Chapter 48 47

Once they got back, the days got busy.At this time, her life has become lively.Her mailbox is always full of enthusiastic letters from readers, her personal website always has so many new readers joining and greetings, her novels are translated into other languages, and she flies to places she can’t even name. past.She wants to meet partners of foreign publishing companies, meet many reporters, and do many interviews.And she is well aware that all this is not easy to come by, and she cherishes it very much, and treats them with kindness and sincerity.And never slack in writing, whenever she has time, she hides on her balcony where you can see a lot of flowers and plants, basking in the sun and writing.Jing started writing the second book.Shen He worked hard to help Cong Wei recover, but he began to worry that after Cong Wei got better and remembered some things, he would become more sad.Jing and Shen He occasionally had small quarrels, and Jing still sat on the stairs smoking a cigarette sullenly, waiting for Shen He to come back.And every time Shen He came back, Jing had already greeted him with a smile.The previous unhappiness disappeared immediately.Shen He felt that Jing had a magical power that could communicate with him, so she was always there to greet him as if nothing had happened.

In September, Jing went to pick Yumi out of prison, only to realize that Yumi had already been released three months ago because of her good performance.Jing stood at the gate of the iron gate of the prison, feeling very panicked for a while.Her disappearance for half a year must have disappointed Yuya.Yumi was alone, how would she feel when she walked out of the big iron gate and faced the too wide world outside, and where did she go?Jing knows that with her fame today, it is not difficult for Yumi to find her.Jing kept waiting, but Yuya never came. In October, Jing signed books at the city's largest bookstore.That day, Jing's readers lined up in a long, long queue.They praised her for her beauty, praised her for her easy-going, and they gave her rich compliments and the most sincere gifts.They all asked to take a photo with Jing, and asked Jing to write a few words of blessing for them.She never imagined that one day she would receive so much love.

Jing felt a little difficult to breathe surrounded by the crowd. These days, she felt very tired.Jing looked at the crowd behind in a trance between signatures, and she saw Yuya. The thin and small Yuya's belly has bulged, and she has gained a lot of weight.Jing was very surprised. A girl who was once so weak was now full of maternal brilliance.She was wearing a pair of baggy brown corduroy overalls and a round-necked apricot sweater (she still likes these pastel colors).But the clothes look old and dirty, as if they haven't been washed for a long time.Her hair had grown long this time, but it was of poor quality, and she tied it all up and tied it at the back of her head.But the hair is very sparse and withered and yellow.Her skin has also become very bad, there are so many spots on her face.She was so young, but her skin was swollen and her eyes were puffy.

Jing Jing was there, with the pen still hanging in her hand, watching Yumi slowly move forward with the crowd, feeling that every step of her was difficult.Jing could hardly control her emotions.She put down the pen in her hand, stood up slowly, and looked at Yuya.Yumi had already seen Jing looking at her, but she just smiled lightly and motioned Jing to sit down first.She has changed everything, but her eyes are the same as before, as if comforting Jing, telling Jing not to get excited or lose her composure.She will not leave. Jing calmed down when she saw Yuya's eyes.It has always been so.However, this look has been forgotten for so long.Jing then sat down slowly again, signing one by one until Yumi came to her.Yumi handed the book to Jing, and Jing buried her head and wrote on her book:

"To my favorite Yuya." Jing signed her name and handed it to Yuya. Yumi turned her head and said to the staff next to her, "May I say a few words to her, it will be ready soon..." Yumi asked for permission carefully, and Jing hurriedly said to the staff maintaining order ,she is my good friend.The staff just nodded.Yumi then took a few steps forward, and she stood in front of Jing, but unfortunately, there was still a table between them.Yumi kept smiling at Jing, but Jing became even more sad. She grabbed Yumi's arm: "I'll pick you up, you're gone. I'm sorry..." Jing's voice choked.

"Fool, don't cry, so many people are looking at you. I'm sorry, I'm not doing well now." Yumi said to her softly. "Why don't you come to me? Where do you live now? Can you move in and live with me?" Jing said in a voice, but when she lowered her head, she saw Yumi's swollen belly. She knew that maybe it was impossible up. "Jing, listen to me, we have to make a long story short. There are so many people waiting for your signature, you see how much they like you, I don't want to be everyone's enemy." Yumi still smiled and said softly , "I'm here to see you, just to let you know how happy I am to see you so well. I want to let you see that I'm fine. That's enough for me, really. I think the days to come , we will still belong to our own world, we don’t need to meet again, just thinking about each other living in another place, and wishing her well, that’s enough.”

"Don't meet? Why?" Jing looked at Yumi in astonishment, but Yumi had a firm face: "Jing, my task in your life has been completed. That big thing has been done. Since then, our lives have never had sex , and my life will become as ordinary as ordinary people. I am very satisfied with this ordinary, I do not want to enter your world, although I know it may be rich. But that is not what I need. You, too, do not have to come Accommodate me, don't have to bear the responsibility of taking care of me. If you want to repay your kindness, then you are wrong. If the friendship between us can be calculated back and forth, then it will use money, What is the difference in friendship measured by rights? When I met you, I divided myself into two, one is the aggressive and eager me, she is like a naughty little girl; the other is the mother who is willing to be ordinary and dedicated, This is me now. I have already entrusted my 'little girl' to you. She follows you, encourages you, and may also make you more impulsive. In short, I entrusted her to you. You form a force. Your task is to raise her well, take her to see bigger scenes and experience greater success. My responsibility is to take good care of this little guy in my belly—Jing, you are so smart , you must understand what I said, right?" Yumi's words made Jing irrefutable, and Jing couldn't say a word to this 11 million people who were sorry and had something on their minds to say.

Yuya turned and left without saying goodbye.Jing saw a man standing not far away to meet her.It must have been her husband, looking very old and scruffy, wearing a blue jacket with a white shirt not fully tucked into his trousers.The man didn't look friendly, he was getting a little impatient waiting there.But Yuya was inconvenient and walked very slowly.Yumi walked up to him, but he didn't help her either.Yuya turned around and glanced at Jing again, as if telling Jing that she was very satisfied.She was indeed content with the fact that this incomplete life was so far removed from her girlish fantasies.She smiled slightly, as if she was playful and charming when she was a girl.