Chapter 38 Race 5 tightrope walking (2)

Yes.She held out her arm to show him the calico.On the peacock blue background, there are fawns, lotus flowers, and hunters painted with silver edges on it, which are repeatedly and finely connected, and the various tones are extremely gorgeous and melancholy.This is indeed a natural beauty.Cannot be imitated and illustrated. He stroked her thin arm under the sleeve silently, expressing his inner appreciation.I still can't help but habitually teach her, saying, you always jump around in doing things, and you don't have a long-term character.If you focus on the same, you may have been able to lay the foundation and achieve something.

No.No.good life.I don't need achievements.We've talked about this before, you fill yourself with reason and will, and I need emotion and authenticity of life.My requirements for life are simple, I just need to keep my freedom and come and go freely.Until now, he has been living in someone else's house and sleeping in the bed that someone else has slept in.But so what.We were just passing through here.Nothing will be taken away. He finally asked, how are you and Eve? We are divorced.It's just two or three months.After leaving Yves, I rented another apartment.Find yourself not loving him.When you don't love someone, he is like a mirror, letting you know that you are not loving yourself at the same time.After a long time, I feel unwilling.She lit a cigarette again and said, this marriage is too hasty, I just made a notarization with him.There is no wedding.No rings and wedding dress.Didn't even go home with him to visit his parents.We've known each other for a week and moved in together.He was the first man to say yes to my marriage proposal.We both felt as if it wasn't a marriage yet.At the very least, it should be like you, having children, unknowingly, tending to grow old... With children around your knees, getting old will not be so easy to miss.

I got married at the request of the other party, so I didn't ask too much.Marriage is nothing but being with each other, eating and sleeping.Don't fill it with too many personal illusions.It may change people's lives, but it cannot change our hearts.It's just another form of life... You're still making the same mistakes.inland river.He is not your tool.You have never understood the truth of falling in love with a man.You haven't learned how to get along with people. Do you love Holland, Shansheng? He said, I have already said, don't have too many personal illusions.Marriage doesn't need that.

I know that my emotional intelligence is very low, and the men I am with will always be hurt in the end.They can't control me, they can't guess me, I always make them feel unsafe, as if they are guarding together, it is a firewood with limited firewood, and you have to watch them gradually go out.It cannot be said that I have not loved them, I have loved each of them passionately and truly, but not for long.I don't trust the long-term of any relationship.Nor do I have your reason and will.good life.We are different. Don't plan to leave here? Unless there is another strong reason.I like living in strange places, hiding all the history and the past.No explanation needed, no warning needed.Unaccompanied feeling.She smiled, extinguished the cigarette in her hand, and said that a geographical magazine recently talked to me about cooperation.They want to go to Tibet to make an album, and they need a photographer, and I am the right person for them.Maybe go to Yarlung Zangbo Grand Canyon soon.

The dusk in the alley is about to be replaced by night.They talked about some trivial topics, and the parents were gossiping, stopping and stopping.The children were sleepy and sleepy, and we had to take them back to the hotel.She and he held the child one by one, and walked out of the alleyway slowly.The car drove to the gate of RITZ, and the waiter came to help hold the child.She sat in the car, her face pressed against the wheel, watching them. He stood at the door and waited for her for a minute.Both men voted to take a leave stance.Then she smiled and took the initiative to speak.Shansheng, He Nian should be back and can take care of the children.After putting down the kids, go sit down where I live.Our words are not yet finished.I don't know when I will see you again in the future.

2 Old white building by the river.Her house is on the top floor, a small attic.The landlord left behind an old French-style cast-iron bed and a teak sofa chair trimmed with silver threads.Put a low wooden table in front of the balcony, you can sit on the ground to read and write.Unscrewing the small crystal chandelier, the ground is broken green ceramic tiles, and photographic equipment, picture albums, laptops, books, silk skirts and embroidered shoes are piled messily.The wallpaper is whitish and dry.A whole row of empty champagne bottles was piled up by the window.The small terrace has black railings, and standing on the top of the building, you can overlook the river and the buildings in the distance.After closing the door and windows, the room was dark and cool.A small room next to it is a darkroom.

She said, take a break.I go to the kitchen to make some drinks.She went downstairs barefoot.He saw some pictures on the wall.Using the same focal length and angle settings, different faces have a fixed expression, and each looks at the camera with a slight sense of wistfulness.The smoking prostitute, the old woman sitting on a park chair, the child in the pram, the man in the bathroom... seems to be a unified and reinforced pattern of philosophy of life.Those photographs are thus imbued with direct and unobstructed power. There is a photo of her taking a selfie.Wet hair, wearing a man's shirt, sitting in the shadows in the corner, a cigarette between his fingers.At that time she should be in love.He felt that she had changed, perhaps because of the long-term travel and work, her movements were agile, and her bones were supported by strength.Like the full juice in the rhizome of the plant, the branches and leaves of the flowers and plants look vigorous and green.She appears vigorous and resilient.