Chapter 53 52

Jing walked in the cold corridor of the hospital, went up the stairs, turned around, and went up the stairs again.This pale woman dressed in black and exaggeratedly large sunglasses is already the youngest well-known female writer. She is invited to give lectures at a university in Italy immediately, because her book has just been published in Italy not long ago. , causing a great stir.However, on this winter afternoon, no one knew that she came to the hospital quietly and walked all the way to the third floor.The corridor was very dark, and she suddenly burst into tears as she walked.She wondered why she was so timid and sneaky.Why can't her little baby see people?She went up the stairs, saying goodbye to the child over and over in her heart.She has given up her mind, and she doesn't ask for its forgiveness.

Because Chinese New Year is approaching, there are only a few patients in the hospital, and the doors of some rooms are closed early.It's snowing outside, but here, it seems darker and colder. Jing saw a familiar person on the row of chairs in front of the obstetrics and gynecology department on the third floor.She stopped and looked at the man quietly.That's Man.Her mother Mann.Man is like a very down-and-out citizen, wearing a pea green down jacket without any patterns, and a pair of black flat shoes that have been glued. In her impression, this is the first time she has seen Man wearing flat shoes.She had grown bloated, her pointy chin had disappeared, and her sagging skin had been covered with brown blotches.It was only then that Jing remembered that she still had this relative in this world.

Jing doesn't know how she met Man here. Her experience is that she always appears when she is unlucky and embarrassed.The same is true now.She wanted to turn around and go away and come back again sometime.However, Jing kept staring at Man, and suddenly felt that at this moment, there were many gentle and peaceful things in Man's eyes, and they were no longer the fierce and sharp look before.This soft maternal light made Jing approach her, even regardless of the embarrassment it might cause. Man didn't recognize her until Jing took off her glasses.The two of them met in the bleak corridor of this hospital.They looked at each other.Jing is wearing a long gray trench coat and peach red and dark blue high boots.Her hair finally grew, so long, longer than Man's original long hair.She has bright lipstick on her mouth and smells of good quality perfume on her body.Man looked at Jing, this girl is so beautiful, she really looks like herself back then.

Are you sick?Jing asked.She didn't intend to talk to her anymore, but felt that her appearance was really sad, so she asked. No, I'm pregnant.Man said that his tone was very flat, and he could not see any emotional likes and dislikes. Ah...so come for surgery today?Jing asked in surprise—she came for the operation at the same time as her mother. No, come check, I want this kid.Man said lightly again.Jing could hardly believe her ears.This forty-four-year-old woman, this mother who hated her since she was born, and hated all children, said she was going to have this child. Why?Jing asked.

Man raised his head and looked at Jing, and said slowly: At my age, you will know how important children are.You are a failure to me, there is no love between us, it is irreparable.I didn't expect you to come back and treat me well.No love, just filial piety, then I owe you.I don't want that either.So, I want to start all over again and have a good child.You are indeed very successful today, but I did not help you, and you did not realize my dream, so your success has nothing to do with me.I will teach her well in the future, and she will realize my dream.At that time, I will be very pleased.

After Man finished speaking, he raised his head and looked at Jing with a smile.This proud woman refused to ask her daughter for help even when the situation was bad.She takes no handouts, and believes she still has time and love in exchange. Man sold the news about Cong Wei, and he didn't get much money, and was cheated a lot by an incompetent man who was in a relationship with her.She was disheartened, and she thought, is it really a dead end?However, at this time she suddenly found out that she was pregnant.What she couldn't believe was that she actually felt a burst of warmth, which lasted forever.She felt as if there was a nucleus full of energy in her belly, exchanging body temperature and comfort with her.God will finally save her and give her hope.

Jing was moved by Man's words, but at the same time she also felt bitingly cold.She subconsciously placed her hands on her stomach.At this moment, she was really confused. She once rejected this little life because she felt that the responsibility was too heavy. If she didn't have enough love to surround the child and make it disappointed in the world, she might as well simply not let him come.However, at this moment, when she saw an aging mother so bravely shouldering the responsibility of taking care of a child again, and being able to say "start over", she suddenly felt how vulnerable her seemingly sufficient reasons were. Excuse.

Jing stood in this dark corridor facing the mother she once hated the most, with mixed feelings, but she didn't know what choice to make. The woman looked up at the girl.Of course she saw the embarrassment and sadness in the girl's eyes, and she had already guessed why Jing came here.She suddenly felt that as time passed, the daughter in front of her was her.She stood with herself more than twenty years ago.She is now back in that time before, and she will choose again. The girl also looked at her mother.She felt that her mother looked so longing, and she was still so proud, so confident, everything was like the peacock-like young woman walking in front of the girl many years ago.The girl suddenly felt that this was probably the same thing as what Shen He said about the power of time.Time passed by, and the woman's grievances and sorrows were all suppressed.Now she was on the road smooth and level again.

December 6, 2004