Chapter 17 Section 16

Tuesday July 12th muggy On the car back to the company, I described to Wang Xiaojian the chemical changes in the surrounding air when Li Ke looked at his photo.My wise and calm performance won great praise from Wang Xiaojian, so he immediately decided to invite me to eat fried snails at the well-known food stall in Beijing at the intersection of the company. With cold beer and harsh words, Wang Xiaojian and I passed by without knowing it. One night I looked at my watch, it was already past twelve o'clock, but the street was still very lively. The night wind was blowing tantalizingly, the road next to my hand had just been sprinkled with water, and the street lamps were glowing with wet light. Behind me, the shirtless old men with their stomachs piled up in a ball were urging their daughter-in-law to eat more Fan: "Eat some meat! Don't look at the fat, but it's fat but not greasy, just like me, fat but not stupid."

Listening to the sound of Wang Xiaojian eating stir-fried snails, I remembered that when we were in junior high school, my best friend and I hated a pretentious senior.One night, this senior sister decided to confess her love to the captain of the football team, whom she had been secretly in love with for a long time. When my best friend and I heard the news, we carried a bag of fried snails we bought from the school gate and followed the senior sister all the way into the small woods next to the dormitory. .The senior sister and the captain of the football team sat on the left side of the bushes, and my best friend and I squatted in a dead corner on the right side of the bushes.

The senior sister and the captain looked at each other, speechless for a while, and the awkward atmosphere surrounded the two singing and dancing. I picked up the snail, put it in my mouth, and sucked it hard. That sound is so similar to the sound of kissing. The senior sister was startled, looked around, but didn't find us, then sat down again, and said shyly, it's really annoying. My best friend also picked up the snail and made a lively sound. The senior sister was very puzzled, "Where is the voice coming from..." My best friend and I ate one after another, and the whole grove turned into a salty and wet forest.

The football captain finally couldn't bear it any longer, and he said, "Cai, classmate Cai, why did you bring me here? I want to go back..." I interrupted Wang Xiaojian, who got carried away with eating snails, and asked him, "Do you think that eating snails tastes like kissing?" Wang Xiaojian looked at the half-sectioned snail intestines in his hand, with an unbearable expression on his face, "You are so disgusting, there should be shadows in my kissing in the future." "Don't you think so?" "It's not like that at all. Eating marshmallows is more like kissing. After eating, the taste of something that seems to be there makes people feel that life is false. This is the same as kissing."

"You are so innocent, don't all of you kiss with tongue?" "Tongue kissing is no longer within the scope of kissing. It's sensual entanglement. Also, what are our people?" I was taken aback, and accidentally forced Xiaojian to come out of the closet, "It's just you people who follow the path of innocence." Wang Xiaojian glared at me, then continued to lower his head and start eating snails. There were a lot of wine bottles and when we were drowsy, Wang Xiaojian and I took a taxi and went home. We fell asleep while drinking and didn't have a dream all night.

After brushing my teeth and washing my face, I rushed all the way to the company.The weather is hot, and there is nothing to look forward to in life. I can only sit in front of the computer and let go while sighing. There is no ability to trip and fall. In the chaos, Wang Xiaojian came to scold again, "Huang Xiaoxian, are you very sleepy?" "It's none of your business, don't bother me." "Of course it's none of my business. Your sleepiness has spread to my side." "What a coincidence, your desire to defecate has also spread to my side, go to the toilet quickly, you, don't beep with me."

Wang Xiaojian was speechless, and after a while, he really went to the toilet with the toilet paper in his arms. He ate too much snails yesterday, but his intestinal reaction was slow, so he just kept up with his rhythm today. I watched him shuttle back and forth Between the seat and the toilet, he took advantage of the fire and sold him a roll of toilet paper at a high price. After work, I hugged the cello and sat among the children again with a shy old face.During recess, I chatted with a 7-year-old handsome seed. The seed player asked me disdainfully: You are so old now, why are you still learning this?

I respectfully replied: "Live and learn, didn't your teacher teach you?" "But you don't have boy skills anymore, you can't get into the conservatory of music. I have boy skills." "Hey, that's great. You not only have a boy's body, but you also have a boy's skills. You have caught up with all the good things." The seeded contestant glanced up and down at me, turned around blankly, and walked towards a short-haired little girl not far away, completely abandoning me. Today's class is about how to vibrate the strings. As soon as the good-tempered teacher Shan said it, I wanted to shout, to go crazy, to scold my mother. There were twenty or so children in a room, rubbing their fingers on the strings, and pulling them out. How distorted the sound is, but these little deaf people are still listening to enjoyment, I look up to the sky and sigh, the future of the motherland is really strong against noise.

After class, the children packed up their things and hurried away, leaving only me with tinnitus, walking out of the classroom slowly with the box in my arms. In the corridor, Shan Shan is talking to a strong and strong man, the man looks majestic and mighty with a righteous face, which makes Shan Shan even weaker.The man said something seriously, Shan Shan shook her head, expressing her disapproval. As a gossiper, I took advantage of their inattention and sneaked up to listen to it. In the end, that strong man actually had a steel face and was acting like a spoiled child to Shan Shan, "Okay okay, then I'll Waiting for you to go home."

Mrs. Shan said with a weak face but a fierce tone, "Didn't I not let you come during my working hours? Are you going to support me after being fired?" Xiong Zhuangnan walked away obediently, before leaving, he still blew a kiss to Shanshan with his carrot-sized finger. I understand why Mrs. Shan has an eternal smile on her face. It is because she has a stress relief machine in her home that looks like a burly body and is tender in heart. When I got home, took a shower, sat on the sofa and turned on the TV, then threw popcorn and ate it with my mouth. After playing for an hour, I suddenly realized that in this day-to-day account, I actually had a very easy way to break through feeling.Yes, just drifting with the flow, sitting on the arrow of the hour hand and following it around, a feeling like that.

Is it almost ready?Still numb? There are no more surprises and shocks in life. The big and small things that come one after another every day, I collectively call them encounters, soldiers come to block, water comes to cover, they no longer have any emotional meaning. It's not bad to just hang around like this, when sleepiness comes, I said to myself.Otherwise, with so many thoughts and so many hates, I don’t know which one to choose to gnash my teeth when I am half asleep and half awake. When you run around all day just for a good night's sleep, you don't care so much whether there is someone on the bed who can say good night to each other. I can squeeze the quilt into a human shape, and then gently say in the ear of the human-shaped quilt, hey, good night. Yes, this doll can't speak. But it also won't be snoring in my ear until dawn. A pale day without ups and downs, but for me, it is the safest and most harmless day.I hope that there will be a little more days without touching the wound like this, and a little more.Don't laugh at me, I have no dreams like a salted fish. Under the heavy blow, my life body is broken, so can my dreams be good? Hey, good night.