Chapter 15 Second Dark Echo (7)

He was sitting on a night train bound for Hangzhou.Lied to mother.He said that he would not go home this Saturday and would stay in school for review.However, after he changed his school uniform, he took the bus to the train station to buy a ticket, and went to a strange city with her.This is his first time away from home.He never left the fixed line of school, family.The short excursions made him anxious, so he remained wide awake for four hours. Outside the glass window, the fields immersed in the night fog whizzed by.From time to time, a large number of sporadic village lights flashed across.Where the light shines, he sees his own face.The young man had a thin and withdrawn face, and there was a shadow-like melancholy in his eyes.She lay sideways on the seat, curled up, put her face on his lap, closed her eyes and fell asleep.She took a deep breath, as if she was ignorant of everything she was about to face.Or rather, she didn't like showing her fears.When she was young, she displayed a fearless and calm personality.This is another way of committing yourself to yourself.

Arrive in Hangzhou in the early morning.They sat on chairs in the waiting room until dawn.From time to time, there is a station broadcasting around me, and a large crowd of people rushes back and forth, huffing, one after another, like a war in chaos.The air smelled of skin and luggage.She got up and went to the water room to wash her face with cold water.She said, I have already found the address of the hospital.You just have to wait for me outside after I go in.About half an hour, it will be very fast.do not leave.Wait for me to come out. But he sat in the corridor of the hospital for a long time, and he didn't see her come out.The wait time for surgery is long, and the time after walking into the operating room is even longer.He was the only young man who was fresh and clean among a large group of adult men with turbid faces, and he attracted many glances for no reason.From morning to afternoon, he didn't drink a sip of water or eat food.The direct sunlight dazzled his eyes.The door of the operating room was pushed open again and again, and the girls came out one by one.Has been without her.

He tried to control his breath and told himself that if she didn't come out in another ten minutes, then he would kick open the door and go in to find her.Right now.The nurse came out and shouted for Sun Neihe's family members.He stood up straight, his legs trembling slightly.His eyes were fixed on a pair of bloodstained rubber gloves that the nurse was wearing. He enters with her.An expressionless female doctor held a white enamel basin in her hand and brought it directly in front of his eyes.She fiddled with a pile of dark red blood clots inside with tweezers, and said, look, you can see clearly.There is no fluff in the suction.She may have an ectopic pregnancy.Be careful watching.If there is heavy bleeding or abdominal pain, you must be sent to the hospital immediately.A hot, fishy smell emanating from the blood clot suddenly hit his face, making his eyes burst into tears, and he felt nauseated, so he could only retreat hastily.Suddenly, I heard someone groaning indistinctly behind the white cloth curtain.He recognized her voice.There was no reaction in my mind, and I walked over.Just like that, he saw her.

She was lying on her back on the gynecological operating table.There are instruments entangled with wires around me, and there are still blood stains in the transparent rubber straws.The blood-sucking cotton balls were thrown on the ground, exuding a sour and strong smell of blood.The lower body is naked, and the two thin legs are separated and fixed on the footrest.There were a few wisps of blood on her thigh, sliding down lightly along the skin.Looking up at him, his face was pale, his forehead was covered with sweat, and his bangs were sticking together wetly.Clear tears fell unconsciously from the corners of her eyes, but her eyes were not sad.Just said softly, come help me.good life.I'm in so much pain, I have no strength, I can't stand up.

His eyes caught off guard, seeing the forbidden organ between her legs.The core of darkness and shame appeared in front of my eyes.The sudden evil, the attack is so gravity, as if being hit by two hammers on the eyes.He closed his eyelids in pain, his eyes darkened for a while, and he almost couldn't stand upright. 9 From Lhasa to Nyingchi Bayi Town.More than four hundred and twenty kilometers.Nearly eight hours of travel.After a tiring day, the whole day is spent in the car.They arrived at dusk and found a clean little hotel to stay.Put down your bags and go to apply for a border pass first.Medog is near the Indian border.After getting the documents, you can leave for Pai Township early tomorrow morning.

He shaves in the bathroom, rinses his face with cold water, faces the mirror, and gently pats on a grass-scented toner.This is a habit preserved from a ten-year career in senior management.Many details of life will eventually be stereotyped into habits.A man who often needs to negotiate, hold meetings, and socialize must take good care of his face.He looked in the mirror, changed into a white cotton shirt, sprayed a little cologne on the air above his shoulders, then took his coat and walked out of the room. She washed her hair, lit a cigarette, and stood in the corridor waiting for him.She wore a cotton jacket with Egyptian blue and dark green peonies, baggy Indian linen trousers, her hair pulled back, and silver earrings.She always dresses like a Southeast Asian country girl.Plain face, never makeup and maintenance.She said, today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, we went to a small restaurant in Sichuan to eat dumplings.

They asked for half a catty of dumplings made by the Sichuan proprietress, stir-fried vegetables, a smoked sausage, and a small bottle of white wine.The small restaurant is dimly lit, and the TV hanging on the wall is playing a rough and outdated Hong Kong and Taiwan drama, and the sound is noisy.After making the dumplings, the boss and the buddy also sat on the stools to watch TV.Big dogs loitered by the door.The night was cool and cloudy.Linzhi area is rainy, which is different from Lhasa's dryness.Clouds covered the moon, making it impossible to see clearly. She said, in fact, I don't pay attention to festivals at all.Almost never a birthday.I often forget the date, and I don't know what month and day of the week, because I never wear a watch.But this is a festive night that needs to be shared.Because it was our last night in a clean, bustling crowd.

Starting tomorrow, they will officially embark on the route into the Grand Canyon.Entering the no-man's land of the primeval forest means that there will no longer be comfortable hotel rooms with toilets, restaurants with rich food reserves and exquisite tastes, lively crowds and convenient means of transportation...all material resources that can be exchanged for money immediately .There is no information, business, entertainment, idols, news, fashion, economy, politics...all the products derived from modern society. She raised her glass to him and said, To the old forest. A Mid-Autumn Festival celebrated with baijiu and dumplings.The two of them finished their meal and walked to the street in the cool drizzle.They played a few rounds in a rough billiard parlor down the street.Did not meet any passengers.The shop was deserted and open, empty, with a pale fluorescent lamp on.She bent down to hit the ball neatly and crisply, hitting the colored ball into the hole with a bang.

At this time, the rain outside the window became heavier, and there was already an uproar.They didn't say much more about the rain to each other.The end of September is already at the end of the rainy season in Medog, and it is coming to an end.But it could also be delayed.Continuous heavy rain can cause landslides.Landslides and mudslides will cause the only hiking trails in the canyon to disappear due to these changes.They know it, but they don't want to communicate the things that lead to negative images. She stood up, looked at the torrential rain outside the window, lit a cigarette, and said, this is the first time I have seen heavy rain with my own eyes for so long in Tibet.We can run back to the hotel.

10 She said, Shan Sheng, I feel that my mind is becoming more and more abundant, every little thing will move my heart, my heart is full of agitation, but I feel that wherever my heart goes, it is like being trapped in a dark prison, unable to move, and feeling suffocated.I feel like I'm wasting my life. She said, Shansheng, I am looking for feelings.I crave affection.I want to treat the world in my own way.