Chapter 4 Chapter Four

In Shenghui Academy, Luo Xi's light gradually became extremely dazzling, and seemed to have a tendency to surpass the young master.In the past, Luo Xi was only excellent and gentle in the eyes of the girls, but after the theft, he was like a prince who suffered innocently on the cross, with a faint gleam of fragility in his soft smile.Because she once misunderstood him and didn't stand up when he needed it most, every girl blamed herself so much that she couldn't forgive herself. So they swear. They will protect their Luo Xi with more love and care in the future! Whenever Yin Xiamo and Xiaocheng came home from school, the ground in front of the courtyard was always piled up with all kinds of gifts for Luo Xi, and the mailbox was also filled with many letters to Luo Xi without postmarks.There was even a very cute girl who secretly hid in the corner streets every day. Whenever Yin Xiamo saw her, she turned and ran away with a blushing face.Dad laughed, Luo Xi is so popular, she can become a star in the future.

However, in recent days, Yin Xiamo found that Xiao Cheng seemed to have something on his mind. When he was eating, his chopsticks were empty several times. When he was painting, he sat blankly staring at the canvas. He didn't seem to hear her calling him several times.Later, under her questioning, Xiaocheng said distressedly that his mother's birthday would be in a few days, and he didn't know what gift to give her.In the past, he always gave his mother a picture he drew, but this year is his mother's 40th birthday. Apart from paintings, he also wanted to give some special gifts.

"Xiaocheng is so good." Yin Xiamo comforted him, "No matter what you give to mom, mom will be very happy. Well, that's good. If you have any gifts you want to buy, just tell me. She still has some part-time workers. money." Xiaocheng nodded. Two days later in the evening, Yin Xiamo was watering the flowers and plants in the courtyard, Luo Xi was singing under the cherry tree with a guitar in his arms, and Xiao Cheng ran in with a newspaper excitedly as if cheering. "Sister! Brother Luo Xi!" There is a very conspicuous news on the front page of the newspaper.The TV station has launched a new entertainment program called "Superstar". Anyone, regardless of age, can sign up to participate, and the song is optional.The rules of the show are that there will be popular singers as judges for each show, and as long as one of the judges hits the small gong in front of him, the contestants must stop singing.According to the number of seconds of each contestant's singing time, the TV station will award bonuses, and they can get ten yuan in cash per second.Finally, the one with the longest singing time is selected from all the contestants as the champion, who can participate in the next competition and get a reward of 5,000 yuan as the champion.

"Shall we go to participate?!" Xiaocheng shouted excitedly, "Brother Luoxi sings so well, we will definitely win! And the day of the first competition happened to be my mother's birthday! Sister, brother Luoxi and I were on TV Sing to mom in it, mom will be very happy!" Yin Xiamo rubbed her forehead with her fingers. She thought about it, how to reject Xiao Cheng so as not to disappoint him. "I'm not going." Luo Xi said expressionlessly. Xiao Cheng opened his eyes wide in astonishment, very at a loss: "Brother Luo Xi..." "Hey!"

Yin Xiamo glared at Luo Xi immediately, he was speaking too directly.Luo Xi looked at her indifferently, with a malicious smile on his lips, then got up and left without looking back. Xiao Cheng lowered his head. Yin Xiamo could see tears swirling in Xiaocheng's eye sockets, watery, struggling hard not to flow out. "Xiaocheng, we can give mom other gifts... Uh, how about the perfume... or a necklace..." Although she also felt that the idea of ​​participating in a TV show was very strange, she still felt extremely uncomfortable seeing Xiaocheng's lost look . Xiao Cheng lowered his head and did not speak.

A tear fell softly into the soil of the courtyard. Yin Xiamo quickly hugged him: "Good boy, don't cry... Do you really want to participate?" Xiaocheng nodded. "Okay," she gritted her teeth, "my sister will accompany you! However, my sister and you are not very good at singing, and it is very likely that you will not pass the application. Don't be disappointed then, okay?" "Sister---" Xiaocheng sobbed and snuggled into her embrace, a childish and faint milky fragrance permeated her heart. Yin Xiamo was very sure at first that it was absolutely impossible for the TV station to let singing rookies like her and Xiao Cheng pass the initial registration test.Who knows, because Saturday's live broadcast is the first time, and because many viewers don't know much about this show, there are actually very few people who sign up!

The TV station staff facing the preliminary screening. She and Xiao Cheng sang the school song. The singing is very childish. The staff members seemed not interested in her and Xiao Cheng's singing. They stood around and looked at them one by one, whispering "you are so beautiful", "so cute"... Wait for her and Xiaocheng to finish singing. The aunt who worked at the TV station kindly told Yin Xiamo that they had passed the screening and could participate in the recording of the show on Saturday night.Yin Xiamo swayed, as if someone had hit her head with a club, staring at her eyes.Xiaocheng jumped up happily.

Yin Xiamo was still in a daze until she got home and started to eat dinner. She stared blankly at the rice in the bowl and suddenly felt that she had lost her appetite.Although she didn't care how many seconds she could sing and whether she could become the champion, she didn't want to be ashamed like an idiot in the live TV broadcast.She was in a daze for a long time, not noticing that her father and mother had been looking at her worriedly, even Luo Xi had glanced at her several times, only Xiao Cheng was eating happily. After dinner. "Hey!" Yin Xiamo called to stop Luo Xi who was about to leave.She pretended to be indifferent and calm, but she couldn't hide a slight blush on her cheeks.

night. Golden full moon. Under the cherry tree. "Want me to teach you how to sing?" Luo Xi looked at Yin Xiamo with a half-smile, and he looked at her with interest, which made her a little angry.She couldn't stand his mocking gaze, and wanted to turn around and leave, but reason made her stand stiffly in front of him. "Take it as my reward for helping you last time." She said flatly. "Hey, why should I repay you." He leaned lazily against the tree trunk, smiling beautifully, "Did I ask you to help me back then? It seems not." Her eyes narrowed slightly.

"Of course, I can also teach you how to sing." Luo Xi lazily plucked the guitar in his arms, "But you have to remember that you owe me, and you have to pay me back in the future." She glared at him.This kid, with such a hard mouth, likes to put on airs all day long.Seeing her angry look, he asked her with a light smile, "What song do you want to sing?" Yin Xiamo thought for a while: "Just sing the song you usually like to sing, it's very nice." All night. Luo Xi was playing the guitar under the tree. Yin Xiamo and Xiaocheng practiced the song over and over again.

"... Black cat meowing on the roof The milk in the pot is about to boil the sun is shining I hide in the quilt and sleep late Mom called me a lazy cat Sunshine to the ass The black cat is jumping and jumping on the roof Mom is making noise I covered my ears and yelled milk is boiling Mom rushes back to the kitchen Jingle, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping everything is messed up ..." A round moon hung in the night, and the mischievous and cheerful singing made the branches and leaves of the cherry trees chuckle.Singing and singing, Yin Xiamo's throat became dry, hoarse and feverish, and Xiao Cheng also sang a little out of breath. "How are we singing?" She sat on the stone platform to wipe off her sweat and asked worriedly. Luo Xi put down the guitar, moved her sore fingers, looked at her, then at Xiao Cheng who was nervous, and said, "Do you want to hear the truth?" Yin Xiamo was suddenly depressed. Luo Xi laughed out loud, leaning back and forth. Time flies. In the blink of an eye it was Saturday night. In the backstage dressing room of the TV station, all the contestants are preparing nervously.Some people put on makeup, some drank water to moisten their throats, some practiced dancing in the open space, and some kept checking their clothes for any flaws.The music in the live broadcast hall was already playing, and the two hosts excitedly introduced the guests to stir up the atmosphere. The TV station staff ran in to make everyone get ready and listen to the schedule to play at any time. In an inconspicuous corner of the dressing room. "Sister...you..." Xiao Cheng huddled next to Yin Xiamo's shoulder, seeing that the other contestants in the room were basically adults, his voice couldn't help but feel a little timid. "Are you nervous..." Yin Xiamo closed her eyes and listened to the competition songs in the earphones. There was another ear-piercing "铛──!" from the live broadcast hall. Another contestant was knocked down by the judges' gong. Xiaocheng leaned closer to Yin Xiamo: "Sister...do you think...we can sing for a few seconds?" At this time, a staff member came in and shouted: "No. 6 enters! No. 7 is ready! Hurry up! Hurry up!" Yin Xiamo stood up, she took off the earphones, moved her body, quietly wiped off the cold sweat from her palms, and then pulled Xiao Cheng, who was a little pale, from the chair.She put her hands on his shoulders and stared at him tightly: "Remember, after you come to the stage, you treat everyone as dead!" Xiao Cheng shuddered: "I...I...I'm afraid of dead people..." Yin Xiamo took a deep breath and rubbed her forehead: "Did you tell mom to watch TV?" "told." She was speechless and silent. "Because I was worried that my mother would forget to watch TV... I specially set this program to turn on automatically..." Xiaocheng said as if he wanted to cry. "No. 7 is on the stage! No. 8 is ready! Quick! Quick! Quick!!" "Don't worry, it's okay with my sister here!" She smiled calmly, "After you came to the stage, you treat everything as carrots and cabbages, do you understand?" Xiaocheng nodded vigorously. Yin Xiamo took his hand and walked out, suddenly her toes hooked onto the chair legs somehow, and almost tripped over with an "ah", Xiaocheng looked at her in panic, she coughed, her expression still looked extremely calm. live hall. The lights on the ceiling were dazzling and bright, the rose-red stage was magnificently arranged, and dry ice continued to emerge from all sides.Surrounding the stage is the auditorium, and each audience holds something like a light stick in their hand.The three judges sat right in front of the stage, and the one sitting in the middle of the judges' seat was Hua Meifeng, a powerful female singer. She was wearing a long cheongsam with silver sequins, shining brightly, with a string of shining diamond necklaces around her neck, and her hair was extremely short. The contours of her face were deep and beautiful, and she was shaking a small hammer in her hand. It was obvious that she had just struck the gong to let the previous contestant leave.The other two judges are male singers who are not very famous and whisper to Hua Meifeng. The two hosts sang together excitedly: "Ah, the contestants danced very well just now!" "Yes, yes, it's a pity that I accidentally fell, but it's okay, I can come back next time after more practice." "Yes! Our superstar welcomes all audience members to actively participate!" "You are a big star!" The two hosts exaggerated their signature poses of the show. "As of now, the longest singing seconds among the contestants is 58 seconds of No. 3 contestant!" "Is there anyone who can break this record?" "Next is a pair of cute Yin sisters and brothers will perform!" "Yes! The song they are going to sing is "Black Cat and Milk"!" "Ah, very interesting song title." "That's right, will this cute pair of siblings have a surprising performance?!" "Let us welcome the Yin brothers and sisters!" The music sounded, and white smoky dry ice poured out from around the stage. A beautiful girl walked out pulling a cute boy. The light was dim, and the spotlights as bright as day were projected directly on the siblings.My elder sister was wearing a black men's dress, her long curly hair was tied up with green lace, and her eyes were as bright as sea water under the sun.The younger brother is also wearing a little black dress, with big eyes, blinking in a little fright in the close-up, very cute. Yin family. The TV suddenly turned on, and there were voices and music coming from it.Dad, who was smoking in the rocking chair in the living room, and Mom, who was mopping the floor, looked over in surprise. On the TV, on the gorgeous and magnificent stage, under the dazzling white light, a pair of sisters and brothers smiled cutely like angels, holding hands, and said to the camera: "We want to dedicate this song to my mother. Today is my mother's birthday. , here, we want to wish mom a happy birthday!" On the stage, Yin Xiamo gestured to the sound engineer. The music stopped abruptly! The audience in the audience and the judges in front were all stunned! At this moment, Yin Xiamo and Xiao Cheng showed mischievous smiles on their faces. They made a wrong step, dodged each other, clapped their hands together, and danced briskly. "Hi!" "Hi!" "yoo!" "yoo!" The music sounded again, and it changed into an R&B rap style with brisk rhythm and strong rhythm. Yin Xiamo and Xiaocheng danced playful steps and began to sing "yoo" and "yoo". On the large LCD screen, the seconds have already started counting. "... Black cat meowing on the roof The milk in the pot is about to boil the sun is shining I hide in the quilt and sleep late Mom called me a lazy cat Sunshine to the ass The black cat is jumping and jumping on the roof Mom is making noise I covered my ears and yelled milk is boiling Mom rushes back to the kitchen Jingle, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping, ping everything is messed up ..." Along with the music, Yin Xiamo and Xiaocheng danced more and more relaxed, posing many poses playfully and cutely, and began to rap the first paragraph of the lyrics with expressions on their faces.Xiaocheng pretended to be a child, Yin Xiamo pretended to be a mother, and the lyrics were funny. The two siblings acted cutely and mischievously. The audience couldn't help but waved their light sticks to cheer for them. The seconds on the LCD screen are counting up rapidly. "45 seconds!" "46 seconds!" "47 seconds!" ... All the lights were gathered on the stage, and in the most remote corner of the auditorium around, a figure of a teenager was hidden in the darkness, no one would notice him.She is smarter than he imagined, Luo Xi chuckled, she actually turned the song into a rap, relaxed and humorous, lively and moving, and just relying on those "hi" and "yoo" can take a lot of time. He looked at Yin Xiamo. Among the countless light sticks, the fifteen-year-old has the brightest smile on her face, her eyes are bright, her dance steps are immature and cheerful, and she seems to be two people from the usual indifferent and indifferent, two people in a completely different world. It's just that the main theme of this song is about to be sung. He suddenly felt. She seemed to be starting to stiffen and tense. In the hot spotlight. Yin Xiamo's palms gradually broke out in cold sweat. During the rehearsal, she asked Xiaocheng to only be responsible for the rap part, and she could complete the melody part of the music by herself.She was very calm when she told Xiaocheng. She is the older sister. The elder sister is the person that the younger brother can rely on. The elder sister should not panic or be nervous.However, her heartbeat became disordered, her head felt a little dizzy, her palms were sweaty, and there seemed to be Venus popping out in front of her eyes, all she could hear was the buzzing music in her ears, and Xiao Cheng sang the last line of the lyrics. Yin Xiamo gritted her teeth. She closed her eyes, trying to let herself forget all distracting thoughts, opened her mouth, and the singing was in her throat.However, she didn't hear it. The music is gone. abruptly. The original music is gone! Quiet, the live broadcast hall suddenly became quiet.The sound engineer frantically checked the machine.The audience looked at each other, and so did the judges. Ou Zhai's study. "Master." Steward Shen knocked on the door respectfully and came in, walked to Ou Chen who was checking the computer files, and whispered a few words.Ou Chen frowned, got up and picked up the remote control of the TV, and a familiar girl figure suddenly appeared on the huge screen. The gorgeous rose-colored stage, the gorgeous crystal chandelier, she stood alone under the strong light, her limbs were a little helpless and stiff, as if she was trying to pretend to be calm, but her lips were getting paler and paler. She can't hear the music. Yin Xiamo stood blankly under the hot spotlight. She couldn't hear the music, the singing in her throat completely went blank, her mind was empty, she couldn't think of anything, the lyrics and melody were completely forgotten.The more she told herself not to panic, she couldn't panic, the more panicked she suddenly became.Just like when she was seven years old, she stood blankly on the stage, watching her mother fall heavily down the stage, blood gushing from the corners of her mother's mouth and nose, and her whole body was as stiff as ice. live on the LCD screen. Seconds are still counting. "52 seconds!" "53 seconds!" "54 seconds!" ... There was still no music in the live broadcast hall, and the crowd in the auditorium became uneasy and restless, and the voices of discussions and conversations became louder and louder.A male judge shook his head, picked up his small copper hammer, and struck the gong. "... How nice it would be to never grow up Always in mother's warm embrace mother is sunshine I am the sunflower on the windowsill forever in mother's arms ..." There is a moving penetrating power in the singing, pure, fragile, childish, and fresh without the slightest affectation. The singing sounded in the auditorium. It was as if in the ears of every audience, there was no microphone, and the singing without musical accompaniment suddenly pierced deeply into everyone's heart like lightning that exploded in the night sky accompanied by thunder.Hua Meifeng snatched away the small copper gong, causing the male judge's small copper hammer to hit nothing. A teenager stood up from the audience. The spotlight on the ceiling suddenly cast a star-like white light. In the bright beam of light, the boy's eyes were as bright as stars, and his skin was as beautiful as cherry blossoms. The teenager sang and walked onto the stage. The young man smiled and lowered his head to rub the dazed Xiaocheng's head, then stretched out his left arm to wrap around Yin Xiamo's shoulder, and she turned to look at him in a daze.The boy stood in the center of the stage, holding Yin Xiamo's hand on the left and Xiao Cheng's on the right, and he sang beautifully. "... mother is sunshine i am a happy sunflower grow up day by day bloom day by day mother is sunshine I am the sunflower on the windowsill won't be sad won't wither How nice it would be to never grow up Always in mother's warm embrace ..." At this time, the sound engineer finally adjusted the music, and the live broadcast hall resounded with cheerful rhythm.Yin Xiamo took a deep breath, trying to regain her composure, and her body began to sway again with the rhythm, "Hi!", "Hi!", "yoo!", "yoo!".Xiaocheng also immediately understood what her sister meant, and followed her sister to "Hi!", "Hi!", "yoo!", "yoo!" Luo Xi sang the main theme of the song. Yin Xiamo and Xiaocheng danced naughty steps beside him, while singing the rest of the lyrics with exaggerated and funny expressions. "... everything is messed up in the kitchen Looks like a black cat knocked over the pot It's like scalding milk to a cat black cat meowing in pain He ran up to the eaves Mom is in a hurry Redoing breakfast will make me late If I don't cook breakfast, I'm afraid my stomach will growl I sleep in the quilt Ha ha I like to sleep late ..." There was a tidal wave of applause in the live broadcast hall, and the audience cheered excitedly. The host was stunned, and the two male judges in the jury seat also started to applaud. Hua Meifeng leaned back on the comfortable chair while playing with a small copper hammer. The seconds on the LCD screen continued to tick up. "136 seconds!" "137 seconds!" "138 seconds!" ... Yin's living room. Mom stood in front of the TV, and Dad stood behind her.On the TV screen, Luo Xi, Xiao Mo and Xiao Cheng bowed deeply to the judges and the audience in front of them, and then the three of them held the microphone tightly together and said loudly to the camera: "Mom, happy birthday!" Ou Zhai's study room. Sitting in a black leather chair, Ou Chen stared at Yin Xiamo on the screen. She and Luo Xi held hands tightly. The pupils tightened slowly, a dark green light flashed in Ou Chen's eyes, and he turned off the TV with the remote control. late at night. Under the cherry blossom tree in the courtyard, Mom and Dad had already entered the house after a small celebration banquet. Xiao Cheng hadn't fully recovered from the state of excitement, and continued to sing and dance on the stone platform, causing the sleepy birds on the branches to be forced to sleep. Pat flew away. When Xiaocheng was so tired and finally fell asleep on Yin Xiamo's lap. The night is already very deep. Faint night mist. Faint moonlight. Suddenly, two cans of beer appeared in Luo Xi's hand.He opened one can, leaned back and gulped it down, and when he was done, he pulled open the other with his fingers and held the beer in front of her. He asked provocatively, "Drink?" She took it.She started to drink, and when she was done, she turned the aluminum can upside down, shook it, and only a little foam came out of it. She asked provocatively, "Is there any more?" Luo Xi magically took out cans of beer after cans, as if there was a beer vending machine behind him.She didn't ask him where the beer came from, nor did he ask how she learned to drink, she didn't ask why he appeared in the live broadcast hall, and he didn't ask why she suddenly became tense and stiff when singing. Cherry blossoms in the moonlight. He drank countless beers with her. The two were slightly drunk. Her eyes were getting brighter, his cheeks were getting more and more flushed, some alcohol rushed up, she and he started laughing at the same time.The laughter was a bit embarrassing at first, but then it became more and more funny, and the two laughed together.It wasn't until Xiaocheng moved uncomfortably in her arms that she drunkenly gestured to her lips for silence. Her fingers are as bright as moonlight. Her lips are delicate. Luo Xi suddenly felt that the night wind was blowing and the leaves were making messy noises, the stars were twinkling, and the white mist was bewitching and dancing gracefully. She raised the beer can in her hand, her eyes were slightly drunk: "Luo Xi, welcome to this home." He froze. She lightly touched the blue beer can in his hand, "bang", the thin sound was extremely clear in the silent night. Luo Xi smiled lightly: "Because of what happened tonight, have you decided not to hate me?" She continued to drink beer, with drunken eyes: "You know what?... Actually, I never really hated you... It's just that you always remind me of those... things I try to forget... Hey... You hate me too, don't you..." She was really a little drunk. In the moonlit courtyard, Luo Xi's heart suddenly missed a few beats. Some kind of inexplicable feeling, probably the faint fragrance of cherry blossom leaves, made the distance between the two extremely close.Her eyes were sleepy, his body was filled with the aroma of beer, as long as he lowered his head slightly, his lips could touch hers. My mind went blank. Luo Xi bowed his head. His breath was a little hot, and he gently kissed her lips.It was warm and smelled like beer, and her lips looked so gentle, like the moonlight shining on the cherry blossom trees, like the faint shadows of the flowers and plants in the garden.Getting closer and closer, the distance between his and her lips is only as thin as a leaf, and they can hear each other's chaotic heartbeats.When he lowered his head, her eyes suddenly opened wide, then she tilted her body, and with a "bang", without warning, she fell asleep on the stone platform drunk. Shenghui Academy is a sensation! The students of Shenghui never thought that there would be stars around them!The most popular student on campus, Luo Xi, and the young master's super rumored girlfriend, Yin Xiamo, unexpectedly appeared on the TV at the same time, and took away the superstar's first superstar position!And turn on the TV, open the newspaper, there will be a lot of pictures of Luoxi, Yin Xiamo and Xiaocheng singing and dancing and sitting on the throne! The students surrounded Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo excitedly, cheering them on, telling them to keep their position as the champions, and rushing to give ideas, telling them what songs they will sing in the next issue will be very brilliant, and they must keep the other songs. All the contestants were defeated! The school was also very happy. In order to improve Shenghui's reputation, they even sent a music and dance teacher to rehearse for the three of them. From then on, the three of them basically spent their spare time in the practice room. Luo Xi's singing is accompanied by the piano, which often makes the students around the practice room go crazy.With Luo Xi's perfect singing, the music teacher almost completely ignored Yin Xiamo and Xiao Cheng, and handed them over to the dance teacher.Therefore, Yin Xiamo and Xiao Cheng practiced sweaty every day, but Luo Xi felt refreshed.Tired from dancing, eating more food, unconsciously, Yin Xiamo and Xiao Cheng's height quietly increased by a few centimeters. The days fly by. incredible! The champion of the second phase of superstars: the Yin brothers and sisters! Every three episodes...the fourth episode...for many consecutive episodes, the champion has never changed, and they are all Yin brothers and sisters! The media is all shocked!There were more and more news about the Yin brothers and sisters on TV and newspapers. Many reporters asked for exclusive interviews, and countless fans began to send them cards and gifts through the TV station. The students of Shenghui College are also in a state of intense excitement. The final exam is coming soon, but the students seem to have completely forgotten that the topic of discussion every day is the superstar superstar of the competition. The girls surround Luoxi every day. Ask for his autograph and take a photo with him.Although the boys also thought that Yin Xiamo was very beautiful and cute on TV, but because of the young master, no one dared to approach her and strike up a conversation with her. "What are you thinking?" In the campus restaurant, Yin Xiamo asked the silent Ou Chen in a low voice. Ou Chen's reaction to the Superstar incident was completely beyond her expectations.She explained to him that Luo Xi would appear with her by chance, not by prior arrangement.If Ou Chen minds, then she can find a way to refuse to participate in future superstars.However, whenever she wanted to mention this matter, he always interrupted her coldly and bluntly.The arrogance and arbitrariness emanating from him coldly pushed her away like a thick wall, making her astonished. She didn't want to anger Ou Chen because of this kind of thing. Ou Chen is dangerous. Even if Xiao Cheng is making love in her arms, as long as he sees it, he will be displeased.Once in a French restaurant, the male waiter touched her fingers when he took the menu from her hand, and looked at her for a long time.After the meal, Ou Chen called the restaurant manager and fired the waiter.Because of Ou Chen's strong desire for monopoly, she tried to give him a sense of security, tried to make him change, and had a cold war with him.However, Ou Chen seems to be unchangeable. "No." Ou Chen wiped the corner of his mouth lightly with a napkin, but there was no expression on his face. "If you are unhappy, please tell me." Yin Xiamo frowned, "Superstars are not mandatory to participate in the show, Xiao Cheng may be disappointed, but he will..." "I'm going to France in a few days." He stared indifferently at the students coming and going outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, and interrupted her. "Chen, Luo Xi has nothing to do with me. He is just a child adopted by my father, and there is nothing else..." Feeling unspeakable uneasiness in his heart, Yin Xiamo tried to explain to him again.Whenever he becomes silent and cold, it seems like he will do something terrible. "I don't want to hear that kid's name." Ou Chen interrupted her again, staring at her slowly, with dark green in his eyes, "I will solve the matter myself." "Solution? How to solve it?" She froze, "What do you want to solve?" "This time I will be in France for about a month." Ou Chen smiled at her, his smile was handsome but a little blunt, "Xia Mo, I will bring a gift back." It's like this again... Yin Xiamo suddenly felt powerless. Luo Xi, Yin Xiamo and Xiao Cheng, the three of them started going to school together and going home together.Xiao Cheng happily ran ahead, Luo Xi and Yin Xiamo walked side by side on the tree-lined road, she held Xiao Cheng's Mickey schoolbag in her hand, and he walked leisurely with his arms crossed behind his head.The metasequoia trees on both sides of the road went straight into the clouds, and the sky was blue and high. Xiao Cheng ran far, far away, and his laughter floated softly from a distance. Sometimes Luo Xi would take the schoolbag from her hand. She looked at him in surprise. He lazily carried the Mickey schoolbag on his shoulders, looking at the blue sky and white clouds, the smile on his lips was casually beautiful. Finish dinner at home. Luo Xi taught Xiao Cheng to sing under the cherry tree, and Yin Xiamo watered the flowers and plants. From time to time, she would be attracted by Luo Xi's singing, and gradually began to chat about things, and laughter filled the courtyard.While laughing and having fun, Luo Xi magically took out a brand-new set of painting tools and gave it to Xiao Cheng. Xiao Cheng was so moved that his eyes were moist, and she threw herself into his arms. Yin Xiamo smiled. Luo Xi stroked Xiao Cheng's head and winked at her. after a few days. Yin Xiamo and Xiao Cheng announced that they would give Luo Xi a mysterious gift, and the gift was in a big cardboard box!Luo Xi reached out his hand into the cardboard box, and it became a limp ball, he withdrew his hand in surprise.Inside the carton was a beautiful black cat with shiny black fur and amber eyes.Yin Xiamo smiled and held the black cat in front of Luo Xi, and told him that she and Xiao Cheng had already decided on the cat's name, which was "Milk". From then on, the Yin family had an extra black cat, Milk, causing trouble everywhere. The days passed like this day by day. Like a summer breeze. Gently, the days passed like this. "Brother Luo Xi, we can still be the champion in the next round, right?!" At the dinner table, Xiao Cheng asked with bright eyes. I danced a little with joy. "Do you want to continue?" Luo Xi picked up the vegetables and ate them. "Yeah!" Xiao Cheng nodded vigorously, "It feels good. It seems that we have won a big battle. We are heroes, and we win every time! Brother Luo Xi is so good! The aunt of the TV station told me that as long as there is Luo Xi Brother, we can sit for ten rounds in a row! She said that Brother Luo Xi has the temperament of a superstar, and every time Brother Luo Xi comes out, he will overwhelm all the other contestants! ..." Luo Xi smiled lightly. Yin Xiamo just raised her head and met his eyes. His eyes were as bright as stars, with a touch of happiness and childish complacency.She wants to laugh.However, for some reason, she suddenly remembered that night when she was drunk with beer, he seemed to be very close to her, with the same look in his eyes, as if he could feel his lips... "Hey, then Xiao Cheng will stop painting, will he become a star in the future?" She avoids Luo Xi's eyes, and half-jokingly said to Xiao Cheng, but the blushing of her cheeks revealed the inexplicable tension in her heart. Xiao Cheng opened his mouth wide and was stunned: "Huahua... a star..." After thinking about it, "... I still like painting more... ah! Brother Luo Xi is a star, so Xiaocheng can paint, okay?!" He Happy applause to myself for coming up with this clever solution. "I……" Dad suddenly whispered. The voice was too low, and Yin Xiamo couldn't hear clearly. She turned to look at her father, only to see that her father's forehead was a little sweaty, his skin was a little yellow, and the rice in front of him didn't seem to have been touched at all.Tonight's meal, father and mother were very silent, they just listened to Xiao Cheng's words, she didn't notice it at all. "I have something...to...to say..." There was a strangeness in Dad's voice. The atmosphere in the restaurant became weird. Mom stared blankly at her father. Xiao Cheng didn't know what happened, but she was too frightened by her father's expression to stop laughing. Luo Xi put down the bowl and chopsticks in her hand. Yin Xiamo's heart tightened, and a thought flashed However, she was worried that her father was sick. "Sorry……" Dad awkwardly wiped the sweat from his forehead with the back of his hand, as if he didn't know how to speak, more cold sweat hung on his fat face. "Dad," Yin Xiamo said softly, "it's okay, just tell me." Dad looked at her in a panic, then looked at other people, his eyes stayed on Luo Xi's face, his throat was hoarse like a sinner, and he said, "I'm sorry... from now on... Xiaoxi can no longer live at home ……Sorry……" this sentence. The night quietly penetrated through the window. The air in the dining room seemed to be frozen, there was no sound, no movement, just like a ridiculous dream, everyone was a dull puppet no longer breathing. The black cat is sleeping on the windowsill. Also quietly without any sound. "Did I do something wrong?" After the suffocating silence, Luo Xi's lips curled into a smile, as if he was looking at his father casually. "No! It's not your problem...it's..." Dad said incoherently, sweat as big as soybeans rolled down his forehead. Xiaocheng was completely stunned! The bowl in his hand fell straight onto the table, and the rice in it fell out, and it fell all over the table and the dishes in embarrassment.With tears in his voice, Xiao Cheng shouted sadly: "Why? Dad, why did you let Brother Luo Xi go? Brother Luo Xi is a good man! Brother Luo Xi is not a thief. Didn't Dad know that Brother Luo Xi is a good man? I I like brother Luoxi..." Yin Xiamo bit her lip. Her heart constricted, as if the cold air of deep winter poured in from the top of her head, icy cold, all the way to the soles of her feet. She slowly looked at Luo Xi. This beautiful boy, with skin like porcelain and lips like flower petals, sat silently, as if in a distant world. Luo Xi's eyes were very pale. He glanced at everyone at the table indifferently, his eyes were indifferent and numb, as if such absurd and nightmare scenes had been repeated countless times in his life. a long time. Luo Xi asked calmly: "Do you want me to go back to the orphanage tonight, or tomorrow?" "Is it Ou Chen?" In the courtyard, Yin Xiamo stood in front of her father, "It was Ou Chen who asked Dad to drive Luo Xi away, right?" She couldn't forgive herself. To make such a mistake! In recent days, her father came home from get off work later and later. How could she not care about it, thinking it was just the company working overtime.Sometimes she helped her mother clean up the house and clear the ashtray, and saw the cigarette butts inside piled up like a hill, almost the amount of cigarettes in the previous half month, but she didn't care about it.Waking up in the middle of the night, she saw her father smoking one cigarette after another in the courtyard through the window of the room, and there seemed to be a sigh.She originally planned to ask her father what happened the next day, but she forgot about singing and going to the TV station in a blink of an eye. She was cold. It was her fault, she should have noticed it before it happened, and figured out a way to save it!But she has been in comfort for too long, and she is as confused as a fool about all the signs. A night without moonlight. Dad's face was full of painful frustration: "Leave the company...you will lose your job...I tried...I didn't work...I can't find a job if I leave the company..." She was stunned: "If Luo Xi doesn't leave, will Dad just lose his job?" Dad hugged his head, and his fat body slowly sat down on the cold stone platform. In the dark night, that figure looked like a tired and aging bear. 她凝望着这个男人。 目光里有某种不应该属于她年龄的悲伤。 “对不起……当初要不是你去拜托欧辰少爷……我就没有这份工作了……欧辰少爷如果也赶我走……我就……”爸爸的声音里似乎有些哽咽，“对不起……我是没有用的人……失业……很可怕……很可怕……” 尹夏沫紧紧咬住嘴唇。 她的嘴唇很痛。 她的喉咙也火辣辣地痛起来。 第二天清晨，尹夏沫站在欧宅别墅的大门口，管家和女佣们恭敬地对她行礼，却告诉她昨天下午少爷已经飞去法国了。于是她拨打欧辰的手机，十几遍，手机那端传来的却永远是“对不起，您所拨打的电话已关机”。 尹夏沫合上手机。 她坐在教室里，身边是同学们的说话笑闹声。夏天来了，树上有知了在不停地叫，透过玻璃，她看见洛熙手里拿着一些表格穿过广场走向学生处的方向。 下午放学以后，她先送小澄到画室。 然后── 她又来到了欧宅别墅。 “请您转告欧辰，”她对那个管家说，“如果明天之前不给我电话，那么，以后就请他不要再出现在我的面前。” “可是我联系不到少爷啊！”管家惊慌地说。只有沈管家才贴身服侍少爷，他只是负责打理别墅。 她笑了笑，眼神淡定：“您总会有办法的。” 晚饭时，洛熙已经把所有的东西都收拾好，随时可以离开这里回到孤儿院去。小澄默默吃饭，一双大眼睛哭得红肿，边吃饭边掉眼泪，泪水啪啪地滴在餐桌上。爸爸局促不安地说不用着急。洛熙平静地说明天他可以自己搭公车去孤儿院，领养手续等以后再交接也不迟。 尹夏沫的手指在筷子上僵硬收紧。 孤儿院…… 孤儿院里十几个孩子上下铺地睡在同一个房间，每当有糖果点心发放，孩子们就会争斗打架。在孤儿院里，没有休止地被打算收养孩子的人家挑选，没有休止地又被送回来，被挑中的孩子得意洋洋，被送回来的孩子被其他的孩子们嘲笑。她曾经发誓再也不要和小澄回去孤儿院，无论用什么样的方法，用什么样的手段，她也再不要回到那个地方。 而洛熙平静得仿佛毫不在意，他的笑容淡淡的，眼珠也淡淡的，就好像他早已知道结局会是怎样。 尹夏沫把鸡翅膀放到洛熙碗里。 "thanks." 洛熙的声音跟刚来那天一样，礼貌而疏远。直到晚饭结束，那只鸡翅膀还是静静躺在碗里，他动也没有动过。 夜晚十点，手机在尹夏沫的书桌上响起音乐。她低头凝视手机屏幕上显示的“欧辰”，慢慢吸气，她让自己的心情先平静下来，再翻开手机。 “喂，我是尹夏沫。” 声音从手机的这端，遥远地，传到另一个手机那端。法国的蔷薇庄园里，欧辰站在落地玻璃窗前，月光洒照着花园里的树木，隐约的浓绿色，如同他眸底的颜色般幽暗。 明亮耀眼的阳光从机场大厅的落地玻璃窗照射进来，地面的大理石映出来来往往的乘客们，广播里不停地播报各航班的情况。蓝色行李箱的轮子在大理石地面发出轻而空旷的声音。高高的机场大厅里，洛熙拉着行李箱走在前面，尹夏沫背着吉它跟在身后，两个人去办各种手续，彼此间一直沉默着没有说话。 小澄因为太难过，生病发了高烧，高烧到40度昏迷不醒。原本她想自己送小澄到医院去，可是爸爸和妈妈坚持要陪小澄去医院，让她去送洛熙上飞机。或许爸爸妈妈是不知道该怎么面对洛熙吧，小澄高烧中也还喃喃喊着“洛熙哥哥”、“洛熙哥哥”，她就没有再说什么，独自一个人送洛熙到了机场。 终于到了快要登机的时刻。 机场大厅的中央。 洛熙站在尹夏沫面前。 他看着她，目光里没有任何感情：“谢谢你来送我，回去吧。” 她轻声对他说：“对不起。” 这是她能够做到的全部了，对于他，纵然有太多的歉疚，可是，这已经是她能够为他做到的最大的努力。 洛熙怔了怔，骇笑：“你怎么会对不起我？不用回去孤儿院，反而可以到英国留学，都是你向欧辰争取的不是吗？我心里有多么感激你，象我这样贫贱的人可以得到你们的施舍，将来一定会好好报答。” 她的手指握紧。 深深吸气，她试着想让他明白：“洛熙，我只能这么做，我不可以让爸爸失业，不可以让小澄不能再去学画，不可以全家人的生活没有着落。去英国留学总比回孤儿院要好很多，欧辰已经把今后几年的学费都转入英国学校的帐户，你只要安心学习就好。对不起，我只能选择这么做。” “所以我说了，我不知道多么感激你。”洛熙仍旧轻笑，而美丽如黑玉般的眼睛，瞳孔却渐渐冰冷地紧缩。他明白，他怎么不明白，她完全可以漠不关心地看着他回到孤儿院，而她却为他争取到留学的机会。 只是── 心口处有冰冷的疼痛。 他抿紧嘴唇：“只是，如果是小澄，你也会将他送出国吗？” 尹夏沫的身子僵住。 她的喉咙又干又涩，说不出话来。不，小澄是她最爱的亲人，她不会跟小澄分开。 洛熙看懂了她的表情，冰冷从他的心口处渐渐冻凝住全身：“是啊，你不会抛弃小澄，因为你爱他。” 过了几分钟，他摇摇头，又用嘲弄的声音说：“而我只不过是无意中经过的路人，能够得到你们的恩惠，便应该无比感激才是。孤儿院长大的孩子本来就不应该太过贪心，连亲生父母都会将你抛弃，又有什么资格奢望得到别人的爱呢？” She closes her eyes. 她可以听出他声音里的脆弱，可以听出他声音里的悲伤。他是她的同类，她想过要防备他，却从没有想过要去如此深刻地伤害他。但是，她不可能让爸爸再去经受失业的痛苦，不可能在欧辰那里表现得太过激烈，那样只会让欧辰变得更加危险。 “小澄和爸爸都是真正喜欢你的。”她低声说。 “喜欢我？”洛熙大笑，笑得似乎喘不过气，“喜欢我才要将我再次送回孤儿院？宋夫人也说喜欢我，也是因为喜欢我才眼睁睁看着她的儿子把我当作小偷报警抓走？妈妈也说喜欢我，难道她也是因为喜欢我才把我扔在游乐场，让我象白痴一样等她等了三天三夜？” 尹夏沫说不出话。 “这样的喜欢太廉价了。”唇角慢慢透出冷漠残酷的味道，他眼神冰冷，“廉价得连一元钱一只的面包都不如。” 空旷的机场大厅。 落地玻璃窗洒进灿烂阳光。 尹夏沫望着洛熙。 她的眼睛里有种夜风般的沉默：“没错。今天我能为你做到的只有廉价的这些，你不原谅我也好，恨我也好，觉得我太过自私伤害了你也好，如今的我只有依附于别人才能照顾好我的家人……你要是真的恨那些伤害过你的人，那么就请你变得强大起来，等你强大地出现在我们面前，或者我们才会真正地开始懊悔。” 说着，她掏出一张银行卡。 “这是参加超级明星节目所得到全部的奖金，我帮你存进去了，到了英国你可以取出来用。” 洛熙沉默地看着那张银行卡。 她拉开他的手掌，将卡放到他的手心，然后打起精神，仰头对他微笑：“希望回国以后，还可以再遇到你。” 机场广播里开始请飞往伦敦的乘客登机，这时，洛熙眼底闪过抹奇异的神情，他突然问出一句很突兀的话──“你喜欢我吗？” 她怔住：“什么？” “欧辰要我走，应该是怕你喜欢上我，对不对？” “……对。” "So, do you like me?" 她想了想，摇头：“跟你无关，若是有男孩子太过于接近我，哪怕不是你，欧辰也同样不开心。” “不喜欢我，那么我走了，你会忘记我吗？”他沉声问，低低的声音莫名地动人，让她仿佛中了蛊咒般有短时间的眩晕。 她避开他的眼睛：“我没有时间去想你。” 洛熙紧紧地凝视她：“多么现实多么冷酷啊。” “对不起，”她低声说，“我必须要让自己变强，才有能力保护我身边的人。你的事情我很抱歉，但是我不会再让类似的事情重复发生。变得强大必须要付出许多努力才能做到，这样的话，怎么会有时间去想你呢？” “好。”他斜瞅她，“不知道如果和你有重逢的一天，究竟会是什么样的情景？说不定你会已经强大到需要别人仰视的地步了。” “我只想能够保护我的家人。”她依然平静地说。 “可是，怎么办？”洛熙叹息。 "...?" “我不想让你忘记我，虽然我并不喜欢你，可是就这样轻易被人忘记，心里会很不舒服呢。”他忽然瞅着她，笑得就像倾国倾城的美丽精灵。 她突生惊觉。 take a step back. 而他却已经握住她的肩膀，右手托住她的后脑，人来人往的机场大厅里，广播里不断催促登机的播报声中，他低下头，吻上她的嘴唇！ 她惊骇地挣扎。 洛熙起初只是想要恶作剧般地吻她一下，只要她不会忘记他，只要在她的心底留下一点点的烙印就好。可是，她的嘴唇那么柔软，她拼命挣扎的身子那么清香，她惊恐睁大的眼睛里仿佛有闪耀的星芒。 而他，就要与她分离。 他屏息。 Then. 深深吻了下去。 辗转着，吸吮着，两个人的嘴唇紧紧地吻着，他的嘴唇灼热滚烫，她的嘴唇清甜柔软。脑中一片空白，心在胸口狂乱地跳动，他拥紧她越吻越深，无法呼吸，无法去想，吻住她就仿佛再也无法放开她。 明亮宽敞的机场大厅里。 所有的人们都看到了那浪漫唯美的画面。 美丽的少年。 美丽的少女。 少年和少女拥吻在一起，阳光从巨大的落地窗洒进来，照耀两人的周身。阳光是金灿灿的，少年拥吻着少女，那个吻也恍若是金灿灿的，光华万丈，纯洁，透明，美好得仿佛是镶嵌着纯金花边的油画。 吻了有半个世纪那么长。 洛熙心神恍惚地慢慢放开她，怔怔地看着她唇片上殷红的吻痕，他静静地等，等了又等，却只是看到她的神情从愤怒慢慢又恢复成一贯的淡然。 “为什么不打我？”他装作漫不经心地问。常理来说，被强吻的女孩子应该会立刻巴掌就挥过来才对。 “怕弄痛我的手。”尹夏沫掏出手绢擦拭自己的嘴唇，语气平静得仿佛什么也没有发生，“今年夏天苍蝇蚊子叮人很凶。” Luo Xi's expression froze. 心口一阵闷痛，他深呼吸，眼底有凝重的暗光：“我会回来的。你告诉欧辰那小子，他今天所害怕的事情，到时候我会加倍送还给他。” “想说你就自己去告诉他。”她淡淡地回应。 “×××次航班的乘客请抓紧时间登机。” 机场大厅的广播里甜美的声音一遍又一遍地重复。 尹夏沫将手里的机票递给他：“祝你到了英国一切顺利。” 说完这句话，她忽然也觉得自己客套生疏得可怕。在他面前，不知为什么，她总是习惯将自己防备得很严，唯恐只要泄露出一点漏洞，就会溃不成军。 洛熙接过机票。 他望了望四周的机场大厅，空旷的大厅里满是行色匆匆的陌生人，巨大的落地玻璃窗外，阳光金色而晃眼。如此平静的世界，任何人的来去，任何人的悲喜，仿佛都是如此的寂静无声。 “我会好好照顾牛奶。”她对他说。猫不能被带上飞机，那是她和小澄送他的礼物，他曾经也那样喜欢过它。 “把它送人吧。”洛熙漠然地说，拉起蓝色行李箱往登机的入口走去。 "Wait a moment!" 她喊住他，从肩上将一直背着的吉它拿下来，也递给他。他怔了怔，手指轻轻抚摸吉它上银色的琴弦，“嗡”，低沉的回声。他抿紧嘴唇，抓过吉它大步继续向前走去。 尹夏沫站在原地。 她静静地望着他的背影，看着他越走越远，看着他通关，看着他将机票放到机场小姐手中，看着他冷漠地再没有回头。静静的，她心底某个地方仿佛破了一个洞，仿佛有什么东西正沙漏般渐渐逝去。 洛熙走了。 临走的最后一刻，他将吉它丢弃在入口的外面，机场小姐吃惊地喊他，他只是摆摆手，然后头也不回地走了。 被丢弃的吉它静静躺在冰冷的大理石地面上。 尹夏沫静静站在机场大厅中央。 那天，仿佛是那年整个夏季阳光最灿烂的一天。透过机场大厅的玻璃，吉它的琴弦被阳光照耀得恍如有无数光芒在闪耀。