Chapter 4 Section 3

Wednesday 29 June sunny and windy At three o'clock in the middle of the night, I still didn't feel sleepy, and I didn't have the energy to move. I just sat like that, but my mind was full of thousands of horses crossing the border. Sitting at this point where my life suddenly stopped, I looked back at the past and looked forward to the future, and found that if I were to die at this moment, then the keyword "failure" is neither the beginning nor the end of the story "about me" , but my whole story. The more I thought about it, the more desperate I got, I dug out the small bottle of vodka he had left with me before, drank it in one gulp with the warm water, and lay down on the bed before the alcohol was gone.

I barely fell asleep in a daze, but I kept having nightmares and slept very lightly.When I woke up in the morning, I realized for the first time that sleeping is also a physical exertion. As a result, when I went to work, I was like a sea cucumber, dragging a long and boundless shadow, slowly and gloomyly sliding into the company. The big old king called me into the office, who was sluggish, and threw a folder sideways, "Start following this order." I opened it and it was a high-end wedding planner. "Mr. Wang, do you know that I'm broken in love?" The big old king was busy playing with the Rubik's cube with ten fingers, "I know, what's wrong?"

"Knowing that you still let me make an order with the wedding planner?" "Does the company's affairs have anything to do with your personal affairs? Is the groom your ex-boyfriend? Do it well for me!" "What if I plan a bloody wedding?" "Then I'll introduce you to my friend who owns an undertaker's business." "..." After reading the profile of the couple, my mood fell to the bottom.What I need right now is booze, sleep, and someone to come up to me and say, the world is really bad, and your misery is a drop in the bucket.

I need an explanation from the dog couple, I need to prevent myself from breaking and crying at any time. The last thing I can see now is a couple who are going to get married after a long-distance relationship goes smoothly, and I have to be responsible for making ideas. But now I have to do such a thing. The groom-to-be is Wei Yiran, a young diamond boy, with a perfect family background, and willing to date for so long without being distracted, so he probably doesn't look much better than that. The bride-to-be is called Li Ke, from a well-to-do family, and graduated from an awesome college. She should be a smart girl.

I called Wei Yiran according to the phone number to discuss the details of the meeting. On the other end of the phone, Wei Yiran's mellow and magnetic voice was very moving, "Oh, okay, I have to discuss the time with Xiaoke, because I Do you want to do everything according to her idea, and then call you?" I said no problem. Before hanging up the phone, Wei Yiran said that Xiao Ke is very special, and she wants a wedding like a princess. I hung up the phone and sneered, who doesn’t want a wedding like a princess? I’ve been in the business for many years, and I’ve never heard of a client suggesting that I want a wedding like a 50th birthday.

In the afternoon, Da Lao Wang and Sister Sao Rui went to Hebei to meet clients. The economic downturn meant that our service scope was across provinces. It was really humble and unreasonable.I guess they won't be able to come back before get off work, so I packed up my things, took advantage of people's unpreparedness, and went home quietly. Seeing the cello standing in the corner made me feel like an idiot again.He has no musical talent since he was a child. In the choir, he is always the child who can open his mouth but cannot make a sound.When I grew up, every time I went to sing K, it was the one who obediently picked up the bell as soon as I entered the door, and was responsible for enlivening the atmosphere throughout the whole process. Others sang all night, and the result was a hoarse throat. After I sang all night, the result was a dislocated arm.Such a me, I really lost my nerves. I want to buy a cello as a decoration. I can’t hug or hug me when I sleep, and it’s too expensive to vent.

I opened the box and took Qin out in the posture of holding a corpse.Maybe it was because the evening sun was just right, and the brown piano surface seemed to be covered with a layer of oil, shining brightly. I touched it lightly, and then sighed. It's beautiful. This moment was the moment when I suddenly calmed down after breaking up. I picked up the bow, although I didn't know how to draw it at all, but I had seen the concert anyway.Put on a good pose, very literary and girly, then put the bow on the strings, and stroke lightly. There was a cough similar to that of a lung cancer patient in the room, which was very heartbreaking.

That beautiful and peaceful moment was gone with a whoosh, and I was depressed again.