is not worthy of pity even if she sheds tears, but Jung Hye Ryeon has no crime other than embarrassing Sam Soon in Nantes! Thinking about it now, the chili noodle cake on the day of the engagement ceremony was really too much, Sanshun hurriedly put down his airs and apologized to his high school classmates: "I'm so sorry for you." "Of course you have to say sorry to me, if you are still a person." This princess-like arrogant answer dissipated Sanshun's apology just like smoke. "First of all, I want to explain that I was the one who dated Min Hyun Woo first. Now I feel lucky to break up with him, but at that time he betrayed me because of you." Huilian continued to say to Sanshun who was at a loss with her rabbit eyes in a strange tone: "Don't you watch CF? Love is fluid and will change. A good woman will always be matched with a good man. Although I didn't know the fact that Min Hyun-ja had a girlfriend at the time, but even if I knew at the time, I wouldn't mind, let alone someone like you, I have nothing to say." Sanshun's apologetic mood suddenly disappeared, and a surge of anger surged up in his heart.Huilian didn't realize that at some point, the sarcasm on the corner of Sanshun's mouth became similar to that of Daoying. "Love really seems to flow. I saw your fiancé wanting to end it with you yesterday." Sanshun's blow worked, and Huilian's expression became as if she had been slapped in the face.After a while, a voice trembling with grinding teeth emerged from her lips, which were smearing light brown lipstick upright: "That person is not the one I was engaged to anymore, because of you, we broke up. By the way, I have to thank you for that, it's not because of you, I didn't know Min Hyun Woo was a bitch and might marry him .” The dirty word that came out of the princess's mouth without hesitation made Sanshun's already round eyes even rounder.At this time, Huilian suddenly showed a strange smile to Sanshun. If she was not Sanshun but a man, she might be confused by such a smile. "So I want to repay you. I always have a message to tell you. Do you know Liu Xizhen? It is the woman who the man who spent last night with you loved very much before and even planned to marry." Of course Sanshun knew the name.But before Huilian said this name, she never thought that this name would come out of Huilian's mouth. "This woman came back not long ago. So I guess your self-righteousness is here, San Shun." Huilian's soft tone did not make Sanshun feel comfortable, Sanshun quickly understood what Huilian said, her heart was beating abnormally fast, but she didn't want Huilian to know this fact, so she opened her eyes wide and used Said in a clear voice: "Do you yourself know what kind of person you are?" "I'm just giving you back what I got, and if it's wrong to do so, there's nothing I can do about it." Sanshun's high school classmate still had a lovely smile on her face, and said softly: "People, especially men, don't care about anything else as long as a woman has a pretty face."