Chapter 52 Peacock Forest (52)

Rong An said that Liu Weiting is now back in the doctoral program at Chengda University, so it is easy to find her. Counting the time, I haven't seen her for more than six years. I mustered up my courage, sorted out my mood, and stepped into the department where she was. I asked a classmate: Which floor is the research room for the doctoral class? He asked who am I looking for? When I mentioned Liu Weiting, his expression was very strange, and he joked: "You go to the third floor. If there is any research room that makes you feel the coldest and most eerie, that's it."

I climbed to the third floor and saw a long corridor with rooms on the left and right. Although it was afternoon, there were no lights on in the corridor, the light was dim, and the end was almost invisible. There is a nameplate on the door, so I don't have to feel the temperature of each room with my heart, just look for it with my eyes. In the eighth room on the left, the nameplate on the door reads: Liu Weiting. That classmate was right, her laboratory was indescribably cold. It seems that no one has ever visited, and there is no warmth in the room. I think of the cabin in the virgin forest.

If I were Sherlock Holmes, I would use the scientific method to measure the dent on the door, the footprint on the door, Then came to the conclusion that almost no one had knocked on the door and that there were only her footprints at the door. I even suspect that when everyone passes by her laboratory, they will choose to take a detour. Taking a deep breath, he knocked on the door twice. After three seconds as long as a minute, it came from inside: "Please come in." Turn the doorknob and push it in.Even the doorknob was surprisingly cold. Then my heart beat faster because I saw Liu Weiting.

She stared at the computer screen, typing on the keyboard with both hands, making a crisp sound. After two seconds, she turned her head and stopped typing on the keyboard when she saw me. The distance between me and her was only three meters, but it seemed like three light years apart. It was so quiet, I could almost hear my own heart beating. Ten seconds later, she turned her head to stare at the screen again; another half minute later, the keyboard groaned again. "Is something wrong?" she finally spoke after a minute of wailing from the keyboard. "I……" As soon as the sound came out, I realized that the voice was hoarse. After clearing my throat, I still couldn't continue.

"If you want to say sorry, please come back. I've heard enough." She interrupted me without any ups and downs in her tone. Hearing what she said, I became even more nervous, and swallowed back the words I wanted to say. "Remember to close the door when you go out," she said, "Also, don't come here again." "Over the years, whenever I think of you, I feel guilty, even sad..." I finally spoke again.But before she finished speaking, she heard her say coldly: "You are just sad, not sad. Is your heart hurt? Being cheated by someone you like or

Betrayal is heartbreak, and you didn't.So please don't insult the word sad. " These sudden words made me even more ashamed. "I know you're sad, so I have to see you again and say something to you. 』 "There's nothing to say." Her tone remained cold. "Please listen to what's on my mind, okay? 』 Seeing my appearance, she hesitated for a moment, then sighed and said: "Forget it, you'd better go. I don't have much self-esteem left, so let me keep it." After she finished speaking, she stood up and turned her back to me. I can't climb the rock on the right anymore, but if I give up now, it will be higher and harder to climb.

Suddenly remembered what Li Shanlan said the day the love letter was burned.With the last of my strength I said: "I know it's not the right time, and it probably doesn't matter, but if I could go back more than six years, Go back to the time when I caught up with you under the tree outside the classroom after the last get out of class was over, I don't just say sorry.I will also say: I like you. 』 Although her back was turned to me, I could see the needle-like reaction from her back and shoulders. "That love letter was indeed sent by mistake, and I really had the mentality of making mistakes at the beginning.But

Later, I really liked you as a person, just purely, without considering the future. Maybe after liking you, I will still be attracted to other girls, or feel that others are true love, But under the tree on the eve of my senior year graduation, at that point in time, I liked you. 』 I finished the sentence in one breath, and it seemed that I had exhausted all my strength. I felt completely exhausted. She turned around slowly and looked at me. After a long time, she said: "You really hurt me, you know that?" I nodded and didn't speak. "I know you mean no harm, and it was just a misunderstanding to send the wrong love letter, but at that time, I treated you sincerely.

your.You not only hurt my self-esteem, but also my self-confidence.all these years, i don't Get close to any boys and don't let them close to me, I don't even smile anymore.i can't get out This shadow, I need light but am afraid to see it. " Her tone was very calm, not as cold as before. I know it's no use saying sorry too much, and I've said it too many times. After she finished speaking, she was silent for a while, and then said: "Let's go back to the point you were talking about, I stopped my bike and you came running." Having said that, she suddenly got a little excited, and after trying to stabilize her emotions, she continued:

"Please tell me, at that point in time, did you really like me?" "Ok.At that time, I really liked you. 』 She looked at me, her eyes were no longer cold, because the warm liquid slowly filled her eye sockets. Then she choked up and said: "Let's go." Hearing this sentence she used to say, I also felt excited, and my vision began to blur.