Chapter 14 missing (1)

After reading her email, I felt like I was on a roller coaster... But this time it's even more exciting...because this flying car almost derailed... From her diary, I found out the secret behind her clever and cunning conversation... She also has a tender and delicate heart... I can't help but wonder... When she was writing her diary...would she think that someone else would read her heart in the future? ... Or just her in the online world as the sender... and her in real life as the recipient? ... Or is it the other way around? ... Two weeks in a row... I used to use self-hypnosis...

To face every morning and dusk, day and night when I think of her. I keep telling myself...she can only FlyinDance in the illusory network... Can't dance lightly in real life... Hope to get rid of this heart-piercing throbbing. I also keep avoiding... avoiding pc... avoiding anything related to coffee color... Indulge yourself in the sea of ​​books... hide in the crowd... Hope to escape this unforgettable feeling. But I still fail... Because the piercing heart is piercing and unforgettable, both have bones and hearts. Unless I have a conscience...unless I don't know the words etched on my bones...

My hypnotism will work. But I am a literate and conscientious person... It turns out that it's not that I don't miss her... I just forgot the excitement brought about by that longing... Like I'm not not breathing... I'm just forgetting I'm breathing all the time... The breath can be temporarily held, but cannot be stopped. So... I decided to try my luck with Xiaowen... That day was January 15, 1998...it started to rain early in the morning...the weather in Tainan started to get cold... It's the weather! ...my hand that rang the doorbell was shaking all the time...

"Excuse me, is Xiaowen there?..." "This is Xiaowen speaking...May I have your name?..." "I... I... I'm a ruffian..." I really don't know how to describe my name... jht she doesn't know... She has never heard of the name my dad gave... so I have to say it like this... "Just a minute!...I go down right now!..." Not long after... I heard a loud slam of the door... Then there was a rush of hurried footsteps... Artest has a method of receiving hidden weapons described in martial arts novels... called "listening to the sound"...

Footsteps like this kind of brine cannon...it should be a type B girl... Xiao Wen casually tied a ponytail... and didn't use a hair band or clip... just a rubber band... It's too late to take a closer look at her appearance...because boys' eyes are easily attracted by her bust... What's worse...she was wearing tight clothes...it made my eyes die without a place to die... If Artest were to describe it...he would say it was "ready to come out"... "Are you a ruffian?..." She looked at me carefully... with a suspicious expression on her face... "Yes...This is ruffian speaking..."

I imitate her speech... Maybe it will make her feel close to me... "Why are you here now?" She folded her hands on her hips and stared at me. "I... I don't know where to find her?..." It seemed that Xiaowen didn't have any kindness towards me, so I had to answer cautiously. "Aren't you going to ask me?...You're a graduate student for nothing?...You don't have any IQ at all" "Here she is..." After finishing speaking, he gave me a note...it said "Mr. Rong"...and the number of a ward... I stared blankly at her... but this time my eyes moved up 25 centimeters...and stayed on her eyes...

"What are you in a daze for?... Hurry up and see her before I go!..." "this is……?……" "Shut up!...Don't talk about it...Go!...It's colder in Taipei...Remember to wear more clothes clothing……" There was a "bang"...she closed the door of the apartment... Then there was another brine bee blast... I'm afraid Xiaowen is not only a B type...but a B+ type... Next time I want to report this brand name to Artest... let them go to the two tigers to compete... I listened to Xiaowen's words... I brought a few more clothes... But it's not because I'm worried that Taipei is colder...but because I don't know how long it will take? ...

I called my older sister who works in Taipei... and told her I was going to live for a few days... She asked me why? ...I said I was going to find a beautiful butterfly... I took the flight to Taipei at 11:40... I think two weeks ago... she must have taken the same shift... As soon as I got on the plane... I immediately put on my seat belt... It's not because today's stewardess is ugly... It's that I no longer believe in any beautiful stewardess...with a scent like her... When I got off the plane... what greeted me... was a different kind of weather from Tainan... Fortunately, it is also raining in Tainan today... so Taipei is just colder for me...

I'm in my sister's office... unpacking... Then take bus No. 277...get off at Mr. Rong... I entered the ward...she was fast asleep...I watched her quietly... Her long hair was scattered outside the quilt...I didn't see hair that could be called brown... Her face has become slightly rounder...no longer has the beautiful curves it used to have... And her cheeks and the bridge of the nose already have red spots distributed like butterflies... But no matter how she becomes...she is still the most beautiful butterfly in my mind... Her long eyelashes fluttered gently... she must be dreaming! ? ...

What did she dream about? ... Qingwu on the road of Engineering College? ...the first meeting at McDonald's? ...the Titanic in the Nantai Theater? ... Or the perfume rain at the corner of Shengli Road? ... The room is getting darker and darker... I want to turn on the light... because I don't want her to lie alone in the dark ward... But I was afraid that the sudden light...would wake up her sweet dreams... When she was in a difficult situation... her eyes slowly opened... She stared at me with wide eyes... Then she turned around abruptly... I only saw occasional twitches in her back...

She's gotten thinner... and I can finally use the adjective "weak" to describe her... It's been a long time... probably the time for a stick of incense mentioned in martial arts novels! ... She just turned around... rubbed her eyes with her hands... smiled lightly... "Ruffian...you are here!..." "Yeah!... The weather is really nice today... isn't it!?..." "That's right!...The sun is also very round today...isn't it?...hehe..." This is the day we went to see the Titanic... She was sitting on the back of my motorcycle... It's just that she doesn't know...it's raining in Taipei today...the sun didn't come out at all... "Ruffian...you sit down!...why do you keep standing?..." After she reminded me... I found a chair to sit down... In between strides... I didn't realize the numbness of my feet... because I had been standing for hours... "Ruffian...you've lost weight!..." She is so powerful... She actually "strikes first"... I am qualified to say this! ? ... "Ruffian... Are you hungry?...Did you have lunch at noon?..." "The food in the hospital is not very good... so the patients are usually thinner..." "Everything else is fine...but it's really boring not being able to chat with you online..." "Ruffian... have you finished your dissertation?... Can you graduate this year?..." Wait... The person lying on the hospital bed is you, not me... Why are you asking questions? ... But... I have nothing to ask... because I just came to see her... not to satisfy my curiosity... Maybe I should learn from the movies and say some affectionate dialogues. But I'm not a romantic person after all... And after all, that's a movie, and this is life... I only hope that she can leave this suffocating hospital soon...and return to the warm and comfortable Tainan... This time, I will definitely not let her walk alone on the Engineering College Road in Chenggong Campus... I'll always be with her... as long as she doesn't ask me to dance... Not long after... her mother came to see her... About 50 years old...a little fat body...except for a bright smile...it doesn't look like her at all... "Well... I should go... Goodbye, Auntie..." "you you……" She sat up suddenly... as if she was frightened... "I'll come back tomorrow...tomorrow's tomorrow too...until you leave here..."