Chapter 10 third quarter

During the winter vacation, Zou Fei and Tong Yue's mother met.It was a working day, and Tong Yue's mother had gone to work. Tong Yue asked Zou Fei to go to her house to play and cook a meal together.Since the two fell in love, they haven't cooked together yet. They think it's wonderful for them to buy something they like to eat together, study recipes together, cook together, and wash the dishes together after eating together. The two flipped through the recipes, copied the raw materials and ingredients needed for their favorite dishes on a piece of paper, and then went to the vegetable market to buy, buy the same, and mark the same. When the list on the paper was crossed out, the two returned with a full load. Go home and follow the recipe and start working.

Zou Fei played music on the computer, and the two of them washed and selected vegetables. They were busy all the time. After the two CDs were played, the bags of raw materials turned into plates of dishes.If you don't pursue color and fragrance, cooking is not too difficult. The best compliment you can give yourself to your first meals is to gobble them up.The two of them were just about to move their chopsticks, Zou Fei wanted to drink beer, but there was no more in the refrigerator, Tong Yue called and asked the canteen downstairs to deliver some, then remembered that the soup was still stewed in the kitchen, and went to put in the seasoning, when the doorbell When it rang, Tong Yue occupied his hand in the kitchen and told Zou Fei to open the door: "Maybe it's for delivering beer."

Zou Fei opened the door, and there was a middle-aged woman standing outside. Zou Fei opened the door, thinking it was a beer delivery: "It's fast enough!" and let the middle-aged woman into the room. The middle-aged woman entered the door, looked at Zou Fei, and Zou Fei also looked at her: "How much?" "How much is what?" The middle-aged woman was at a loss. "Beer?" Zou Fei only noticed at this time that her hands were empty, standing in the room as if checking something, so he asked, "What's the matter?" "I'm going home." The middle-aged woman is Tong Yue's mother.

"Oh, it's Auntie!" Zou Fei suddenly realized, "I thought it was delivering beer." Tong Yue ran out of the kitchen when she heard the sound, she was surprised: "Mom, why are you back?" Tong Yue's mother was very angry because her daughter brought a boy to cook at home behind her back. She wanted to say "Why can't I come back", but what she said was: "I'll come back to get something." In order to prove that she really came back to get the things, instead of deliberately coming back from the work unit after a calculated plan, Tong Yue's mother really went back to the house to get the things.Taking advantage of this time, Zou Fei and Tong Yue hurriedly discussed: "What should I do?"

"It's okay, just take it easy." Tong Yue was not embarrassed by her mother's sudden return. Tong Yue's mother took the things, went out of the house, and was about to leave. Looking at the food on the table, she said sincerely: "The two of you are pretty capable!" "Why don't you leave after eating?" Zou Fei said politely, his real intention was: "You can leave after you take your food, don't eat with the two children." But Tong Yue's mother didn't think it was Zou Fei's fake politeness, besides, she was still at her own home, so she sat down without notice: "Since you are all ready, I will eat with you." She picked up the chopsticks , sighed from the bottom of his heart, "My daughter has grown up so much, it's the first time I've eaten something made by her."

"It's also my first time to eat." Zou Fei said casually, and he didn't know why he said this sentence after finishing speaking. "Young man and our Yueyue are in the same class?" Tong Yue's mother picked up a piece of fish for Zou Fei. "No, I learned how to make cars." Zou Fei also picked up a shrimp for Tong Yue's mother. "What can I do after graduation?" "I don't know, I don't want to do this either." "Then isn't this major a waste of time?" "It's not for nothing, I didn't learn much." Zou Fei felt that it was difficult to deal with the food, so he added Tong Yue to the topic, "Tong Yue knows, right?"

Tong Yue smiled but did not answer.But Tong Yue's mother ignored Tong Yue, and just asked Zou Fei: "Then you don't study your major, hasn't the university been abandoned for a few years?" "Mom, don't keep asking, hurry up and eat!" Tong Yue felt that it was necessary to stop this topic. "Don't interrupt, we have a good chat." Tong Yue's mother felt that her daughter was superfluous at this time. Fortunately, the doorbell rang at this time, and the beer delivery came.Tong Yue kicked Zou Fei and sent Zou Fei to open the door. Zou Fei received the beer delivery man, sent him away, and sat down at the table again. As soon as he sat down, he heard Tong Yue's mother say: "You haven't answered my question just now!"

"What's the question, auntie, I forgot." Zou Fei didn't pretend to forget, there were too many questions just now, and he couldn't remember. "I forgot to have a meal." Tong Yue took some food for her mother, and stuffed her mouth with it, "Go to work as soon as you finish eating, the patients are still waiting for you to save lives and heal the wounded!" "Don't rush, let auntie eat steadily, there are so many patients waiting for auntie to rejuvenate, how hard it is to go to work!" After finishing speaking, Zou Fei found that he was quite suitable for knocking on the gong.

When Zou Fei said this, Tong Yue's mother was embarrassed to hang on, so she quickly took a mouthful of food, left after eating, and said before going out: "You two have fun, put the bowl there after eating, I will come back and wash. " After Tong Yue's mother left, Tong Yue crouched behind the cat's eye to confirm that she had indeed taken the elevator downstairs, heaved a sigh of relief, Zou Fei opened a can of beer, and was busy answering questions just now, but didn't come out whether the food was good or not. "My mother just talks a lot." Tong Yue took a sip first.

"Understood, your mother is also concerned about you." Zou Fei took a sip of beer and said, "When does your mother leave work, I have to finish my meal before she leaves work, and finish the things I have to do with you. Then disappear." "Hate it!" Tong Yue smiled, knowing what Zou Fei said. Fortunately, Zou Fei left a little earlier, and Tong Yue's mother had never been late or left early in her life, and she went home early this day. "The boy is gone?" Tong Yue's mother was a little disappointed when she saw that Zou Fei was gone. "Yes." Tong Yue's answer was concise and to the point, and she didn't want to discuss this topic with her mother.

"Why is he leaving in such a hurry?" the mother tested her daughter. "People also have their own home, why can't they leave?" "When will he come again?" "What for?" "I'll check it out for you again." "If you keep thinking like this, he won't dare to come." "What is he afraid of me?" "Don't talk about her. I'm afraid of you. You have to see through people like X-rays. If you treat people like this, you'll pass." "I'm not all for you!" Mom said earnestly. A few days later, Zou Fei had a conversation with Tong Yue's mother again.Tong Yue was taking a bath that day, and Zou Fei called her, but it was Tong Yue's mother who answered. "Are you Zou Fei?" Tong Yue's mother said as soon as she came up. Zou Fei wanted to say no, but he was afraid that Tong Yue's mother had recognized his voice, and it would be wrong to deny it, so he said, "Yes." "Tong Yue is taking a bath." Tong Yue's mother explained why she was the one who answered the phone. Zou Fei wanted to say "Then I'll call back later", and then hung up the phone, but Tong Yue's mother didn't give him a chance to hang up the phone, and then she said: "Didn't you come to play with Tong Yue these days? " "Ah, school is about to start. I am reviewing at school and preparing for the make-up exam." Zou Fei said truthfully. When Tong Yue's mother heard that the boy her daughter was dating turned out to be a person who needed to take the make-up exam, she couldn't help but feel even more worried: "Did you not learn well in those classes, or did you not want to learn well?" "It's the same thing. If I can learn well, I won't deliberately not learn well." "Don't you want to try and see if you can learn your major well?" "I don't want to. If I can really learn well, I will do this in the future. That is the last thing I want to happen." "But the purpose of going to college is to learn the basics of a certain profession, and then engage in this industry in the future. If you don't do this, what is the difference from going to work directly after graduating from high school?" "There should be a difference!" Zou Fei was a little excited after drinking with Fan Wenqiang and other people who were also returning to school to prepare for the make-up exam. He wanted to chat with Tong Yue for a while. He tells others his true thoughts. He knows that others can’t understand him, but after drinking too much, he doesn’t know which string is wrong. He feels that others can understand him, so he loves to share his thoughts with others. up.This time he not only talked a lot to Tong Yue's mother, but also forgot the identity of the listener. "I think going to college is not necessarily for learning anything, what is most needed is the growth of humanity, but how can humanity grow? Will you be human because you have learned probability theory and calculus? And if you fail, you will still be inhuman. ?I don't think so! "When I was young, when I saw a fat man or a fool, I would boo and laugh at him, but now I can't, but I will sympathize with them. I will feel uncomfortable seeing the children laughing at other people's flaws. What have I learned from this? Knowledge doesn't seem to matter much, but a natural change. At this stage, I don't think that the more knowledge I learn, the better the growth results. Of course, knowing more things is better than nothing, but later I found out , a lot of shit is done by people who have a lot of knowledge. I'm not saying this to prove that knowledge leads to shit, but knowledge doesn't stop people from doing shit, and People cannot learn well, so knowledge is not a sufficient condition for those who want to learn well.” After saying the above words, Zou Fei felt that he should have a sip of beer as a sign that he had spoken clearly, because in the past when he talked about these topics, he was always accompanied by beer. Remembering that it was Tong Yue's mother on the other end of the phone, she hurriedly added: "I'm sorry, Auntie, I've talked too much, so I won't bother you. I'll hang up first." Hurry up and hang up the phone. Tong Yue's mother wanted to know more about Zou Fei, but the phone was already busy, so she put down the phone, stared at the TV, worried for Tong Yue, and fell into thinking. Tong Yue came out of the bathroom, combed her hair, and sat down on the sofa. She didn't know anything about what happened just now, and the sports news was playing on the TV. "Why are you paying attention to sports today?" Tong Yue thought her mother was watching TV. "Zou Fei called just now." Tong Yue's mother turned her face to Tong Yue. "What did he say?" "I didn't say anything, I chatted with him." "What are you talking about?" "Let me ask you a question, what do you like about him?" "I don't know." Tong Yue was a little surprised by this sudden question. "I don't know? Then you fell in love with him?" Mom was even more surprised by this answer. "I hate other people when I see them, but I don't think so about him." "Do you think you two are suitable?" "I didn't feel it specifically, anyway, I didn't think it was inappropriate." "Is it suitable for getting married in the future?" "I can't think too much, there is no problem right now." "I'm a person who has experienced it, and I have seen more things than you. I don't think he is suitable for you." "why?" "The kid is unsteady." "What's the meaning?" "That is, he will break up with you in the future. Even if you are married, he will divorce you." "How do you know, have learned fortune-telling?" "I'm not kidding you, he's really not suitable for you." "You don't even know what kind of person I am, so how can you say he's not suitable for me?" "You are my daughter, of course I know you, even if you have your own secrets, it doesn't matter, but I'm sure he won't give you a stable marriage in the future." "Then do the math for me, can I pass the fourth grade next semester?" "Don't be poor, I'll tell you about it carefully!" "It's nothing at all. I thought about breaking up first. There is a problem with your idea." Tong Yue connected the hair dryer to the electricity and dried her hair, not wanting to listen to her mother's nagging. Mom grabbed the hair dryer and turned it off: "I'm afraid you will have problems in the future." "Are you thinking too much? My dad made you sick!" Tong Yue took the hair dryer again and went to her room to dry her hair. "You are not allowed to associate with him in the future, and you are not allowed to come to our house again." Mom followed Tong Yue's room. Tong Yue felt that her mother was ridiculous and hateful, so she stopped arguing with her, but it didn't mean that she gave in to her.Adolescent children, regardless of gender, the more their parents refuse to do it, the more they want to do it. This is a natural resistance.Therefore, Tong Yue's mother is actually playing an active role on the road of Tong Yue and Zou Fei's love. Tong Yue's mother had her reasons for doing this.Because more than 20 years ago, Tong Yue's father, like Zou Fei today, was rich in ideas, independent, and had his own set of principles. At that time, she was the same as Tong Yue now, simple-minded, appreciative and willing to follow Tong Yue. I thought I could get good love and a happy family from him.At that time, they were the first batch of college students after the Cultural Revolution. They were admitted to junior colleges. They fell in love in school, got married the next day after graduation, and then had Tong Yue.But unexpectedly, when Tong Yue was two years old, they divorced. The reason for the divorce was very simple: he felt that this kind of family life was different from the life he had built for himself, and he wanted to live the life in his ideal. So, regardless of the persuasion of all relatives and friends, he resolutely left the family and lived alone. When Tong Yue came out of the nursing home that day, Zou Fei didn't wait for her at the school gate, because Tong Yue suddenly received a call from his father asking her to go find him, so Tong Yue didn't go back to school. Tong Yue's father lives alone now, and what he does is to save the wetlands. It is completely voluntary, no one pays wages, and only when there are corporate sponsors can he get some remuneration.Back then, Tong Yue's mother divorced him because of this matter, but he liked it and had persisted for twenty years.That day, he got a reward and asked Tong Yue to come over and give her living expenses.In these years, in terms of Tong Yue's living expenses, he has always given more when there is more money, and less when the money is less. Tong Yue understands her father, so even if she gives her more, she will not take more. Her life depends on her mother Had a good time too.But when Dad offered her money, she didn't completely refuse, she knew that he would be happy to help Dad fulfill his responsibilities as a father. Tong Yue has always believed that if her mother divorces her father just because she is keen on doing this, then it is completely unnecessary.As a wife, mother should support father in this matter, but she chose to divorce. Maybe there is something hidden behind the two of them that they don't want to disclose.Therefore, she has never been able to understand why a man who devotes himself to pursuing his own career will end up with his wife and children. The so-called teenagers are ignorant of the world, which is almost the case, because they have never experienced the world, and they would rather believe in their own fantasies than the life experience summed up by adults from their lives full of holes. Winter break is over, the second semester of sophomore year has begun, and Rosie is doing push-ups and sit-ups in bed again, and everyone knows that he has a broken relationship. Six months ago, the loneliness of the body brought Luo Xi and Liu Yuan together. When the body was no longer lonely, the requirements for spiritual communication were higher. Only then did they realize that the two had nothing to communicate in this regard.Liu Yuan likes Hong Kong and Taiwan pop music, and Rossi has to listen to Beyond for the last time; Liu Yuan likes to watch concerts, and Rossi likes to watch football; and Rossi doesn’t think she likes Liu Yuan, and only thinks of her when it happens. After that matter is over, Luo Xi will act as if there is no such person as Liu Yuan.Liu Yuan did the same with Rossi. During the winter vacation, she went to learn to drive. She competed with the car every day. She never came to see her once, and when she finally received a call from Rossi, the first thing Rossi said was: "Come here, there is no one in my house." At this moment, Liu Yuan thought about the relationship between her and Rossi. She found that she didn't like her feelings for Rossi. If there was something she liked about Rossi, it wouldn't be that the two of them didn't say a few words in high school.She admitted that her relationship with Rosie was just a temporary mutual aid. If another boy had been sitting next to her at the high school reunion half a year ago, he might have replaced Rosie, but that would be the result in the end.Liu Yuan still longed for love, so she broke up with Rossi peacefully and went separately to find her own happiness. Fan Wenqiang finally talked to Rossi: "I forgive you because Liu Yuan dumped you." Then he handed Rossi a game controller, "Now I allow you to play with me." Rossi needed to fill the vacancy left by Liu Yuan, so she readily accepted the controller and started playing. While playing, Fan Wenqiang suddenly said: "We are friends again now, and we are friends in need. You don't have to be too polite between friends. I will not thank you for the postponement certificate you issued for me. In the future, do you want to do push-ups?" Do as many as you want, it's okay, I'm not afraid of the bed shaking." Rossi was full of ambition: "I don't want to shake the bed either, don't worry, I will try not to let it shake as soon as possible." Sure enough, it didn't take long, the bed really stopped wobbling, and Rosie didn't have to do push-ups anymore. The girlfriend Rossi is looking for this time is a girl from the university class, named Lin Meng.Lin Meng has had a crush on Rossi since the day she entered school. She is fascinated by Rossi's vitality, but she dare not open her heart to Rossi. She is a strong person herself, and she wants to be strong everywhere, but she doesn't have the capital to be strong in this aspect. She is afraid of being rejected by Rossi, so she keeps her mouth shut and prevents the possibility of being strong. When she learned that Rossi and her high school girl had gotten back together, Lin Meng was extremely painful. She shed tears secretly every day, and then went to the classroom to study with the pain of broken love. After the various activities organized by the party branch, after the activities, I still fell into deep thoughts of Rossi. Everyone said that she was a great woman. Later, when she heard that Luo Xi had brought Liu Yuan to the dormitory, Lin Meng knew that the situation was over, and only hated herself for saving face and losing the golden opportunity of being Luo Xi's first love.At this time, a senior boy began to pursue Lin Meng, and Lin Meng immediately agreed, first to save face for herself—to let others see that she was being chased by others; second, she wanted to stimulate Rossi so that He can take himself seriously.But Rossi not only didn't pay attention to her, but also blessed her, which made her even more worried about not being able to take Rossi as her own. This time, upon hearing that Luo Xi and Liu Yuan had broken up, Lin Meng also immediately broke up with the senior boys. The dormitory looked at what Rossi was doing, and helped Rossi make up the bed.Although she did not confess her love to Rossi, everyone watched her every move, and she was also willing to be discussed about her and Rossi, hoping that the rumors would really bring her and Rossi together. Every time Lin Meng sat in the front row in class, once she saw Rossi sitting in the last row, she put down her schoolbag beside Rossi. "Why don't you sit in the first row?" "Hey, you always suck chalk powder. Why do you always sit in the back?" "Because I have good eyesight, I leave the opportunity to students with poor eyesight. Why do you always make the quilt for me?" "Because your quilt is never folded." "Why only mine?" "Because I saw yours." "Why did you only see mine?" "Because I didn't look at other people's." "free tonight?" "What for?" "Come out and talk." "What are you talking about?" "Talk about everything." "OK!" After chatting that night, Lin Meng finally got his wish and got involved with Roxie. "It feels so good to hold hands with you!" Lin Meng was extremely happy. "Doesn't it feel good to hold hands with senior boys?" Rossi couldn't tell whether Lin Meng's focus was on holding hands, or whether the person holding hands was him. "I never held hands with him." "Then what have you been doing during the six months you've been together?" "say." "Besides talking?" "Still talking." "Does he agree?" "I still don't agree with what he agreed to!" "Have courage!" "Do you know why you only talked to him?" "Because you talk too much?" "Because I don't want to hold other people's hands besides yours." Lin Meng clenched Rossi's hand even tighter, "You are not allowed to hold other people's hands in the future!" "What if it gets pulled?" "I won't let you do that!" Seeing Lin Meng's extremely firm expression, Rossi couldn't help but worry about the future. It is already the fourth semester at the university.The food in the cafeteria still tastes the same, and the class is still the same. Except for the increase in depression, life seems to have not changed much. For students of all grades, the content of life is nothing more than studying, falling in love, playing, looking for a job, and nothing more. Zou Fei still doesn't go to class very much, and usually stays in the dormitory or library, reading some photography books, and when he gets bored, he goes out with his camera. I don't know why, but as long as he takes a picture, or observes the world behind the camera, Zou Fei will temporarily forget his boredom.In this regard, Lao Xie's explanation is: every time the shutter is pressed, it is detoxification. Lao Xie said that there are two things in a person's life that cannot be stopped for a moment, one is breathing and the other is detoxification.Detoxification is reflected in all aspects, but the method varies from person to person. Daily laxation is detoxification, sweating is detoxification, nagging is detoxification, fighting and swearing is detoxification, drawing, taking pictures, and coding are detoxification, and colds and beriberi are detoxification. detox.Therefore, when these things happen, don’t stop them, otherwise the toxins in the body will accumulate until they explode, and maintaining these daily detoxification methods can keep the body and mood in a relatively stable state. "So I have athlete's foot, and I don't take medicine." Lao Xie firmly believes that if athlete's foot is cured, the poison will not come out. Similarly, Shang Qinghua studied hard, Fan Wenqiang played games hard, and Rossi did push-ups hard, all of which were detoxification. During this period of time, Zou Fei pinned his hope of getting rid of depression and boredom on the Third World War and the local wars that could involve them. He was so anxious that he began to watch "News Network", which he had never watched before, every day. I hope that as soon as a pie falls from the sky, I will see the news of where the war will start.What Zou Fei thought was: Even if other countries fight, he will take the opportunity to let go of the class first, just like when the United States fought Vietnam, they didn't know what it had to do with Japanese students, but they made a student riot. But what he saw on TV was the peace and harmony of the country and the people, so Zou Fei became even more depressed. At that time, they had nothing but depression. If it's already a senior year, it's fine to bear it, but this is a sophomore year, and the miserable life has only begun less than half, so I can only hope that something will happen, even if it is a tragedy, to change the status quo. Ten years later, when they possessed some good things through their own efforts and began to cherish the stability and unity in front of them, they realized how terrible and helpless their original thoughts were, and at the same time, they could understand the wishes of people in other countries living in dire straits. and doing. At that time, I always felt that the days passed slowly, and I didn't know when it would end.And ten years later, when they are approaching their thirties, they feel that time flies too fast, and they will stand up in a blink of an eye, and suddenly feel that this life will end soon.Life used to be like taking a slow train, but now it is taking a high-speed train.There are fewer hardships during the journey, but the scenery has also lost a lot. Reading is the best way for Zou Fei to kill boredom.First, save money.Books can be borrowed from the library, and as long as you return them after reading, you can guarantee that this way of fighting boredom will continue until graduation.Secondly, while killing time, it can enrich the empty mind a little bit, which is more reliable than drinking, and people will be more empty after drinking. Playing cards and football are also good ways, but they require the cooperation of others and cannot be done at any time.Some people choose to participate in club activities. At first Zou Fei also participated in the activities of the photography club. He went out with everyone to take pictures or shut himself in a small dark room to watch the photo slide show. However, there are many self-righteous people in the club, which makes Zou Fei very uncomfortable I can't understand it, and if I continue to follow the club activities, Zou Fei will soon lose his love for photography because of them, so he stopped participating in the club activities. One day, Tong Yue's mother suddenly appeared downstairs in Tong Yue's dormitory.Tong Yue finished her class in the afternoon, chatting and laughing with her classmates, and walked towards the dormitory. When she walked downstairs, she heard the sound of "girly girl", and ignored it. He waved to her from the stone bench in the garden in front of the building. Tong Yue walked over: "Why are you here?" "I'm off today, I have nothing to do at home, so I came to see you." Mom handed over a plastic lunch box, "I boiled some eggs for you." "The cafeteria sells them every day." Tong Yue felt that her mother was unnecessary. "You can sleep a little longer in the morning, and you don't have to go to the cafeteria by peeling two eggs to eat." Mom said, "I'll take you to the supermarket to buy some bags of milk later." "You don't need to worry about these things." Tong Yue felt that her mother's concern was already a challenge and question to her freedom and ability. "Is there any class in the evening?" Mom asked. "No." Tong Yue felt a little regretful when she said that, she should say yes, so that she could get rid of her mother's entanglement. "Then you put down your schoolbag and come to eat with me." "What to eat?" "I'll take you to eat whatever you want." Mom said, "Call Zou Fei too." "He might have lessons." Tong Yue didn't want her mother to get involved in her and Zou Fei's affairs. "You call him and ask him, if it doesn't work, don't let him take it, anyway, it's an elective course at night." Mom said on her own. "Why do you stop people from going to class as soon as you come here!" "Anyway, he doesn't usually go to school, don't let me come, but go to class instead." When her mother said this, Tong Yue was embarrassed to cover up for Zou Fei, so she called him to have dinner together. When the food came, Tong Yue's mother thought the ashtray on the table was in the way, so she asked Zou Fei, "You don't smoke, do you?" "No smoking." Zou Fei casually removed the ashtray from the table. "It's good not to smoke. The male colleagues in our unit feel melancholy if they don't smoke. There are so many things to be melancholy about. Don't you feel melancholy?" Tong Yue's mother asked Zou Fei. "Melancholy too." Zou Fei ate. "Then what do you do when you're sad?" Tong Yue's mother was very concerned about Zou Fei's reaction in this situation. "No way." Zou Fei said truthfully, "It's like when your body hurts and you don't have painkillers, so you can only carry, endure, and consume." "Then you don't feel bad?" Tong Yue's mother asked. "It's uncomfortable, but I don't feel uncomfortable when I see Tong Yue." Zou Fei felt that it was necessary to end this topic. "I didn't expect my daughter to have the effect of healing." I don't know if Tong Yue's mother is praising her daughter or joking. Tong Yue and Zou Fei looked at each other helplessly and smiled, and hurried to eat. The meal was almost finished, Tong Yue's mother glanced at her watch and said, "Let's go to the movies." "What movie?" Tong Yue was taken aback. "While I was waiting for you, I walked around the campus and saw a poster saying that there was a movie in the auditorium at night, so I bought three tickets." Tong Yue's mother said, "It's a rare time for me to enter the campus, and I plan to relive my college time again. "There's nothing good about the shitty movies shown at school." "When we were in school, if the school showed a movie, all the teachers and students would go to occupy seats early, as if it were a festival. You don't cherish what is in front of you." Tong Yue's mother stood up and was about to leave. "Auntie, I have to go back to do my homework. It has to be handed in tomorrow morning." Zou Fei said. "Is there still time to write after watching it? The tickets are all bought." Tong Yue's mother still wanted to watch a movie and the three of them had a group activity. "The lights are turned off at eleven o'clock. It's too late to write now. I have to hand in homework for all three classes tomorrow." Zou Fei said seriously. In fact, tomorrow is Ma Zheng, economics and physical education, and there is no homework to hand in. Tong Yue knew exactly which day Zou Fei handed in his homework, and knowing that this was his excuse, she helped him out: "Let him go back, their department has a lot of homework." "Then you should hurry up and do your homework first, you can watch the movie anytime." Tong Yue's mother said. "Well, I'll watch a movie with you next time after I finish my homework. Goodbye, auntie!" Zou Fei and Tong Yue looked at each other knowingly and left. Tong Yue accompanied her mother into the school auditorium, and after she sat down, her mother asked: "Do you think he really did his homework, or is he unwilling to watch a movie with me?" "How can you always think so much!" Tong Yue criticized. "But you are all sophomores, and you still have so much homework!" "You have to watch the movie with you without doing anything to be happy, right?" "I didn't say that!" Mom looked around the auditorium excitedly, and sighed, "Now you are much better than we were at that time. When we were in college, how could we have such a condition? You can sit in such a soft seat while watching a movie." Chair!" "Then it can't be the same as you were back then, move the bench yourself!" "So you have nothing to be sad about. Study hard, acquire skills, and find a good job in the future. That's it." "Are you here to watch the movie, or to educate people?" "Anyway, the movie hasn't started yet. Let's chat. I found that you don't like to communicate with me since you fell in love." "No!" "Yes! You used to talk more than me." "I don't fall in love, maybe I should talk less." "Do you think Zou Fei has any influence on you?" "What effect?" "Don't be stupid, follow him in everything." "Why can't I understand what you are saying?" "Anyway, you have to be careful. If you two break up in the future, let alone you have nothing left, women must learn to be independent." "I see, you are committing the same aftereffects left by my father, right?" "Don't keep talking about your dad, watch a movie!" At this time, the lights in the auditorium were turned off, and the movie started. It was a domestic movie screened at the College Student Film Festival. Mom watched it with great interest, but Tong Yue didn't think it was interesting, so she insisted on watching it with her mother. After the movie was over and they left the auditorium, their mother asked Tong Yue to go back to the dormitory to rest early. She went home by car, but Tong Yue had to accompany her to the station to wait for the bus. Although she didn't want to listen to her mother's nagging, Tong Yue was still willing to Stay with mom. After leaving the school gate, the two walked towards the station. As they walked, my mother stopped suddenly and stared at the restaurant on the roadside.Tong Yue followed her mother's gaze and saw that in the glass window of the restaurant, Zou Fei was smoking a cigarette, chatting happily with Luo Xie, Xie Fan Wenqiang and others. "This is the homework he wants to write?" Mom seemed to have a sense of accomplishment because she discovered the truth for Tong Yue in time. "I know he didn't go back to the dormitory to do his homework." Tong Yue disagreed, and was no stranger to this kind of scene. "Then he just doesn't want to watch movies with us?" "He doesn't want to watch this movie today, and I don't want to watch it either." "Why do you always talk to him?" Mom was very dissatisfied, "Didn't he say that he doesn't smoke? What is that in his hand?" At this moment, Zou Fei was dusting off his cigarette ash, chatting to the ups and downs, toasting with everyone, and there were already three empty beer bottles in front of him. "Is this the three homework?" Mom said, "You should stop dating him, or you will be the one who will be hurt in the future. If you are embarrassed to say it, I will go and tell him now." "Where are you talking about? Come on, you should go home and sleep!" Tong Yue dragged her mother to the station. "Do you think that what I said is all nonsense, and I will tell you these words." "What you said are all wise words, but you have to allow me to understand, understand and digest." "Do you really like him?" "I like you very much!" "Don't be poor with me, I'm telling you the truth." "Then I said I don't like you very much, is it serious?" "You can be poor, anyway, you have to take my words to heart, and we have to talk about this matter in a few days." "Okay, the car is here, you can get on it quickly, there will be no seats for a while." Mom was still worried, and said before getting into the car: "If you don't want me to worry, just listen to me, I won't hurt you." Tong Yue waved goodbye to her mother, watched the car drive away, but didn't say a word: "I don't necessarily get killed if I don't listen to you!" On the way back to school alone, Tong Yue was thinking: Is it because my mother has reached menopause, she tends to think wildly, and she starts to become paranoid when doing things, why can a small thing cause her so many thoughts? Tong Yue felt that she was almost twenty years old, and she could and should decide her own affairs.She can understand her mother's feelings, but the person involved knows best what to do about things like love. She doesn't think the worries her mother said are a problem. She doesn't want her love to be mixed with too many other factors, and she just wants to enjoy it It's a nice feeling. When a girl falls in love for the first time, she will be very firm and believe in herself more than others. In fact, what she believes in is not herself, but the beauty—not so much believing in beauty, but looking forward to it. This kind of unhesitating and undivided attention to love may only happen once in a woman's life. At this time, the girl's mothers still want their grown-up daughters to still obey them, and that is making things difficult for themselves.