Chapter 44 Race 5 tightrope walking (8)

Nature made me understand that there is no need to be too attached to everything, because everything in the world has its own system of reincarnation, and it may be controlled by a force that humans cannot guess.It suggests a code to be run and walked.Far beyond our imagination.Not to be spied on, nor conquered.I think human humility must first come from inner awe. She is on a magnificent journey, approaching a new life and building new beliefs.And he ended his own life segment, went around in circles, and got nothing.The headhunting company in Shanghai keeps getting calls, and they are still above the chief operating officer.His fame and influence in the industry will not disappear with his closed doors.The boiling business world still reserved a place for him.He evaded everything and was not in a hurry to make a choice.

He lived in seclusion in his hometown, facing the indifference and fireworks of this small city again.After being willing to go out, she gradually regained contact with her former classmates.They are also mostly married and have children.Although there is very little common language left, drinking together to reminisce about the old days, or playing mahjong together, I just feel that life is passing quietly and quickly. Almost a year passed like this.He was just thirty-one years old that year. 6 A group of dark-skinned children, with schoolbags on their backs and bare feet, stood far away at the other end of the bridge, watching them curiously and enthusiastically, and cheering for them.This is the Liberation Bridge that was rebuilt after being washed down.The huge iron chain bridge spans the Yarlung Zangbo River, and the river is surging with white waves.After crossing the bridge, the children flocked to lead the weary, mud-covered travelers all the way to the entrance of the village.They see too few people from the outside world.Singing and laughing all the way, completely ignoring the heavy rain still pouring down.

They found the nearest hotel run by people from Sichuan and decided to stay.Hungry and cold, I couldn't walk at all.There is a barracks here.Soldiers came and registered.He took her into the dark, damp little kitchen, and first made her take off her leggings and shoes.Her left foot was swollen, and a large chunk of skin on the ankle was worn off, revealing bright red muscles.The wound has been festered with pus, red, swollen and deformed due to being soaked in sludge and dirty water for a long time.Dragging such a badly injured foot, she walked the mountain road with him all afternoon.And it's been going uphill and downhill all the time.

She took off her raincoat and trousers, quickly grabbed a few wriggling leeches from above, turned her back, and said to him, she lifted up her shirt to see if there were any on her back, and the pain was unbearable.He pushed the lower end of her shirt to her shoulders, and saw that the exposed back was covered with black and hard blood-sucking wounds, densely packed.At the left back waist, a yellow-black leech was sucked so much that it was full of fat, and it was still sticking to the skin greedily.He tore it off, threw it into the fire, and said, rub his body with hot water.Then rest well.He picked up a blackened old washbasin in the corner, and poured a large basin full of hot water.

She changed into dry underwear, shirt, and trousers, put cotton socks on her feet, and limped upstairs to rest.It was already very difficult to walk the stairs, and the whole left foot was useless.The room on the second floor has plenty of light and clean bedding, and the accommodation conditions are slightly better than those on the roads of Lager, Khanmi, and Ani Bridge.After all, it is not a random wooden shed on the side of the road. Beibeng is a complete village with residents and houses for other purposes. She lay down and saw the heavy rain pouring down outside the window by the bed, filling the whole mountain and field, the sound of wind and rain piercing through her ears.But because of the hardships along the way, this temporary habitat still makes people feel infinitely gratified.This small village with beautiful scenery and isolated from the world, if the weather is fine, how picturesque the mountains and rivers will be.She was so sleepy that she quickly closed her eyes and fell asleep.

When I woke up, it was already dark.He was sitting on the bed opposite her and had brought her dinner.Rice, chili fried cabbage, bacon and winter melon soup.And a small glass of white wine.He quietly flipped through the "History of Dialectics" by the bed.The room was cold.The light bulb is dim due to long-term use. She said, I just dreamed about Neihe.I didn't see what her face looked like, but I saw her standing under a huge rhododendron tree.The branches of the tree are thick, the green leaves are dense, and there should be hundreds of flowers, plump and plump, and the color is a mixture of pink and white.I have never seen such a large rhododendron plant.

He paused silently and said, I went to the military camp just now and asked the military doctor for some medicine.Panax notoginseng tablets and pain tincture.I also have safflower oil and anti-inflammatories here.You use it all.It may be difficult for this foot injury to heal after being soaked in water.If the injury is serious tomorrow, we will rest for a day or two before leaving. I will take medicine in a while.We will continue on our way tomorrow.The heavy rain has not stopped, fearing that there will be more landslides delayed.Put on thick socks and tie the leggings tightly.After a long walk, the feeling of the feet will become numb, and the pain will not be so great.I think we can meet Neihe as soon as possible.How happy she would be if she knew that you would arrive in Medog tomorrow.

Have you ever been afraid on the road, Shansheng? I am not afraid.Before going to bed every day, I would be grateful that I was still alive to fall asleep, and pray that I would still be alive tomorrow.I once dreamed that I died on the road. "I used to wonder if people who self-destruct deserve the right to die," she said.Get a justified and painless way to die.Suicide is too cruel. People who have to end their lives by themselves will face great fear before dying.The person who cut the pulse was afraid that the cut would not be deep enough, so he exhausted all his strength to almost cut off his wrist, the corpse that jumped from the building was torn apart and his brain was split, and hanging himself required a slow and painful suffocation... All those who want to die can't do it when they are forced to end themselves. Preserve dignity.But when facing the pressure brought by death and feeling the threat of death, the human body will be filled with the vitality that is stimulated, and it will calm people down instead.