Chapter 19 18

Yuya is a very strange girl, she looks very simple, she speaks easily, and reads easily.But if you tell her some complicated things, she will understand everything.So later Jing felt that Yuya was really the most valuable type of person in the world. She actually knew all about those deep things, but she was able not to put them out, so as not to let them spoil her good interest in looking forward to the future.So Yumi always greets and interacts with people with a bright smile.Jing is really envious of her upright attitude towards life.But when Jing thought of these later, she could only feel even more uncomfortable.When Yumi lost this most precious quality, life seemed to turn off the lights for her.Yong Ye, Jing can always think of such words, and feel sad for a while.

About a month later, Jing and Yuya exchanged their previous stories.Yuya's mother died of illness when she was three years old, and she has always been dependent on her father.My father was a very dutiful worker with very little income, and his legs and feet were disabled due to work.So Yumi started to earn money to support herself when she was in junior high school, working as a waiter in a cold drink shop, a baker in a cake shop, etc. "I would first consider looking for a job in the food industry, because that's the easiest way to feed myself," she said, explaining how to steal bread from a bakery without getting caught.

Even in such a difficult living situation, Yuya did not lose her confidence in getting better in life.She doesn't like going to school, and her homework has become very poor, but she still believes without reason that one day, God will favor her, and she will suddenly have a lot of things.Because of this firm belief, she doesn't feel anxious, and skipping classes is even more at ease. Yuya in her teenage years, if there was hunger, her hunger was in reading.She needs books so badly.Jing believes that this is because there are too many beautiful things and miracles in the book: Cinderella can always meet fairies who are doing nothing, and repackage her from head to toe in response to requests, and the lost crystal shoes are always You can lead Prince Charming to Cinderella obediently; the ugly duckling can become a white swan if you grow up carelessly; if you are unfortunate enough to marry a toad, don’t be sad, maybe a prince will sleep next to you the next day, telling you he Bewitched all the time...they gave Yumi inexhaustible power.Yumi reads books very complicatedly, not to judge them as literature, but simply like the stories in them and the strong emotions in them.Yuya often doubts whether such strong emotions really exist in reality.Because she has never had a decent love.She saw that Cong Wei's book was about the same year as Jing's, but it was left behind by a customer who came to the cold drink shop where she worked.She sat on the side of the road and finished reading Cong Wei's book.Cong Wei is so independent and loves neither humble nor overbearing, how worthy of a man's love for her.Yumi was so moved by the emotions in Cong Weishu, and she has become Yumi's idol since then.In Yumi's heart, Cong Wei is so perfect that she looks like a goddess.She is noble, knowledgeable, reserved, cheerful, sad, kind, intelligent...she almost possesses the advantages and virtues that all women should possess.

Yumi often has distant dreams, dreaming that one day she will become a woman like Cong Wei.But in reality, Yuya is a short girl without any outstanding features.She compares herself to Jane Eyre.All the feelings she had had were secret crushes that no one knew about. She always felt that it was too late to talk about it, so she missed it time and time again.But she was never discouraged, and firmly believed that her prince was jumping on the white horse and galloping towards her. "Let's forget about those unpleasant things. Yesterday's life is like a basin of dirty wash water, just throw it away." This is Yumi's famous saying.

When it was Jing's turn to tell her story, she was speechless.Let me write to you, Jing said. So Jing finally picked up the pen again.This was the first time she picked up a pen after an interval of about three months.Jing went to the stationery store next to the school and bought herself a decent thick leather notebook.She was writing all night, and she even gave up on running.Jing felt that she couldn't stop, as if the plane was taking off bit by bit.And it's impossible to stop mid-flight.But it was also unprecedented happiness.It seems that it has dived into a piece of warm water, and it can't help but swing its arms and start cruising.Yes, that seemed to be an instinct of hers.Jing Fu wrote on the table all night.Yumi woke up several times and saw that she was still writing, so she called her to sleep in a daze.When she woke up in the morning, she saw Jing still sitting in front of the table.I don't know how many pages have been turned in the book.

"Oh my god, where did you have so much to say!" Yumi exclaimed.Jing handed the notebook into Yuya's hands, and suddenly felt that her whole body was taken away, and she felt like she had vomited out all her internal organs. Jing needs sleep too much.She fell heavily on the bed.This time it was like the first time she wrote in the purple diary. After such a fierce catharsis, Jing slept very peacefully.There were no nightmares, and she even dreamed of beautiful things—she dreamed that Uncle Lu was watering the strawberries in the flowerbed in the yard.Jing stood behind him, so close to him, saw his bowed body, and saw his slender fingers holding the long-mouthed watering can.Jing walked over and touched his back from behind.Suddenly, she seemed to be knocking on the door of his heart.He turned around, and when he turned around, there was still the sound of strings fluctuating from nowhere.Clank.

He opened the door for her and invited her in. When Jing woke up, she found Yuya sitting beside her bed, her eyes were red. "Is this all true? You write so well. I'm getting jealous," she said sourly.This is the only time Yuya mentioned jealousy, jealousy of Jing. Yumi told Jing that probably from the first time she read Cong Wei's book, with such a young and beautiful role model, she wanted to write more than once.But she knows that she has no talent, and she can only pray for miracles.The encounter between her and Jing made her feel that, in fact, this was the miracle she was waiting for.God wants to give her such glory, but her qualifications are so poor that it is almost impossible.So he sent this girl with potential to Yumi, asked Yumi to assist her, and finally sent her to the pinnacle of success.Jing is very strange, even in her worst time, Yuya is so sure that Jing will get better and grow into a big man.At first, Jing felt that this was a general wish of Yumi, just like she always hoped that miracles would happen to her.However, Jing later discovered that this was not the case. Yumi's expectation of her success was so strong, and that was as important to Yumi as her own success.

"I will accompany you by your side and watch you succeed step by step. Don't worry, I will not leave. If you want to leave, you have to wait until you succeed." This is Yumi's promise to Jing when she was seventeen . In a person's life, how many promises can be made and how many promises can be accepted?Jing later understood that this in-and-out promise was like a listless tennis game, people were very careless, so many balls flew away, and they didn't fly in the original direction.Only Yumi, only her, she is such a conscientious player, she must catch this ball, this medicine ball she made with her promise was sent out when Yumi was seventeen years old, and her life has changed since then up.

Since then, Yuya has been helping Jing "better" in an all-round way.First of all, she decided to help Jing cure her gluttony.She began to watch Jing 24 hours a day, preventing Jing from having the opportunity to grab a lot of food.She gave Jing fruit and daily necessary food on time.But Jing couldn't control her emotions at all when she was binge eating.She fidgeted, kept scratching her hair, and knocked off the flying insects on the writing desk.Finally unable to sit still, she stood up abruptly and rushed out the door.Yumi will definitely follow up, grab her, and drag her desperately to the woods in the northwest corner.It has become a place where they solve problems every time.Yumi has to catch Jing, guard her, talk to her, or hug her, hug her, and comfort her constantly, in order to help her get through it.Every time Jing would make a big fuss, the silent and reserved she was a different person in peacetime.They have to go to the woods, there is no one there, no one will see such a distressed Jing, only Yumi, only her, scold Jing or comfort Jing with a voice that is always full of expectations.

A month later, Jing lost ten catties.They were all very happy, and Yumi rewarded her with a piece of chocolate the size of a thumbnail. However, Jing soon felt exhausted.A lot of exercise and a poor diet made her finally overwhelmed.One day when I was running with Yumi, Yumi ran ahead, and suddenly heard a plop from behind, turned around, and Jing had already fallen to the ground. Hypoglycemia.Jing was sent to the infirmary for IV drip.Yuya was sobbing beside her when she opened her eyes.Seeing Jing woke up, she grabbed Jing's hand, and stuffed a piece of fruit candy wrapped in light green sugar paper into Jing's palm:

"Let's eat." Yumi said.