Chapter 33 13 (2)

"Drink it, it will calm you down." After entering the guest room, Daoying simply mixed a cocktail in the mini bar in the corner of the room and handed it to Sanshun.Because Sanshun has been hiccupping since the kiss.Kiss is not white wine, but she just kept hiccupping as if she drank a whole bottle of white wine.Sanshun was so ashamed that she wished she could find a crack in the ground and sneak in. "It's all because of you! It's only been a few days since you said you won't kiss me anymore, what's the matter? As soon as you get angry, you suddenly...uh!"

Kissing her is wrong. Although the contract states that you can’t stand on two feet, it’s wrong to get angry at her just because she’s with other men! Hugging her who was crying for other men, and kissing her, these It's all wrong.But he did it, desperately.What is the reason? He looked at her, as if he wanted to find the answer from her, only to see that she hiccupped immediately after drinking the glass of cocktail in one breath, and at the same time found that the other party was staring at him, and panicked "uh, uh" The hiccups formed a series.Seeing this, Daoying laughed out loud.

"You are so funny. I couldn't laugh at first, but your appearance is too ridiculous." In the past, Sanshun would have angrily ordered the other party not to laugh at himself, but this time the laughter of the Taoist camp was obviously different from usual, so Sanshun asked stupidly: "Why can't you laugh?" "The word happiness is not allowed in my life." From Sanshun's point of view, he has always been a puzzling person, but now this is the weirdest thing Zhang Daoying has ever said.The word "happiness" is not allowed in life? What kind of weird saying is this? Desperately earning money and talking about a life-and-death relationship are all to make life happier and happier, but what does he mean by that? Sanshun couldn't figure it out, so he asked, "Why can't you be happy?"

Sanshun's question made Daoying suddenly become melancholy.But this melancholy expression disappeared without a trace in an instant, a sly smile appeared on his face, and he asked back: "Well, I haven't told anyone so far, if I tell You, what can you do for me?" Sanshun wanted to reply after hearing this: "If you don't want to say it, then don't say it, I don't care to listen!" But she swallowed the words again, because she really wanted to know.Although I kept complaining about being kissed by force, I didn't break free from his embrace at that time. I once said that I didn't want to be entangled by this monster man, but now I vaguely found that I seemed to have fallen into an extremely delicate situation.It was all nerve-wracking indeed, but she still wanted to hear his answer.So after thinking about what she could do for him, she said, "Well, I will be your girlfriend for two more months after the contract expires."

Dao Ying snorted, and then fell into deep thought as if he had a small calculation in his heart.Sanshun didn't know if the conditions he said would suit him. If he followed the routine, he should have said, "I'm willing to do whatever you ask me to do." But when a man and a woman share a room, this sentence is dangerous. It's better not to say anything.Fortunately, the man didn't seem to hate the conditions she offered, and after a while, he slowly explained the reasons why happiness was not allowed in his life. "Because I am not entitled to joy and happiness. I killed my brother, my sister-in-law, my legs, and my love."

Sanshun was at a loss for words. "That day, the sun was particularly dazzling. Although it has been five years, I have never seen a more dazzling sun than that day." Dao Ying said slowly.At that time, he had just started to study hotel management with his elder brother for a few months, and he was very busy. He remembered that day, his elder brother said with a smile: "Let's go to photosynthesis too!" Then he took his wife and two-year-old daughter Went out with his younger brother Daoying. "If you want to call Shang Xizhen, call him. I haven't seen my future siblings for a long time."

What my brother said made Daoying smile bitterly: "I haven't seen her for a long time, and my impression is almost blurred." I asked her to go with me on the phone yesterday, but she reprimanded me for not underestimating the intern doctor in the hospital: "Whose wound is Mr. Daoying rubbing salt in now? It's not easy to be an intern, and it's not easy for me to be a specialist resident who has been working for a year. The pressure has been so great recently, which made me indigestion and nausea. Well, I guess now even the female ghost will call me sister and follow me when she sees me—she has no powder on her face, but her face is frighteningly pale."

Hearing the lover's complaints from the other end of the phone, Dao Ying said in a tricky way: "Disgusting? Are you pregnant?" "Tch! It's really a dog's mouth that can't spit out ivory! Even if I get married in the future, I will not stop my studies, and I will definitely not stop my contraception!" Her shrill voice from yesterday echoed in Daoying's ears.What about contraception? I was so busy that I didn't even give the chance to contraception.Daoying complained to his brother that he seemed to have become a widower before he got married. "People say that it's not easy to be an intern, and it's not so easy to be a specialist resident doctor after a year. They also said that they would rather save five minutes of seeing me to catch up on sleep! Recently, I have begun to doubt whether I should really married her."

"Isn't she that good? Everything is so serious." Maybe she was in love at the time, and Daoying felt that she was so cute who seemed to put her career ahead of herself.But Daoying, who went to the grass field in the suburbs with his family to enjoy the gaze bath, made up his mind secretly: next time, he will take her out of the hospital no matter what, so that her pale face can also undergo photosynthesis. Lovely little niece running on the turquoise lawn under sunlight like melted lemon juice, sister-in-law smiling and preparing box lunch for husband and brother-in-law, brother tenderly looking at wife and daughter with happy face Smile, if you take a photo at this time, Daoying wants to title the photo "Happiness".If I bring my cute doctor girlfriend with me next time, "Happiness 2", "Happiness 3", and "Happiness 4" will be shown.However, Daoying didn't know at this time that such happiness would become fragmented in an instant.

To briefly summarize, the result is as follows: On the way home on a sunny day, a car carrying a family of four driven by Daoying collided with another car, and two of the four people in the car died.The brother who was sitting in the passenger seat and the sister-in-law who was pregnant with the child in the back seat passed away in the ambulance and the emergency room of the hospital respectively.The child and Dao Ying in the driver's seat survived.Although the little niece is the weakest, she miraculously survived under the protection of her mother's arms.Daoying survived, and what told him he was not dead was the piercing pain after regaining consciousness.

"Are you awake? Mr. Daoying, can you recognize who I am?" Xizhen, who was looking down at her, turned out to be as frighteningly pale as she said on the phone.If he could talk, Daoying would like to ask her why she stayed here, what happened to the pain that seemed to be dismembered all over her body, and what happened to her brother's family who was in the same car with him.But at the moment he couldn't say anything. "The doctor will be here soon. Your mother just went out, so I'll go and invite her here." Just as she turned around to go out, Dao Ying struggled to squeeze out the sound of "Oh, oh".The girlfriend who had been dating for five years quickly saw from the eyes of his lover what he wanted to ask, and she said in a trembling voice: "My brother and sister-in-law have passed away, and Meizhu is now being looked after by my aunt." No matter how broken the body was, tears could still flow down.Perhaps this was the first time he had shed tears in front of her since he knew her.Wiping the tears from his cheeks gently, she said in a sobbing voice, "Thank God that you are alive now." He survived.But he doesn't know how to live in the future.He just had a vague premonition that life would be different in the future. The doctor said that he couldn't tell whether his left leg could still walk freely as before. His brother and sister-in-law passed away, and his body was so painful, and receiving treatment was so painful and boring, but even though his original life had changed, he firmly believed The lover who hugged himself and said thank him for surviving will always be by his side.But less than a month after the accident, that pale face said to herself the following words: "I'm going to Boston this time, and I won't be back until about five years later." She said calmly as she put a few calla lilies that looked like hers into the vase.Hearing that tone, it seemed that he was just going to stay at a nearby relative's house for a few days.At first, he thought she was joking, but this time he actually hated the joke very much, no, it should be said that he was afraid. "If you want to make me happy, you're making a wrong wishful thinking. It's not funny at all." Although he replied angrily on the surface, the way Xizhen stared at him intently with her dark eyes made his heart start beating wildly.Her eyes told him everything: I'm not kidding, I really want to leave you. He fell in love vigorously for five years, and firmly believed that he would spend this life with this person, but the sudden words of the other party made Daoying not know where to start.After a while, he struggled to squeeze out a word, which was the word he had to ask at the moment: "Why?" "Go to study. I had submitted materials to Boston before, but I didn't expect to go there. I didn't expect the result to be unexpected. It's a pity to give up this opportunity." "Then why go now?" Dao Ying also knew that she had the desire to go out to study, but the timing was so unfortunate.Why is it now that he can't walk independently and needs her like air? No matter how Dao Ying asks, she just repeats the words to go.At the end of the stalemate, Daoying stared at her with bloodshot eyes and asked a very painful question: "Did you decide to leave me because of my disability?" "do not talk like that!" "So what should I say in this situation? Am I supposed to congratulate you on your success abroad? You're such a bad woman!" If in the past, she said she wanted to study abroad, Daoying would understand and support her choice even if she was sad, because she was only going to study abroad.But now she seems to choose to go abroad not to study abroad but to escape the lame Zhang Daoying, which shows that the relationship between them is actually over.This is the only way to explain her actions now.At this moment, Daoying wanted to grab her and beg her in his heart: don't go, I've had enough torture, why do you still come to torture me, please don't go, don't. But his strong self-esteem made him keep these words in his heart.He didn't grab her, but grabbed the mattress tightly, with anger in his eyes: "If you leave now, it will be over between us, you did it on purpose knowing that there would be such a result, smart Liu Xizhen doctor?" She replied with a weary voice: "Daoying, do you still remember my favorite song "Over the Rainbow"? It's like the lyrics say 'Why can't I fly with the wind'? I also let my life live More exciting rights." What she said was so natural that he couldn't refute it.I used to think that two people would walk together forever on the road of life, but now it seems that the two of them are destined to part ways.All happiness and misfortune will be borne by each alone.I never dreamed that Zhang Daoying and Liu Xizhen would break up on this day.There is nothing more to say.I almost couldn't help shedding tears in front of this bad woman, and made a fool of myself.Daoying held back his tears, turned his back, and said to the wall: "I will fulfill your power, goodbye." The sound of the door opening and closing reached Dao Ying's ears, Dao Ying thought she had walked out quickly, but she didn't go out, but turned Dao Ying's face to herself.Today Xizhen's face looked extraordinarily pale, and the sharp expression during the quarrel just now had been replaced by a sad expression.I just heard her say: "I will definitely come back in five years." "Anyway, I will come back in the future. Why don't you just stay by my side from now on. I will receive treatment and strive for a speedy recovery." Daoying swallowed the words that he almost spit out, held back the tears that were about to flow, and forced out a sentence: "It's too ridiculous, who would wait for a woman like you for five years?" Dao Ying's eye sockets started to heat up, and seeing unsatisfactory tears were about to come out of his eyes, he violently broke free from her hand, and turned his face to the wall.After a while, there was the sound of high heels tapping on the floor and the sound of a door closing.He was the last one left in the ward. That day, he burst into tears for the first time.Fearing that his wailing sound would reach the ears of the woman who abandoned him, he covered himself in the quilt and bit the pillow to vent. This is also the last time he cried for his love with Liu Xizhen.