Chapter 48 Forty eight

I was in charge of Dachuan, Nanchong, Neijiang, and Zigong. When I came back, I found more than 10,000 yuan in my purse. Dachuan’s Zeng Jiang was a newly developed customer this year. He was very polite and gave me a big one before leaving. The parcel contained a stick of Zhonghua, two bottles of Wuliangye, and a large pile of Dengying beef.He made no less than 150,000 this time, laughing until his nose collapsed.I was also very beautiful when I got on the train, sitting by the window, smiling and chatting with the two girls on the lower berth. The canvas of a master artist.I first complimented them on their good looks, and then I praised them for their great figures. Both of them laughed, saying that you are smart, but I didn't praise us for our temperament, otherwise I will treat you to eat orange peels.After a detailed interrogation, it turned out that he was a recent graduate of Chengdu University and was worrying about work.I said arrogantly, come to my company, I am short of two female secretaries.They asked me what I did, and I said that I was an independent director of the Pan Pacific Sweaty Foot Group and concurrently the CEO of the China Stinky Tofu Company. It stinks.The word "engagement" made me have evil thoughts, and I looked at them with my mouth tilted. The taller one was wearing a short skirt, and her legs were crossed, revealing her black briefs, which made my heart flutter and my mouth drool. .

When I came out this time, I never found a woman.On the last night in Dachuan, I lay in bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. I flipped through TV programs from beginning to end, and from end to beginning, and watched commercials all over my head.The drink sounds like Queen Mother’s urine, nourishing yin and strengthening yang, invigorating qi and refreshing; Western medicine is blown into Dongxuan Dabu pills, which can cure diseases if they are sick, and strengthen the body if they are not sick. Advertising, free movement without leakage, widened and lengthened with grooves, no matter how it sounds, it looks like a mask.While I was bored, the sauna center downstairs called and asked me if I wanted a massage.I asked about the price, the Taiwan fee was 100, and the tip was 300, which was a fair price, so I asked them to send someone up.The first one has freckles on his face, which affects his mood, don’t want it; the second one is too thin, he must be panicked, don’t want it; the third one is too old, the fourth one is too short, and the fifth one has cigarette butt burns on his arm, don’t do it at all .At the end of the selection, the proprietress was furious, and called me a "stupid bag" on the phone, "Don't pretend to be chic if you can't afford it, play yourself like a fool", and wished me to masturbate excessively and exhaust myself.I couldn't laugh or cry, and hung up the phone embarrassingly.

In fact, it's not that the lady is ugly, it's my own problem.I've slept with countless women over the years and I've grown tired of copulation.Chen Chao said that the Yellow Emperor had thousands of daughters, and finally attained Taoism and ascended to immortality. It is estimated that I will soon catch up with my ancestors.Thinking about it carefully, prostitution is really boring. It costs 400 yuan to do one or two hundred push-ups.Now I am more afraid of the feeling of emptiness after the release of moisture: everyone is gone, only I am lying naked on the bed, everything in front of my eyes collapses, the world without desire slowly turns gray, what kind of life, ideals , Thinking about what is boring, all unsatisfactory things come to my heart, at this time, there will always be a voice in my heart asking: Chen Zhong, is this what you want?

That's not what I want.I crave kisses, hugs, tender gazes, and even lies that will eventually be unmasked, more than mere piston motion.These days I’m getting more and more afraid of the night, the slightest noise will wake me up, I open my eyes in the dark, everything I see will be deformed, the lights are like dead eyes, the curtains are like a killer’s windbreaker, one day I put the belt on the head of the bed , After waking up in the middle of the night, it turned into a snake and came windingly, almost scaring me to tears.At that time, how I wish there was someone beside me, putting his hand on my chest, or lying in my arms and muttering something, ordering me to bring tea and water.At daybreak she would kiss me, tap me on the head, and say, "Pig, if you don't get up, you'll be late!"

After that night in Golden Bay, Zhao Yue remained uncharacteristically unresponsive.I thought she would call me to question me, and I designed countless countermeasures in my mind: call her mean, lewd, shameless, or say she is as stupid as a pig, she can't tell if she is obviously playing tricks, or she won't answer the connection , let her think about it slowly!go cry!Hate it!go to hell!I'll be smiling next to you. But she never made that phone call, which made me very disappointed, like punching the empty space with all my strength, and it hurt.On the day of her wedding, I wanted to congratulate her, and I had already thought out the words: the dog and the man will finally get married, the bitch will die, and then I will give a heavy pooh.Only after dialing did she realize that Zhao Yue even changed her cell phone number.

When I woke up in Neijiang that night, my head hurt like it was about to split open, my limbs were weak, but my mind was extremely clear.Thinking about my life in the past 28 years, I have tossed and tossed for a long time, but in the end I didn't catch anything, I lost all my money, and I couldn't help but shed two more tears. Let's fight, I don't know if I will "stutter" with him, shaking my head back and forth, murmuring.The more I thought about it, the angrier I became, and I kicked the quilt off the bed, thinking bitterly, God damn it, this is not over yet! I slept all night on the train, my mouth was fishy and bitter, the front of my trousers was stiff, and I dared to get out of bed after memorizing quotations from Chairman Mao for a long time.This is the experience of our department head. His famous saying is: politics leads to impotence, and literature cures impotence.So I should also recite two poems:

Pull up your pants and get out of bed, Has anyone seen my shoes? The two girls laughed and said, I didn't expect Mr. Chou to be a poet. Since I revealed my identity yesterday, they have been calling me "Mr. Smelly". I touched the tall girl casually, she blushed, but she didn't flinch, and I felt happy for a while, the more I looked at her, the more beautiful she was, and the more I looked at her, the more she looked like a dish on my plate, and I couldn't help laughing out loud.