Chapter 41 forty one

Sweet talk is my strong point, and it is also my magic weapon to win every battle with girls.When I was in high school, I chased after Chengjiao, and there were many competitors who were taller, handsomer and richer than me, but in the end I got it. When I stripped Chengjiao for the first time, my technique was still very unfamiliar. , she guided me to operate, while sighing: "I was deceived by your two mouths that are not afraid of numbness." Speaking of it, Zhao Yue is shallower than Cheng Jiao, and I am afraid that she herself does not know who she has deeper feelings for. It is not difficult to impress her, besides, my heart ached slightly, I know her so well.

The restaurant is very punctual, at 7:30, and Zhang Aijia's "The Price of Love" is released on time: "Do you still remember the dream when you were young? Like a flower that never fades, accompany me through the wind and rain, watching the impermanence of the world, watching Vicissitudes and changes," this song is our repertoire. At the New Year's Eve party in 1994, I was dressed in a black suit, and Zhao Yue was dressed in white and red dress. We held hands and sang duet, full of affection, and won the audience's applause.As soon as Zhao Yue heard this song, her lips trembled a little. I looked into her eyes and sang softly: "All the sincere and infatuated words will always be in my heart, even though he is no longer..." Hold it quietly Her hand, saying that she doesn't know when she can sing this song with you again, before she finished speaking, Zhao Yue's tears flowed down, and the chopsticks fell far away.

I shook my head and sighed, saying that the biggest regret in my life is losing you.You gave me the best years, but I failed you, and I didn't even buy you a few clothes.Zhao Yue rushed to my side all of a sudden, hugged my arm and started crying.The people next to me looked over one after another, I buried Zhao Yue's head in my arms, smiled and waved to them. After eating, Zhao Yue’s tears were still dry, so I softened my heart and asked her: “Do you think we can get back together and be as loving as before?” Zhao Yue said that I still can’t forget the scene that day, you hurt me too much heart!I laughed sinisterly in my heart, thinking bitch, I gave you a chance.

According to the pre-designed agenda, I want to apply to Zhao Yue to spend the night together. One of the reasons is that I am about to leave, which may be our last night in the vast world; the second reason is to commemorate the seventh anniversary of our love, August 1994 On the 17th, we hugged and kissed for the first time in the grove, expressing our love to each other. The moon that day was so beautiful that she was as bright as jade. I said, "My Zhao Yue is so beautiful." She fell down shyly. In my arms, hands strangling me so hard I couldn't breathe.Every year on this day, we will hold a celebration under the moon. Zhao Yue said that it is more important than the wedding anniversary.Because marriage is just a formality, and our love is "not just a formality." Today is August 15th, and it will be seven years until the day after tomorrow, 2555 days and nights, damn it, I can't bear it stop crying.At first, Zhao Yue pretended to be serious and reluctant. Seeing my tears and the house purchase contract in front of the car window, she struggled for a while and said nothing.

Golden Gulf Hotel is our company's designated reception hotel, and everything has been properly arranged.After entering the room, I untied her hair and stroked it gently as usual.Zhao Yue snuggled into my arms, as if she was a little embarrassed.After taking off my clothes, I kissed her and said that I haven't kissed you for several months. Tears welled up in Zhao Yue's eyes immediately, and she looked at me bitterly.This expression awakened many memories in me: In the winter vacation of my junior year, I sent her to the train, she cried and waved to me; when I graduated, she went to the station to see me off, hugging my neck and crying loudly, the conductor couldn’t stand it anymore ;I left home on the day of the divorce, she straightened my tie and asked me to take care of myself......

I suddenly wanted to give up.There is a voice in my heart that keeps saying repeatedly: Everyone makes mistakes, forgive her, forgive her.I looked up to the sky, blinked my eyes hard, held back my tears, and then asked her solemnly: "Can you tell me about you and Yang Tao?" She got angry, turned over, and said that I went back, "We It's really innocent, nothing happened—do you think everyone is like you?" I closed my eyes, feeling as if I had been poured a bucket of ice water into my heart, and my body felt cold.After a long time, I took a long breath, saying that I was wrong, I shouldn't say this at this time, and then dragged her over.

Do you still remember the dream when I was young, like a flower that never fades, accompany me through the wind and rain, see the impermanence of the world, and the vicissitudes of life.The price paid for love will never be forgotten. All the sincere and infatuated words will always be in my heart, even though he is no longer there.Let's go, let's go, people always learn to grow up by themselves, let's go, let's go, life will inevitably experience pain and struggle...... There was a knock on the door outside, Zhao Yue pushed me vigilantly, saying that there was someone outside.I patted her face and said it's okay, what are you afraid of, it's me.She was worried and said that you should go and have a look, we are not husband and wife anymore.I smiled and said ok ok, I will listen to you.Zhao Yue smiled charmingly, I winked at her, walked over with my trousers up, opened the door, and saw Yang Tao standing at the door wearing a red T-shirt panting, I smiled and patted his face shoulder, said while fastening the belt: "Go in, your girlfriend is waiting for you with bare bottom."

Every autumn, my palms will shed a layer of skin.Western medicine said it was a lack of vitamins, Chinese medicine said it was because of my blood heat, Zhao Yue said, you must have been a snake in your previous life.In the cave far away from the world, have I seen all this coldly?Love and hate, sadness and sweetness, will the karma and good fortune of this life that I have cultivated in hundreds of years be left behind in this cold autumn like the dead skin on my palm?