Chapter 20 Part VIII.2

Gently wake up the sleeping soul slowly open your eyes See if the busy world still spins alone spring breeze blow the heart of a teenager Let the tears on yesterday's face dry with memory Look up for the wings of the sky Migratory birds appear in its shadow Bringing famine in the distance, the ruthless flames of war still exist. Yushan snow falling burning boy's heart Let the truth melt into notes confide in distant blessings sing your passion stretch out your hands let me embrace your dream let me have your real face make us smile full of youthful pride Offer sincere prayers for tomorrow

Who can disregard his own home Let go of childhood memories Who can bear to see his sorrow yesterday take away our smile Youth does not understand the world of mortals rouge stained with ashes Then, the tape recorder went "uhhhhhhhhhh" and ran out of power. I looked carefully at the girl in front of me whose hair was covered with sweat. She was indeed beautiful and calm.I can't see her facial features, but I can still feel her charming breath. At that moment, I thought I really liked this girl, just like C.There is nothing like this in the world. It takes a moment to like something, and then spends years slowly torturing myself why I like it.I suddenly understood that for C, she might just like the idea of ​​myself.And most of the time, I'm just a thought in her eyes, not a living thing.

But even so, I believe that C likes me that much.I can't imagine how C will live without me. But the truth is, in C's life, I haven't been there for many years, and she is still living. I see the roaring flames in the south.The earth sinks into the night.That is the only source of light in the city.It tells me the direction like a holy fire.I know that when I face it, I am facing south. The sky was suddenly broken by a huge sound of tearing the air, and I saw a dozen long black shadows flying towards the center of the city.I said to her, "Look, military helicopters."

She said, "How do you know everything." Suddenly, I felt that she was C in front of me. It's a pity that C wasn't with me during the chaos. And I can imagine that among the other girls I have been with, some of them will stay in the room and refuse to come out, some will frantically run to the store to grab clothes, and some will pretend to be calm and use their mobile phones to contact Every familiar person with background. Only C can snuggle by my side, or run hand in hand with me, or dance to the helicopter. Unfortunately, C was just racing with one of her thoughts.

I looked at "Permanent Sister" and thought, maybe I should ask her real name.But I still looked at this person carefully and found that her figure was better than C.When I wanted to take a closer look at her face, the fire in the south suddenly exploded like fireworks, and her face turned red.I said, "You're the most powerful girl I've ever met." She asked, "Why?" I said, "Look, you've been holding a brick." "I defend myself," she said. I said, "Throw it away." She threw the brick at my feet.At this time, footsteps came from the bridge hole.I immediately squatted down and picked up the bricks, and said, "Look, it's useless to carry them with you, just pick up a brick when you need it."

We watched the bridge hole nervously.She said: "It's been a long time, and I haven't seen anyone. It's really slow." I suddenly realized something and said, "You wait." Soon, she was full. We held hands and ran.She said, "Aren't we going to run all night, and don't you have a place to live?" I seem to have seen the situation in Da Rong's apartment. Our three TVs must be gone. But this is what I thought of, but I always replace what I think for facts, and then replace what didn't happen with facts. I said, "The place has been looted."

After running for a long time, we came to a road in the suburbs. There is snow beside the road, which is ready to melt tomorrow.To my left is a huge pipe leading to God knows where.In the distance of the snow is a forest, which grows taller and taller, with a strange shape, like the hair of the earth. She said: "There should be no one here, let's take a rest." I said: "OK." "I'm so tired," she said. I said, "I'm fine. Where's your boyfriend?" She said, "I don't know, I ran out yesterday and said I was looking for you."

I said, "Isn't it today?" She said, "No, it was yesterday." I said, "Oh, it might have been past twelve. That would be yesterday." She said, "Ah, that should have been the day before yesterday." I thought about it for a long time. She said, "What's wrong?" I said, "Why do I feel like I lost a day." She said, "What are you doing!" I said, "Forget it, maybe you fainted from running." "I really want to sit down," she said. I said, "No, let's walk slowly and not stop." She said, "Then let's walk."

I feel like where we're walking seems to be a place I've always been, but not sure when I've been here.There are no buildings next to it, just a two-lane road.We came to a fork in the railway, and I thought something was wrong here.In my memory, it seems that this road has a parallel railway.Unfortunately, in reality, it's interleaved. I suddenly felt that this world is so unstable, the sunlight and temperature necessary for our survival come from a big fireball hundreds of millions of kilometers away from us.I don't know when the fireball will go out—it hangs alone in the sky, and it doesn't make people feel at ease like it is placed on the table.When it dies, so do we.

I'm looking for Mr. Sun. There is a ten-meter-long wall on the left side of the intersection, and some newspapers are pasted on the wall.I was surprised to find that in such a night, I could actually see the text.Of course, this refers specifically to the title text. I saw a big headline that said "Air China crashes in South Korea".I think Air China finally crashed.In this world, everything happens in an orderly manner. There is a telephone booth next to the fork in the road.I think if it was in the city, there would be no telephone booths long ago.But I'm not sure if I can still make calls in this city without electricity.

I picked up the handset and there was a dial tone. I said, "I want to make a call, but unfortunately I don't have any money with me." She said, "I have my card. You use mine." I said, "It's not good to use your card, do you know where I'm going to call?" She said, "I don't know, should I call the police?" I said, "I don't know if I can make long distance calls." She said, "Are you going to call the central government?" I smiled and said, "Yes, I will call the Military Commission and inform the Central Committee." She said, "Really, when can the police come to maintain order?" I said, "You see, there is no need to maintain this order. Everyone competes with each other, and in the end it will be balanced." "You can tell them we're out here," she said. With hesitant fingers, I dialed a number I hadn't called in three years, which was C's phone number. I still remember the phone number from C's house to this day, not because I miss him.Or rather, I just think about this person at certain times.But I don't want to think about it deeply. I feel that this matter is as boundless as that strange forest. It is better to artificially use a wall to separate it, so as to avoid futility.But why do I remember C's phone number? It may be because her home phone number is so easy to remember. Except for the first number, the t digit behind it is all a number.I never even worry that C will change the number, I think I can always find her, no matter how much time has passed, because such a good number, even if I move, I have to move it to keep it. I think C will choke up and lose his voice when he hears my voice.I don't know what's going on on her side, anyway, there are huge fireworks and unmelted snow and ice on my side.I'm going to tell her I'm in a mess that's a hundred times worse than that big truck that night. If C is there, he must be very scared.I want to say: "C, you bastard. That day, you actually left the words "big idiot" on the pillar. Once, I passed by by chance, so I went to see it. Don't think I like you , I'm just curious. But you should be by my side at this moment." The call didn't work, and the voice on the phone made me check the phone book again.I hung up the phone and said to the girl next to me, "Let's go. I'm done." She said, "Nonsense." I said: "We all use codes, high-level military secrets are like this. Look, someone will come." She said, "Nonsense." Suddenly, lights flashed on the road.She and I watched where the light came from.I don't think I've seen a light all night.The lights appear to be not one, but a row.A minute later, the light passed by us, and it turned out that a dark green military truck was silently driving towards the place with the fire.It took a full three minutes before we saw the end of the line. She opened her mouth wide and said, "You're not talking nonsense." I hurriedly said, "I'm talking nonsense." I said, "Look, we're running into the city in this direction. Tomorrow everything will be back to normal. The direction your ass is facing is outside. Where are we going?" "We're going backwards," she said. I said, "Okay. Let's run." We ran twenty paces, and she stopped and said, "Turn around and run." I said slowly: "I listen to you." We turned around and saw the convoy's taillights.Diagonally in front of us, the flames changed color again.I think my eyes got used to the night suddenly, and I could already see things around me, or rather, I could just see.Suddenly, I felt a lot warmer on my body. I thought, this is not my body temperature alone.I turned around and whispered in her ear: "Are you scared, or something else?"