Chapter 6 Chapter 15: Lonely Star in Ambiguous Miniature

Although there was a faint uneasiness in my heart all the time, my heart was not damaged by it. It's late autumn, I walked alone on the street in the early morning, took a deep breath, and the unique cool breath of autumn swirled in my chest, revealing a refreshing light fragrance. The weather today is exceptionally good. The sun just woke up yawned and climbed up from the horizon, lazily sprinkled the ground with gold, and the whole school was soaked in the honey-golden light.I stared at the direction where the sun was rising, said to myself in my heart, "I'm going to work harder today," and walked quickly towards the school.

When I passed a newsstand in front of the school, my sight was suddenly attracted by an uncle's injured newspaper. I saw a photo published in the newspaper that took up half of the page, and the person in the photo... Isn't that person Yin Zhenghe? There was a bloody hole on the forehead, and thick blood flowed down along the edge of the hairline, sticking strands of messy hair to his face. The boy in the photo punched violently in his eyes, and hit the boy opposite him hard on the face At the same time, he kept alternately turning to another boy who was trying to sneak attack beside him.

You can't be wrong, the boy fighting fiercely in the photo is Yin Zhenghe! And the actual place in the photo is clearly next to the iron gate where I was pushed away by Yin Zhenghe during the last sports meeting! So this photo...is it a photo of Yin Zhenghe fighting in a group fight during the sports meeting? There was a sudden hot feeling in my eyes, and everything in front of me became dripping with blood. The horrible memory of that day seemed to come back to my mind, hitting my nerves forcefully. It turned out that the scene after I left that day was so tragic!But I didn't help at all, and even when I saw Yin Zhenghe afterwards, I was coaxed by him to believe that he was really fine.

Yoon Jung Hyuk, I'm sorry.Sorry for not sticking with you! Impulsively, I rushed to the uncle, pointed at the newspaper and asked, "Uncle, can you show me this newspaper, thank you!" The uncle was taken aback by me, but he handed the newspaper to me very kindly, and said while handing it back: "Do you want to see this photo? Alas, the current students are really terrible. They are fighting It’s almost fatal. Look, just this in the newspaper, it’s really hard to imagine that it’s a student of the prestigious Morinaga High School!” I ignored the uncle's exclamation, and my eyes were all focused on the big title above the photo——

Another report like this!Is the matter really not over? hateful!What exactly does the person who hides behind the scenes manipulates all this and desperately slanders Morinaga High School want? I didn't care about reading the content of the report, I stuffed the newspaper back into the uncle's hand, and ran to the school.The strong wind blew on my face and body, gradually turning into a restless poisonous snake and wrapping around my throat and heart. Few people knew about the fight that day, and it happened so suddenly, why was such a photo taken? Is there a ghost?Or was the fight originally a conspiracy?

I rushed to the classroom, and as soon as I opened the door, I saw Jiang Yuanzaki and Han Yayi looking at me in shock.Yayi was taken aback for a moment before greeting me: "Caixi, good morning." "Yin Zhenghe, where are Yin Zhenghe and others? Are they here?" I got straight to the point as soon as I opened my mouth. The class monitor pushed his glasses, and after a moment of silence, he said quietly: "They were called to the Academic Affairs Office just now, it seems that because the newspaper published a fraudulent video of them fighting, the school has to deal with the three of them violating school rules and fighting together... "

Before the monitor’s voice fell, I rushed out like a rocket, ignoring Yayi’s desperate shouts behind me, and ran forward with the goal of the Academic Affairs Office. The wind blew up my too long bangs, and I didn't care to tidy them up. With a head of hair that was blown by the wind, I finally ran to the administrative building. As soon as I rushed in, I pretended to be full with someone, and then I lowered my head to prepare When he said "I'm sorry" and left, a clear and clear voice suddenly came to mind: "Won Chae-hee? Why are you?" It was Ming Zeyu. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Holding Ming Zeyu's warm hands, I really didn't have the courage to look up.The temperature on his face slowly rose as if he had become conscious.Huh, why did Ming Zeyu bump into such an embarrassing scene?

"Does it hurt?" Ming Zeyu's slender white fingers touched my forehead lightly to check the injury. "No...no..." I shook my hands and stepped back in embarrassment, looking at Ming Zeyu pretending to be calm, but my face was still blushing uncontrollably. "It's fine, where are you going?" Ming Zeyu withdrew his hand, with a faint smile on his face, the sun lightly hit his face, softening into a pink halo, making his whole body As gentle as the most noble angel in the kingdom of heaven. "Ah! I almost forgot, I'm going to the Academic Affairs Office." I bypassed Ming Zeyu and walked inside.Ming Zeyu suddenly stretched out his arm to block my way.

"Are you looking for Yin Zhenghe?" Ming Zeyu's voice became a little stiff, and every word without any emotional color cut bloodstains in my heart, "You shouldn't go to him now." "Why? I have to go to Yin Zhenghe now, because his fight has something to do with me." "Is Yin Zhenghe so important?" Ming Zeyu's black pupils dimmed, and a look that I couldn't understand flashed across his beautiful face, and he almost whispered. "Yes, it's important!" I emphasized. "what about me?" "Huh? What?" I suspected that I had heard it wrong. How could Ming Zeyu ask such a strange question?

"If I want you to be sorry, can you not go?" Ming Zeyu's amber eyes stared into mine, and pieces of flying feathers drifted down leisurely in the flickering light and shadow, covering his eyes. The slightest desire that is about to come out. I closed my eyes, trying not to look into his eyes, for fear that once my eyes met, I would never be able to move away. "No. I said that I would always be with him and not let him be alone. I missed the appointment last time, but I won't this time." Opening my eyes again, I firmly said this sentence, then said "I'm sorry" silently in my heart, and suddenly pushed Ming Zeyu away and ran towards the Academic Affairs Office.

Standing at the door of the Academic Affairs Office, I could already hear the principal's angry roar from inside. "Fight! Fight! Fight again! Yin Zhenghe, I will definitely fire you this time! Even if you were wronged last time for grabbing bags by speeding, what else do you have to say this time?" "Principal, don't get excited. The photo in the newspaper can't tell the whole story. Didn't our students just clarify the matter of jumping off the building a few days ago? It can be seen that media reports are sometimes unreliable. Let's listen to it." Listen to Yin Zhenghe's explanation, okay?" A soft female voice persuaded from the side, it's Teacher Luo Ziyan, is she there? "Teacher Luo, as their teacher, you should educate them instead of defending their shortcomings! Look at the loose appearance of the three of them, and the explanation is sophistry! It's better to let them go away immediately, I am upset when I see them! Where are you going? Yoon Jung Hyuk—" Accompanied by the long-drawn-out high-pitched tone of the principal, the door in front of me was slammed open with a bang. I stood there dumbfounded, and was knocked backward by Yin Zhenghe, who was rushing out of the door with a black face. "what--" "Student Yuan Caixi..." Li Yanyou, who was following Yin Zhenghe, was the first to react, took a step forward, grabbed my arm quickly with his hand, and leaned on my waist with the other hand, dancing like a waltz After the beautiful and gorgeous rotation, he hugged me and stood firmly. clap clap. Sheng Chenyou, who was afraid of chaos in the world, applauded happily, and while scanning Li Yanyou and me back and forth with ambiguous eyes, he shouted excitedly: "Well done, Yan You! You should have How did you take the initiative!" When Li Yanyou heard these words, Baizhe's face turned red immediately, his arms stiffened, and I almost fell into free fall from his arms again. What is that guy talking about!I wanted to protest to Sheng Chenyou in embarrassment, a force suddenly pulled me out of Li Yanyou's arms, and when I staggered to my feet, Yin Zhenghe's tugging and cool voice sounded above my head Come: "Are you a kite, you idiot? Why did you fly out as soon as you hit it?" "Then why did you run out suddenly? I didn't have time to hide, okay?" I retorted unconvinced. "Why are you hiding outside the door and eavesdropping on me?" "Who eavesdropped on you? I came here because I saw the report and was worried about you! As soon as these words came out, Yin Zhenghe and I fell silent at the same time.Yin Zhenghe's sapphire blue eyes flickered, and Shaoming's complacent expression spread in his eyes.But I can't wait to turn the second hand back a few times and swallow the sentence just now. Yuan Caixi, you are so ashamed, how can you say whatever is in your head! "Yin Zhenghyuk, you are so arrogant! Ah, you are still here to talk about love! And you, Won Chae Hee, what are you doing here?" The principal's furious voice pulled us back from our respective thoughts, and I Thinking about it, uh, we still seem to be standing at the door of the Academic Affairs Office. "No, principal, you misunderstood. I'm here to explain that report to you. It's unfair to Yin Zhenghe." I glanced at the newspaper that the principal was still waving in his hand, and explained cautiously. "What's there to explain! Anyway, he won't believe it if he explained it." Yin Zhenghe shouted dissatisfiedly from the side. These words were like pouring a spoonful of oil on a burning fire, which directly made the principal's anger soar to the peak. . "Yin Zhenghe, are you using this kind of cynicism towards the teacher? Okay, okay, I want to hear how you plan to explain this report! Explain this kind of photo!" The headmaster slammed the newspaper in front of us, and Luo Ziyan watched us hesitate to speak, with anxious and worried expressions on his face. "Principal, please believe me. I was also at the scene of Yin Zhenghe's fight this time. Those gangsters came to provoke us first. We were chased by those people for a long time. Yin Zhenghe and the others did it for defense. It was definitely not written by the reporter. What school violence!" "What did you say? You were there? You also participated in the fight?" The headmaster, like a shrewd cobra, immediately sensed the "point" in my words. "I……" "Won Chae-hee, shut up! You have nothing to do here, you go back to the classroom! I will explain the rest to the principal." Yin Zhenghyuk gave me a nervous look and stood between me and the principal. Li Yanyou received Yin Zhenghe's gaze and whispered in my ear: "I'm sorry, Yuan Caixi, please follow me back to the classroom." "No!" I know that Yin Zhenghe doesn't want me to be involved in this matter, but this time I want to be with him no matter what! "Principal, I did participate in the fight. If you insist on punishment, then punish me as well!" The principal helped his forehead, with a furious expression about to vomit blood, and white smoke began to emerge from the top of his head: "Yuan Caixi, you..." "If that's the case, then count me in." Ming Zeyu appeared behind me at some point, as if he was simply saying hello. "No, that's not the case, principal, this matter has nothing to do with Ming Zeyu. You have also seen that Ming Zeyu took me out of the conference room on the day of the fight. It is impossible for him to participate in the fight." I am no longer Dare to look at the face of the principal, the sound of the principal's wheezing breath has already made me understand how angry he is. "But you came to look for me that day, but you were knocked unconscious and thrown into the conference room by someone. If you are considered to have participated in that fight, then I can't escape the same. If you want to be punished, let's go together " Ming Zeyu said these words calmly, but kept his eyes fixed on the principal, and there was a chill in his amber pupils. Sick!Is the world going crazy?Why do you have to fight over things like punishment? And what happened to Ming Zeyu today, usually a gentle aura exuding warmth like a god, but now it has turned into an aggressive cold aura, which is not like him at all! "Ming Zeyu, I know you want to help me, but you really don't have to come in. You helped me a lot by taking me away in the conference room that day. I really appreciate you, so this time... ..." I anxiously persuaded Ming Zeyu, who seemed to have suddenly become a stranger, and suddenly my body was pulled by a force, and in a panic, my eyes met Yin Zhenghe's painful expression of betrayal.His voice was like the dull thunder before the rainstorm, and it exploded in my world. "Yuan Caixi, is what Ming Zeyu just said true?" "What... what?" The soul seemed to be grasped accurately, unable to think at all.I didn't even realize what he was asking for the first time. "Ming Zeyu said that you were thrown into the conference room in a coma that day. Is it true?" Yin Zhenghe took a step closer to me and asked me straight in the eyes. What a pity, I was too busy talking with Ming Zeyu just now, and I accidentally told the story of me being thrown into the conference room in a coma that day.I asked Ming Zeyu to hide this matter from Yin Zhenghe, how should I explain it to Yin Zhenghe now? "Uh... yes, it's true." Oh, no, under the pressure of Yin Zhenghe's terrifying eyes, he will admit it unconsciously! "Ahaha, it's actually not a big deal, it's all over, isn't it?" I tried my best to squeeze out a relaxed smile in an attempt to confuse it, but Yin Zhenghe frowned and blocked the smile directly: "Then tell me what's going on, and it's best not to miss a single detail!" "Oh..." I curled my lips and honestly told what happened after I went to Ming Zeyu that day. The more Yin Zhenghe listened, the more gloomy his face became, and thick dark clouds accumulated in his sapphire blue eyes.There was a hurt light in his eyes, which burned my heart bit by bit. "Yuan Caixi, you really know how to hide things! If I didn't find out what you said today, would you never plan to tell me?" "No, I didn't tell you that day because I was afraid that you would be worried if you knew." "And after that? Why didn't you tell me after that?" "I'm afraid... I'm afraid you will be impulsive." "So you tell Ming Zeyu, because he will not be impulsive, he will always be as noble and perfect as an angel, and even look exactly like the senior in your favorite comic book!" "No, no..." I felt an indescribable sense of frustration, and Yin Zhenghyuk's injured eyes pierced me inch by inch like sharp knives.I was like a humble grass in his manic rage, I could only shake my head constantly, and even lost the strength to look into his eyes and speak. "No? It's not because of these? Because you like him? So you are willing to tell him anything? Even if he only cares about you occasionally in between caring about Luo Ziyan, you still feel very satisfied, don't you?" With a low growl, Yin Zhenghe suddenly grabbed my arm and tightened his hands unconsciously.His well-defined face was shrouded in shadow, and his silver hair fluttered flamboyantly in the sun, with the overbearing and cruelty of a demon king. —————————————————————————————————————— The arm was almost crushed, and the bones made a mournful crackling sound. pain!I clenched my mouth tightly, not daring to let the sound escape from my mouth. "Yin Zhenghe, what are you doing? Let go of Yuan Caixi, don't you see that she is in pain?" Ming Zeyu saw that there was something wrong with my expression, and hurried over to push Yin Zhenghe's hand away.When the five red fingerprints on my arm were completely exposed to everyone's sight, Ming Zeyu's eyes instantly became extremely terrifying. He turned to Yin Zhenghe and said coldly: "First of all, I want to tell you that I am not caring about Yuan Caixi occasionally while caring about Mr. Luo. Please remember! As for whether Yuan Caixi wants to tell you about that, I am up to you." I think it is unnecessary, because you are just her classmate, what qualifications do you have to ask Yuan Caixi to tell you about her private affairs?" "Hehe, qualifications..." The anger on Yin Zhenghe's face was suddenly replaced by a self-deprecating smile, full of loneliness flowed out from the bottom of his eyes, and slowly crawled across his entire cheeks.He turned to me, his sapphire blue eyes reflected my image very clearly, as if he wanted to imprison me in that deep and sad world and never leave him. "Won Caixi, do you also think that I don't have the qualifications? But I know I have! Because I like you, I have the qualifications to care about you! Because I like you, I have the qualifications to fight for you! Because I I like you. That's why I have the right to be good to you regardless of everything! I have all the qualifications because I like you, I like you! I like Won Chae Hee! Yoon Jeong Hyuk likes Won Chae Hee! Did you hear me clearly? Won Chae Hee .You are finished, you can't escape, because I just like you!" It was as if the pause button had been pressed for a lively movie, and there was silence in the corridor outside the principal. Everyone was stunned, and cast their disbelieving gazes at Yin Zhenghe. silence. So long that it spanned almost a century. I stared blankly at Yin Zhenghe, repeating what he just said in my ears. Like, should be a warm word, right?But why did I want to cry when Yin Zhenghyuk said it?It seemed that every cell in my body was trembling to accept that liking, such a strong affection almost buried me. The dazzling sunlight slid into the transparent floor-to-ceiling windows, spinning and pulling Yin Zhenghe into a soft white light.In this cozy little world that seems to be isolated from the hustle and bustle, Yin Zhenghe sighed slowly as he stared blankly at me who was at a loss. "Won Caixi, does it mean that you will never find out that I like you if I don't tell you? But why do I still like you even so?" He said such a sentence in an unprecedented magnetic and gentle tone, then moved closer to me, and put his soft and moist lips on my forehead. Snapped. Maybe the moment the flowers bloom is such a soft sound, the delicate petals bloom enchantingly, full of infinite love and infinite joy. I forgot to dodge, as if I was experiencing a psychedelic dream.A warm feeling came from the forehead, burning from the cheeks all the way to the neck.From so close, I could hear his heart pounding in his chest—thump, thump, thump. The fine dust in the air seemed to feel the peace of this moment, floating lazily in the sunlight. "Yin Zhenghe, what are you doing? Do you still use this as a school?" The principal finally came back to his senses, and stared at Yin Zhenghe with his eyes burning with fire, as if he wanted Yin Zhenghe to stare out a few holes. Yin Zhenghe was stunned for a moment, and his sapphire blue eyes regained consciousness.He grabbed my hand suddenly, didn't care what the principal would say next, and didn't pay attention to my little struggle, and pulled me straight to the other end of the corridor. My brain was like a stopped clock, and I just followed Yin Zhenghe who was walking faster and faster in a trance. The hands were tightly clenched, and the warmth flowed through the palms through the blood vessels to the bottom of my heart, which made me feel a little overwhelmed.I forgot the struggle, and gradually yearned for such a comfortable and peaceful warmth. Suddenly, a familiar figure flashed by my side, and a young man with an angelic temperament suddenly stood in front of me. next second—— Snapped. The hand that Yin Zhenghe and I held tightly was pulled away forcefully. As if something was torn apart in an instant, my heart was suddenly empty. I looked at Yin Zhenghe who was frozen in place in fear, not even daring to breathe loudly. Yin Zhenghe's haughty figure stood upright, and it seemed like a long century before he turned his head, his royal blue eyes swept across me without any emotion, and then fixedly looked at Ming Zeyu. Slightly rising anger gathered wantonly in the cramped space. "Yin Zhenghe, we should calm down." Ming Zeyu met Yin Zhenghe's angry eyes, and said in an unprecedented calm voice. "Ze Yu!" Luo Zeyan called Ming Zeyu's name and chased after her, her white face was full of nervousness.Ming Zeyu turned his head and looked at her calmly, as indifferently as if he was looking at a stranger. "Mr. Luo, what can you do?" Teacher Luo?Shouldn't he call her "Xiyan" very gently and affectionately?I looked at Ming Zeyu in disbelief.When did the relationship between him and Teacher Luo Xiyan turn into such a look, such a tone. It seems that something is different from before. The caring in their eyes is still there, but the attachment has disappeared without a trace. It seems that the former lovers took a step back politely, and then became the most familiar strangers, and never met again. "Ze Yu, neither you nor Yin Zhenghe should be impulsive, and follow me back to the Academic Affairs Office?" "Mr. Luo, you misunderstood. I just want to chat with Yin Zhenghe. You just came, can you please take Yuan Caixi back to the classroom first?" "Ze Yu..." Luo Xiyan wanted to say something, but was interrupted impatiently by Yin Zhenghe: "Don't you want to talk? Are you still leaving?" Then, he took a deep look at me, walked around Ming Zeyu and Luo Xiyan, and strode up the stairs. "Then Yuan Caixi will ask the teacher." Ming Zeyu nodded at Luo Xiyan, and quickened her pace to catch up. Luo Xiyan's worried gaze followed Ming Zeyu all the time, knowing that the white figure gradually disappeared in the upward spiral, she came back to her senses and smiled apologetically at me. "Let's go back to the classroom first, Caixi. The principal is there. I'll explain to him later." "Teacher..." Looking at Luo Xiyan's exhausted face, I suddenly felt very distressed.If there is anyone in Morinaga High School who will maintain the second group of the third year, it should be Luo Xiyan who has treated the second group of the third year with a normal heart from the beginning. "I'm sorry, things turned out like this..." I sincerely apologized to Luo Xiyan, and at the same time explained to her, "But this matter is really related to Ming Zeyu's facial features, and Yin Zhenghe really wanted me to ask him for help, but I The fight was over when I saw him, and Ming Zeyu did not participate in the fight. Yin Zhenghe was not like what was written in the newspaper, he did it for defense, and he definitely did not advocate school violence. Teacher Luo, please believe me , what I said is the truth.” The more I talked, the more excited I became, tears were rolling in my eyes, and they were about to drip down. "Don't worry, don't worry." Luo Xiyan patted my shoulder and smiled at me gently, her beautiful eyes were shining with determination, "If this is really the case, the school will definitely figure it out. So, Won Chae-hee, don't worry too much." I nodded, and my worries melted away in Luo Xiyan's warm smile.That’s right, the facts will always be clarified, Teacher Luo Xiyan will also help us clarify the truth to the principal, whether it’s the second group of the third year, whether it’s Yin Zhenghe, or Ming Zeyu, everyone will be fine. Ever since I came back from the principal's office that day, I was in a state of panic, and I blushed inexplicably when I saw Yin Zhenghe or something related to Yin Zhenghe.What was even more frightening was that I couldn't breathe normally in Yin Zhenghe's place at all. what!Why did I become like this? "Caixi, you've been very strange lately." As soon as I entered the classroom, Yayi grabbed my arm, her round eyes looked me up and down cooperatively, and her delicate nose wrinkled into a ball. "Where...where is it?" Uh, did I make it so obvious?Thinking carefully about the number of times I ran out of the classroom in the past few days, it is really a bit too much.Although I have always comforted myself that I will not be seen by others as escaping, but now even Yayi feels that something is wrong with me, and other people should have seen it clearly long ago. What a failure! I secretly looked at Yin Zhenghe's seat, which was still empty.Fortunately, Yin Zhenghe hasn't come to school yet. The brain is like an out-of-control projector, uncontrollably showing the scene of Yin Zhenghe's confession that day—— "Won Caixi, do you also think that I don't have the qualifications? But I know I have! Because I like you, I have the qualifications to care about you! Because I like you, I have the qualifications to fight for you! Because I I like you. That's why I have the right to be good to you regardless of everything! I have all the qualifications because I like you, I like you! I like Won Chae Hee! Yoon Jeong Hyuk likes Won Chae Hee! Did you hear me clearly? Won Chae Hee .You are finished, you can't escape, because I just like you!" No, my face started to have a fever again! "That... Yayi, do you have time this weekend? Let's go shopping together. Last time I saw a bag that I wanted very much. Can you go with me? Go, go" I sorted out the quilt He scratched his messy hair, tried to put on a normal look, and quickly changed the subject. "Well, but I..." boom-- The classroom door was suddenly pushed open vigorously, and the dazzling sunlight streamed in instantly.Standing in the dazzling light was a tall and straight figure, with disheveled silver hair, dyed a light golden yellow by the sun, as gorgeous as a supreme crown.The flowing light wrapped around his side, outlining his perfect silhouette, so beautiful that people couldn't take their eyes off it. It's Yoon Jung Hyuk! My heart couldn't help sinking, and I walked out in a panic. The scene of the confession that day once again occupied my brain, and those fierce and domineering sentences once again impacted my heart. Leave, leave quickly, as long as you leave the classroom, leave the place where Yoon Jung Hyuk is, the confession will no longer exist. "Caixi, where are you going? Didn't you mean shopping..." Yayi chased after me. "Hehehe, I suddenly remembered something to do, let's talk about shopping later, hehe..." I turned around and ran out of the classroom quickly. It doesn't matter, even if everyone guesses that the relationship between me and Yin Zhenghe is abnormal, I can no longer face Yin Zhenghe.His voice, his affectionate eyes, his fingers holding my arm tightly, his wet kiss on my forehead...everything can make me lose all judgment in an instant. I... what happened? I ran in a panic, and unknowingly ran to the side of the flower bed called "Into Your Heart". As soon as I stopped to rest, Yin Zhenghe's deep voice came from behind. The heart suddenly constricted, I collected myself, tried to squeeze out a smile, and looked back at Yin Zhenghe.He who has always been arrogant seems to have added a bit of indifference at this time, his tense face lines can not find the slightest expression of emotion, and the indescribable and unclear emotions are accumulated in the royal blue eyes, which make all the brilliance All converge. "Are you avoiding me recently?" "No, no" "Then you want to tell me that it's just my illusion that you've been hiding from me these days?" I can't argue with that, because I really did show it today.But why is there a voice in my heart that wants to defend?Why do you want to go forward and smooth his brows? "Yin Zhenghe, I..." "You don't have to do this at all. If it's because of what I said at the door of the Academic Affairs Office, just pretend I didn't say it." What?My heart seemed to be grabbed by an invisible hand, and I could hardly believe my ears. Yoon Jung Hyuk, what do you mean?Are you post-drama for the words spoken that day?It turns out that in your heart, you can say what you want to say, and you can take it back if you want to take it back? I suddenly felt very disappointed, and said weakly: "I didn't want to hide from you, I just... suddenly don't know how to get along with you... I'm sorry, did I hurt you? I didn't mean it, I said it I won't leave you alone anymore, I..." "Forget this sentence too." Yin Zhenghe quickly interrupted me, shrugged indifferently, "I'm not alone, if I need company, Lei Yaona and the others are more suitable than you, at least they don't need me around When fighting, you have to be distracted to take care of it." As the breeze passed by, the withered and yellow leaves of the sycamore tree swirled and fell in our confrontational sight, and my heart also fell heavily. Yoon Jung Hyuk, why did you say such a thing?You who hide your secrets in the tree hole, you who always show loneliness in your eyes, you who vent your loneliness by fighting, do you really no longer need my company? And why I, who have always liked Ming Zeyu as Hua Mu's senior, and who was at a loss for Yin Zhenghe's confession and kisses, was so sad that I couldn't even say a word when I knew that Yin Zhenghe didn't need me anymore. Unable to speak? "I'm leaving first, you go to your business." Yin Zhenghe waved to me, turned and walked towards the school gate. The words of persuasion are still circling in my mind, Yin Zhenghe's figure has been blocked by lush bushes, I look at this tree-lined path called "into your heart", my eyes suddenly filled with sourness. Once here, I thought I was slowly walking into Yin Zhenghe's heart. But now standing at the same place, I found sadly that, in fact, I never walked into his heart. I have been relying on him all the time, and I just stood far away from the door of his heart, wandering, looking around, until his patience finally ran out. The sky was getting cloudy, and there seemed to be thick clouds moving slowly towards the horizon. The wind gradually brought a hint of coolness, and it will rain soon. I don’t know how long it took to stand silently by the flower bed alone, and then I started to move towards the classroom step by step. The distance that usually seemed short, today seemed to be infinitely extended, and it took me a long time to walk back to the classroom . As soon as I entered the door, I was stunned by the scene in the classroom. The podium fell to the ground in a tragic posture. The sanitary utensils that were originally placed in the corner of the classroom were smashed to pieces. The low pressure that was more terrifying than a typhoon filled the entire classroom. I turned my eyes around and finally saw it. The source of the low air pressure turned out to be Lei Yaona, who had short wine-red hair in a strange shape. "Yuan Caixi, you are finally back. I heard that the boss was punished for this ridiculous incident, shouldn't you explain something?" Lei Yaona was lazily leaning on her seat, wearing leopard print boots He leaned back on the table without any scruples, and tapped the crumpled newspaper with his fingers painted with black nail polish. I took a closer look, and it turned out to be the newspaper with the headline "Senaga High School has a long history of campus violence, and the jumping incident is just a microcosm" a few days ago. "I also heard that you also went when the boss and the others were called to the Academic Affairs Office, so it is also your "credit" for this matter to turn out like this?" Lei Yaona narrowed her eyes dangerously and rushed towards me with a murderous look all over her body. Then, his tone became even colder, "That day in the premium class, I said some high-sounding words for others when they were beaten, which almost made me think that you are also a person who can be a friend. I really didn't expect you to be such a hypocrite!" "What did you say?" I couldn't understand Lei Yaona's words at all. When I looked away from the newspaper and looked at her, I saw her follower, Xiao An Xiaosu, walking towards me with an unfriendly face, exaggerated and smoky There was a cold breath in the eyes after makeup. "Damn girl, you pretended not to understand Sister Lei's words!" A nail covered with rhinestones slashed towards my face, I dodged in a hurry, and accidentally bumped into the corner of the table next to me, and immediately bent down in pain . "Caixi, are you okay?" Han Yayi hurried over to support me and asked cautiously. "It's okay." I waved my hand to signal Han Yayi not to worry. Just as I was about to stand up, a dictionary suddenly hit my leg heavily. "What do you want to do?" I endured the pain and angrily glared at Lei Yaona who was still throwing the book. "What are you doing?" Lei Yaona simply stood up, walked to my side, suddenly reached out and pushed Han Yayi who was supporting me, then grabbed my hair, stared at me condescendingly and said, "I I want you to die!" The eyes of the whole class were drawn to this side, Banjiang Yuanzaki stood up from behind the laptop, helped the otaku glasses that almost covered half of his face, and stopped him anxiously: "Lei Yaona, you, you What are you doing with Won Chae-hee?" "Don't mind your own business! Dead otaku, this incident started when you jumped off the building. If you don't want to cause trouble for yourself, just bounce it off!" Jiang Yuanzaki shrank his neck and silently transformed into air again. At this time, Li Xiuzhe and Jin Chunxi walked in from the outside, and Li Xiuzhe rushed over as soon as he saw this posture: "What are you doing, skull girl? Let go of Yuan Caixi!" He grabbed Lei Yaona's arm and forced her to let go of the beast that grabbed me.I squatted down covering my head, my scalp was numb, and there were chaotic shouts in my ears: "Ah! Sister Lei, are you okay?" "Li Xiuzhe, let go, damn it!" "Damn you stinky girl, I didn't expect you to even hook up with Li Xiuzhe! How shameless!" "You are not allowed to scold Yuan Caixi, and then scold me to beat you!" "Huh! Isn't she shameless? What did she say to clarify the truth about the incident of jumping off the building, and the truth that was clarified was that 'the school has a long history of violence'! Now the news about the fight between the boss and the others was revealed by the newspapers. During the fight, she clearly They were also there, so why is she fine when the boss and the others were ordered to drop out of school?" Lei Yaona was stopped by Li Xiuzhe, angrily wishing to tear me apart, "Won Caixi, tell me why you didn't Being punished? What do you think?" "I... that day at the Academic Affairs Office, I said that I would be punished together with them. I really don't know why it happened like this..." I squatted on the ground, and my voice was so small that I could hardly hear myself. Scenes of pictures flashed in front of my eyes quickly—— 尹正赫说“元彩希，你完蛋了，你逃不掉了，因为我就是喜欢你了”时肯定又霸道的眼神。 尹正赫说“我并不孤单，如果我需要陪伴的话，雷遥娜他们比你更合适……”时暗淡又冷漠的眼神。 那些令我心动却又心疼的眼神不断拉扯着我的神经，眼前的光亮越来越暗，仿佛整个身体快要沉入一片粘稠的深不见底的泥沼中，越是拼命挣扎就越是沉沦得彻底。 突然，一股力量把我从地上拉了起来。拽住我胳膊的少年穿着整齐的校服，乌黑的发丝垂到眼睛上方，刚好露出一双有如暗夜一般深不可测的漆黑眼眸。他的视线缓缓扫过众人的脸，刚才还闹哄哄的场面一下子安静了下来。 雷遥娜瞪着金淳熙，不服气地问道：“金淳熙，连你也要来管闲事？” 金淳熙看了她一眼，似乎根本不屑回答。他松开我的胳膊，对李秀哲说：“我刚想起来，郭羡妮来找过你” 金淳熙的话还没说完，只听见一声“啊！羡妮——”，李秀哲的身影就嗖的一下从我们面前消失了。 呃……真快啊！不过金淳熙为什么要故意支走他？ “秀哲太单纯，不适合加入这个话题。”金淳熙转身，冷冷的目光像箭一样射向雷遥娜，“如果你对处分结果不满，应该去找明泽羽，你找不知情的元彩希泄愤根本毫无意义。” “哼，这丫头会不知情？她和明泽羽的关系全年级都知道，她处心枳虑地巴结明泽羽，不就是想脱离三年二组这个随时会被处理掉的垃圾班级吗？”雷遥娜恨恨地说着，将怨恨的目光转向我，嘴角扯起一丝阴森的笑容,”呵呵，凭借明泽羽的权势，就算是进特优班也不是什么不可能的事情，你就是这么打算的吧？臭丫头！” “我……”我有些蒙了。雷遥娜和金淳熙怎么突然扯到明泽羽身上去了？而且听他们的意思，明泽羽似乎是很有来头的关键人物，但是那怎么可能…… No!等一下!我想起来了，那天在教务室门口，校长本来在训斥我和尹正赫，可是当明泽羽也加入进来后，校长就立刻气势全无，躲到一边偷偷擦冷汗去了，而且他看向明泽羽的可疑眼神分明是——害怕！ 还有——上次我被迷晕了扔在会议室里，明泽羽带我从校长面前离开时，校长似乎就是喊他——“明少爷”！ 天哪，我怎么么会这么迟钝地直到现在还没有意识到——明泽羽既然能够成为校长口中的“明少爷”，那么来头一定不小！ 可是，他在我的心中就像漫画中的花沐学长一样是温暖又善良的存在，难道他之前在我面前表现出的平易近人的样子都是假象吗？ 不……这怎么可能？impossible! 我在心中拼命地否认着这种可能性，可是疑问还是不受控制地从口中蹦了出来：明泽羽他……到底是什么人？ " “呵，装得可真像啊，臭丫头！你是不是想说你不知道明泽羽少爷是森永高中理事长的儿子？啧，真是虚伪的令人恶心!”雷遥娜她们三个看着我的厌恶眼神就好象看到了在下水道里乱窜的老鼠。 “我没有装，我是真的不知道。”我狡辩道，“再说明泽羽就是明泽羽，就算他是理事长的儿子又有什么关系？” “有什么关系？呵！那我就告诉再提醒你一个事实好了——三年二组是因为明泽羽而成立的！你不会告诉我你连这个也不知道吧？” “你说什么？这……这是真的吗？”我惊慌地用眼神询问旁边的韩亚依和金淳熙，亚依朝我无奈地点点头，金淳熙眉头微锁，却没有否认。 我只觉得力气一下子从身体里溜走了。如果三年二真的是因为明泽羽而成立的，如果学校，准确点说是理事长特别隔离出三年二组是为了她的儿子明泽羽……那么这是否意味着，像天使一样拥有治愈微笑的明泽羽就是三年二组最大的威胁？ “叮——”救命的上课铃终于响了起来。 物理老师抱着教案走进教室，一看到倒在地上的讲台，紧张对峙中的我和雷遥娜三人组，还有竟然不在自己原来座位上的金淳熙，立刻像见到鬼一样号叫起来：“上课了！上课了！你们在干什么？太无法无天了！” “嚷什么？闭嘴！”雷遥娜狠狠地踹了一脚地上的桌子，物理老师立刻乖乖地闭上了嘴巴。 “该死的！老大不在，上什么课啊！”雷遥娜带着两个跟班骂骂咧咧地向教室外走去，全然没把讲台上脸色铁青的老师放在眼里。 走到教室门口时，她突然转过头狠狠地瞪着我，脸色比窗外阴霾的天色还要低沉：“元彩希你听着——老大要是不在了，三年二组也别想留下！你也逃不掉，自己看着办！” 雷遥娜她们走后，我也没了心情上课，一个人偷偷地逃了课，来到我和明泽羽的秘密基地。 每次心情不好的时候我很想来这里，明泽羽那如同天籁一般的琴声，林间小鸟的可爱呢喃，还有阳光在玻璃上跳跃的斑驳光点，都会让我的心情莫名地愉快起来，不知不觉就充满了元气。可是今天……玻璃房空空的，静得仿佛可以听见空气中灰尘飞舞的声音。钢琴静默地伫立在玻璃天顶投射下的光柱中，如同演出散场后在舞台中央独自谢幕的舞者，美好中萦绕着一丝失落。 浓密的乌云已经布满了整片天空，天气阴沉得好像随时会降下一场大雨。我找到花架边的一个角落，悄悄地把身子缩了进去。第一次藏进这样的幽暗光线里，似乎连呼吸也慢慢变得迟缓，我望着琴房中央寂寞的钢琴，想着这个秘密基地的另一个主人，忽然觉得心里闷闷的。 一个声音从遥远的 “无论明泽羽是什么样的人，或者以后你可能会发现他和你想象的不太一样……但是，我都希望你能够成为他真正可以依赖的人。” 难道当时罗皙妍想要告诉我的就是明泽羽有着这个我未曾想到的身份吗？还是说，他早就暗示了我，身为森永高中的绝对权利者、如神一般存在的理事长的儿子明泽羽，与我这个三年二组的“随时可以放弃的学生”原本就处于世界的两极，我根本不应该对他怀有那些不切实际的幻想。 鬼使神差一般地，我掏出手机，按下了一串早已刻印在心中的号码。 “喂？元彩希吗？”当听筒里的声音准确地喊出我的名字时，我的心脏像有一道电流瞬间流过，一种莫可名状的情感充塞了整个心脏。 我从来都没有把我的电话号码告诉明泽羽，为什么他会知道这通电话是我打给他的？ “元彩希，是你吗？”听筒里再次传来明泽羽清澈的声音，打断了我的胡思乱想。 “嗯，是我。”我忘记了他不可能看到，在电话这头轻轻地点了点头。 “这好像是你第一次打电话给我，有什么事吗？”明泽羽的声音还是像往日一样温柔，可是在我听起来却变得无比陌生。 明泽羽，这个温柔的你究竟是真实的，还是虚假的呢？ 我抿了抿因为紧张而变得干涩的唇，在听筒里潮汐般的呼吸声响起第五声的时候终于开了口：“明泽羽，你可以到秘密基地来一下吗？” “你在那里？” "Ok" “好，我现在过来，你等着我。” 接着电话挂断了。我握紧手机，用了很大的力气才克制住自己手指的颤抖。低头一看，手心不知什么时候已经满是汗水。 元彩希，你在紧张什么？ 明泽羽是理事长的儿子 明泽羽是三年二组最大的威胁 这些如果不是明泽羽自己亲口坦白的，又有什么在意的必要？ 反而是尹正赫，现在最应该担心的是他的处分，不是吗？ 可是为什么我都这样给自己打气了，心里却还是忐忑不安？在越来越昏暗的室内抱着自己蜷缩成一团的身体，整个身体都仿佛被外面阴沉的天气感染了，从里往外散发着潮湿的气息。 直到——— 门口的光线忽地一暗，一道长长的影子从那里投射进来，紧接着一个比钢琴曲还要温柔的声音钻进我的耳膜。 “元彩希，你在里面吗？” 眼眶像接受了某种指令，在听到声音的一瞬间竟然不由自主地湿润了。 看着那道白色的身影一步一步走向钢琴这边，我不自觉地往暗处缩了缩，用手捂住嘴巴不让自己冲动地发出声音。 “元彩希？”明泽羽站在门边迟疑了一会儿，最终没有开启门口的电灯开关。 “你在里面，对吧？我来了，你是不是发生了什么事？出来告诉我好吗？” 明泽羽略带焦急的声音仿佛是一道充满诱惑力的魔法，轻易地驱逐了我的紧张与忐忑。不知不觉中，我从黑暗的花架边站了起来。那个站在钢琴边的身影在我摇摇晃晃的视线中凝固成一个微弱的坐标，仿佛这幽暗世界中的唯一光源，让我无法抗拒地去靠近。 一步一步，好像迈出的每一步脚步都不是自己的，我拼命让自己鼓起勇气，终于站到了明泽羽的面前。 滴滴答答—— 雨落下来了，敲在琴房的玻璃天顶上，细密而又轻柔的，像那些曾经回荡在这里的美好旋律，给这一刻视线终于无声对上的我们送上了最优美的伴奏曲。 “明泽羽，你真的是理事长的儿子吗？” 我能够听出自己声音中的颤抖，可是当我看到明泽羽迟疑了一下，然后坦白地点头时，整颗心也跟着轻颤了一下。 “他们说，三年二组是为了你才成立的，这也是真的吗？” 明泽羽的脸色变了变，再次点了点头，凝视着我的眼睛始终一言不发。 在我们或许短暂又或许漫长的对视中，窗外的雨大了起来，砸在玻璃上发出清脆的噼啪声。 我无力地闭上眼睛，似乎还能看到第一次在这里见面时，明泽羽背对着我坐在钢琴前安静弹奏的样子，那一刻，我以为见到了漫画中最喜欢的花沐学长。 难道，曾经那么美好的一面，也只是天使的假象吗？ “元彩希，你把我叫到这里来，只是为了问我这些问题吗？” 沉默了一会儿，明泽羽终于轻轻地开口，声音中有一丝刻意压制的冷静。 我摇了摇头，冲动的话突然脱口而出：“你是不是觉得我很傻？连你是什么人都弄不清楚就傻傻地把你当成了'元气加油站'，连三年二组是什么样的班级都没弄清楚就为了重返学校而欣喜，连你的立场都不知道就自以为是地认为你也会站在三年二组这边。明泽羽，你是不是一直都觉得我傻透了，所以从来不告诉我那些几乎全校学生都很清楚的事实？”明泽羽眉头动了动，内心似乎在激烈地纠结，然而表面上却仍是一副高贵又温文尔雅的样子。 我深吸了一口气，继续说道：“今天我真的是很意外，知道了很多事情……包括很多也许不知道反而会更好的事情……你还记得吗？第一次在这里见到你的时候，我把你当成了漫画里的花沐学长，还做了很多冒犯的事情，可是你没有生气，还安慰我，鼓励我回到学校实现自己的愿望。那时候我没机会告诉我，你弹琴的样子真的很像天使，还有那首曲子，大概是你随手弹的吧，真好听，比我听过的任何一首曲子都好听……” “虽然我没能回到特优班，被安排进了三年二组，但是你没有像其他人那样视我们为另类。你在我被欺负的时候帮我解围，对我说了重话会主动向我道歉，甚至连那天我在会议室里被校长质问也是你为我说话，我猜校长没有再追究那件事也是因为你保护了我吧……明泽羽，你为什么要对我这么好呢？遇到你是我的幸运吧……以前我常常这样想，可是现在却有一点点胆怯，不敢再这样确认了。因为我真的很傻啊，傻到第一眼看到你就喜欢上了你，傻到明知道你是谁还是喜欢着你……为什么这么傻呢？真讨厌啊，讨厌没法停止喜欢你的像傻瓜一样的自己……” Hate…… 我强忍着在眼眶中持续打转的泪水，平静地诉说着那些在心中埋藏了很久的话语。 窗外已经是一片大雨滂沱的世界，漫天的雨幕遮蔽了本就晦暗的天光，大颗大颗的雨滴砸在玻璃上，噼噼啪啪响成一曲喧嚣的奏鸣曲。 室内的光线无比昏暗，明泽羽就站在我的对面，我却已经看不清他脸上的表情。他向我走近一步，抬手想要触碰我的脸颊，我慌忙后退一步，强迫自己跟他拉开距离。 要停止了，元彩希，想说的话都已经说了，也不会再有遗憾了，那么就这样停止吧，从这一秒开始，永远地停止。 “对不起，说了这些莫名其妙的话，如果你觉得困扰的话，就当做没有听到过吧。我先回去了，让你跑到这里来听我说这些，对不起！”感觉脸颊上有温热的液体滑过，我飞快地朝明泽羽说了“再见”，然后猛地转身欲跑，却被明泽羽一把拉住手臂，然后身体被一股强大的力量拉扯着顺势向后转去，狠狠地撞进一个散发着柠檬草清香的怀抱中。 “元彩希，你难道不想听听我的回答吗？” “不……不必了！” 因为怕听到从你口中说出更加残酷的答案，所以我宁愿就这样跑掉，然后停止对你的喜欢，永不再想念。 “如果我一定要回答呢？” “不必了！不必了！真的不必了！”我几乎崩溃地大吼起来。快终止吧，不管付出什么代价！这些只会给人带来伤感的情感，快停止吧！ “如果不是为了对我说这些话，如果不是想听到我的回答，你为什么要把我叫到这里来？”被拼命挣扎的我的情绪被牵动，明泽羽的情绪也变得激动。 “我找你只是想请你向理事长和校长求情放过尹正赫，刚才说出那样的话我也不知道自己是怎么了，你忘记吧，求求你忘记！” “你是为了尹正赫才来找我的？”明泽羽的声调陡然升高，他平复了好一会儿才再度开口，“对不起，我帮不了他。” “为什么，你们不是差点儿就成为朋友了吗？”我激动地质问道，“那些报道是假的，那天尹正赫打架也是为了防卫，你不是很清楚吗？” “是的，我很清楚，但是他的事情我无能为力。”明泽羽依旧是平静而冷淡的声音，越来越低的气压环绕住他的身体，也裹紧了被关在他怀抱中的我。 “那我就不麻烦你了！”我突然一把推开明泽羽，转身冲进门外铺天盖地的大雨中。 明泽羽，我终于还是逃了，在内心渴望却又害怕着你的回答的同时，为了被你拒绝的关于尹正赫的事————落荒而逃。 我像个疯子一样跌跌撞撞地向前猛冲，突然脚下一滑重重地摔倒在地。地面早已被雨水汇成一片银色的汪洋，疯狂的大雨不断地冲刷着我的身体。脸上不断有热热的液体汹涌而下，很快被冰凉的雨水混合，失去温度。 就在这时，一阵空洞的钢琴声透过重重雨幕传了过来，仿佛倾注了演奏者全部的力量，却感受不到一丝感情。轰鸣的雨声中，我呆呆地回望着琴声传来的方向，心脏隐隐地撕扯，疼痛。 突然就想这样一直坐在雨中，不再起来了。