Chapter 52 The sixth scene is full of flowers and full moon (6)

I know.I know.She put her head in her hands, gasped in pain, and said, please let me rest for a while.I can't move anymore. He took the last piece of chocolate, wrapped in tinfoil, from his backpack and told her to eat it.Let her drink the little cold tea left in the kettle.He said, I should go to the front alone to take a look, maybe someone will come to meet us, but I can't leave you here alone.It's dangerous. No.We are together.Do not separate.I took a breath and got up. I'm sorry, Qing Zhao.He watched her silently in the faint light of the torrential rain. She used the limit of her patience to support herself and continue walking.Boggy wetlands and downpours.The two legs seemed to no longer belong to him.Like a puppet with a broken thread, it is uncontrollable, without consciousness, and just moves forward mechanically.exhausted.

For a moment, she thought she was in a nightmare, unable to wake up, coerced by this dark pressure, with no way out.Turned one hillside, another hillside.I vaguely saw passers-by holding flashlights appearing in the distant fields, who seemed to be talking loudly and walking towards this side.He waved the flashlight in his hand vigorously, greeted them, and showed where he and Qingzhao were.They saw it and came over here.A young man's voice, through the rain and fog, shouted loudly, where are you going? It was a local passing by.They supported each other, their hearts were excited, and they walked forward at a faster speed.

As soon as I turned the corner, the front suddenly opened up.A large expanse of shining lights appeared on the black hillside opposite.Mingming and extinguishing are like stars.The lights converge in the valley and on the top of the mountain, like the Milky Way flowing down from the night sky.The silhouettes of wooden houses and trees can be seen faintly.With fireworks and vocals.It's like a fairyland isolated from the world.Alpine town arrived in heavy rain.She heard a voice from the bottom of her chest, full of surprise and tears.Shansheng is Medog.Here we are. 5 Dreaming that day, I went back to the island again.He said.I saw us waking up in the morning, and she walked in front of me, took my hand, followed the strange voice, and walked to the depths of the woods.The ferns on the mud ground are transparent under the golden sunlight, and you can see the branched and thin veins all over the green leaves.Pinnate leaf edges with gently wavy shapes, toothed and serrated...the longest blades reach our waists.Rub back and forth, making a crackling sound.Gorgeous and numerous.Ebb and flow.

that voice.Like thunder and lightning striking a summer field, leaving a deep lingering sound, an echo that disappears under the clouds.See butterflies.Tens of thousands of yellow butterflies.The thick old trunks of the covering pine trees spread like a blanket from the top of the tree to the dirt floor.We squirm together and huddle together, soaking up the sun.Some drank at the edge of the stream.Tens of thousands of pairs of wings collided with each other lightly, making a humming sound.The gorgeous powder in the beam of light transpired and danced.The air is filled with the dry, pungent smell of flowers... thrilling.See butterflies resting during their migration in the forest.Such a thing may only come across once in a lifetime.

Her heart stopped growing at the age of thirteen.Immersed in the encounters of butterflies, I hide in the lonely but gorgeous and mysterious forest all my life.Fascinated by its illusion. The life of a butterfly, from egg to caterpillar, sucks sap and dew from branches, grows wings, and then migrates over a thousand kilometers.On the way they rest, search for food, mate, lay eggs, fall to the food of another powerful animal, lose their wings, die...the corpses are organically decomposed, and eventually seep into the air or the soil.In the migratory team of tens of thousands of butterflies, any one that died quickly disappeared.It doesn't make sense.It's just getting proof of life.

Shan Sheng, she said, this is not just a spectacle.We must trust in what is most real in our lives and not be blinded by its appearance.I'm willing to pay the price for this proof.Even if these costs are not rational, there will be no rewards. That spring evening.He felt sleepy, lay down on the couch in the living room, closed his eyes and tried to fall asleep.It was raining patter outside.Gradually, the sound of the rain became louder, and it seemed that the sound of thunder and lightning was also heard.He was dazed and curled up, feeling slightly cold but didn't have the strength to get up to get the blanket.Such a half-dream, half-awake, uncomfortably asleep, suddenly saw her push open the door of the living room and walk in from the garden.

She seemed to have walked a long way and was drenched in rain.Walking in the door, she stood by a dimly lit corner, her long hair wetly stuck to her face, and she was wearing a simple white cloth skirt, the collarless and sleeveless style she often wore when she was thirteen years old.Bare feet, muddy water on the calves.She always had a grinning expression on her face, revealing her big white teeth carelessly, like some kind of cub. He sat up and looked at her silently.He saw the child in her heart, the wet woman in a white dress who appeared in front of him now.She seemed tired and slightly stiff.He walked towards her and saw her body trembling slightly.She said, Shansheng, look at my back.I felt heavy all the way and it hurt like hell.But do not know what happened.

That year, he took her to the hospital in Hangzhou, thinking that if she died there in an accident, he would carry her body back.It must be something she wants him to do.He took her back and forth between several hospitals for blood tests and B-ultrasound examinations to determine whether there were any missed fertilized eggs outside the uterus.He often woke up alone from nightmares and saw her belly distended and covered in blood.She remained stubbornly silent.He just felt that he was in great pain.In the dream, he took her to run around, panicked, just wanted to hide her.In this way, others will not be able to find her, and will not find her.