Chapter 102 Chapter 5 Boundless Freedom

Marty wakes up on top of a big hill.When she opened her eyes, she thought she was in heaven. In the haze of mountains and mist, Marty saw a large expanse of gorgeous pink in front of his eyes, indistinctly shadowed in the mist, as colorful and gorgeous as heaven.It turned out that it was the big black thorn bushes that bloomed at night, blooming like the whole tree exploding. Jesus sat under the flowers, and he watched Marty wake up. Marty got up, folded the blanket, poured out the water from the kettle to wash, adjusted his clothes, and came to Jesus and sat down.The two sat facing each other, and Marty looked Jesus in the eyes, and they smiled at each other.

Sitting face to face like this, Marty and Jesus had a conversation for the first time. In fact, none of them opened their mouths. All the voices came from the heart and went directly to the heart. "I'm going back," Marty told Jesus in her heart. "very good." "Thank you, Jesus." "Are you still the same person as when you came here?" "Yes, it's still the same person." "very good." "I am still the same person, and I have realized that my previous worries and questions are all valuable processes. These processes have formed me, and all experiences have meaning, including those lives that I thought were meaningless before. There are too many subjects for me to experience and overcome. I will no longer avoid them.”

"Where are you going?" "It doesn't matter where I go. I want to go back to where I came from, and finish my journey with renewed courage." "very good." "Someone asked me to bring you a message," said Marty's mind. "It's him." "Yes, Hai'an. He asked me to ask you, can you be honest with yourself?" "Tell him, and I will answer him myself." At this point in the conversation, Jesus closed his heart and their communication ended.Marty stood up with Jesus and started down the mountain together. It was an unfinished conversation, but Marty stopped talking, too.There are some things, since you already understand it, you don't need to say it again.

Climbing on the rock, Jesus is below her, and a long rope is bound between the two of them.Looking at it from here, the person named Jesus really seems to be Hai'an. But Marty knew that this person was not Haian.The two of them are completely opposite in some respects.Hai'an, who enjoys the prosperous life in Taipei, plays wildly in the world; while Jesus, who wanders alone in the wilderness of Madagascar, is so peaceful that he does not want to talk to anyone. Thinking about it carefully, the two of them are really similar in some places.The similarity lies in their incompleteness.Jesus and Hai'an are stars that fell from the sky and fell to the ground and broke into two halves.

One is full of goals to pursue the truth, but does not live like a human being, like a dead wood without life. The other enjoys a life full of fun, but has no purpose. At dusk Marty and Jesus came to the hollow on the mountainside.They are going to spend the night here and continue down the mountain the next day.Marty sleeps sideways next to Jesus, and she spreads the blanket over them both.The night was cold and windy, and Jesus around him exuded a slight warmth, but Marty felt that some parts of Jesus were as cold as ice and snow. Why?Why lost his human affection?After following for a long time, Marty has understood that Jesus is walking alone on the road to divinity, but he is human after all, and before reaching the realm of God, he has completely lost his human nature, so what is he?a ghost?

At this moment, Marty, who is full of feelings for the world and wants to return to her city, has a sharp feeling. She finally finds that Jesus' quiet self-exile is a deeper decadence. There was a kind of feminine tenderness in Marty's heart.How she wished she could pour a little affection into Jesus.Some enthusiasm, some blood, even a tear, Marty looked up at the stars, the fairy tale about a tear can give a person life, she had read since she was a child and did not believe it.Now lying beside Jesus, she realized how great happiness is for a person who can shed a single tear. The next day was even colder. They went down the mountain in a strong wind. Before reaching the foot of the mountain, Marty saw a car coming from a distance, and a long road of dust was raised behind the car.

It was the jeep with five stragglers in rags.There is a vast plain at the foot of the mountain, and there is no way for Jesus and Marty to escape. The stragglers pulled up in front of them and called the name of Jesus in strange French.There was irony in the tone, and they laughed, all looking at Marty.Marty hid behind Jesus, feeling very ominous to her. Sure enough, the stragglers got out of the car, shouted in Mélières dialect, came to Jesus, poked him with the butt of their guns, violently tore off his bag, shook it off, and saw that there was nothing inside, they were all angry, To snatch Marty's backpack again.

Marty screamed, and the stragglers stared at her even more maliciously, their smiling faces like beasts.A straggler forcibly grabbed Marty's waist, and Jesus began to fight, and several soldiers wrestled with Jesus.At this moment, Marty saw the soldier who had been hugging her raise the barrel of his gun. The barrel of the gun was aimed at Jesus' back. Pull the trigger, fire, and the smoke rises. The soldiers wrestling on the ground stopped moving, and they looked at the barrels blankly.Jesus also turned his head and looked at the barrel of the gun. There was a wisp of smoke on the barrel.

Before the bullet was fired, Marty threw himself behind Jesus and took the fatal shot in Jesus' place.She fell on her back on the sand, the bullet piercing her left chest.Marty's eyes filled with the sky, the blue sky. Unexpectedly, they really wanted to kill people. The stragglers became nervous, jumped into the jeep in a hurry, and drove away. Jesus knelt down and picked Marty up, seeing her eyes closed.Jesus hugged her tightly.On Marty's left chest, a blood-red flower bloomed in the heart. This flower also printed Jesus' left chest redly. His original spotless gray cloth robe was stained with Marty's blood.

Marty lost her vision first, then her hearing, and she fell into a soundless, breathless, colorless, odorless, airless, and gravityless boundless realm, the depths of the universe, where there were people who couldn't... Enjoy the boundless freedom you get. I want to go back, I want to travel far, and now I'm dying. Even thinking subsided, Marty stopped breathing. Jesus held the dead Marty and saw the blood-red flowers on her chest.After thirty years of wandering in the deep, Jesus finally saw color for the first time.