Chapter 14 Chapter Fourteen

In 2005, many things happened in this year. Recently, Yang Shulin's body has experienced some abnormalities, and he always feels very tired, lacking energy, and sleepy.At first he didn’t take it seriously, thinking it was because he was too old to be used to working the night shift. Later, he developed nausea, vomiting and other symptoms, and gradually urinated frequently, and the urine was colorless and tasteless like mineral water, but it was foamy, like pouring it into a cup of beer. Yang Fan asked Yang Shulin to check it out, but Yang Shulin didn't go, saying that people are old and urine is old, of course it is different from yours, and the blood pressure is also higher, so it's okay.One day, Yang Shulin suddenly felt sore in his back. The pain was unbearable, so he went to the hospital. He thought he had kidney stones, and thought he was fine. Like Yang Fan, the pain passed in two days, but the test results let him Silly: advanced renal failure, namely uremia.

Yang Shulin took the test sheet and asked the doctor: Is this mine? Are you correct? The doctor said, this is a tertiary first-class hospital. Yang Shulin's head exploded with a buzzing sound, feeling dizzy, and said to himself, why am I so unlucky. The doctor said, don't worry, there is still a cure for the disease, and the first reaction of all people with this disease is the same as yours. You need to calm down and receive treatment now. Yang Shulin sat on the curb at the entrance of the hospital, his mind was blank, he lit a cigarette, looked at the passing crowd, and thought to himself, why are there so many people, this disease happened to me.

After smoking one, the poplar grove replanted another root. Looking at the happy, sad, busy, or idle passers-by in front of me, I felt that no matter what they were, at least they were healthy, and that was enough. At this time, no one noticed the middle-aged man sitting on the curb, and no one could understand the great despair in his heart. It was gradually getting dark, Yang Shulin finished smoking the cigarette in his hand, and he was hungry—a good habit he had developed over the years, he would be hungry at any time—he gradually became conscious in his mind, stood up, and patted the dirt on his buttocks , Packed up the case, and walked home.

When he was approaching the entrance of the alley, thinking about what to tell Yang Fan, Yang Shulin's legs became weak again, so he sat down to rest. To tell the truth, for fear of affecting Yang Fan, he just started to improve at work.Tucked away, after all, it is not a cold and fever, and the consequences will be more serious if it is delayed.I haven't done anything bad, and I've kept myself safe all my life. To be honest, why am I so unlucky.Yang Shulin picked up a stone on the side of the road and smashed the street lamp.A man passing by on a bicycle glanced at Yang Shulin, rode away and said: What kind of quality.

Yang Shulin lingered at the entrance of the alley for a while, then turned and walked towards Mr. Shen's house.There he can find comfort.Over the years, Yang Shulin would visit Mr. Shen every now and then. Their relationship is comparable to that of the Red Army and ordinary people, not a family, but better than a family. After he came out of the hospital, Yang Shulin's spiritual world had collapsed, and he needed someone to help him back up, and this person could only be Mr. Shen.Yang Shulin also thought about Yang Fan, but he was not yet competent. Although he was physically strong, he was not strong enough to bear the weight of Yang Shulin's case.

Yang Shulin came to Mr. Shen's house as if he was going home.Teacher Shen was about to eat, when she saw Yang Shulin coming, she brought a pair of bowls and chopsticks, and said, why are you here suddenly, and you didn't make a phone call, you didn't eat.Yang Shulin took the bowl and chopsticks, put them down and said, I'm not hungry. Yang Shulin was really hungry just now, because his stomach wanted to eat, not his spirit wanted to eat. Now his stomach is infected by his spirit, he doesn't know that he is hungry, and he has no desires. Yang Shulin said, eat first, and then I will tell you something.

Seeing this, Mr. Shen put down the bowl: I don't want to eat, you can tell me. Yang Shulin said, let me talk about it after you finish eating. Teacher Shen said, what happened. Yang Shulin said, eat first. Teacher Shen said, I will eat after you finish talking. Yang Shulin said, I'm afraid you won't be able to eat after hearing it. Teacher Shen said, if you don't tell me, I can't eat it. Yang Shulin took out the case sheet that had been wetted by him and put it on the table.Teacher Shen took it over, and the moment his eyes fell on it, his face turned pale. Yang Shulin said, I had symptoms before, and I didn't care, but now I have been diagnosed.

Teacher Shen didn't speak, picked up the bowl and continued to eat. As he ate, a huge tear fell into the bowl.Then he put down the bowl, covered his nose, and choked up. Yang Shulin murmured to himself: Why am I so unlucky. Teacher Shen choked up for a while, wiped his nose, gave Yang Shulin a bowl of rice, put it in front of him, and said that if you are sick, you should pay more attention to your health and eat.After speaking, he also picked up the bowl and picked it up. Yang Shulin's cell phone rang, and it was Yang Fan calling.After Yang Fan got off work, he saw no one at home. Yang Shulin didn't leave a note or send a text message. He had to work the night shift at night. Yang Fan didn't know why he was there, so he called.

Yang Shulin hung up the phone and said to Teacher Shen, I came to you as soon as I got out of the hospital, and I haven't told him about it yet. Teacher Shen said, what are you going to do. Yang Shulin said, I don't know, I just came to ask you what to do. Teacher Shen said, tell the truth, don't hide your illness, look. Yang Shulin said, I'm afraid the child won't be able to bear it. Teacher Shen said, if this kind of thing happens, you have to face it. When you get serious, he can't stand it even more. Go home and tell him now, and I will go back with you. Seeing Yang Shulin and Mr. Shen appearing together blatantly, Yang Fan felt that there was something wrong. When he learned of Yang Shulin's condition, Yang Fan was dumbfounded, and said in his heart:...No way.For many years, Yang Fan never said dirty words in front of Yang Shulin. When he was a child, he called a kid an idiot, and he was beaten by Yang Shulin for this.From then on, Yang Fan became a habit. When he saw Yang Shulin, the dirty word system was automatically turned off.

Yang Fan did not believe that this kind of thing in the film and television drama would happen to his father, thinking that the hospital must have made a mistake.Immediately searched the Internet for related symptoms to see if it was consistent with Poplar Shulin, and the results were all consistent. Yang Fan regretted that he had ignored the abnormal phenomenon of Poplar Shulin.Half a year ago, at that time, Yang Shulin had no other symptoms except getting old at night. Yang Fan was often woken up and asked Yang Shulin to drink less water before going to bed, but it didn’t work. Even from the evening, Yang Shulin didn’t drink much water. still get up.At that time, Yang Fan was under a lot of work pressure, couldn't sleep well, and was in a bad mood, so he took his anger out on Yang Shulin and told him not to drink soup for dinner.Yang Shulin's decades-old habit of drinking soup after meals came to an abrupt end.

Yang Fan didn't know the severity of the disease. He thought it was an incurable disease, so he cried in anxiety and said, I told you to see it earlier, but you won't.Yang Shulin lowered his head and did not speak, while Yang Fan kept complaining.Teacher Shen said, let's talk about the treatment of diseases. Yang Shulin's illness has reached the point where he needs dialysis. Yang Fan and Mr. Shen agreed that Yang Shulin must be hospitalized immediately for comprehensive examination and treatment.Teacher Shen packed up things for Yang Shulin, and then the three of them began to discuss a serious issue: medical expenses. Where Yang Shulin works now, Yang Shulin is only employed as a temporary worker, without any insurance and medical expenses. When the contract was signed, it was clearly written in black and white.And Yang Shulin's original unit has been closed for several years, and Yang Shulin has been laid off from there long ago. According to regulations, the medical expenses can only be reimbursed by the re-employment center.Teacher Shen decided that when Yang Shulin was hospitalized, she would go to the re-employment center to handle the matter. By the time everything was settled, it was already late at night.Teacher Shen wanted to go back, Yang Shulin was worried and asked her to stay, but Yang Fan didn't say anything, Teacher Shen still decided to leave, Yang Shulin refused to leave, and finally Yang Fan also said to stay, Teacher Shen didn't leave, and slept on the sofa.But none of the three fell asleep. When they got up in the morning and looked at each other's eyes and faces, they knew that none of them slept well, but no one said anything. Yang Fan asked for leave to go through the hospitalization procedures for Yang Shulin.I asked the doctor why Yang Shulin got this disease. The doctor explained it from a medical point of view and living habits. Yang Fan couldn’t understand. He asked the doctor what the root cause was. The doctor said, if you insist on an answer, then I can only Tell you, this is life.Yang Fan listened and said nothing more. Yang Shulin was admitted to the lower hospital and started receiving dialysis.Yang Fan watched the pipes going in and out of Yang Shulin's body, feeling as if a knife was stabbing him, so he hid outside the ward and waited.After the treatment, the doctor came out of the ward and told Yang Fan that Yang Shulin's condition was not optimistic. As long as more than 30% of the kidney cells in a pair of kidneys were normal, it would not make people feel uncomfortable at all. When feeling uncomfortable, Kidney damage has reached a very serious level.Yang Fan asked the doctor to tell the truth, what can Yang Shulin do. The doctor said that although dialysis can be maintained now, it is only a transitional method. The longest time for young people is ten to twenty years, and during this period, the patient is in extreme pain. Normal people drink water and eat things with a lot of water, otherwise their lives will be in danger at any time.Yang Fan said, what should I do then.The doctor said, after a kidney transplant, your dad will be no different from a normal person. The pores of Yang Fan's body opened after hearing these two words. He couldn't imagine what it would be like to put a kidney that had nothing to do with Yang Shulin into his body, and he didn't dare to imagine the bloody scene.The doctor said that this is the treatment method with the best curative effect and the lowest long-term cost, and it is also the best treatment method currently recognized.Yang Fan asked how sure he was. The doctor said that the operation was not difficult, but how to find a kidney source that matched your father. Yang Shulin's daily life is extremely painful. He dare not drink water when he is thirsty, so he can only hold it in his mouth and then spit it out.Every day, Mrs. Shen prepares meals and brings them to Yang Shulin. He dare not make noodles. Most of them are steamed buns and pancakes. The steamed buns have to be turned in the microwave. If you eat rice, you have to fry it. The water bill of Yang Shulin’s family has saved a lot. So much so that the person who checked the water bill mistakenly thought that there was no one living in this house, but the person who checked the electricity was convinced that there was someone in their house.Yang Shulin's lips are chapped every day. Teacher Shen cuts cucumber slices and sticks them on his mouth, and throws them away when they are dry. Yang Shulin said helplessly that it was too wasteful. Yang Fan felt very sad when he saw it, and after discussing with Mr. Shen, he decided to replace Yang Shulin's kidney as quickly as possible, and he would save a day of suffering if he changed his kidney one day earlier. The cost of the kidney replacement was more than 100,000 yuan, plus the later anti-rejection treatment, about 200,000 yuan. Mr. Shen has already applied to the re-employment center for reimbursement, but the other party has not yet responded.Only by collecting enough money and handing it over to the hospital can the source of the kidney be found and the operation started.Yang Shulin can't afford so much money. His savings so far are only 60,000 yuan, and he spent more than 20,000 yuan on the examination and dialysis in the early stage. Yang Fan has saved 30,000 yuan after working for a year. Mr. Shen has a little savings, but not much. , the sum of the three people's money is barely enough for the early stage of kidney replacement, but the later stage expenses must be settled before the operation can start, otherwise, once the money is cut off and the anti-rejection medicine is not connected, the consequences will be very serious. Recently, Yang Fan stopped reading gossip on the Internet, and instead checked information about uremia.Although the doctor said that the operation is basically safe, Yang Fan has not eliminated his fear of the operation.I heard that many people had their kidney replaced more than once. After the operation, the body rejected the new kidney source, so they had to take out the new kidney and replace it with a more suitable one. Some people had the kidney replaced three times within two years. Yang Fan couldn’t bear to look at his father’s stomach once. It was pulled away for the first time, and one kidney was taken out and another was put in. The stomach is not an ATM, and I can't bear to go in and out like this. Yang Fan felt that only if he knew enough about the whole process and the various situations that may arise after surgery, could he let Yang Shulin go into the operating room with confidence, so he changed his decision to have Yang Shulin undergo a kidney transplant immediately. The doctor in the hospital failed to answer Yang Fan's every question, saying that he still had many patients who needed treatment, leaving Yang Fan with questions and confusion. Yang Fan asked his classmates if they knew any nephrologists, and wanted to find out something.The classmates didn't know about it, and thought that Yang Fan would find it for him, so they joked that there was no need to find an expert, and it would be fine with less kidney work in the future.After Yang Fan heard this, he became anxious with the person who said this, and the other students pulled away, saying what's the matter, just for fun.Yang Fan said, stop joking about it in the future.Later, the insider explained the reason, and everyone understood. They bought something to visit Yang Shulin, and said that if Yang Fan was short of money, he would talk and don't see outsiders. Knowing that Yang Shulin was ill, Yang Fang rushed back from abroad.Fifteen years ago, when Yang Fang was still a nurse, a Canadian was hospitalized with lung disease and thought he was about to see Marx. However, under the full treatment of the Chinese hospital and the careful care of the Chinese nurses, he recovered soon after, and his lung capacity was higher than before. Still big.The Canadian patient was grateful and sent two pennants, one to praise the Chinese doctor's excellent medical skills and gave it to the hospital, and the other to praise the Chinese nurse who was proficient in business, well-trained, gentle and considerate, well-educated, beautiful and virtuous, and gave it to Yang Fang. A thousand yuan was stuffed into Yang Fang's hands, and she thanked her for saving her life. At that time, Yang Fang was in charge of the patient's ward. Some nurses in the obstetrics and gynecology department were assigned to other departments, and Yang Fang was transferred to the internal medicine department.Yang Fang accepted the silk banner and declined the RMB.The Canadian patient said, it seems that I underestimated the Chinese nurses, and I should add a sentence on the banner: enforce the law impartially, be fair and honest.Yang Fang said, this is what I should do. Bethune also treated the Chinese people in the same way.The foreigner said that the friendship between the Chinese and Canadian people is long live, but who is Bethune?From then on, the Canadian patients got a little sick on purpose and asked Yang Fang to take care of them, and asked her to popularize Chinese culture by the way.Yang Fang wondered at the beginning: Canada is also a second world country, so why is the population health worse than that of China, who get sick every time and are hospitalized every time they get sick.The two had been in contact for a long time, and Yang Fang understood the true intentions of the Canadians. She felt that he was not bad, abandoned the dross of capitalist society, and absorbed the essence of socialism. She said, hospitalization fees are also quite expensive. I can’t be reimbursed either, so I don’t need to be hospitalized in the future, just pick me up from get off work at the gate of the hospital.Two years later, Yang Fang became the daughter-in-law of Canada, and returned to Canada with him, entered a medical school, became a doctor after graduation, and worked in a Canadian hospital. Yang Fang told Yang Fan that kidney transplantation is the best treatment for this disease. It is the same all over the world. Even if the kidney is rejected after surgery, the effect is better than no kidney transplantation.Yang Fang's words reassured Yang Fan.He saw that the chief physician was printed on his aunt's work card. Yang Fang brought back not only advanced medical knowledge, but also Yang Shulin's ex-wife, Xue Caiyun.They met in a Canadian hospital.When Xue Caiyun came to see a doctor, the number she registered happened to be Yang Fang's.Xue Caiyun said, it really is you, I think the name Yang Fang is familiar, so I hung up.Yang Fang didn't know what to call Xue Caiyun.Xue Caiyun said, just call me cloudy.Yang Fang knew that this meant the clouds.Xue Caiyun saw a doctor, paid bills, tested, and took medicine all by herself. Yang Fang asked why no one was with her. Xue Caiyun said, I am currently single.Yang Fang asked, what about him?Xue Caiyun said, we are divided.Yang Fang restrained her curiosity and didn't ask why.Xue Caiyun took the initiative to say that they are not two people of the same class, or they do not live together.After seeing the doctor, before leaving the hospital, Xue Caiyun said, this is not the first time you have seen a doctor for me.Then he left a note and wrote a phone call, saying, if the two of them need help with anything, just call me. This time Yang Shulin was ill, Yang Fang told Xue Caiyun before returning home, Xue Caiyun said, book a plane ticket for me too, and we will go back together. The appearance of Xue Caiyun surprised Yang Shulin.Sensing Xue Caiyun's identity, Teacher Shen quietly exited the ward, and Yang Fan also withdrew, but was pushed back by Teacher Shen: You can sit inside for a while.Yang Fan went back reluctantly. After saying some innocuous words, Xue Caiyun and Yang Shulin had nothing to say, and asked about Yang Fan's situation.Xue Caiyun had no expression on her face, she didn't know whether it was sadness or helplessness. This former family of three reunited in the ward after more than 20 years.The atmosphere is stuffy.Xue Caiyun was very uncomfortable sitting here, took out a stack of money from her bag, and said, use it for medical treatment, the renminbi just changed yesterday. Yang Shulin looked at the money, which was more than he had saved in his life, and thought: No wonder so many people want to go abroad, it seems that there are still developments abroad. Yang Shulin said, you should keep it. We still have medical insurance and social insurance here, but you may not have it there. Xue Caiyun said that although the capitalist production relationship still dominates over there, it is quite humane in this regard. You can keep the money. You have worked hard to take care of Yang Fan these years, and I have not fulfilled any responsibility. I think I'm sorry. Yang Shulin said, don't feel guilty, I don't feel that I have suffered anything, and I have been very happy these years. Xue Caiyun said, happiness is good, I am leaving, you treat well, you will be fine.After finishing speaking, he pushed the door and walked out without taking the money on the table. Yang Shulin asked Yang Fan to give the money to others, and Yang Fan took the money to chase Xue Caiyun. After a while, Yang Fan came back with the money, saying that she didn't want it, and ran away crying. Yang Shulin said, then we can't use it, save the money and give it to her when we meet next time, so that she can enjoy the interest of the Bank of China. Yang Fan saw more and more successful cases. Many people with this disease became normal after three months of operation. Yang Fan felt that Yang Shulin could undergo surgery. At this time, the money was almost enough. The next step is to look for kidney sources. The hospital’s kidney resources are very tight, and there are several people waiting in front of Yangshulin. I don’t know that it will be Yangshulin’s turn in the year of the monkey.At this time, Yang Shulin's condition was already very bad. He suffered from the pain of dehydration every day. The weekly dialysis fee was more than 2,000 yuan, which could not solve the real problem.The doctor said, don't just point at the hospital, think of a way yourself. Both Yang Fang and Xue Caiyun went back to Canada to find kidney sources.There is a small population, fewer patients, more caring people, and more people donating kidneys, so the supply is not so short of demand. Days passed, and it was still far away when he would have a suitable kidney. Seeing that Yang Shulin was not cured, Yang Fan was also in pain.One day, when Yang Fan was waiting for the bus at the station to go to the hospital, he suddenly made a decision to donate his kidney to Yang Shulin.Doing this is not only to eliminate the pain of Yang Shulin, but also to alleviate his own pain.After making this decision, Yang Fan suddenly realized. On the way to the hospital, many images appeared in front of Yang Fan: On the first day of elementary school, Yang Shulin rode a bicycle and put himself on the girder to report for duty; During the parent meeting, he was criticized by the teacher; during the senior high school entrance examination, Yang Shulin leaned on the table and wrote letters of encouragement to himself; All of them flashed in front of Yang Fan's eyes one by one.Yang Fan felt that it was right and necessary for him to do so.He blamed himself for not thinking this way sooner. Yang Fan didn't tell Yang Shulin about this decision immediately, but told Teacher Shen first, and Teacher Shen didn't express his opinion after listening, but said, you have to ask other people. The others Mr. Shen mentioned were the doctor, Chen Yan and Yang Shulin.Ask the doctor, it is considered from the perspective of feasibility.Ask Chen Yan, Mr. Shen knows the relationship between Yang Fan and Chen Yan, and Chen Yan's attitude has to be considered in this matter.Ask Yang Shulin if he accepts his son's kidney. The doctor said that it would be great if Yang Fan could donate a kidney. A living kidney is better than a cadaveric kidney, and a relative’s kidney is better than a non-relative’s kidney. From a health perspective, after one kidney is removed, the other kidney can still take care of the body. For all the necessary physiological functions, as long as physical labor is reduced and physical exercise is strengthened in the future, good health can still be guaranteed. After Chen Yan knew about Yang Fan's decision, she did not stop her at all. She believed that Yang Fan's decision was correct.These years, Chen Yan has been brooding over her father's death. Her father was lost in a traffic accident. There was no suitable blood source, and he lost too much blood. Chen Yan still regrets that she was still young at that time. , I can't donate blood to my father.Now that something like this happened to Yang Fan, Chen Yan had nothing to say except to support him. But Yang Shulin did not agree, the reason is: you are still young.Yang Fan said, so my body allows me to do this. Yang Shulin said, my pain is borne by myself, and you don't need to share it. Yang Fan said, I will suffer even more if you are not cured. This kind of pain is more painful than the pain you will face after losing a kidney. Yang Shulin said, but I will be very painful if you do this. Yang Fan said, then let you suffer. Yang Shulin said, you don't have to sacrifice so much for me. Yang Fan said, this is not a dedication at all, I am actually very selfish in doing this, it is entirely for myself, so that I can have a father. Yang Shulin said, if it is your kidney, I will not perform this operation. Yang Fan said, I will donate if you don’t do it, and it will be a waste if you don’t use it. Yang Shulin said, I don't need to waste it. Yang Fan said, okay, let's wait and see when the time comes. In this matter, the father and son could not reach a consensus calmly.Yang Fan must donate, and Yang Shulin is determined not to use it. The attitudes of both of them are unquestionable, and there is no room for negotiation.Teacher Shen adjusted from it and worked for Yang Shulin, saying that everyone hoped that he would get better soon, and the kidney transplant would not only save him a day of pain, but also save everyone, especially Yang Fan.Yang Shulin said, but I can't use Yang Fan's kidney, otherwise even if I recover, I will regret it.Teacher Shen said, but if Yang Fan didn't do this, he would regret it too.Yang Shulin said, I would rather let him regret it than I can. Yang Fan did not change his decision because of Yang Shulin's refusal. He did an examination, and the kidney type basically matched Yang Shulin's.Yang Shulin knew that Yang Fan had done the test, and before the results came out, he hoped that the rumor spread by his neighbor Aunt Wang when he lived in a bungalow more than 20 years ago was true: Yang Fan was not Yang Shulin's biological son.In this way, the kidney type may not match, and Yang Fan's plan cannot be realized.However, the results of the test dispelled the rumors and Yang Shulin's hope.Although the results of the examination did not stop Yang Fan from donating a kidney to Yang Shulin, it also made Yang Shulin feel very proud: Let me talk nonsense again—after moving, Aunt Wang and Yang Shulin lived in the same building. Walking around the neighborhood every day, she is more gossip than before. When she is free, she still remembers to mention the scandal of Xue Caiyun 20 years ago, and the suspicious relationship between Yang Fan and Yang Shulin. She always said, what do I think of them? Why don't you feel like it.Now, the results of the examination have left Aunt Wang speechless.Yang Shulin felt that it was cruel, and he couldn't bear to cut off the old lady's lifelong fun.After Aunt Wang found out the truth, she changed from nagging to taciturn. When people asked her what was wrong, she said it was okay and I had matured. After dialysis for a period of time, Yang Shulin's condition was under control. In order to save treatment costs, he moved back home from the hospital and stayed there during dialysis. During the days when Yang Shulin was not at home, Yang Fan had a new understanding of his relationship with Yang Shulin.It turned out that every morning, Yang Shulin got up early, walked around in slippers, and made Yang Fan unable to sleep well. Hearing this voice, my heart felt empty, and I couldn't fall asleep even if I wanted to sleep.It turned out that there were two people in the family. Now that Yang Shulin is hospitalized, Yang Fan feels that the world has collapsed in half. When Yang Fan was alone at home, he would not repair the broken door. After Yang Shulin came back, he changed the hinge and fixed it in a few clicks, which made Yang Fan feel ashamed.Yang Fan didn't know how to buy electricity in time. As soon as it got dark, the electricity at home disappeared. Yang Fan fell into darkness and didn't know how to pass the night. When Yang Shulin was there, this situation never happened.When Yang Shulin was first laid off, Yang Fan thought that his value would disappear from then on, but during this time, Yang Fan changed his view, thinking that his father's value would never disappear, and his existence would make him always have a concern in his heart.In the past, Yang Fan always thought that he had grown up and became independent, but this time he found that he had not grown up, and he could not do without Yang Shulin both in life and emotionally. One day when Yang Fan came home from get off work, he saw Yang Shulin slumped on the sofa with his head up, his mouth open, the TV was on, the kettle on the gas was ringing, and no one was there. I said "Dad" several times.This title made Yang Fan feel very strange. It may have been several years ago that Yang Shulin was called Dad last time.I don’t know when Yang Fan didn’t care about Yang Shulin’s calling him dad, and he just said it when he had something to say, and when he needed to add an appellation to start a conversation, he used words such as eh and hey instead.At this time, Yang Fan couldn't help calling him Dad again. Yang Shulin was awakened by the shaking, first closed his mouth, then opened his eyes, and asked Yang Fan: What are you doing. Seeing that Yang Shulin was fine, Yang Fan was relieved and went to the kitchen to turn off the gas, but he was still afraid and broke out in a cold sweat. He felt that Yang Shulin had to be operated on earlier, or he would be worried every day. After discussing with Teacher Shen, Yang Fan decided to make Yang Shulin undergo surgery.One day, Teacher Shen came to Yang Shulin's house with vegetables and meat, and was about to eat when he finished cooking. Yang Fan said he wanted to drink some beer with Yang Shulin.Yang Fan slowly changed his shoes and was about to go downstairs when his cell phone rang. It was actually the alarm clock he had set up. Yang Fan went to pick it up and talked endlessly on the phone.Teacher Shen asked Yang Shulin to help her untie the apron. She went to buy it, but the apron was fastened with dead buttons, and she couldn't untie it for a long time. Yang Shulin said, let me go down. Yang Shulin took a beer bottle and went down to change it, and came up ten minutes later. As soon as he entered, Teacher Shen said, I have good news for you, you have a kidney. Yang Shulin put down the beer and said, where is it. Yang Fan said that the doctor from the hospital called just now and said that he had a kidney source. Yang Shulin didn't show surprise. He looked at Yang Fan and Mr. Shen, and said, the phone at home was shut down yesterday, and I haven't paid the bill yet. Yang Fan hastily added that the call was from my mobile phone. Yang Shulin said, show me your cell phone. Yang Fan didn't show any reluctance, he was afraid that Yang Shulin would notice, he thought he didn't know how to use a mobile phone anyway, so let him see it.But Yang Shulin dug up the call records, dialed the number of the last call, and the other party came up after connecting and said: What are you doing.Yang Shulin knew that it was the voice of Yang Fan's classmate or colleague, and definitely not the doctor's, so he hung up the phone and said, you can't fool me. Yang Shulin returned the mobile phone to Yang Fan and said, when I was in the hospital, I fiddled with the mobile phone you gave me when I was free. Although our mobile phones are different models, they are similar. Don’t forget, I was born as a lathe worker. After more than ten years of dealings, high technology can't stop me. Teacher Shen said that Yang Fan was also filial. Yang Shulin opened the beer, poured three glasses, and said, let's eat. The three of them sat down without speaking, and just ate food.After eating for a while, Yang Shulin raised his cup and said, let's drink one.Yang Fan and Teacher Shen also picked up the cups.Yang Shulin said, I got this disease, unfortunately, but fortunately, I have a good son and a good... After a while, a good partner, my life was not very interesting in the first half, but from today, because of you two, The rest of my life will be very interesting. Yang Fan donated a kidney to me, and I accept it.After speaking, he raised his head and drank the wine in the glass. The company heard that Yang Fan was going to donate a kidney to Yang Shulin, and thought it was very educational and beneficial to the company's spiritual civilization construction, so the internal publication interviewed Yang Fan and asked him why he did this.Yang Fan said, no reason, my father is only my son, if I don’t donate, whoever donates will let me be his son.The internal magazine reporter asked Yang Fan to say a few more words, and they were going to make a special feature for Yang Fan.Yang Fan also said, after the transplantation, my dad is now a normal person, he should drink and eat, the doctor said he can’t eat food with high water content, he loves noodles so much, I can’t let him only eat steamed buns and pancakes in the future .The reporter asked Yang Fan to talk about it from a higher level. Yang Fan thought for a while and said, one kidney is enough for a person, why do we need two? One is for dedication.The reporter from the internal journal guided Yang Fan and asked him if his actions were influenced by the company's values. Yang Fan thought for a while and said, that's not true. It's a person who should do this, and it doesn't matter what he does.The reporter asked again, if you have a kidney source now, would you still donate it? Yang Fan said, probably, my dad might reject kidneys from non-relatives, just like installing new hardware on a computer, it might not be compatible.The reporter asked again, what is your greatest wish now, and Yang Fan said, of course, my dad’s illness will be cured completely. During his hospitalization, his appetite dropped sharply, and our family’s food was full of worms. The doctor said, wait until the replacement is finished. Kidney, if the effect is good, my dad will definitely be able to eat more than before. By then, my family will not have enough rice. I hope this day will come sooner. After Yang Shulin got sick, he couldn't eat anything, so Yang Fan bought Yang Shulin food with different tastes, and often took him out to eat.Yang Shulin was reluctant, saying that he had to spend money to see a doctor, so he should save some food. Yang Fan said that if he is sick, he should eat better.Yang Fan took Yang Shulin to a restaurant in Houhai for dinner. Yang Fan and his colleagues had eaten here before, and the taste was not bad and the environment was good.The restaurant puts the tables outside, surrounded by Shichahai, with the wind blowing over the lake, it is comfortable and cozy.Yang Fan ordered food, and finally ordered another fried snail. Yang Fan said, this is what you brought me to eat when I was young. Yang Shulin said, you still remember it. Yang Fan said that a person will forget many things in his life, and he can also remember many things. After dinner, the wind turned cold, and the poplar forest was a bit cold.Yang Fan took off his coat and asked Yang Shulin to put it on.Yang Fan is taller and stronger than Yang Shulin, Yang Shulin is a bit big in his clothes, followed Yang Fan, and the two walked by the lake. Yang Fan said, at that time you told me that life is like the water in this lake, no one knows its depth. At that time, I thought you couldn't swim and was afraid of drowning, but now I know what it means. Yang Shulin said, you will also say this to your son in the future. Yang Fan thought, I will not have children in the future.As a person who came from the time when he was a child, Yang Fan knows how difficult it is to manage children, and what kind of impression Lao Tzu has in his son's heart. The doctor set the day for the operation, Yang Shulin was admitted to the hospital ahead of schedule, and Yang Fan took leave of absence from the company to accompany Yang Shulin. The question of whether the medical expenses can be reimbursed has not yet been implemented. In order to make Yang Shulin feel better before the operation, Teacher Shen lied to Yang Shulin that he had already agreed.Yang Shulin was very moved when he heard this, and said, let's have socialism. Yang Fan often paints a bright future for Yang Shulin, saying, when you recover from illness, our family will buy a car and go out to play on weekends.Yang Shulin said, buy a car with a small displacement and save fuel, and then said that all cars are fuel-efficient.Yang Fan listened from the side without interrupting.In fact, what Yang Shulin said was seen on TV, and Yang Fan watched it with him that day. It turned out that Yang Fan deliberately spoke against Yang Shulin, even though he knew that Yang Shulin was right, he said it against Yang Shulin.Now that Yang Shulin was clearly wrong, Yang Fan also said along the way, changing his tone of dismissiveness and judgment from before. Yang Fan borrowed a DV to record the daily life of Yang Shulin.Once he put the footage on TV, Yang Shulin’s face was magnified, and it was the first time that he was so close and clearly presented in front of Yang Fan: mottled age spots, wrinkled skin, dandruff attached, dyed and long Seeing this, Yang Fan felt sad and wanted to cry. During Yang Shulin's infusion, he wanted to go to the toilet, so Yang Fan prepared a basin and said, when you were young, you carried my excrement and urine every day, so I will pour it for you too.Yang Shulin didn't need it, he had to go to the bathroom, Yang Fan pulled him up, but he didn't need it, he had to get up by himself, after a few tosses, he finally got up from the bed and went into the bathroom.Yang Fan held the bottle and wanted to follow in, but Yang Shulin blocked him and said, you just need to stay outside. The day before the operation, Yang Shulin suddenly became silent and said nothing.Yang Fan was not used to it. It used to be that Yang Shulin was nagging him, but now that Yang Shulin stopped talking, he was afraid again.Yang Fan sat by the hospital bed and said, Dad, please say something.Yang Shulin said, I don't have anything to say, so you should say it.Yang Fan had nothing to say, and said, in 2010, we will go to South Africa.Yang Shulin said, what are you doing there?Yang Fan said, watch the World Cup.Yang Shulin said, whether I can live to that time is not certain.Yang Fan said, why can't you survive? After the operation tomorrow, you will be a normal person. We will compare dumbbells when we get home.Yang Shulin sighed and said, Oh, my illness has delayed you a lot.Yang Fan said, heck, why are you talking about this? Who can get sick? I had many problems of this and that when I was young. At night, Yang Fan slept on the hospital bed next to the poplar forest.Yang Shulin turned his back to Yang Fan, and the moonlight shone on his body. From his body rising and falling with his breathing, Yang Fan knew that he was not asleep.Yang Fan looked at the back under the moonlight and knew why Zhu Ziqing wrote it. After watching for a while, Yang Fan felt very uncomfortable, so he turned around.没过多久，杨帆感觉到杨树林冲自己这边转了过来，杨帆的呼吸紧张起来，也许杨树林也能从自己起伏的身躯中知道他并没有睡着。 不知道过了多久，杨帆听到杨树林的呼噜声。很快，杨帆也睡着了，睡得很香甜。 第二天早上，两人被沈老师叫醒，洗漱吃饭，准备手术。在杨树林去卫生间的时候，杨帆掏出多年前藏起来的那条红围脖，交给沈老师，并改了称谓，说，沈阿姨，等我爸做完手术，你们就结婚吧。 沈老师看着手里的围脖，眼圈红了。 准备完毕，父子二人上了手术车。在等待推往手术室的时候，杨帆问杨树林：爸，你说咱们会好吗。 杨树林说，会好的，我感觉会好的。 杨帆说，可是感觉这东西不靠谱。 杨树林说，但是我的感觉很准，当初他们说你不是我的儿子，可我感觉是，结果真是。 杨帆说，爸，我相信你。杨帆拉住了杨树林的手。 这一瞬间，杨帆很震撼，没想到杨树林的手竟然这么粗糙、坚硬，像一块树皮。这双手，让杨帆对杨树林有了更多理解。 大夫过来了，看了一眼表，早上八点四十五分，手术的时间到了。杨帆将先进入手术室，一个小时后，杨树林进入。 杨帆紧紧握了握杨树林的手，然后松开，冲杨树林微笑了一下，说，爸，我是你儿子。