Chapter 31 Unspoken rules of courtship

Facing the little lamb who has lost his way and the little tortoise who has finally mustered up his courage, his reaction is as cold as ice. "open." I was stubborn and hugged tightly: "Don't let go." He was silent, and when he spoke again, it was still the same sentence: "Let go." I was uneasy and frightened, tears couldn't help but fell down, staining his gray shirt, and yelling in a strong nasal voice like a child cheating: "Just don't let go!" He paused, seemed to sigh, but began to loosen my clasped fingers inch by inch. The crossed hands gradually separated, and the idea that he really didn't want me finally became clear gradually.For a long time, I always felt that no matter what mistakes I made, as long as he flattered me, he would forgive me even though he was stern.In fact, he has been forgiving me before, so I have no fear.But this time, he didn't forgive, he really didn't want me anymore.

I want to say a lot to him, but I don't know how to say it, so I can only clasp my fingers and cry on his back: "Teacher, I have liked you since the first day you came here, and I like your eyebrows. Your eyes, your nose, your mouth. I care about every word you say, and hearing your voice makes me feel happy. I like you so much that I am crazy about it. I will definitely leave you If I can't survive, you are the goal of my life, the direction of my life, the morning star in my darkness, and illuminate my steps forward..." This is my nasty confession when I was in school. I don't know why I remembered this passage again, but apart from these few sentences, I really don't know what to say.It's just that even this paragraph ended up choking and sobbing intermittently.

He was shocked, his body was tense, and the movements of his hands and his whole body froze there. I didn't even dare to cry loudly, even if I was ridiculed before, it didn't matter.But this time I really confessed my love and put my whole heart in front of him, just like a hedgehog opening its belly in front of him. If he is cruel enough, he can kill him with one blow. There was silence for a second after another, and every second my heart sank and became colder. It was finally cold enough to be below the temperature line that can sustain life. I feel that I am enough today, brave enough and young enough, although the result is not as expected, but if I can be so clear once, I will not regret it in the future.

Without his hands, I slowly let go of my clasped hands.Even if it is a small supporting role in his life, I hope that I can exit the scene beautifully without being entangled.But before he retracted his hand, he grabbed it again, and his slightly mocking voice sounded: "What? Are you going to retract it again?" Before he understood what he meant, he had already turned around, wrapped his arms around my waist and stroked my back with one hand, and then followed the legendary kiss that symbolizes reunion after a broken mirror... Is this a good deal... I thought in the kitchen with a spoon.

Because he is indeed eager enough to be domineering and hot enough, so hot that we almost rolled onto the sofa, and of course the last thing that stopped our pair of dry wood was the rumbling of my stomach... Uh, after all, I am also a day There are no people who have eaten. Except for not having sex, tears and deep kisses, these two steps are exactly the same as those in ordinary Xiao Yan. It should be considered a reconciliation... However, they didn't say anything to each other, didn't explain themselves, and didn't analyze themselves deeply. Isn't that a bit wrong? Then I thought about the two of us sitting in the living room, and I criticized myself deeply: I was wrong, I shouldn’t be XXX, I shouldn’t be XXX, I will resolutely XXX and work hard for XXX in the future, I was thundered by myself.

Well, who can say clearly about love, and it's not a mistake in principle, maybe it's more appropriate to pretend to be a fool with amnesia. Happy to set the table and eat! Song Ziyan had already changed into casual clothes. He took off his well-tailored formal clothes and wore such casual and close-fitting clothes. Only then did I realize that he had lost a lot of weight.Immediately felt distressed, without thinking too much, I put some food for him. It was only after I finished clipping that I realized that he has a cleanliness habit. This can be seen from the fact that company dinners have always been Western food. He even dislikes eating on the same plate as others. Although he gave me face and ate at the same table as me, but ...

Sure enough, he watched the sudden extra vegetables in the bowl froze there. I quickly buried my head in the bowl and made up my mind that even if he unceremoniously picked out the dish and threw it away, I would pretend not to see it! ...It's more face-saving this way.But he still couldn't help but raise his eyes to take a sneak peek. He glanced at me indifferently, took a mouthful calmly, and there seemed to be a smile on his brow. I was crying silently, it really was the fate of a born slave, he just took a bite of the food I picked up, he just smiled very lightly, I felt as if I was soaked in a hot spring, my whole body felt so comfortable.But his smile was too warm, as if I lost my way in the mist, and when I turned my head occasionally, he was still standing there, looking at me with his eyebrows stretched like this, as if saying, it's okay, I'm still here waiting for you.

What a peace of mind! ! I suddenly feel very content. But when I was washing the dishes, I deeply realized my lack of progress. I have already confessed my love sincerely, purely and enthusiastically, but as for him, he only said one word "I love you", and the original words were still: "Are you hungry? Go cook something." =.= The revolution has not yet succeeded, comrades still need to work hard! We must look at things from the perspective of development and change. Song Ziyan doesn't love me now, but it doesn't mean he won't love me in the future.He is tall enough to be a blue whale in the sea, able to swallow a large living person in one gulp.But I, a little white silkworm, can eat a whole mulberry leaf in one bite.

From today, I will start my love chase! ! With my tens of thousands of small words experience, sooner or later he will prostrate himself under my apron! ! After tidying up his things and returning to the bedroom, he was lying on the bed reading a magazine.It's those English magazines that give people a headache when they look at them. The strangest thing is that there aren't even any naked women, and he reads them every day with great enthusiasm. I lay down on the other side of the big bed, looked at his side face reading seriously, and clenched my fists!The spark of love starts from equality, and the first step to equality is to change the name.

Let the general manager go to hell! ! I was trembling: "Song..." Song didn't send it out for a long time. I coughed twice, took a deep breath, and tried again: "Song... Zi..." He suddenly turned around: "Song Zi what?" I was so startled by him that I immediately replied, "Songzi Guanyin!" As soon as these words came out, both of us were stunned... His expression is seeing a ghost, mine is crying silently, what kind of wisdom am I in such a hurry! ! His hellish affection slowly turned into an ambiguous smile, and he leaned into my ear and asked in a low voice: "Do you want a child?"

I blushed and quickly waved my hands: "No, no." "No." He drew a long voice and said without regret. I quickly nodded my head like a chicken pecking rice, but he leaned over again: "So you want to do something to have children?" I quickly shook my head like a rattle again. But it's useless even if you shake it into a waist drum, because the Guanyin of Songzi has already begun to actively spread nectar... After the clouds cleared and the rain cleared, it took me a long time to catch my breath. Although Xiaobie is better than newlyweds, you don’t sprinkle the nectar like this, otherwise the working people in the world will be drowned by you sooner or later! But it was my equal title plan that drowned first, and I moved on to plan two with tears in my eyes, understand. As the saying goes, understanding is the beginning of love, and I will lay a solid foundation for our future today! I poked Song Ziyan who had his eyes closed: "General manager..." He didn't even lift his eyelids: "Song Ziyan." "Huh?" Is it interesting to call yourself? He opened his eyes and looked at me, and said, "Didn't you just want to call me that?" So you know all about it, so why did you send Zi Guanyin all the way? ! I didn't dare to question it, so I continued to follow the second plan: "President...Song Ziyan, what color do you like?" He frowned, apparently not expecting me to ask this question, but still replied: "Black, white, gray." I read it silently three times and wrote it down, then asked: "What kind of fruit do you like to eat?" "It's all good," he said. Continue to ask: "What kind of music do you like to listen to?" His tone has become impatient: "Piano music." I made persistent efforts: "What are your hobbies?" He was finally completely impatient: "Why are you asking this?" I pointed at my fingers silently: "Let's get to know each other better." He asked back, "Is understanding increased in this way?" I retorted: "Then how can we increase it?" He glanced at me: "You, Qin Qing, like white, tender yellow, light green. I don't like to eat fruit, but I eat two apples every day, one in the morning and one in the afternoon. I like listening to pop music, especially Jay Chou and Eason Chan. Hobbies Lazy to sleep and read novels and movies. When reading novels and movies, I hate being disturbed by others. After reading them, I will actively disturb others. I have to be called three times in the morning to wake up, and I have to be urged three times before going to sleep at night. Parents make a phone call, and each time the content does not exceed 30% authenticity. I like spicy food, and I have to drink water after eating, because I am afraid of getting pimples on my face.” After talking so much slowly, he finally stopped. Come down: "Is it enough?" How would he know? !So many of them I didn't even notice!I went from shock to admiration. But looking at his confident appearance, I still couldn't help hitting him: "Why didn't you say the most basic thing, what about height, weight, figure, and appearance?" I haven't measured it for a long time, I don't know, let's see what he says. He looked at me and took time to calm down: "Height, under my shoulders. Weight, I can hug it. Body... Uh, it feels good in the hand. Look, it's pleasing to the eye." I sweat, what I said here is based on myself as the standard.Dare the earth revolve around you?Dare I exist for you? I seriously demand: "Objective, objective." He asked seriously: "Are you sure you want to listen?" I smirked: "I'm afraid you won't be able to tell." He chuckled and shook his head: "Height, average. Weight, health. Body, safety. Appearance, passerby." I am angry!I am gorgeously angry! ! He actually slandered my glorious image like this, pulled the quilt and turned his back on himself to be angry. But after thinking about it, I couldn't help but turned back again, and looked at him happily: "President... Uh, Song Ziyan, you haven't said so many things to me before." "Yes." He nodded: "It won't happen again in the future." I am angry again!I am gorgeous and angry again! "Why?" After finally starting to have good communication, you actually want to kill it alive? He sighed: "Because you don't understand after talking about it, it's better to do it directly." I wondered: "What?" He rushed over suddenly, pressed me under him, and smiled strangely and ambiguously: "Make... love." Next, Guanyin Songzi started busy and diligent work again... The next day, I shamelessly followed Song Ziyan to the company again. After all, I feel at ease when I have a job. After this reconciliation, I have no reason to resign. In addition, I am so close, I think I should get a close look at him. whereabouts. I gorgeously became an employee who resigned for two days and returned to the furnace. But when I went to the personnel department, Manager Tian's expression that I knew you would do this still made me a little upset. After doing a good job of mental preparation and returning to the department, I found that everyone was gathering together to wow haha, and the one in the middle who told jokes that made Baishi happy was none other than Xue Yanyan.I also leaned over to my head, and everyone saw that I was not surprised or ridiculed, as if I had never resigned, and they automatically gave me a seat. I asked: "What are you talking about, so happy?" Xue Yanyan's beaming description: "That's what happened. I was chatting with a guard yesterday, and he told me that there was a vixen in their community who looked like an ordinary person. He went for plastic surgery because he was upset, and he had it twice. Once, the wrong place was not corrected, but the feet were corrected, and the second time, the correct place was finally corrected, but the eyes were made like walnuts." The more I listened to this, the more I became familiar with it, and the corners of my mouth twitched unconsciously after hearing it, sir, you are really good at gossip, anyone can gossip. Xue Yanyan looked at me strangely: "Hey, what's your expression, don't you feel happy?" My face was full of black lines: "I'm just laughing, I almost cried." Xue Yanyan lowered her voice again, and whispered to me: "Qin Qing, according to reliable gossip, although our general manager is rich and beautiful, he is actually corrupt inside, and he was hospitalized because of that. I was afraid that I would be treated like this. The good conditions are taken by him, and he wants to sneak me, and I will feel relieved when you come back." The corners of my mouth twitched even more. Any reliable gossip is probably the old man's gossiping mouth. Xue Yanyan also looked regretful: "You said our general manager has such a good family background, why is it just like that? God gave him too many doors, and he probably sealed that window, which shows that the world is still quite fair. .” I nodded solemnly, and took off the hat of the rival in love on her head by the way. But my rival in love is obviously not the only one. Sitting in the dining room at lunch, I sharpen my knife and slap my biggest enemy, Huang Mao. I have watched too much Jinzhi Desire, so I put on a very friendly smile, and my attitude is still very graceful. Just imagine, now I am in the house where Song Ziyan lives, and he is in the house that Song Ziyan gave me, no matter what, I am also the main palace, and he is just a side room.After all, I'm also a regular wife, and he's just a mistress...uh, the second master. I don't have that money and I'm not willing to buy him with that money, I want to drive him away with my perfect tongue! The battle to defend love has officially sounded the horn! !