Chapter 20 Chapter 5 - I'm like a coffee bean, ready to be powdered at any time

I'm like a coffee bean, ready to be powdered darling you please grind me up My overflowing tears will distill hot water Then dissolve my thoughts and turn them into a little bit of sugar serving a cup of coffee Accompany you through every sleepless night Taichung is here, this is Tsuen's hometown. Will Tsuen be in Taichung now? It may be a psychological effect, and I felt a throbbing pain in my right shoulder again. Because I thought of Tsuen. My right shoulder hasn't fully healed since it was injured. As long as you write for a long time, or lift something too heavy, you will feel a dull pain.

Also, if you think of Tsuen, you will feel sorry for Mingjing's twitching back. Then the right shoulder will also be painful. Seeing the coffee written on the seventh cigarette made me suddenly want a cup of hot coffee. But now we are on the train, where can I find hot coffee? And the three-in-one instant coffee that can be drunk as long as the boiling water is poured, to me, it is no different from ordinary drinks. I met Tsuen when I was drinking the most coffee. It was about the second semester of graduate school, the busiest time to catch up with the graduation thesis. At that time, as soon as I entered the laboratory, the first thing I did was to grind coffee beans, add water, and make coffee.

Make at least two cups of coffee every day, without exception. A day without coffee is like wearing leather shoes without socks, weird. This habit of drinking coffee lasted for three years. It wasn't until July last year when I came to work in Taipei that I quit completely. At the beginning of this year, I saw ruffian Cai's writing, which aroused my desire to drink coffee again. I wrote an E-mail to ask him, and he replied that he drank Irish coffee in Tainan. Not the Taipei described in the novel. He also emphasized that as long as it is authentic Irish coffee, it is the same wherever you drink it.

Since Irish coffee advocates freedom, it is natural that there is no restriction on which coffee shop to taste. He appended a paragraph at the end of the letter, saying that Irish coffee was meaningful to him. But for others, it may be just a kind of coffee, nothing special. Instead of drinking someone else's Irish coffee, it's better to find your own bubble tea, or Coca-Cola. Just like the mistletoe plant that Mingjing gave me, it means a lot to me. But in the eyes of others, it may be just a golden dead branch. What Ming Jing said is right, the dead branches of the mistletoe that leave the host will gradually turn golden yellow.

I think that when I first arrived in Taipei, I was probably just a withered mistletoe branch. What others are looking for is a drink, but what I am looking for is a new host plant. But for the withered mistletoe, it is meaningless to find a new host. From Taipei to Taichung, I have been on the train for two hours and forty-five minutes. It should not be said to be "sitting", because I have been standing or squatting. very tired. It's just that I don't know that this kind of tiredness is because of the car? Or because of memories? This tiredness reminds me of my days as a graduate student.

After being admitted to the graduate school, the habits of living began to change. Me, Bo Sen, brother Ziyao and senior sister Xiuzhi still live in the same place, while Sun Ying and Mingjing moved out of Shengjiushe. Sun Ying rented a small suite near her work place. Mingjing moved to Shengliushe, which is a dormitory for graduate students, and there is no gate control time. Sun Ying has left her student life, and her contact with us has become very small. As few as the teeth of an eighty-year-old man. But this little connection is like a short story written by Sun Ying, although it is short, it is powerful.

This power almost shakes my whole life. I know Tsuen because of Sun Ying. In fact, Sun Ying is a very good girl, although sometimes she is a little serious, but she is very upright. I thought something would happen between Bo Sen and Sun Ying. "Sun Ying and I, like a strict mother and a naughty child, are not suitable." Bo Sen said. "But I think Sun Ying is pretty good." "She's nice, but her head isn't round enough." "What did you say?" "I'm looking for someone to hit it off with. She's not round enough, so of course I don't hit it off." Bo Sen laughed.

I find it very curious that Boysen has always been very popular with girls since he was in college. But never had a girlfriend. Person is the kind of person who knows exactly what kind of girl he likes. If he meets a girl he likes, he will not hesitate. But this if, never happened. I'm different because I don't know what kind of girl I like. Just like eating, I can't always describe the look or taste of the dishes I like, etc. I can only wait for the dish to be served, take a bite, and realize that it is too bland for me?Still too salty. Before I met Mingjing, Bo Sen would often introduce girls to me, and they were all girls like Tieban.

In fact, he didn't introduce it deliberately, he just pulled me over when he had the opportunity. "Person, please spare me. I can't afford to mess with these girls." "Look, maybe you'll like it." "It's useless to like it. If a tiger can't bite it, neither can a dog." "what are you saying?" "You are a tiger, you can't handle it, and it's useless to find me." "Vegetable bug! How can you compare yourself to a dog?" Bo Sen scolded me first, and then laughed loudly: "But your analogy is apt."

After meeting Mingjing, Bo Sen stopped introducing girls to me. "Since you have found the phoenix, you don't need to go hunting pheasants anymore." That's what Bo Sen said. "yes?" "Well. She's one of those girls you're too late to meet whenever you meet her." Is it too late?I have no idea. I only knew that Mingjing's existence was important to me at that time. If there is no Mingjing, I will be very lonely?Or will it be very uncomfortable? I dare not imagine, nor have the opportunity to imagine. If I got to know Tsuen first, and then Mingjing, would I feel the same way about Tsuen?

Maybe it's different. But life is not like the experiments done in the graduate school, where the experimental conditions can be changed repeatedly, Then different experimental results were obtained. I only have one life, whether I am satisfied or not, the order is like this and cannot be changed.