Chapter 31 thirty-one

Zhao Yue was always poor when she was in college. At that time, my monthly living expenses were 400 yuan, and she only had 150. With the monthly subsidy of 49 yuan and 50 cents from the school, it was just enough to spend.Zhao Yue later told me sadly that when she saw other students buying beautiful clothes, she always hid in the mosquito net by herself, full of melancholy.I was very distressed to hear that.In the second semester of my junior year, I spent a huge sum of 300 yuan to buy her a set of gray professional clothes. Zhao Yue was so moved that she almost cried, and grabbed my hand fiercely, like Mei Chaofeng practicing Jiuyin White Bone Claw .It was the spring of 1994, the cherry blossoms were in full bloom and the willows were fluttering. My girl Zhao Yue and I hugged tightly in the grove behind the auditorium, full of confidence in life.And seven years later, that professional attire has long since become a rag, just like our once passionate emotions.

My mother arranged a total of four interviews for me. Each of the four had their own characteristics. The first one was extremely strong and looked like a weightlifter. I drank some tea and fled the scene in a hurry under the pretext that the company was in a hurry.My mother asked what was wrong, and I said I couldn't beat her, "You don't want your son to have a bruised nose every day, do you?" As soon as we met, she asked me if I had a house or a car. I said I only had a bicycle, and I bought it with borrowed money. She immediately turned cold.Every interview, my mother always introduces me as a "short marriage", which means that my marriage will not affect me in any way.I listened from the sidelines, my eyes dimmed, thinking to myself what those three years meant to me?Is it a joke, a game, or a wound that never heals?And after all that, do I still have the courage to do it a second time?Li Liang said that marriage and prostitution are the same thing, but one is wholesale and the other is retail.It made me feel sad.

The three of us drank 23 bottles of San Miguel beer that day. After midnight, Li Liang called a little girl who was studying at a vocational high school in tourism. She was so beautiful that it made my heart beat.Li Liang put his arms around the beautiful woman, and said in a daze that he was thinking about it, "Life is based on happiness, and you don't have to stick to the rules." After speaking, he kissed her on the face and said, "Is it?" The girl nodded shyly. .I picked up the wine glass and saw the lights flickering in the middle of the stage, and a handsome guy with long fluttering hair was singing hoarsely: "Come closer/A flower is withering/Come closer/You will see tears in my eyes..." I turned around Turning my head, I looked at my friend Li Liang, his face glowed faintly in the corner, like a piece of cold metal.His eyes were as bright as ten years ago, only with a cold smile, I leaned on the chair drunkenly and asked myself: Is this the future life we ​​have been eagerly looking forward to?You look at it and it burns your gaze into a heap of ashes

——Li Liang·"Heaven·Chai" Li Liang and Ye Mei separated. When he mentioned this, he gave me a look of resentment.Wang Datou said that he was drinking and drinking, and if anyone mentioned any unpleasant things tonight, I would handcuff him.In fact, I have always looked down on Wang Datou, thinking that he is low-level, but looking back, for so many years, he has never suffered a loss, and he has never gone wrong. Apart from luck, he must have a lot of life Wisdom, Li Liang said he was Zhu Bajie pretending to be Monkey Sun.Wang Datou was a little embarrassed, saying that I am not like you, thinking all over the place, all I need is something to drink during the day and something to touch at night.It is said that this fellow will be promoted again recently, and transferred to the sub-bureau to manage equipment, which is a famous fat vacancy.Li Liang said with jealousy that it is much easier for you to make money than mine, and there is no risk and no need to waste your brain.Wang Datou pretended to be pure, saying that I was a public servant of the people, and I didn't care about eating and drinking, so I really didn't dare to stretch out my hand to make a lot of money.I interrupted him angrily, "The more than 300,000 yuan your baby bought the house didn't fall from the sky?" Li Liang echoed, saying yes, yes. "Could it be that you pissed out the Wuliangye in a cabinet at home?"

After criticizing corrupt officials, Li Liang looked at me and smiled. Under the dim light, I couldn't tell whether it was sincerity or sarcasm.After returning from the Caesars, I called him a few times to ask his forgiveness, no, forgiveness.I think there are several things in this world that are important, one of which is Li Liang's friendship.But every time he hangs up directly and doesn't listen to it, I put down the microphone embarrassingly, with a foul smell in my mouth, as if I have bitten my own gall. There is a group photo of our dormitory on my desk, it was at the Great Wall in 1993, Li Liang put his arms around my shoulders, I grabbed Wang Datou's neck, Chen Chao stood beside him like a log, the dead boss Liuli Muttering cigarettes, he was as strong as a bull.Eight years later, I can still clearly hear the voice-over from that year, Li Liang said: "From now on, we will share the blessings and share the difficulties." The boss added: "Let's fart together!" Then a group of people laughed.Eight years later, I looked at this photo in awe. I never believed in fate or God, but at that moment I thought, who changed the lives of the teenagers in the photo?Who distributed them between life and death?Or, my crotch is aching again, who made Li Liang kick our friendship?I once asked myself, if Li Liang wasn't so rich, would I still value him so much?I have no idea.

That night we both drank a little too much. I went to the bathroom and vomited once, but I couldn’t hold it anymore when I came out. I was gasping for breath while grabbing the sink. I felt like a stranded fish struggling desperately for the last sip of water. .The waiter put a hot towel on my neck and massaged me vigorously. I suddenly remembered the scene when I leaned on the sofa and asked Zhao Yue to clean my ears. My mouth was sore and bitter.Sitting back on the table and drinking another bottle, I stood up unsteadily and said that I would go back to see Zhao Yue.Wang Datou pushed me back onto the chair with all his strength, and scolded me rudely: "Your mother, can you be a little promising?" My lips trembled twice, the smell of alcohol rose, and I was humiliated and sad in my heart, sobbing and crying stand up.Li Liang also drank too much, he smiled foolishly there, and when he saw me crying, he laughed so hard that he slipped out of the ground. , I’ll leave it to you tonight.” The beauty rolled his eyes at him, and Li Liang started laughing again, but what he said was extremely vicious: “Don’t you just pretend to be mean to me, don’t you just want my money? I’ll give it to you.” You are ten thousand, you...don't do it?"