Chapter 55 Fifty-five

I don't know how he would react if I asked to borrow money.But for me, rather than being rejected by Li Liang, being despised and ridiculed by him, I would rather go to jail, so that I can look like a real man, or at least I didn’t violate the rules we set when we were young.In my sophomore year, the Literary Society’s newspaper "Or" was first published, which caused a great sensation in the college circle.Li Liang declared in his opening speech: "We will never sink. We only choose two kinds of death: brilliant or heroic." The level is equivalent to the Tangshan earthquake in 1976.

The money thing is driving me nuts.When I went home the day before yesterday, I saw a black Guangzhou Honda downstairs. The rear window was not closed properly, and there was a gap two inches wide.It was two o'clock in the middle of the night, and there was no one on the street. I looked around, and my heart almost jumped out of my throat. In about a minute, I asked myself at least 20 times: To do it, or not to do it?Master Li in the repair shop has a lot of research on this kind of car. I learned from him. It only needs a long wire to pry it open, and it is easy to sell. Just give it to Liang Dagang. It should not be less than 80,000 yuan.I was in the midst of a fierce ideological struggle when I suddenly heard the old man on duty coughing and staggering towards me. I was suddenly awakened, with sweat dripping from my head, and my heart was pounding, thinking that I was so fucking close to—— —just a little bit—to become a thief.

I have also thought about other methods, robbing banks, smashing gold shops, blocking roads, or sneaking back to the company to light a fire, burning all accounts clean, so that they have nowhere to put their farts.When I was the most extreme, I even wanted to buy a pig-killing knife, and I made Dong Fatty, Liu San and Lao Lai, and then I fled to the end of the world.When you calm down, you will know that these methods will not work.I know myself, I have never possessed the quality of daring to kill, can I really put everything aside and do a big fight?I can not do it.On this point, Li Liang gave me a very pertinent evaluation. He said: Those who love money are trapped by money, and those who are lustful are trapped by sex. "You love yourself too much, so you will be trapped by yourself."

The ten-day deadline is approaching in a blink of an eye.At eight o'clock in the morning, Lawyer Men called me again, saying that he would give me another four hours of probation, and if I hadn't sent the money before 12 o'clock, "you should be ready to receive a subpoena." I told him while combing my hair. He said, "I still have an interview in the morning. Do you want to go to the police station or the court, just go." After thinking about it, he felt that it was not enough, and he said softly, "You don't have to wait for me." Then I hung up the phone with a bang, feeling a burst of joy in my heart for some reason.

That's what happened, and I gave it up.It's a big deal to be scolded by the old man, as long as you grit your teeth and get through it, things will always work out.What Zhou Weidong said is good, but it’s really too bad. I bought a fake ID and went off to play football. I went to a new city for three to five years, and then came back to be an upright person.Anyway, I have nothing now, and I have nothing to miss. Last night I had a dream about Zhao Yue, and it seemed that we were back in our college days. At the telephone booth at the school gate, she asked with concern: "I still have some money here, why don't you use it first?" It was yellow What she said to me after the videotaped incident.In the dream, I vaguely felt that something was wrong, so I answered her with a smile: "I am a manager now, and I have plenty of money. Save your money to buy clothes." Suddenly, the scene changed, and I stood On the balcony of the Golden Bay Hotel, Zhao Yue was naked, with tears in his eyes, and said to me: "Chen Zhong, you have lost your conscience, you have lost your conscience!" Standing still, he fell lightly from upstairs, and scolded her loudly as he fell: "You always have this kind of virtue, you will feel uncomfortable all day if you don't make noise!"

That night, the moonlight was like water, making people's eyebrows cool.A few sparrows that were sleeping late were awakened by the moonlight, and flew away with wings fluttering.In a red building on the west extension line of Chengdu, an ugly and dirty guy suddenly sat up and grabbed his hair like a madman. Strands of tears floated on his face, like tears in a dream. The person who asked me to interview was a sporting goods company next to the US Consulate. They were short of a sales manager.Maybe it was because I didn't sleep well. When the boss asked me a question, I answered incoherently, and I blushed a little.He probably wasn't very satisfied with me either. When he heard me say that the salary would be at least 5,000 yuan, he let out an "aww" with a big pancake face, and threw me out without saying a word.

This is the wealthy area of ​​Chengdu, where a large number of lucky thieves, robbers and swindlers gather. After plundering and swindling, they change their appearance, drive famous cars, live in luxury houses, and carry beauties on their shoulders. The new title is called "Noble Person".There used to be a lady's bar not far away, and it was rumored that it was a trading place for old and lustful wives and boring mistresses looking for spiritual and physical fillers.I took Zhao Yue there once in 1999, and encouraged her to pick one of the handsome guys at the bar. Zhao Yue responded to me with a smile: "I don't want it. My husband hasn't had enough fun yet. Why do you want them?"