Chapter 3 Chapter 2 Sirius in the Wilderness of Heart

eyes of arrogance lonely heart The Allegory of the Möbius Ring write down eternity It was almost noon when I walked out of the glass room.The sun hung high in the sky, there was no cloud in the sky, and the sky was a clear blue. I closed the comic book in my hand and walked briskly to the school office building. What Ming Zeyu said is right, everyone is a unique existence, everyone should have their own notes, even if I am called "Miss One Hundred Thousand Whys", even if I am hated by teachers and classmates, I can't continue Nesting at home so depressed, I want to be full of energy, and I should be full of energy, and continue to ask myself "why" in the classroom!

So, I'm going to ask the principal now to let him approve me to end my leave of absence and return to school. The principal's office is on the third floor of the administrative building in the innermost part of the school. I walked across the playground and passed the teaching building. The surrounding plants and trees were so familiar, I suddenly felt very moved. The wind blew up my long hair and too long bangs, I didn't care about tidying up, and walked into the office building in three steps. "Oops..." As soon as I climbed to the third floor, I bumped into something at the corner of the stairwell, and fell out in embarrassment, sitting on the ground for a long time without getting up.

Huh, it seems that I didn't gain anything from staying at home for several months, at least I didn't gain any weight at all, and I was knocked away so easily. I mumbled in my heart, when a gentle and clean voice suddenly sounded above my head: "Are you OK?" Following the sound, I looked up, and saw in a bright light, a boy in neat uniform was bending down and stretching out a slender and graceful arm towards me. That boy has a pair of very delicate eyebrows and eyes, black pupils with a clear light, the corners of his lips raised, with a very decent and humble smile, seeing that I was still dumbfounded, he nodded towards me, Say: "Excuse me." Then he took my hand and helped me up from the ground.

"I accidentally bumped into you, I'm really sorry." "It's okay...you don't need to apologize to me. I can't really blame you. I walked too fast and bumped into you." I patted the ashes on my pajamas, and then I came back to my senses, and quickly waved my hands. Signal him not to care. "Is it really okay? Then is there any discomfort?" The boy smiled humbly at me again. When his eyes fell on the top of my head, his brows suddenly frowned, and then he took out a pair of snow-white gloves from his uniform pocket. what happened?Is there something wrong with the top of my head?

The point is, what is he doing with gloves on? Watching him put on his white gloves in a more than standard elegant posture, I couldn't help but murmur in my heart. "Excuse me." After putting on his gloves, he stretched out his hand very carefully, and took off a grass clipping hanging on the hood for me. It turned out to be like this... "Ah...thank you...haha..." I smiled stiffly, watching him take off his white gloves, fold them back up and put them back in his pockets. A series of movements are calm and elegant, as if he has undergone countless trainings, combined with his upright figure, modest smile, and clear eyes, it actually presents a harmonious and clear atmosphere like Raphael's oil paintings.

It's just that this kind of movement...is so familiar, as if I've seen it in that comic... what is it then? "Ah! I remembered!" The light bulb in my head suddenly lit up, I jumped up excitedly, and excitedly stepped forward and grabbed the boy's arm, "You are the butler, right? Your actions just now are the same as those of the handsome butler in the comics It's exactly the same, it must be the butler, right?" He nodded nervously at my exaggerated movements, his face blushed for a moment, and the arm that was held by me shrank back, but he couldn't get rid of my grip.

"Ah! You are the housekeeper, and you are the housekeeper! Then your name must be Sebastian, the book says that all butlers are called Sebastian, and all housekeepers are called Mary!" His face turned even redder, he tried his best to suppress the astonishment in his eyes, he tried his best to break free from my hand, and then took a step back politely. "I'm sorry, my name is Li Yanyou, and I'm the young master's housekeeper, but I'm not Sebastian." So it's not Sebastian, so who is the young master? "Sorry, I still have something to go to the principal's office, so I have to leave first." After Li Yanyou said these words gently, he turned and walked downstairs.

only…… Why go downstairs to the principal's office? I turned my head to look at the golden "Principal's Office" mosquito swatter hanging at the end of the corridor outside the stairwell, then looked at the direction of departure, and blinked a few times strangely.Isn't the headmaster there?What is he doing downstairs? "That... Butler Li Yanyou, are you really going to the principal's office?" "Yes." Hearing my voice, he turned around and bowed slightly to me, before taking another step. "But isn't the principal's office there?" I pointed to the end of the corridor on the third floor, and then felt that the air seemed to freeze instantly.

Well, it's not actually frozen.Isn't there a red fire burning on Li Yanyou's face? But why is he blushing? I just pointed him to where the principal's office is. what!Could it be... Could it be that he went downstairs just now because he didn't know the way at all? No way, in modern society, will there still be boys who have such a rare cute spot as "road idiot"? He is really funny. I was secretly laughing, Li Yanyou had already walked back, and bowed politely when passing me: "Thanks. My sense of direction is not very good." Khan, is it as simple as a bad sense of direction?Although I really wanted to complain, I endured it and went back, waved my hands, and said to him with a smile: "I just happen to be going to the principal's office, let's go together."

When I walked into the principal's office with Li Yanyou, I couldn't help feeling like "Today's sky is so blue, the stock market is so green, and the principal's office is so lively". The principal's office was originally a large space, but Jingtian seemed extremely crowded. A middle-aged female teacher in a decent professional skirt was sitting on the sofa. Black resentment poured out from every part of her body, wandering around and filling the whole room. Principal's office. Uh, what a horrible first year, teacher, if you continue like this, I'm afraid you will provoke all the ghosts and wraiths near the school.

"I don't want to go to class in the second group of the third year again!" The female teacher seemed to be greatly stimulated, her eyes were wide open, and her movements were loud when she spoke, completely ignoring her teacher image, uh, she seemed She also couldn't take her image into account, because her original flat professional attire was covered with a thick layer of chalk dust, which was white and flying around with her movements, "What was that just now? A whole box of chalk was thrown at me Come here... I have been a teacher for ten years, and I have never encountered such a disrespectful student! Principal, I don't care, even if I resign, I will not teach the second group for three years!" "Teacher, please don't say that...the second group of the third year...need you to go to class...teacher..." There was a trembling pleading voice beside him. "Hahaha, Ewarasaki, why are you making such an expression? The teacher is just being shy when you say that, don't you notice that her puff is more even than usual today? Although...haha, although it is whiter and thicker It’s a little brighter, but all the pregnancy spots on her face can’t be seen, she is actually very grateful that we found such a good concealer powder for her.” A boy with light red hair next to the sofa smiled and said with his eyes bent, his two pointed canine teeth were exposed, flashing like an evil warning.But I noticed a slight tear mole under the corner of his right eye. Some people say that people with a tear mole in the corner of their eyes are either ill-fated or love to cry. They have been soaked in tears all their lives. With a flamboyant smile, that tear mole would probably feel ashamed that she grew it in the wrong place. "You... you... I've had enough!" When it was over, the teacher's rational line finally snapped, and he began to roar hysterically. "Wow, Godzilla is breathing fire!" The red-haired fox-like boy quickly jumped two steps to the side, reached out and picked out the ear that was closer to the sound source, when his eyes accidentally swept to my side Li Yanyou immediately ran towards us. "Haha, Yanyou, why did you come here? Let me tell you, when I came here with this Godzilla teacher just now, the chalk dust on her body was spilled all over the way, just to draw a road map! How is it? With the guidance of the road map, you didn’t get lost this time, right?” "Well, it's okay!" Li Yanyou nodded, deliberately hiding the fact that he was lost just now, but when he was speaking, his face turned red unconsciously. "That...Sheng Chenyou, don't say any more, the teacher is already very angry." At this moment, a trembling voice sounded embarrassing, and I followed the voice, only to find that the teacher next to him was angry There was also a boy standing there, wearing large black-rimmed glasses that almost covered half of his face.The eyes are completely hidden behind the glasses, and the whole person exudes an aura of "I'm dumb, please ignore me". Uh, when did he stand there?Why didn't I see him just now? "Okay, okay, squad leader, I won't say anything..." Sheng Chenyou bent his lips to reveal two pointed canine teeth, winked at Jiang Yuanzaki, and burst out into a louder laugh, " But, even if I don't say it, the teacher understands it very well, right? She must think that the students in our class are very cute, and she must really want to be our teacher all the time, right? Teacher... Hahaha..." Li Yanyou who was standing beside me frowned, ignored Sheng Chenyou's wicked smile, turned his head to the other side of the principal's office, and asked in a low voice with concern: "How is the young master?" "Master? Aha——" Sheng Chenyou also looked over there indifferently, "You are probably the only one in the world who worries about your Young Master Yin Zhenghe. What can he do? He will only let other people have trouble." In front of the principal's desk on the other side, a silver-haired boy stood there arrogantly.He was wearing a messy uniform and cool black leather ankle boots with silver chains hanging from them. The trousers were loosely tucked into the boots, and his hands were casually put in the pockets of his trousers, as if he knew everything about the principal's office. He didn't pay attention to it, including the distraught principal in front of him. "Yin Zhenghe, can you give me a stable week? Tell me, have you spent a stable week? It's okay to make trouble every day, fight everywhere, and even get rough on the teacher. Did you throw away the teacher's textbook?" "It's me! So what?" the silver-haired boy turned his head to one side, looked out the window, and replied indifferently. Yoon Jung Hyuk? Is it Yoon Jung-hyuk, the boss of Morinaga High School who is said to be very powerful?Is that Yoon Jung Hyuk who has a dedicated challenge post on the school BBS? Is he... I turned to look at the "young master" that the gentle and polite Li Yanyou said?What combination is this?Master Devil and Natural Butler? But having said that, although Yin Zhenghe is a guy who likes everyone to look bad-tempered, his facial features are surprisingly good-looking! If it is said that Zeyu is a noble and elegant angel, then Yin Zhenghe must be an arrogant and rebellious devil, but the devil also has a very dazzling face.A head of silvery hair, messy but very stylish, with a few strands of overly long hair covering half of his eyes, and his pupils are a very special royal blue, like two gemstones, revealing a mysterious color.There was no smile on his face, and his thin lips were tightly pressed together, forming a stubborn arc.He always stood arrogantly and idlely, not looking directly at the principal.The principal yelled for a long time, but he still looked disdainful, unmoved, and smoked the principal's aura. Finally, the principal who was smoking above his head noticed my existence, and immediately turned the conversation to my side: "Won Caixi? What's the matter with your messy pajamas? Don't you feel ashamed to make yourself look like a cow?" "Huh? Cows?" I looked down at my clothes.what!Haha, I actually forgot that I went out in pajamas this morning, and it was my favorite one-piece pajamas with a cow pattern pattern. No wonder I received a lot of strange gazes on the way here just now. I guess they saw it in the eyes of those people. It is a humanoid cow walking happily in the school... In the eyes of the gentle angel Ming Zeyu who met this morning... In the eyes of Li Yanyou, the humble butler who bumped into him in the stairwell just now... In the eyes of everyone who is crowded in this principal's office and making noise... Ni, Ya, Jia, La, Pu, Bu, Khan! I was sweating profusely here, and the principal reprimanded me impatiently: "Yuan Caixi, didn't you drop out of school too? Why did you come to school after you dropped out? Come home quickly, don't come here to make trouble, I don't want to see any of you weird students..." Weird students like us?I was taken aback for a moment, and then I realized that the principal had already classified me into the same class of students as the noisy Sheng Chenyou and the arrogant Yin Zhenghe. But what is a strange student and what is a good student? There were a bunch of question marks in my heart again, and I couldn't help but stepped forward, carried forward my unique excellent studious cells, and asked the principal: "Principal, in your mind, what is a good student and what is a good student? What is the standard for a strange student? What is the standard for measuring whether a good student is a good student? Could it be that students who like to show their true selves are strange students? A student is a student who is not liked, who hides all his true thoughts, and a student who wears a mask and pretends to be a good boy is a good student, right?" The principal was sweating from my question, wiped his sweat with a handkerchief, pointed at me and yelled: "Students who violate school rules and regulations are blamed students, students who make the teacher so angry that they refuse to go to class are blamed students, don't you Ask why again, the school rules are clearly written, go home and memorize them, and come to class again!" "Why do we have to behave according to the school rules? We are not models. We must be what we are put into... Those school rules were set decades ago, so they have long been out of date, haven't they?" I frowned. Looking at the principal with raised eyebrows and tilted head, he couldn't understand the meaning of his words and the reason why he was so furious, "Look, Article 56 of the school rules - male and female students in school are not allowed to have intimate relationships. And Rule 130 of the school rules—students should respect and love each other, and help each other. Principal, I don’t quite understand, how can we be good friends if we don’t understand each other? How can we respect and love each other if we don’t become good friends? Two people who don’t know each other at all are not even considered friends. Isn’t it hypocritical to ask them to help each other and love each other at this time? Is school just a place where we learn to behave hypocritically?” Maybe my words were too shocking. The originally noisy principal's office fell silent instantly, and everyone's eyes turned to me. Even the red-haired fox-like Sheng Chenyou stopped talking, and Yin Zhenghe even gave a very strange look. look at me. "You... Yuan Caixi... shut up! Why are you hypocritical? How can there be a student like you who distorts the school rules in the world? Did you come to the school to question me?" The principal was obviously angry It was so bad that the hand that pointed at me was trembling. In fact, I still have a lot of questions to ask, but seeing the principal's appearance, I don't dare to ask any more. After all, I want to apply for a suspension of school, and it would be bad to offend the principal. So I had no choice but to lower my head and grit my teeth to apologize: "I didn't mean to misinterpret the school rules, I just asked a question that I couldn't understand, and I came to the school today to apply for the end of the suspension, and I didn't want to ask you anything..." Before I finished my words, Yoon Jong Hyuk who was standing beside me suddenly said, "Why are you apologizing? You are not wrong" "what?" I looked up at Yin Zhenghe, he raised his eyebrows and glared at me: "You are not wrong, don't apologize!" Uh, what a vicious person... But if I apologize, I really don't want to have anything to do with him, do I? "Won Chae-hee, you said you want to end your suspension? Let me tell you..." The principal was still clamoring, and Yin Zhenghe suddenly frowned impatiently.The next second, he suddenly took my hand, regardless of what the principal would say next, let alone whether I agreed or not, he pulled me and ran straight out the door. Hey? what is he doing I froze for a moment, my head short-circuited for a moment, I raised my head and stared blankly at Yin Zhenghe who was holding my hand, a little confused about the situation. What is he going to do? Just now he told me "no apology" in an orderly tone, and now he drags me away for no reason. My hand was held tightly by him, and a burst of heat came through the slightly longer friction, which unexpectedly made me feel very warm. The warmth even made me forget to struggle, and I really ran out with him. outside the door. The corridor outside the headmaster is full of sunlight, which is cut into pieces of bright white color by the partitions of the windows. A noble and elegant figure came slowly from the other side of the corridor, his unhurried footsteps echoed in the empty corridor, it seemed that even the music was not as full of rhythm. My steps couldn't help slowing down, and Yin Zhenghe in front of me felt that something was wrong with me, so he also stopped. "Won Chae-hee, are you here?" The elegant figure stopped, and Ming Zeyu, who had already put on her school uniform, stood in front of me, with a gentle smile on her lips.Seeing me being held tightly by Yin Zhenghe, the smile on my lips became more obvious. "Yes... yes." I broke free from Yin Zhenghe's hand and smiled at Ming Zeyu, "We are really destined, we met twice in one day." "Well, it's really destined." Ming Zeyu smiled, his eyes swept over Yin Zhenghe's body as if nothing, and when he turned back to me, there seemed to be a little more unclear things inside. Yin Zhenghe became obviously impatient, he took my arm again, and shouted at me impatiently: "Go!" "Ah...oh." I was dragged by Yin Zhenghe, unable to break free from his restraint, so I had to wave goodbye to Ming Zeyu: "I'm sorry, Ming Zeyu, goodbye!" "Hehe, goodbye!" Ming Zeyu's angel-like figure was bathed in the sunlight, and kept retreating in my line of sight, retreating, and finally disappeared after turning a corner. The principal's office, bathed in sunlight, became holy and bright as a boy wearing a student uniform walked in, as if a god came to the world and brought a room of glory. The principal, who was still furious just now, saw the boy who came in, wiped his sweat in a hurry, put away his anger, and waved to the students who were still noisy: "Jiang Yuanzaki, Sheng Chenyou, and Li Yanxiao, You all get the hell out of here... Mr. Ou, you go out first too, I will settle your matter later." Several students looked at the boy who came in, then at the principal, and left bored. The principal's office, which was noisy just now, suddenly became quiet. The principal got up and invited the young man to sit on the sofa, while he graciously ran to make tea. While making the tea, he did not forget to complain: "Dangerous students like Yin Zhenghe who caused the young master's illness to relapse should be expelled directly. I regret that I set up the second group for three years!" "Well, there is really no need to set up a class like the second group of the third year." The boy held the teacup gracefully. When he said this, there was still an elegant and decent smile on his lips. Then he changed his words and brought up The girl I met just now asked, "Is Won Chae-hee here to apply for a leave of absence and return to school?" "Yes, but I don't think it's necessary for a weird student like her to stay in school." The headmaster felt extremely headache when he thought of the girl's "why" just now. The young man took a sip of tea, his slender white fingers matched with the fine flower tea set to form a beautiful scenery. "I think you should agree to his application and let her return to school." "Ah..." The principal obviously didn't expect the boy to say that, he was taken aback for a moment, and then nodded quickly, "Okay, I'll go and deal with her suspension procedures right away." As the principal said, he walked to the desk, dialed the internal line to the archives room, and asked someone to bring Yuan Caixi's school suspension procedures. When hanging up the phone, the young man just put down Jiang's teacup, turned his gaze to his side, and curled his lips again: "Excuse me. However, I have one more request regarding this matter..." Being dragged and run all the way by Yin Zhenghe, he let go of my arm when I felt that my hand was about to be torn off by him. "You are very strange, why did you drag me out suddenly? I am here to apply to go back to school, and I haven't finished talking yet...?" This is the school's playground. The playground is planted with thick turf, which is soft to step on. Yin Zhenghe let go of my arm, put his hands into his trouser pockets habitually, turned sideways, frowned, and looked at an unknown distance. "Do you think it's possible for that bald man to seriously talk to you about this issue?" Uh…… Indeed, Mr. Principal seems to be very angry.But even if he gets angry again, I have to apply to him, otherwise how can I go back to school? "Even if he refuses to talk to me, I still want to apply. I want to go back to school!" I looked at his side face and muttered. so lonely.My heart couldn't help trembling, and I quietly swallowed the words of reproach below. "At least don't apologize." He suddenly turned his head to look at me, his sapphire blue eyes showed an incomprehensible persistence and contempt for the principal, "You're right, don't apologize to that bald man. Idiot..." His appearance reminded me of a character in a comic book, the boy Yunze who loves Aixi, always with unruly arrogance, because of rebellion and loneliness, he kept doing things that hurt others, but in the end he was so angry because of Those hurt just got lonelier. "You do not want……" I just wanted to persuade Yin Zhenghe with the words that Aixi persuaded Yunze, but before I could say it, I heard a sharp sound of a motorcycle rubbing against the ground behind me, it seemed that someone was starting the car on the playground, because there was a lot of resistance And when it was driven to the maximum size, there was the sound of the locomotive's tires rubbing against the turf.I just wanted to turn around to see what was going on, but Yin Zhenghe frowned and pulled me behind him. An all-black locomotive suddenly stopped where I was standing at the same second I was pulled behind by Yin Zhenghe. A boy wearing a black skull helmet on the car laughed loudly, pointed at Yin Zhenghe and said, "That is Yoon Jung Hyuk? Are you ready?" "Ready?" Yin Zhenghe frowned, squinted at the boy on the locomotive, and said with great disdain in his voice, "I'm going to beat you all over the floor." "Don't play dumb! I'm Jiang Youze who posted a battle post on the Internet looking for you to drag racing. What? Didn't your secretary tell you?" Jiang Youze took off his skull helmet, eyes with colored contact lenses There is an arrogant red in it, and all the hair is thinned to the back of the head, tied into countless small braids, a typical image of a speeding gang.Of course, he also brought another essential equipment for the speeding party, and there was a blond haired, hot and heavy makeup girl sitting on the back seat of the motorcycle. Come to think of it, when I was reading the war declaration post on the BBS this morning, I did see that someone was looking for Yoon Jung-hyuk for a racing car, and Sheng Chenyou, who claimed to be the secretary, also seemed to reply that he would take over the war post.Because this post was before the typo battle post by Long Riyi, the boss of Bencheng High School, I was particularly impressed.Doesn't Yin Zhenghe himself know it? Seeing that Yin Zhenghe was still frowning with an expression of "I have never heard of it", I whispered behind him: "I did see her challenge post on the Internet, your secretary is Sheng Chenyou , he has already replied to the post saying that he will take over the battle post, you..." Before I finished speaking, Yin Zhenghe suddenly stared and interrupted me: "Who told you that I would answer those messy battle posts? Am I, Yin Zhenghe, a tool to fight with others?" Uh... why are you so angry at me, old man?The one who claimed to be your secretary on the Internet was Sheng Chenyou, a red-haired fox with a mole and a pair of small canine teeth, and it had nothing to do with me. "That... I didn't accept the battle post, I just saw that post by accident..." I reminded him a little aggrieved, but he raised his eyebrows at me again, and shouted: "I didn't say you took the post, I meant that brat Sheng Chenyou was messing around on the Internet again, can't you hear me?" Do you understand?" It would be strange if you understand it!I blinked my eyes, feeling a little helpless at Yin Zhenghe's bad temper. For a long time, Sheng Chenyou claimed on the Internet that Yin Zhenghe's secretary was an "illegal self-proclaimed" without authorization, sweat... "I accept your challenge!" After losing his temper with me, Yin Zhenghe suddenly raised his head and raised his eyebrows at Jiang Youze. He was very imposing, but it was really sudden. Didn't he just say that he would not accept those messy things? Battle post? waterfall sweat... Jiang Youze laughed admiringly, and the hot girl sitting behind the car hugging his waist also laughed coquettishly. "Okay, you have the guts! I'm going to do my best to compete with you for a guy like you. The road in front of the school, the manned competition, the old rules. How about it?" "Whatever!" Yin Zhenghe glanced at him, put his hands in his pockets and walked towards the outside of the playground. After taking two steps, seeing that I was still standing there in a daze, he turned around and shouted at me: "Come here, Cowgirl!" "What are you doing?" I asked him strangely, didn't you mean to go racing?Where is he going?Also, who is the cowgirl?Don't insult my little cow pajamas, even pajamas have dignity! "Get the car! It's as smart as a cow!" Yin Zhenghe gave me a contemptuous look, turned around and put his hands in his pockets and continued walking forward. Hmph, it's really fierce!But why should I listen to him?Thinking of this, I made a grimace at his back as he walked away, and quickly turned around and walked towards the school gate. I'm going home, drag racing or something, I'm not interested. When I got to the school gate, I realized that I couldn't leave for the time being, because Jiang Youze and the younger brother he brought had already blocked the road in front of the school gate, and this movement alarmed the students in the school. , The school gate was blocked by onlookers, so I had no choice but to mix in the crowd and wait for the crowd to disperse before leaving. Yin Zhenghe had already taken out his car and was sitting coolly on his silver motorcycle with his helmet in his arms. Jiang Youze drove the hot girl to him from a distance, and looked at the back of his motorcycle strangely. Sagittarius: "It's agreed that it's a manned competition, where are the people you're carrying?" "Huh!" Yin Zhenghe snorted disdainfully, turned his head and shouted towards the crowd, "You guys, who will sit up?" The crowd took three steps back neatly, and the girls around began to chirp quietly: "Brother Zheng He asked us who would be the back seat of his motorcycle..." "I want to sit, I dream of sitting, but..." "Me too...but brother Zhenghe is too barbaric...oh, no, he's too MAN..." "That's right, it's fatal to drive a car..." "It's more important for us to take care of our own lives..." "Brother Zhenghe, I'm sorry..." ……… Obviously, the nympho girls can still keep the last trace of sobriety at the critical moment. They deeply know: just like the face of a handsome guy can't be used as a credit card to swipe, the back seat of a cool guy can't be used by everyone. life back. Yin Zhenghe's complexion is getting worse and worse, his sapphire blue eyes are filled with more and more thick gray haze, like the dull and suffocating black clouds before the summer rainstorm, with faint blue rays of light struggling to rise inside It rises and goes out in despair, with a frighteningly dangerous beauty. "Hahaha! It seems that your popularity is very bad. Oh, no, it should be because your driving skills are too bad. You Morinaga cowards are afraid of their lives and come back? Hahahaha..." Jiang Youze provocatively The laughter pierced his ears, and even the hot girl behind him laughed too. The laughter kept expanding in my ears. But the faint blue light in Yin Zhenghe's eyes became more and more clear in my eyes. Yunze... In the comics, before Yunze met Ai Xi, his eyes always had such a stubborn and lonely light. After experiencing countless rejections and rejections, he gradually lost the ability to perceive love. No!Yin Zhenghe must not become like Yunze... Thinking of this, I squeezed out from the crowd, raised my hands and shouted: "Me! I'll go racing with you, I want to be your partner!" For a moment, everyone's eyes were on me, and there were many envious and jealous eyes from girls. Please, I'm trying to save the face of your idol Zheng He, do you think I really want to show off the limelight? Yin Zhenghe looked at me, his complexion improved a lot, his silver hair was fluttering in the wind, and there was a little bit of appreciation in those deep royal blue eyes.He stretched out his hand to drag me into the car, raised his eyebrows, and raised the corners of his lips handsomely: "You have good eyesight! Don't worry, with me here, you won't lose a single hair." Jiang Youze looked at me who was sitting on the back seat of Yin Zhenghe's car, hesitating about where to put my feet, and laughed loudly: "Yin Zhenghe, this girl is very loyal to you, no wonder you were so protective on the playground just now." Look at her. It's a pity that she doesn't look useful at all, and you're doomed to lose if you take her. I advise you to change to another one, haha..." What, do I look so unreliable?And oh.Yoon Jung Hyuk, what do you see me doing?Don't you think his words are very reasonable, and you want to drive me down and let someone else race with you? But Yin Zhenghe just looked at me deeply, seeing my slightly resentful expression, his sapphire blue eyes were suddenly filled with a bright smile, his sexy thin lips curled up with interest, a wild and unrestrained smile appeared on his face bloomed on his face. bang bang bang bang—— It seems that there are ten thousand fireworks blooming in the dark night sky; It seems that there are ten thousand lightning bolts tearing apart the dank and cold boundless black cloud; The world is bright as day! "I just want to take her with me!" As if saying a declaration, Yin Zhenghe put a helmet on my head, and then turned around: "Stop talking, let's start!" But I didn't come back to my senses for a long time. Just now…… Was it Yin Zhenghyuk who laughed just now? Is he... laughing? The so-called manned competition rules are actually very simple, that is, each side carries a person, starting from the starting point, going around the hillside road next to the school and returning to the starting point, the first to come wins.I've seen this in comics before, but when I read it, my blood boiled and I was very excited, but I didn't expect that one day I would actually join the ranks of racing drivers. The younger brother brought by Jiang Youze held a small triangular flag with a skull painted on it at the starting point of the temporary drawing, counting the seconds professionally: "Ten...nine...eight...seven..." "Hold on to me, where did your hand go?" Yoon Jeong Hyuk turned around and glared at me during the few seconds.We were very close, and I could clearly smell the cool fragrance of his body, and see his wheat-colored skin as shiny as fine porcelain under the silver helmet, and his thin lips that were often pressed tightly. I froze for a moment, looked down at my hand holding the back seat of the motorcycle, and asked strangely: "My hand is here, what's wrong?" "Hold my waist! Don't you see what other people do?" He continued to yell at me. I turned my head to look at Jiang Youze, the hot girl he was carrying was hugging his waist affectionately, and her whole body was attached to him.Jiang Youze even turned around, and the two kissed through the helmets. Uh…… Do I have to do the same? My face turned red all of a sudden, although this kind of picture is often seen in comics, but... But, I have never hugged a boy's waist, so my "first hug" is going to be dedicated to Yin Zhenghyuk ?Also, even if we hug him, will Yin Zhenghe...would he ask me to kiss him like Jiang Youze did?Even through the helmet, I would be very embarrassed... Seeing me blushing and keeping my head down and not speaking, Yin Zhenghe seemed to have noticed something, so he turned around and patted my head viciously: "Don't think about extra things, hurry up and put your arms around my waist, be careful of me!" Throw you off!" "Oh……" I reluctantly agreed, let go of the back seat of the car slowly, and then moved towards his waist at a slower speed.At this moment, the small skull flag representing the beginning suddenly waved down, and Yin Zhenghe suddenly started the car without warning, and the locomotive flew out like an arrow. his waist. Yin Zhenghyuk's racing car is really desperate. I only heard the whistling wind in my ears, and I didn't dare to move my body. The speed that has exceeded the limit of my body almost squeezed my internal organs out of my abdominal cavity. I was so disgusted. . Jiang Youze's car followed Yin Zhenghe's car closely, and he refused to lag behind.The hot girl on the back seat of his motorcycle is excitedly raising a hand and cheering at me: "Ze...so good...Ze...Come on..." I can't understand where her excitement comes from. You know, I can't even ride a bicycle very fast, and my body can't feel this superhuman high speed at all. The things in front of me began to blur, my brain was buzzing, and my stomach began to churn.Uh, I really want to vomit, but I didn't eat breakfast in the morning, my stomach is empty, and I don't even have anything to vomit, so I can only turn my head and retch non-stop.透过前面的后视镜，我看到自己头盔下的脸，惨白惨白的没有一丝血色，难看的吓人。 “你晕车？”也许是从后视镜里看到我的惨样，尹正赫的速度慢了下来，也回过头来问我。 真的好痛苦！可是尹正赫还在比赛中，我不想害他输，于是勉强挤出一丝笑容，朝他挥手：“没……没事……快点比赛……会输的……” 就在这时，江有泽已经欢呼一声，超过了尹正赫，并且远远地将尹正赫抛到了后面。 眼看着前面江有泽和辣妹的身影越来越小，我更急了，搂着尹正赫的手不敢松，只能用自己戴着头盔的脑袋去撞尹正赫的后背：“快……他超过你了，会输的……” “还管什么比赛？”尹正赫突然怒吼着停下车，怒气冲冲地脱掉头盔，“你知不知道，晕车的人飙车会死人的？” 会死人吗？我不知道耶。 心里这么想着，我却已经没有力气再回答他，因为在他的车子停下的那一刻，我已经滚下机车后座，摘下头盔，趴在路边拼命干呕起来。 尹正赫走下车来到我跟前，依旧是一副双手插着口袋的傲慢模样，口气却温和了许多：“你……没事吧？” “没……没事……”我擦擦嘴巴，使劲地朝他摆手。本来想笑的，无奈实在是太难受了，脸好像不受控制了一样，怎么也笑不出来。 “你的比赛……不好意思……帮不上忙……江有泽那边……” “管他去死！这种破比赛我根本没有兴趣参加！” 话是这么说啦，但是你这么说我也不会觉得心里好受很多哦，毕竟如果不是担心我晕车承受不住，你也不会中途停下来。谢谢你，尹正赫。 我在心里对尹正赫说着谢谢，摇摇晃晃地站了起来。 “刚才你为什么要站出来？”尹正赫站在我面前，一双宝蓝色的眼睛定定地注视着我。 Why?我虚弱地绽开了一开苍白的笑容。 “因为不想你孤单。” “孤单？哼！”他的眉头不爽地皱起，危险的眼神直直地鄙视着我，许久，才冒出一句，“我不会感激你的。” 别扭的语气让我一下子笑出声来：“呵呵，但是我会自己感激自己啊，因为我每次看到漫画里的允泽那么孤单都会难受，所以不想你也像他那样，因为孤单而去伤害别人，又因为伤害别人而让自己变得越来越孤单。” 我的话说完之后，四下变得很静，练操中的虫鸣似乎都听不见了。 尹正赫愣愣地站在那里，银色的发丝在风中张扬地乱舞，拳头渐渐收紧，却没有再开口。 “我先回家了。”身体的不适让我无法再继续下去，我朝他挥了挥手，一步一步朝山下走去。 尹正赫没有跟上来。 山坡上，一人一车静静地伫立在那里。 在我忍不住数次回头的目光中，凝成一道孤寂的风景。 在回家的路上，我找了家小吃店，忍受着大家围观神兽的视线坐了下来，喝了点饮料吃了点东西，趴在桌子上休息一下，直到下午才慢慢恢复元气。 照照镜子，恩，脸上已经恢复血色了，瞒过爸爸妈妈应该没问题。 打起精神走回家，刚掏出钥匙准备开门，我家大门就突然打开了，接着从门里喷出一大堆彩条，像是中式婚礼上新郎新娘走进酒店礼堂时，两旁凑热闹的人拿着彩条花筒朝新郎新娘身上死命撒一样，爸爸妈妈正一脸笑容地拿着那种东西对着我喷个不停。 “爸，妈，你们在干什么？”我抹去脸上的碎花屑，无奈地问不知道在兴奋个什么劲的爸妈，“你们这样弄，待会儿怎么打扫啊？再说，今天又不是什么大日子。” “怎么不是大日子？今天是我们家亲亲小希重返学校的日子！” 妈妈甜蜜地笑着，丢开空了的彩炮筒，转身跑到客厅里拿出一顶金灿灿的好像古代皇帝载的帽子一样的东西，在我面前转了一圈，然后也不管我的表情有多么错愕，就不由分说地将那顶雷人的帽子戴在了我的头上。 “这是妈妈给你做的幸运礼帽哦，是妈妈送给你的礼物，而且爸爸也为你准备了PARTY哦！” “没错，没错，亲亲小希，来看一下爸爸为你精心准备的Party会场吧！”爸爸的兴奋度也不比妈妈低，他拉着戴皇帝帽一脸衰样的我走进客厅，“你看，这是我专门跑到婚庆公司定做的以你的照片为主题的大气球，喜欢吗？” 婚……庆公司！ 爸爸，您是在祈祷着我赶紧嫁人吧？ 我无语地看了爸爸一眼，但是当我看到那个几乎占据我们半个客厅的大气球时就更加无语了。 那是一个超大超红的大气球，气球上有着喜庆的亮金色烫边，烫边中间印着我小学时候的一寸大照片，这张照片傻得无与伦比像极了遗照不说，最雷人的是照片的上面还印着“新婚快乐！” sweat…… 我真是比成吉思汗还汗！ 可是同时有无法不感动，爸妈他们一定是为了逗我开心才故意这样耍宝的。 “爸妈，你们怎么知道我今天去学校申请结束休学了？”我满头黑线地转身问我那对还在兴奋中的活宝爸妈。 妈妈吹着只有小孩子才会玩的小喇叭跑到我面前，高兴地说：“中午的时候，你们学校的学生处主任打了电话到家里来哦。亲亲小希，这么大的事情，你竟然都不先打电话告诉爸妈一声，还要我们从学校那里得知消息，你真是太坏了！” 学校打电话到家里来？这么说，校长大人同意我的申请书了？ 太意外了，他老人家今天明明那么生气的，难道是气糊涂了？ 哎呀，不管那么多了，终于可以回学校上课了，终于不用天天待在家里，只能通过校园BBS里看帖这个郁闷的方法才能知道学校里的事情了！ “爸爸妈妈，谢谢你们，谢谢你们为我庆祝。”我笑着拥抱着爸爸妈妈，激动得差点哭出来。 “你在说什么，傻瓜，你是我们的宝贝女儿，亲亲小希，你的事在我们眼里都是大事……”爸爸不知道什么时候在额头上绑了条绷带，上面写着：小希加油！ 妈妈也在旁边附和，并且从口袋里拿出同样的绑条替我绑在头上：“小希是我们的宝贝，无论发生什么事，我们都会永远支持小希。” “嗯！”我看着桌子上精心准备的领事和饭菜，还有客厅里那个傻气到不行的大气球，激动地学着爸爸的样子握拳，欢呼：“小希加油！” 谢谢爸爸，谢谢妈妈。 我会加油的。I love you! “亲亲小希，爸爸妈妈都送了礼物给你，你自己也要送自己一份礼物才好嘛。”欢呼完毕，妈妈突然提出了一个建议。 “送自己礼物？”我扯了扯奶牛睡衣的衣角，有些不解。自己给自己送礼物？送什么呢？ “当当当当——”妈妈不知道从哪里掏出了一个精致的小本子，而爸爸立刻就默契地递上了笔。 “妈妈听说只要满心欢喜地许愿，并且在大脑中想象愿望实现的样子，任何愿望都可以实现哦！” “是啊是啊，所以我们的亲亲小希只要把想要送给自己的礼物都写在这个本子上，再在大脑中想象自己收到礼物的高兴样子，就能真的收到这份礼物了哦！神不神奇？”卟卟觉得，这个本本可能就是森永赠送的《糖果十二蜜色吧！ " “真的吗？”听上去像《XX笔记》一样诡异哦，不过看到爸爸妈妈这么关心我的样子，就算不能视线愿望，能让他们开心一下也好吧。only…… “写什么愿望好呢？” “哇！亲亲小希想不出要实现什么愿望吗？那爸爸帮你写一个哦！” 爸爸激动地说着，握着笔飞快地在本子上写下了一个“愿望”—— 元彩希希望身边出现很多很多的美少年，像星星那么多！ "dad……" 我欲哭无泪地看着这个愿望，又回头看了一样悬在客厅里的那个大红气球。 你想让我家人的意图暴露的太明显了把！ 我嘴角抽搐着说：“像星星那么多……不太好吧……” “咦？多了吗？那至少要有十二个那么多吧，不然都不够凑齐12星座哦！”爸爸想了想，画掉之前写的“愿望”，重新写下—— 元彩希希望身边出现可以凑齐12星座的优质美少年。（估计啊,就是这么一个愿望，真的会有12个帅呆了的美少年呐！！） 泪！爸爸，你以为这是在玩集卡游戏吗？而且你为什么那么执着于我身边出现美少年这件事啊?虽然今天我就遇上了几个。 脑海里依次晃过几个身影—— 像降世的圣洁天使一样坐在林间的透明琴房里弹奏着优美乐曲的明泽羽； 在一片纯白的阳光中向我谦恭行礼的路痴管家李言攸； 眼角带着一点泪痣，笑的时候露出两颗可爱的小虎牙的“红毛狐狸”圣辰悠； and also…… 银色头发张扬在风中，嚣张暴躁却会在幽蓝如夜色的瞳眸中不小心暴露孤寂的尹正赫。 不会这么巧吧……（嘿嘿，以后小希就知道了'一切皆有可能'！） 这是，妈妈凑了过来，抢过爸爸手中的笔，刷地画掉了本子上的“优质”二字。 “老婆，你怎么……”爸爸惊讶大叫，妈妈安慰地拍拍他，在本上重新写下了“个性”二字。 “现在可是个性当道的年代耶，你以为还是我们那个年代吗？况且，男孩子就是要有个性，亲亲小希的校园生活才不会沉闷嘛！” 好吧，妈妈，其实那是你未完成的少女梦想吧！你这样子，爸爸可是会伤心的哦！ 况且，我回学校是要好好读书的，被全森永市几乎所有高中劝退的我，最大的愿望就是能够顺利地从高中毕业，升入理想的大学了。 想到这里，我从妈妈手中接过笔，一笔一画地在本子上郑重写下—— 元彩希希望明年可以从森永高中顺利毕业！YES！ 写完之后，我突然想到一件很重要的事情，我还不知道明天要去那里报道呢。休学了这么久，特优班的课程不知道还能不能跟上。于是我开口问道：“妈妈，学校今天打电话来有没有说我明天去哪个班级报道啊？” “有啊有啊！听学生处主任说，亲亲小希要取得班级虽然不再是特优班，但是是学校新成立的特别班级哦，妈妈想那一定是比特优班更高级吧！”妈妈很激动地说。 “新成立的特别班级？”我心中升起不好的预感。 “对呀，听说叫做——森永高中三年二组。”