Chapter 16 last letter

"Ruffian... Let's go for supper!... Junior, please eat goose meat..." It was Artest calling me. In the middle of the night, many graduate students would meet to go out for something to eat. Sometimes I drink some wine, because everyone is full of grief and indignation. I used to drink a lot, but I stopped drinking in the past two months. "Wait for me 10 minutes... I'll have a cup of coffee..." As of today, Qingwu Feiyang has left me for almost two months. I always go online at a quarter past three every night, and turn off all Pages... Let jht quietly accompany FlyinDance for 10 minutes.

Although in real life, she can no longer dance lightly... But I still hope that she in the online world can continue to Flying in Dancing... Artest often scolds me for being stupid...Everyone is gone, why do such boring things? ... But even though she is no longer alive, I still can't bear to let her soul feel alone... Because she said... she is afraid of being alone... "Ruffian... haven't you quit coffee?..." Artest asked curiously. In fact, I always remember what she told me that night... So since then, I have stopped drinking coffee. But tonight, I have an urge to drink coffee... and I want to make an extra cup for her.

Because today is March 15th...the day she turns 22... I remember that day on January 17th...it was raining heavily in Taipei... When I arrived at Rongzong...they told me... A quarter past three in the morning... a brown butterfly flew away from the hospital... Then I don't remember anything... All I know is that I stood at the stop sign of bus No. 277...for a whole day... Xiaowen is right...Taipei is so cold... The old girl is more stupid... She actually asked me why my face was so wet? ... Didn't she know that it rained heavily in Taipei that day? ... For the past two months, I have tried very hard not to think about her.

After all, you still have to eat, you still have to sleep, you still have to attend classes, and you still have to catch up on papers. I hope I don't think of her all the time, and this hope... As if I wish the sky wasn't blue; As if I wish the trees were not green; As if I wished the stars didn't shine in the night; It's as if I want the sun to shine when it's not in the daytime. Basically, I'm hoping for a situation that doesn't happen. Unexpectedly, in real life, I still played the role of the second type of person. And did I cry? ... No way! ...As I said, I'm a master at flood control...

In the future, I will participate in the flood control measures in the lower reaches of the Three Gorges of the Yangtze River. If I feel that the pH value is less than 7 in my heart, I will go online to watch the joke board... Let some boring low-level dirty jokes divert my attention. So everything is the same as when I didn't meet her more than September last year... Artest is still romantic, and I am still boring. It's just that the wild cat outside the window of the research room doesn't seem to bark anymore... Go online, turn off Page, and prepare to go to the water dispenser to make coffee...

The water dispenser on the third floor was broken, so I had to go to the second floor to fill it up. While waiting for the water to be filled, I saw a letter in the postgraduate mailbox. I am a doctoral student, and the mailbox is on the third floor...the second floor is the postgraduate mailbox. The receiving address on the outside of the envelope is only written: Chengda Water Conservancy Engineering Research Institute... And the recipient was even weirder, writing: "Ruffian Cai". I can't think of another person in the department with such a nickname... So it should be a letter addressed to me.

I opened it, and there was a piece of letter paper inside...and another brown envelope. The letter reads: "Hi student Cai: I am the roommate of Qing Wu Fei Yang.Sorry, I don't know your first name. It's not convenient for me to call you a ruffian, because this is her patent. A few days ago when her family was sorting out her belongings, they found this brown letter and asked me to pass it on. I only know your department, so I have to bite the bullet and try my luck. Perhaps the spirit of Qingwu Flying in the Sky will bless you to find this letter. Well, good luck to you...

Xiaowen" The letter was sent more than a month ago. I think Xiaowen must have shed a lot of tears when writing this letter... Because the letter paper is full of wet and dry marks. And that brown letter had another beautiful font on the envelope... it says... "To: ruffian Cai (my frog prince)"... This is the first time I have seen Qingwu Feiyang's handwriting. I didn't expect her words to dance gently... I held back my trembling hands and slowly opened the brown letter. There is a photo and the ticket stub of No. 13, Row 11, Nantai Theater at 2:20 p.m. on December 31, 1997...

Next to the signature of "Ruffian Cai" on the ticket stub...she signed "Qingwu Feiyang" again. There is also a piece of blue letter paper... The letter paper has the familiar Dolce Vita perfume smell on it... In the photo, she is standing on a green grassland. And wearing the brown suit when we first met... That is, shoes and socks like charcoal coffee... small flared pants like Mocha coffee... wool like Blue Mountain coffee Clothes…… Still carrying that backpack that looks like Cappuccino coffee... On the back of the photo it says: "Dear jht: Brown is me in Pisces... Blue is you in Scorpio...

Blue letter paper in a brown envelope... know what I mean? ... :) Seeing my cup of fragrant coffee...would you want to drink it? ... Be sure to suck up the saliva...don't drip it! ... :P FlyinDance" I flashed a bitter smile. I think I will drip, it should not be drool. The content of the blue stationery is very simple: "If I have one more day to live, I will be your girlfriend that day. Do I still have a day to live? ……No. So, it's a pity.I'm still not your girlfriend in this life. If I had wings, I would fly down from heaven to see you. Do I have wings? ……No.

So, sorry.I will never see you again. Even pouring out the water in the whole bathtub will not extinguish the fire of my love for you. Is it possible to pour out all the water in the bathtub? ……Can. So yes.I love you…… dance lightly" My chest was torn easily...tears quickly flooded my flood defenses. I am proud and ruthless... I can no longer hold back the tears on my face... She finally changed my plan...and got back what I owed her... Two months of tears... Then the Academy Awards were announced. "Titanic" won 11 awards including Best Picture. But Rose didn't win the Oscar for Best Actress... Even old Rose... just missed the Oscar for Best Supporting Actress. It turns out that what is miserable in the movie may not be unlucky in life. And Jack in real life, should he "Never let go" to Rose? ... Maybe he doesn't have to worry about that... Because that beautiful brown butterfly... is always dancing in his heart... jht. on 5/29/1998