Chapter 43 forty three

After the girl left, I began to doubt my memory—is everything true or false?In this tomb-like city, who can testify to my youth?Li Liang said, you can live for many people, but you can only die for one.And on this night, for whom am I living?Who can I die for? Zhao Yue's ex-boyfriend is called Ren Lihua, a name that can't tell the difference between male and female.After the Xiaoshulin incident, Zhao Yue has always avoided talking about him, and allowed me to use all kinds of tricks and tricks. She always locked her teeth tightly and refused to reveal the details of their relationship even if she was beaten to death.I said I have seen it all, so why should you be embarrassed.Speaking of it, I don't know what I want to know, but the more she doesn't say it, the more I feel that there is a problem.Once because of this, we quarreled a lot, and I couldn't suppress my anger for a while, and yelled: "Bitch! You only came to me because Ren Lihua's dick is bad!" She was furious, like crazy He rushed into the kitchen, grabbed the kitchen knife and waved it up and down, claiming to chop me up.After being disarmed by me, he was still kicking and biting, and prophesied with tears streaming down his face: "Chen Zhong, you have lost your conscience, you will die a bad death! You will die a bad death!"

There are some things I'll never have the chance to know.It was rumored in school that Zhao Yue had committed suicide because of what happened that night. I asked around a few times, but she denied it categorically.On Christmas Eve last year, after we were tender, she put her face on my chest and said intentionally or unintentionally: "I will never commit suicide for others in my life. If I die, I will die in front of you." There was a knock in the distance, and thunderous cheers came from the bar downstairs. My heart trembled violently, and there was an inexplicable fear in my heart.A car drove past, and the street lights beside me flickered twice, then went out silently, and a sentence suddenly came to my mind: Death is like a lamp going out, death is like a lamp going out!His head was rumbling like it had been struck by violent lightning, the light spots flickered in front of his eyes, and Zhao Yue's bloody face appeared.I hurriedly put on my pants, threw myself on the front seat and started the car, turned the steering wheel vigorously, stepped on the accelerator and turned back, the door brushed against the green trees on the side of the road, making a thrilling sound.

Room 308 of Golden Bay Hotel.The door was still ajar, I grabbed the doorknob, feeling my heart beating hard, and after about two seconds of silence, I gently pushed the door open and walked in. 308 was empty, as silent as a tomb, the TV was muted, and all kinds of people walked past the screen, their faces were sad or happy, their lips moved, and they didn't know what to say.All the lights are on, the bed sheets are piled up on the bed, and the shoe shine paper I have used is hanging obliquely on the edge of the garbage basket, shaking gently with the breeze, the side where the shoe shines is dirty and dirty Dirty, the unwashed side is clean and pure, like the face of a newborn baby.

After the boss interviewed me, there was no more follow-up.Fatty Dong is still working steadily as his general manager, with his stomach sticking out and his buttocks sticking out, his tone of voice is getting higher and higher every day, his spittle can drown the living, and his reactionary arrogance is very arrogant.Zhou Weidong summed up three of his favorite words, namely: 1. Then you are wrong! 2. I didn't sign my words casually; 3. You can disagree, but you can't disobey; after finishing speaking, imitate Dong Fatty's appearance and walked shyly, and asked me: "Chen Zhong, do you dare to disobey

what? "I slapped the table and laughed, saying that it's awesome, it's too up-to-date. The past two months have been difficult. Dong ignored the instructions of the head office and asked the accountant to deduct 5,000 yuan from me every month. In the off-season, the monthly payment was less than 3,000 yuan. , I have long since declared bankruptcy.Last weekend at the Riverside Hotel, I saw Zegna suits on sale. The cheapest suit was only 4600. I hesitated for a long time and decided to give up.I'm almost 30 years old, the end is not far away, I should plan for my future, I think.

When I wrote articles in college, I liked to use the word "lifetime", the true love of a lifetime, the ideal of a lifetime, and so and so in a lifetime.At that time, I believed that many things would not change. Only now do I understand that everything is uncertain except the food you eat.And the things you're sure you have will eventually turn into dung, stinking down the rest of your life. I called Mr. Liu of the human resources center once, and asked him in a secretive way if the Sichuan company had any new arrangements.He changed his enthusiasm the day before, and said coldly that he should do the work at hand first, and don't think too much.I felt cold for a while, and I didn't understand what went wrong, but I thought it must be Fatty Dong who had drugged me again.This guy went to the headquarters at his own expense at the end of August, and when he came back, he became extremely vigorous. He would get involved in major and minor matters in the sales department, and he firmly rejected my proposal to remove Liu San. I accused Liu San of being incompetent, saying Chongqing Lao Lai has a lot of opinions on him.Fatty Dong was puffing his pipe coquettishly, waving his front hooves like a leader, saying that I have the final say on the employment issue, "You can disagree, but you can't disobey." I really wanted to jump up and punch his shit, Zhou Weidong winked and dragged me away.

The 50,000 yuan owed to me by Chongqing Lao Lai has not yet been cashed. I called him to reprimand him for being dishonest, but he yelled at me, saying that your tasks are so tight that all my belongings have been invested in it. You can wait a little longer. , When this batch of goods is released, I will deliver them to you in person.I almost cursed out loud, thinking that you have a net worth of tens of millions, but you can't even get a mere 50,000. Do you really think I'm a crook?This is a bit bad, this guy is notoriously black-hearted, maybe he's planning something.But fortunately, I was more careful at the time, and I held all the evidence of the payment return in my hand. Even if he reprimanded my part, he would not be able to escape the debt owed to the company.